Jackie Chat 7

This chat took place on 12 October 2010. Highlights include Chris discussing his super mode, his belief that cartoons exist in a parallel world and how God wants Chris to defraud Social Security. Chris also claims that his computer is being repaired and promises Jackie a video of him "doing" twenty pull-ups.

[7:06 pm] CWC: Hey, Sweetheart. :) h [7:06 pm] Jacklyn Romy: hi!! [7:06 pm] CWC: How are you? [7:06 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i'm doing okay. [7:06 pm] Jacklyn Romy: how was your weekend? [7:06 pm] CWC: I'm doing well too. [7:06 pm] CWC: Sunday, I went to church, and it was a quiet day. And I watched the new Fox shows, and I uploaded the video, as you know. :) h [7:07 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i loved the chris-chan sonichu video! you did really well with your body-painting [7:08 pm] CWC: I was actually surprised on how my torso would look blue, then after I painted my face, before the headwear, I reminded myself of the superhero  (is that his name?). [7:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: yeah, nightcrawler, thats it [7:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: he can teleport. [7:09 pm] CWC: fan too? [7:09 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i think he was like a born-again christian in the comics [7:09 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i am somewhat. [7:09 pm] CWC: me too. [7:09 pm] CWC: I enjoyed the Marvel heroes from time and again. <font color="#0033FF">[7:09 pm] CWC: I also downloaded recently the 10 comic book set of Marvel Zombies. <font color="#CC3299">[7:09 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i never read that one, but i heard it was a really good series <font color="#0033FF">[7:10 pm] CWC: I felt the stories were good, aside from the gorey details. <font color="#CC3299">[7:10 pm] Jacklyn Romy: you dont like the gore? isnt that the point of a zombie story? <font color="#0033FF">[7:10 pm] CWC: Yes. to name a sole survivor that was able to move onto the next set of 5 books, was. <font color="#0033FF">[7:10 pm] CWC: when it comes to gore, it's kinda 75-25; 3/4 I can stand, 1/4 I would feel sick after seeing. <font color="#CC3299">[7:11 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i thought you liked horror stuff, though. i know you like the saw movies <font color="#0033FF">[7:12 pm] CWC: altogether, it's not exactly smile-worthy, you understand. <font color="#0033FF">[7:12 pm] CWC: I do like horror stuff. <font color="#0033FF">[7:12 pm] CWC: And I do like the Saw movies. <font color="#CC3299">[7:12 pm] Jacklyn Romy: those have lots of blood. <font color="#0033FF">[7:12 pm] CWC: it just depends on how I feel at the time. <font color="#0033FF">[7:12 pm] CWC: mostly, I am cool with it. <font color="#CC3299">[7:12 pm] Jacklyn Romy: hey, that reminds me of something <font color="#CC3299">[7:12 pm] Jacklyn Romy: remember i said i listened to the recordings of your talks with alec benson leary? at one point, you said that you believed cartoon characters exist in their own real world of sorts <font color="#0033FF">[7:13 pm] CWC: yes. <font color="#CC3299">[7:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: could you elaborate on that? <font color="#0033FF">[7:13 pm] CWC: certainly. <font color="#0033FF">[7:13 pm] CWC: you remember the movie, "?" <font color="#CC3299">[7:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: yes <font color="#CC3299">[7:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i remember there was a rumor that donald duck screamed "GODDAMN YOU NIGGER", but that was just a myth, he really said something inoccuous. <font color="#0033FF">[7:15 pm] CWC: well, even though they used a bunch of hollywood magic to portray the toons in real life, there is a good chance still that there is a dimension where the characters we draw or create live in and in their own areas of that dimension. <font color="#CC3299">[7:15 pm] Jacklyn Romy: good chance? <font color="#0033FF">[7:15 pm] CWC: You may be referring to the bought between Donald and Daffy. <font color="#CC3299">[7:15 pm] Jacklyn Romy: yeah, thats the scene <font color="#CC3299">[7:15 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but what makes you draw that conclusion about another dimension? <font color="#0033FF">[7:16 pm] CWC: mostly from what I watched from shows and movies that talk about different dimensions. <font color="#CC3299">[7:16 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i thought you must have taken some physics classes or something. I took a physics class once that dealt with multiple dimensions, string theory, etc <font color="#0033FF">[7:16 pm] CWC: Like there also could be a dimension where our complete opposite selves wouldreside in. <font color="#CC3299">[7:17 pm] Jacklyn Romy: they didnt talk about a cartoon dimension in my class, though <font color="#CC3299">[7:17 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but you brought up the subject because you were angry at alec for abusing his characters, if i remember correctly <font color="#0033FF">[7:17 pm] CWC: I have taken one physics class in PVCC. So you know more than I do from book learning. <font color="#0033FF">[7:17 pm] CWC: I think you mean Alec abusing MY characters in his works. <font color="#CC3299">[7:18 pm] Jacklyn Romy: no, mostly you were specifically referencing his abuse of his own character, Asperchu <font color="#0033FF">[7:19 pm] CWC: oh. yes, I did go there at one point; I just could not understand why create a character with Aspergers, when the creator has Aspergers him/herself, and he/she wants to better him/herself, they would more likely draw More Normal Characters. <font color="#CC3299">[7:20 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well doesnt sonichu have autism though? <font color="#0033FF">[7:20 pm] CWC: Sonichu does NOT have Autism. <font color="#CC3299">[7:20 pm] Jacklyn Romy: he goes to special education, like the dating ed and stuff though <font color="#CC3299">[7:20 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i thought that meant he was in special ed. <font color="#0033FF">[7:20 pm] CWC: No, Dating Education was a Normal Class; it was not classified as a "Special Educational" class. <font color="#0033FF">[7:20 pm] CWC: Nobody in my comics has any Special Education. <font color="#CC3299">[7:21 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but they dont have dating ed in real life. most people dont need help forming relationships <font color="#CC3299">[7:21 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so are your sonichus just slow in the minds? or otherwise special needs? <font color="#0033FF">[7:21 pm] CWC: And my Leading Characters are Normal-Minded or Stronger. <font color="#0033FF">[7:21 pm] CWC: NONE of them are Retarded. <font color="#0033FF">[7:21 pm] CWC: ALL of them are Normal-Speed or Faster mentally. <font color="#CC3299">[7:22 pm] Jacklyn Romy: why do they go to dating ed then? <font color="#0033FF">[7:22 pm] CWC: It was only Wild and Punchy who took the class. <font color="#CC3299">[7:22 pm] Jacklyn Romy: oh. is it because they're foreigners/ <font color="#CC3299">[7:22 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ? <font color="#CC3299">[7:22 pm] Jacklyn Romy: or are they slow in the mind? <font color="#0033FF">[7:23 pm] CWC: And it was because Wild was feeling lack-confident in the dating scene, and Punchy was looking for tips for what he already and confidently knows. <font color="#0033FF">[7:23 pm] CWC: they are not foreigners or slow-minded. <font color="#CC3299">[7:23 pm] Jacklyn Romy: oh, i thought punchy was chinese <font color="#CC3299">[7:23 pm] Jacklyn Romy: the only people i know who might need that sort of class are slow in the minds or foreigners <font color="#0033FF">[7:24 pm] CWC: Punchy was NOT Chinese or Asian; I drew his eyes that way, based on Knuckles' eyes, but I drew them more squinted accidentially. <font color="#CC3299">[7:24 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i kind of wondered if knuckles was a chinaman <font color="#0033FF">[7:24 pm] CWC: You do not have to be Retarded to feel Lack of Self-Confidence in ANY area. <font color="#CC3299">[7:24 pm] Jacklyn Romy: he knows, afterall <font color="#0033FF">[7:24 pm] CWC: I don't think Knuckles is chinese. <font color="#CC3299">[7:24 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so lets go back to the cartoon world thing <font color="#0033FF">[7:25 pm] CWC: okay <font color="#CC3299">[7:25 pm] Jacklyn Romy: now, you told alec you didnt like him abusing his characters, because they were like real people and would be hurt and suffering <font color="#CC3299">[7:25 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but you have some characters who suffer in sonichu, like the villains <font color="#0033FF">[7:26 pm] CWC: In most scenarios, the Villains do get the bad rap and hurt for their misdeeds and wrongdoings. <font color="#0033FF">[7:26 pm] CWC: ... <font color="#0033FF">[7:26 pm] CWC: In their dimension, the characters would have their own individual feelings and emotions. <font color="#0033FF">[7:26 pm] CWC: So I feel it is proper for the heroes to stay feeling good. <font color="#CC3299">[7:27 pm] Jacklyn Romy: wouldnt the villains feel bad about being created to be tormented though? <font color="#0033FF">[7:27 pm] CWC: yet when they are down, they do get hurt. <font color="#0033FF">[7:27 pm] CWC: yes, they would feel bad. <font color="#CC3299">[7:28 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but surely they dont deserve that <font color="#CC3299">[7:28 pm] Jacklyn Romy: right? <font color="#0033FF">[7:28 pm] CWC: They deserved it for after doing Wrongdoings to other people, characters, etc in little to mass destruction. <font color="#0033FF">[7:28 pm] CWC: Take Dr. Robotnik. <font color="#CC3299">[7:28 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but you drew them to do wrong, they didnt have a choice <font color="#0033FF">[7:29 pm] CWC: he did his own wrongs, but he did learn later. <font color="#0033FF">[7:29 pm] CWC: and he also lead a life outside of villany <font color="#CC3299">[7:29 pm] Jacklyn Romy: and sega made robotnik, so i guess they're guilty of portraying him as a villain-type person <font color="#0033FF">[7:30 pm] CWC: He went out jogging, did a spot of good, or did nothing that involved plotting or scheming. <font color="#CC3299">[7:30 pm] Jacklyn Romy: wait, robotnik goes jogging? what game is that in <font color="#0033FF">[7:30 pm] CWC: It was in an episode of Sonic X <font color="#CC3299">[7:30 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but thats still on tv, not in the other dimension <font color="#CC3299">[7:30 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what does he do when he's not on tv or in a game or whatever? <font color="#0033FF">[7:31 pm] CWC: it doesn't matter; if Robotnik is portrayed jogging, then he is jogging. <font color="#0033FF">[7:31 pm] CWC: exactly. <font color="#CC3299">[7:31 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so if asperchu is portrayed having aspergers, he has aspergers. quid pro quo <font color="#0033FF">[7:31 pm] CWC: he does what he would do in a normal life in that dimension. <font color="#0033FF">[7:31 pm] CWC: yes. <font color="#CC3299">[7:31 pm] Jacklyn Romy: from reading those asperchu comics, asperchu seemed fairly happy <font color="#CC3299">[7:31 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but i'm curious about something. when these people are created, who truly gives them life? <font color="#CC3299">[7:31 pm] Jacklyn Romy: does god breathe life into their soul, or do you use more magic to do it? <font color="#0033FF">[7:32 pm] CWC: the artist, creator. <font color="#CC3299">[7:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so you are God? <font color="#0033FF">[7:32 pm] CWC: they put a piece of their own selves into the characters and what they create. <font color="#CC3299">[7:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i thought only God could create life <font color="#0033FF">[7:32 pm] CWC: I do not consider myself God. <font color="#CC3299">[7:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but do the cartoons you make? <font color="#0033FF">[7:32 pm] CWC: and I am sure any artist, creator would tell you the same. <font color="#CC3299">[7:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: alec told you that he didnt believe that, actually <font color="#CC3299">[7:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but to each his own opinion <font color="#CC3299">[7:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but then, once a character is created, does it just exist for the rest of time as it is? <font color="#0033FF">[7:33 pm] CWC: I do not think the cartoons created think consider their own creators god. <font color="#0033FF">[7:33 pm] CWC: I would think so, yes, until it is portrayed dead by the hand of its one creator. <font color="#CC3299">[7:33 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but what gives a creator the right to decide if a character lives or dies? <font color="#CC3299">[7:33 pm] Jacklyn Romy: wouldnt that be murder? <font color="#0033FF">[7:34 pm] CWC: that is a valid point. <font color="#0033FF">[7:34 pm] CWC: it does coincide with acts of our own God; why do some of our people die considerably prematurely? <font color="#CC3299">[7:34 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so you're comparing yourself to God. <font color="#CC3299">[7:34 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i see <font color="#0033FF">[7:35 pm] CWC: if it was by God's hand, then would you think it would be considered murder on his part? <font color="#0033FF">[7:35 pm] CWC: NO. <font color="#0033FF">[7:35 pm] CWC: I am not comparing myself to god. <font color="#CC3299">[7:35 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i'm not sure i believe God takes any active role in the affairs of this mortal coil. I'm more of a that way <font color="#CC3299">[7:35 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but a comic artist necessarily does take a hand in the affairs of his cartoon world <font color="#CC3299">[7:35 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but it seems there is a similarity. God made the real world, and decided what would happen, and you made CWCville, and decide what happens to the innocent people living there <font color="#0033FF">[7:37 pm] CWC: I agree with you. <font color="#CC3299">[7:37 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so then, what happens when you draw a real person as a cartoon character? does a clone of that person come into being? <font color="#CC3299">[7:37 pm] Jacklyn Romy: like, if they touched each other would both cease to exist like in, or how does it work metaphysically? <font color="#0033FF">[7:38 pm] CWC: I would think so, but metaphysically, I would think they would coexist respectively. <font color="#CC3299">[7:38 pm] Jacklyn Romy: for example, you drew Clyde Cash in your comic, and showed him dying. yet he survives in the real world <font color="#0033FF">[7:38 pm] CWC: it depends on how they are drawn or portrayed. <font color="#0033FF">[7:39 pm] CWC: that version of C.C. would be dead there, but by someone else's hand, their version of C.C. would be alive or dead based on that creator's desires. <font color="#CC3299">[7:39 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but you drew his death. isnt it you who killed him? <font color="#0033FF">[7:40 pm] CWC: good point, but within that dimension, it can be portrayed on how the death was executed, and a guilty person can be assigned respectively, or it could be natural there. <font color="#CC3299">[7:41 pm] Jacklyn Romy: oh. i just ask because you blamed alec for all the things you didnt like happening in his comic, but now it sounds like you're saying he wasn't at fault for any of it <font color="#0033FF">[7:42 pm] CWC: Upon retrospect and with the current reasoning, I can understand your point. <font color="#CC3299">[7:42 pm] Jacklyn Romy: one more comic question before we move on: <font color="#CC3299">[7:42 pm] Jacklyn Romy: you had a character named Count Graduon. what was your inspiration for him? <font color="#0033FF">[7:42 pm] CWC: I wish I had the reasoning I have now back then, and I wouldn't have had to bring up trouble then. <font color="#CC3299">[7:43 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well, maybe you can point that out with Alec when you talk to him again <font color="#0033FF">[7:43 pm] CWC: Essentially, an energy or soul of a dark or evil contained in a prison, such as an orb on a scepter, is a common practice. <font color="#CC3299">[7:43 pm] Jacklyn Romy: where did the name come from? <font color="#0033FF">[7:44 pm] CWC: quite right. <font color="#0033FF">[7:45 pm] CWC: At the instance of the naming of the character of evil, it came to me at random; I had no real immediate thought of inspiration then. But I think if it came from anything, the name "Graduon" was inspired from the bad Graduation I had when I left High School. <font color="#CC3299">[7:45 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ah, i see. <font color="#CC3299">[7:45 pm] Jacklyn Romy: that makes sense <font color="#0033FF">[7:46 pm] CWC: BTW <font color="#0033FF">[7:46 pm] CWC: I have been thinking deeper and deeper into your question on the Deserving of the SSI... <font color="#CC3299">[7:46 pm] Jacklyn Romy: oh? <font color="#0033FF">[7:47 pm] CWC: Originally, I was given that blessing through my father, on one theory of me NOT being able to do the basics of a job, which I have told you I disagree with fully. <font color="#0033FF">[7:48 pm] CWC: Yesterday, I have actually asked God the question, because all I was coming up with was having deserved it from my trials and tribulations in my life. <font color="#0033FF">[7:48 pm] CWC: God responded... <font color="#0033FF">[7:48 pm] CWC: He told me that he blessed me because he saw me as one of the appreciative and less richer people, so he gave me that blessing through the approval. <font color="#CC3299">[7:49 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ??? <font color="#0033FF">[7:49 pm] CWC: And I also asked him about the Job situation; why have I not been able to get a job then? <font color="#CC3299">[7:49 pm] Jacklyn Romy: that doesnt make sense <font color="#CC3299">[7:49 pm] Jacklyn Romy: why would God approve you to rip off the government when there are people starving and dying on the streets who genuinely need help <font color="#0033FF">[7:50 pm] CWC: he told me that he felt I was not ready to tackle a job yet, but he will bless me with a job when he sees fit. <font color="#0033FF">[7:50 pm] CWC: I don't know. <font color="#CC3299">[7:50 pm] Jacklyn Romy: thats not my understanding of how God works <font color="#CC3299">[7:50 pm] Jacklyn Romy: God wants you to try to fix your own life, not just sit and wait for Him to fix it for you <font color="#0033FF">[7:51 pm] CWC: God does take away likely from the rich when they are unappreciative or have their own ills of the spirit. <font color="#CC3299">[7:51 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what about the poor people who legitimately need that SSI money? the ones who would spend it on food and housing rather than video games? why would God think you deserve it more than they do when you spend it on toys <font color="#0033FF">[7:52 pm] CWC: Likely, there are people in the Government God felt did not deserve such fortune. <font color="#0033FF">[7:52 pm] CWC: I don't know. <font color="#CC3299">[7:52 pm] Jacklyn Romy: and you dont want to think about it either. you just accept that you have money, and have decided God believes you are holier than anyone else and thats why they dont get it <font color="#0033FF">[7:53 pm] CWC: WOAH! <font color="#0033FF">[7:53 pm] CWC: I do not think I am above anyone else. <font color="#CC3299">[7:53 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but God does, you're saying? <font color="#0033FF">[7:53 pm] CWC: I am a human being; no better or less than any other human being. <font color="#CC3299">[7:53 pm] Jacklyn Romy: hey, i'm sorry if my belief is shocking but this is NOT the God I grew up to believe existed <font color="#0033FF">[7:54 pm] CWC: I don't know either; I'm just informing you what God told me yesterday. <font color="#0033FF">[7:54 pm] CWC: Anyway, I am still trying to come up with a conclusion and sound answer to the Deserving question. <font color="#CC3299">[7:54 pm] Jacklyn Romy: on the cwcki, it says you once believed God told you Julie was real, and that God wanted you to drive to Ohio to meet her <font color="#0033FF">[7:55 pm] CWC: Actually, that is incorrect. <font color="#0033FF">[7:55 pm] CWC: God did not tell me to drive to Ohio; he said nothing. <font color="#0033FF">[7:55 pm] CWC: It was the spirits of my ancestors in the graveyard that my Aunt Corina was buried in on that same day, which was my 27th birthday, who wished me a Safe Trip to Ohio. <font color="#CC3299">[7:56 pm] Jacklyn Romy: uh... <font color="#CC3299">[7:56 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i'm pretty sure you have said at various points that God sent you the girls who you thought were real at the time <font color="#CC3299">[7:56 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but then they turned out to be trolls <font color="#0033FF">[7:58 pm] CWC: No, God did not say anything to me of what those exes were back then. <font color="#CC3299">[7:59 pm] Jacklyn Romy: brb <font color="#0033FF">[8:00 pm] CWC: It was my immature experience on the internet and my assumptions that lead me to the belief before the truth came up later. <font color="#0033FF">[8:00 pm] CWC: okay. <font color="#CC3299">[8:00 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so, maybe it's your reluctance to let go of free money that you didnt earn that is leading you to the belief that God approves of this? <font color="#0033FF">[8:01 pm] CWC: ??? <font color="#CC3299">[8:01 pm] Jacklyn Romy: lots of people beleive [sic] that God wants them to do something, but in reality they're just rationalizing their own selfish behavior <font color="#CC3299">[8:01 pm] Jacklyn Romy: there are who kill because they think they are God's judges on earth. Crazy world leaders start wars because they think God told them to go conquer some holy land <font color="#0033FF">[8:01 pm] CWC: I will admit I do have a reluctance to letting go of "free money", but that does not lead me to anything of God approving of it. He told me himself what he told me yesterday. <font color="#CC3299">[8:02 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i am just having a really, really hard time believing that God wants you to sit and collect free money and not work or do anything, when everyone else is expected to work and actually improve their lives <font color="#0033FF">[8:02 pm] CWC: There is a difference; they Thought God was talking to them, but the question was, were those people Praying to God or Consulting with him beforehand? <font color="#CC3299">[8:02 pm] Jacklyn Romy: you know, whenever I talk to God he always challenges me to improve my own life. <font color="#CC3299">[8:02 pm] Jacklyn Romy: my friends are the same way <font color="#0033FF">[8:03 pm] CWC: I prayed and asked him for his input. <font color="#CC3299">[8:03 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i'm gonna pray right now quck, and see what God tells me <font color="#0033FF">[8:04 pm] CWC: okay <font color="#CC3299">[8:04 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ok, quck prayer... brb <font color="#CC3299">[8:04 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ok, back <font color="#CC3299">[8:04 pm] Jacklyn Romy: hopefully i'll hear back soon <font color="#CC3299">[8:04 pm] Jacklyn Romy: But i've been in spots in my life where i had a choice between some easy, seductive evil, and a harder, more difficult but righteous choice <font color="#CC3299">[8:04 pm] Jacklyn Romy: and usually God doesnt tell me what to do, but he does suggest that I take the harder route <font color="#0033FF">[8:05 pm] CWC: I hear you. <font color="#CC3299">[8:05 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i mean, are you sure you heard him correctly? no one I know has EVER heard God tell them "hey, just sit back and do nothing, i'll hand you a job and money so you can just play games all day" <font color="#0033FF">[8:06 pm] CWC: he did not say that quote. <font color="#CC3299">[8:07 pm] Jacklyn Romy: why would God even have all the rules and commandments about life if he didnt mean people to overcome their temptation to just do nothing? if God were just going to give people whatever they want, why would he make rules in the first palce? <font color="#CC3299">[8:07 pm] Jacklyn Romy: &#42;place <font color="#0033FF">[8:08 pm] CWC: I can't say. <font color="#CC3299">[8:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but considering that what you think God told you sounds vastly different from everything else God ever says, dont you question it? <font color="#0033FF">[8:08 pm] CWC: I did question him. <font color="#CC3299">[8:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: Chris, i hate to bring up something that i know might be a disturbing thing to think about... <font color="#CC3299">[8:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but remember when i warned you that all your black magic use would open the door for Satan to get into your heart? <font color="#0033FF">[8:09 pm] CWC: I'm hearing the Devil instead of God? <font color="#CC3299">[8:09 pm] Jacklyn Romy: yes, thats it. thats what i'm worried about <font color="#0033FF">[8:09 pm] CWC: That is stupid. <font color="#CC3299">[8:09 pm] Jacklyn Romy: "do nothing, let others take care of you" is exactly what the Devil would say and you knwo it <font color="#0033FF">[8:10 pm] CWC: Look, I don't know every detail for sure, and I do put questions out now and then... <font color="#CC3299">[8:10 pm] Jacklyn Romy: You're being told that its ok to keep committing fraud, lying to the state of virginia, collecting money that other people need far more than you do <font color="#CC3299">[8:10 pm] Jacklyn Romy: how is that not something that Satan would support? <font color="#0033FF">[8:10 pm] CWC: I hear you, and I agree. <font color="#0033FF">[8:10 pm] CWC: I don't know. <font color="#CC3299">[8:10 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so i think you'd better reconsider this answer to the question <font color="#0033FF">[8:11 pm] CWC: yes. <font color="#CC3299">[8:11 pm] Jacklyn Romy: and i think you should leave God out of the question of why you deserve SSI. because its too risky to involve God when you cant confirm where the answer is actually coming from <font color="#0033FF">[8:11 pm] CWC: I was only informing you what I have so far in thinking about the question. <font color="#0033FF">[8:11 pm] CWC: I agree. <font color="#CC3299">[8:11 pm] Jacklyn Romy: this time you should consider it purely from a logical standpoint. be able to explain in worldly, practical terms why you deserve SSI <font color="#CC3299">[8:11 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ok, i understand that <font color="#CC3299">[8:11 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i dont mean to say i think your answer is stupid or anything, because I dont mean that. i just dont like this "godly" message because i'm worried about where it really comes from <font color="#0033FF">[8:13 pm] CWC: I see your point. <font color="#CC3299">[8:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so why dont you think on it for a few more days, and we can talk about it again later? <font color="#0033FF">[8:13 pm] CWC: I mean, I HAVE tried to see it all through Logical Aspects, but I keep coming up blank. <font color="#0033FF">[8:13 pm] CWC: sure. <font color="#CC3299">[8:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: wait <font color="#CC3299">[8:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: if you're not coming up with any logical reason, maybe that's because there isnt one. <font color="#CC3299">[8:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: which would mean you really dont deserve the SSI <font color="#0033FF">[8:14 pm] CWC: you are probably right, but right now I still am without a job, and until I get one, I still am going to need this income. <font color="#0033FF">[8:14 pm] CWC: And I am looking to apply at other places too. <font color="#CC3299">[8:15 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well, its not for people who dont have a job, its for people who are unable to work. <font color="#CC3299">[8:15 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but once you get a job, you can get off it once and for all <font color="#0033FF">[8:15 pm] CWC: yes. <font color="#CC3299">[8:15 pm] Jacklyn Romy: hey, maybe you should start sending me updates on where you apply! <font color="#CC3299">[8:15 pm] Jacklyn Romy: like, once a week, send me a list of all the places you applied to that week <font color="#0033FF">[8:16 pm] CWC: sounds fair. <font color="#CC3299">[8:16 pm] Jacklyn Romy: &#58;-D <font color="#0033FF">[8:16 pm] CWC: I've just sent you a photo. <font color="#CC3299">[8:16 pm] Jacklyn Romy: email? <font color="#0033FF">[8:16 pm] CWC: yes <font color="#0033FF">[8:16 pm] CWC: I took it last night before the video. <font color="#CC3299">[8:17 pm] Jacklyn Romy: aww, its you in your sonichu costume!! <font color="#CC3299">[8:17 pm] Jacklyn Romy: &#58;-) :-) <font color="#0033FF">[8:17 pm] CWC: well, in a bunch of paint anyway. <font color="#0033FF">[8:17 pm] CWC: you keep that for yourself to smile about. <font color="#0033FF">[8:17 pm] CWC: &#58;) h <font color="#CC3299">[8:17 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i will. :-) <font color="#CC3299">[8:17 pm] Jacklyn Romy: hey, i have a question about clyde cash <font color="#0033FF">[8:18 pm] CWC: yes? <font color="#CC3299">[8:18 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i was watching the video where you make fun of him agian <font color="#0033FF">[8:18 pm] CWC: hmm hmm <font color="#CC3299">[8:18 pm] Jacklyn Romy: and you say he was "handed everything on a silver platter" <font color="#CC3299">[8:18 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what did you mean by that? <font color="#0033FF">[8:20 pm] CWC: Considering he has All That Money of his; he Rapes my Australian girlfriend, then is blessed with a Daughter from her and SHE marries HIM, he gets more damned supporters then he deserves... Everything on a Silver Platter. <font color="#0033FF">[8:20 pm] CWC: He does not deserve his One Cent Daughter. <font color="#0033FF">[8:20 pm] CWC: BTW. her name is Penny. <font color="#CC3299">[8:20 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i dont think that raping a woman is the same thing as being handed something. <font color="#CC3299">[8:20 pm] Jacklyn Romy: yeah, the "one cent daughter", right? <font color="#0033FF">[8:21 pm] CWC: yes; I was making a pun. <font color="#CC3299">[8:21 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i hope that panda doesnt see that. she'd probably be crushed if she heard her rape baby called that <font color="#CC3299">[8:21 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but anway <font color="#CC3299">[8:21 pm] Jacklyn Romy: &#42;anyway <font color="#CC3299">[8:21 pm] Jacklyn Romy: hey, i had a question about your hiking video! <font color="#0033FF">[8:22 pm] CWC: still, Sarah, after months of getting to know me, and we were emotionally close, she was going to fly to USA to be with me, then HE rapes her, she gets pregnant, THEN she Leaves me for HIM. Got-Dangit!!!! <font color="#0033FF">[8:22 pm] CWC: okay, the hiking video. <font color="#CC3299">[8:23 pm] Jacklyn Romy: how many miles did you walk? <font color="#0033FF">[8:23 pm] CWC: I'd say 2 or 3 <font color="#0033FF">[8:23 pm] CWC: I don't have a visual knowledge on measuring a mile as I walk it. <font color="#0033FF">[8:25 pm] CWC: better expression, I can't eyeball a mile. <font color="#CC3299">[8:26 pm] Jacklyn Romy: oh <font color="#CC3299">[8:26 pm] Jacklyn Romy: where did you end on the trail before turning back? <font color="#CC3299">[8:27 pm] Jacklyn Romy: was it the palmer woodland theater? looks like it <font color="#0033FF">[8:27 pm] CWC: it was into the forest a long way before I turned back, then I took the second path at the clearing and found myself at the Carter overlook. <font color="#0033FF">[8:27 pm] CWC: No, the Woodland Theater was actually Early in the trail. <font color="#0033FF">[8:27 pm] CWC: like the first quarter mile. <font color="#CC3299">[8:28 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so, you went from the trailhead parking lot to the carter overlook? <font color="#CC3299">[8:28 pm] Jacklyn Romy: and then turned back? <font color="#CC3299">[8:28 pm] Jacklyn Romy: thats only like %15 of a mile <font color="#0033FF">[8:28 pm] CWC: No. <font color="#0033FF">[8:28 pm] CWC: I went into the forest OFF the Trail. <font color="#CC3299">[8:29 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ah <font color="#0033FF">[8:30 pm] CWC: I went Right at the first clearing, into the forest, then farthest in, I turned back, and took the second path at the second clearing and found myself at the Carter Overlook. <font color="#CC3299">[8:30 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i thought you had walked all over the park, considering how much you were panting <font color="#CC3299">[8:30 pm] Jacklyn Romy: it seemed like you had been hiking all day <font color="#0033FF">[8:31 pm] CWC: I had been hiking a lot, and it was in the 70s. <font color="#0033FF">[8:31 pm] CWC: there was a nip of chilly air going into and out of my nose. <font color="#CC3299">[8:31 pm] Jacklyn Romy: oh, that sounds really chilly. <font color="#CC3299">[8:31 pm] Jacklyn Romy: how long were you hiking? <font color="#0033FF">[8:31 pm] CWC: well, when I get a LOT of chill in my throat, it does make me pant. <font color="#0033FF">[8:31 pm] CWC: over an hour. <font color="#CC3299">[8:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so, you probably actually went like half a mile? <font color="#0033FF">[8:32 pm] CWC: No, I am sure I walked well over a mile. <font color="#0033FF">[8:32 pm] CWC: I should have brought a step counter with me. <font color="#0033FF">[8:32 pm] CWC: Anyway. <font color="#0033FF">[8:32 pm] CWC: for tonight's video, I'm going to do the Fred Flintsone routine. <font color="#CC3299">[8:33 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ooh! cant wait to see <font color="#0033FF">[8:33 pm] CWC: and uh... oh shoot. had a blank moment... <font color="#0033FF">[8:33 pm] CWC: OH <font color="#0033FF">[8:33 pm] CWC: today, I went into my closet; had to dig and sort out a lot, but I got out my M.M.P.R. zords to sell on Craigslist; I still need to assemble and take the photographs to upload. <font color="#0033FF">[8:33 pm] CWC: did I tell you when they lost me as a fan in the series? <font color="#CC3299">[8:35 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i never really watched power rangers, i always thought it was too kiddy. <font color="#CC3299">[8:35 pm] Jacklyn Romy: every episode is the exact same. a monster appears, they fight it, it gets bigger, they get into their zords and kill it, repeat <font color="#0033FF">[8:35 pm] CWC: I have watched the vast majority of the series. <font color="#0033FF">[8:36 pm] CWC: still, the scenarios are different. PLUS, between seasons, the old Zord set gets destroyed, and they are upgraded to the next set. <font color="#CC3299">[8:36 pm] Jacklyn Romy: the scenarios are the same. big robots beat up the monster <font color="#0033FF">[8:36 pm] CWC: Did you watch Tommy fall in love with Kimberly? <font color="#CC3299">[8:36 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i dont know who those people are <font color="#CC3299">[8:36 pm] Jacklyn Romy: as i said, i never got into the show <font color="#0033FF">[8:37 pm] CWC: anyway, they lost in the Lost in Space season, when at the end of it all, they killed Zordon. <font color="#CC3299">[8:37 pm] Jacklyn Romy: yeah, but they just upgraded the zordons at the beginning of the next season like you said, right? <font color="#CC3299">[8:37 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so whats the big deal <font color="#0033FF">[8:38 pm] CWC: NO, after they killed Zordon, in the next season, a Government Official puts together the next of Power Rangers. <font color="#0033FF">[8:38 pm] CWC: I did not care for a Government Official doing the job. <font color="#CC3299">[8:38 pm] Jacklyn Romy: wait, you said they get a new set of zordons every season <font color="#CC3299">[8:38 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i dont get it <font color="#0033FF">[8:39 pm] CWC: You are confusing Zords, the Robots, with Zordon, the GIANT HEAD who guides the rangers with his assistant Alpha. <font color="#CC3299">[8:39 pm] Jacklyn Romy: sound the same to me. but like i said, i never was really interested in power rangers <font color="#0033FF">[8:40 pm] CWC: okay <font color="#CC3299">[8:40 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so you're gonna sell your zordon toys? <font color="#0033FF">[8:40 pm] CWC: Zords, and yes. <font color="#CC3299">[8:41 pm] Jacklyn Romy: dont you have like $130 saved up for when we meet? you could use some of that for your new pc <font color="#0033FF">[8:42 pm] CWC: About that, after you told me we couldn't meet as planned in September, but instead in November, I spent the money to pay off my father some more. <font color="#CC3299">[8:42 pm] Jacklyn Romy: oh. <font color="#CC3299">[8:42 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so what sort of pc are you looking at getting? <font color="#CC3299">[8:42 pm] Jacklyn Romy: like, a cheap netbook or something <font color="#CC3299">[8:42 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ? <font color="#0033FF">[8:42 pm] CWC: And I was planning on setting aside the amount from November's income for our dates. <font color="#0033FF">[8:42 pm] CWC: I am looking to replace the motherboard in this PC first. <font color="#CC3299">[8:42 pm] Jacklyn Romy: why? how old is that pc? <font color="#0033FF">[8:43 pm] CWC: And when we can afford 300 or more, we'll buy a new PC. <font color="#CC3299">[8:43 pm] Jacklyn Romy: have you even confirmed the motherboard is the problem? <font color="#0033FF">[8:43 pm] CWC: 7 years. <font color="#0033FF">[8:43 pm] CWC: yes, it was confirmed. <font color="#CC3299">[8:43 pm] Jacklyn Romy: how so? <font color="#0033FF">[8:44 pm] CWC: I had it examined between people on Best Buy's Geek Squad and recently my new acquaintance at PC Pro, John, that the problem is in the motherboard. <font color="#CC3299">[8:44 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ah. but didnt you say the motherboard you're looking for is like $80 or something? <font color="#0033FF">[8:44 pm] CWC: yes <font color="#0033FF">[8:44 pm] CWC: and 80 is less than 300 <font color="#CC3299">[8:44 pm] Jacklyn Romy: thats a good chunk of money for an antique piece of equipment that might break as easily as the one you're replacing did <font color="#CC3299">[8:44 pm] Jacklyn Romy: um, how many ps3 games did you buy in the last 30 days? <font color="#CC3299">[8:44 pm] Jacklyn Romy: didnt you just buy beatles rock band AND lego rock band? <font color="#0033FF">[8:45 pm] CWC: yes, those two. <font color="#0033FF">[8:45 pm] CWC: it was only the two, and they both were 10 piece on clearance where I got them from. <font color="#0033FF">[8:45 pm] CWC: B.R.B. was ten at Sam's Club, and L.R.B. was ten at Target. <font color="#CC3299">[8:47 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i just looked at best buy's site. beatles rock band is $30, lego is $20 <font color="#0033FF">[8:47 pm] CWC: so, yes, it was just those two games in the last month. <font color="#CC3299">[8:47 pm] Jacklyn Romy: and plus, how much have you spent on DLC songs for them? <font color="#0033FF">[8:48 pm] CWC: they were both on clearance at Sam's Club and Target. <font color="#0033FF">[8:48 pm] CWC: and I only spent 15 on DLC for B.R.B. <font color="#0033FF">[8:48 pm] CWC: no money on L.R.B., because most of the past Rock Band Tracks and DLC were playable in L.R.B. <font color="#0033FF">[8:48 pm] CWC: You wanted "A Day in the Life." <font color="#CC3299">[8:49 pm] Jacklyn Romy: if lego rock band didnt add anything new, why did you buy it? <font color="#0033FF">[8:49 pm] CWC: L.R.B. has it own set of tracks, including "Ghostbuster" to name one. <font color="#0033FF">[8:49 pm] CWC: plus, it is LEGO, and I am a Lego Fan too. <font color="#CC3299">[8:50 pm] Jacklyn Romy: yes, i surmised its lego-related from the title <font color="#0033FF">[8:50 pm] CWC: looking to get it since it came out; it finally was on clearance for 10; so I got it. <font color="#0033FF">[8:50 pm] CWC: I have the receipts. <font color="#0033FF">[8:50 pm] CWC: anyway, what else? <font color="#0033FF">[8:50 pm] CWC: ... <font color="#CC3299">[8:52 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i have a question about something you said to tito and clyde cash when you were trying to get that $9000. <font color="#0033FF">[8:52 pm] CWC: sure. <font color="#CC3299">[8:52 pm] Jacklyn Romy: you said about the destruction of your PS3: "I have endured the Pains of Loss, and the Healing of Cleansing; FREE of the Lonely and Anguished Soul that went into that machine the past three years from destroying that vessel." <font color="#0033FF">[8:53 pm] CWC: yes, and that was true; I DID feel that. <font color="#CC3299">[8:53 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but then you went and bought a new one <font color="#CC3299">[8:53 pm] Jacklyn Romy: right away <font color="#0033FF">[8:53 pm] CWC: Post-Destruction, two days later, I started feeling impulsive and tense from its absence. <font color="#0033FF">[8:54 pm] CWC: And AFTER I learned NO 9000 was coming my way. <font color="#0033FF">[8:54 pm] CWC: Which was a week later <font color="#CC3299">[8:54 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but now even after those impulses have passed, you still wont let it go. <font color="#CC3299">[8:54 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i know that you have told me that letting go of your PS3 addiction is non-negotiable, i'm not going to try to push it. but i just have trouble understanding why you wont drop the same amount of money (or less) on a new PC, or other useful things <font color="#CC3299">[8:54 pm] Jacklyn Romy: it just confuses me, is all <font color="#0033FF">[8:56 pm] CWC: Firstly, the other useful things, non-console related, don't come up until later. <font color="#CC3299">[8:56 pm] Jacklyn Romy: "saving money" is always useful. just because you had $300 on hand didnt mean you were required to go throw it on a video game <font color="#0033FF">[8:56 pm] CWC: Second, I would drop to get money for you definitely as we meet. <font color="#0033FF">[8:56 pm] CWC: I hear you. <font color="#0033FF">[8:56 pm] CWC: and when we meet <font color="#0033FF">[8:56 pm] CWC: and all times in the future after that. <font color="#CC3299">[8:57 pm] Jacklyn Romy: see, its stuff like this that is why i want you to seriously look at why you think you deserve your SSI. because all you spend it on, aside from paying off your debts to your dad, is video games <font color="#CC3299">[8:57 pm] Jacklyn Romy: which is not what its intended for <font color="#CC3299">[8:57 pm] Jacklyn Romy: see how the two issues are connected? <font color="#CC3299">[8:57 pm] Jacklyn Romy: like i said, take a few more days to consider it, i dont need an answer right now <font color="#0033FF">[8:58 pm] CWC: I understand what you are saying. <font color="#0033FF">[8:58 pm] CWC: Yes, Sweetheart. <font color="#CC3299">[8:58 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i mean, if you really needed it, if you couldnt feed or clothe or house yourself without it, i wouldnt have a problem with it <font color="#0033FF">[8:59 pm] CWC: I don't understand your sentence. <font color="#CC3299">[8:59 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what i mean is <font color="#CC3299">[8:59 pm] Jacklyn Romy: even if you didnt have the tugboat, your parents would still house and feed you. <font color="#0033FF">[9:00 pm] CWC: I get it now. <font color="#0033FF">[9:00 pm] CWC: But I am looking to improve myself; I will get a job as soon as possible. <font color="#0033FF">[9:00 pm] CWC: I'm also going to reapply for the new Wal-Mart. <font color="#CC3299">[9:00 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well see? there you go! <font color="#0033FF">[9:01 pm] CWC: yeah. <font color="#CC3299">[9:01 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i knew that you saw deep down God would never tell you not to work. <font color="#CC3299">[9:01 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well anyway, i'm gonna go to bed soon <font color="#0033FF">[9:01 pm] CWC: That is obvious. <font color="#CC3299">[9:01 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but i have a great idea for tomorrow's video! <font color="#0033FF">[9:01 pm] CWC: tell me. <font color="#CC3299">[9:01 pm] Jacklyn Romy: is there a park or playground or somewhere near you? <font color="#CC3299">[9:01 pm] Jacklyn Romy: somewhere with a jungle gym <font color="#0033FF">[9:02 pm] CWC: there are one or two <font color="#0033FF">[9:02 pm] CWC: plus, there is a place with a Bounce and Play thing. <font color="#CC3299">[9:02 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i want to see you go to one, and make a video of yourself doing pull-ips. <font color="#CC3299">[9:02 pm] Jacklyn Romy: pull-ups, i mean <font color="#0033FF">[9:02 pm] CWC: Pull-Ups; that is no problem. <font color="#CC3299">[9:02 pm] Jacklyn Romy: a jungle gym is good for that, you can use the bars <font color="#0033FF">[9:03 pm] CWC: yes, Monkey Bars. <font color="#CC3299">[9:03 pm] Jacklyn Romy: yeah, thats it <font color="#CC3299">[9:03 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i want to see you do 20 pull-ups! <font color="#0033FF">[9:03 pm] CWC: cool. <font color="#CC3299">[9:03 pm] Jacklyn Romy: set the camera down from afar, and then show yourself doing the pull-ups. <font color="#0033FF">[9:03 pm] CWC: okay <font color="#CC3299">[9:04 pm] Jacklyn Romy: make sure you find a set of bars that are like 8 feet off the ground or something, so that your feet cant touch the ground <font color="#CC3299">[9:04 pm] Jacklyn Romy: yay!! :-D :-D :-D <font color="#CC3299">[9:04 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i look forward to seeing it tomorrow. <font color="#CC3299">[9:04 pm] Jacklyn Romy: and the fred flinstone video tonight!! <font color="#0033FF">[9:04 pm] CWC: yes. <font color="#CC3299">[9:04 pm] Jacklyn Romy: also, i have a few more video ideas for you, but i'll put them in an email and send them to you by tomorrow. <font color="#0033FF">[9:04 pm] CWC: that's good. <font color="#CC3299">[9:05 pm] Jacklyn Romy: okay, well i'm gonna go to bed now. <font color="#0033FF">[9:05 pm] CWC: Aside all of my problems, you understand me. <font color="#0033FF">[9:05 pm] CWC: I want you to know I appreciate that. :) h <font color="#CC3299">[9:05 pm] Jacklyn Romy: aww <font color="#0033FF">[9:05 pm] CWC: &#58;-* h <font color="#CC3299">[9:05 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i appreciate your honesty, too. :-* <font color="#CC3299">[9:05 pm] Jacklyn Romy: goodnight! <font color="#0033FF">[9:05 pm] CWC: I Love You.