Jackie Chat 5

This chat took place on 3 October 2010. Highlights include Chris discussing his Mary Poppins video, his hatred of homosexuals, and his feud with Mary Lee Walsh.

[7:24 pm] CWC: Hey, Jackie. :) h [7:24 pm] Jacklyn Romy: hi! [7:25 pm] CWC: How has your day been? [7:25 pm] Jacklyn Romy: oh, alright [7:25 pm] Jacklyn Romy: how about you? [7:25 pm] CWC: Mine has been okay. [7:26 pm] Jacklyn Romy: did you make a video for me today? [7:26 pm] CWC: I've just uploaded my video for today, talking about Mary Poppins being my favorite movie; I've just received your e-mail with the Hamburglar idea; I'll do it tomorrow. [7:26 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ooh! let me go watch [7:26 pm] Jacklyn Romy: brb [7:27 pm] CWC: Also, the Lars video; the upload failed the first time; I'm reuploading it now. [7:28 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ok [7:28 pm] Jacklyn Romy: &#58;-D :-D :-D [7:28 pm] CWC: And I stayed up the night before last, because I started work on recreating the Uncut Aqua Teen movie I had before I reformatted my PS [7:28 pm] Jacklyn Romy: that video was great!@ [7:29 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what do you mean recreating the movie? <font color="#CC3299">[7:29 pm] Jacklyn Romy: did you have to download their movie? <font color="#0033FF">[7:29 pm] CWC: Last time I created the uncut movie, as well as this time, I had used the movie, plus the deleted scenes and parts from the deleted version from my copy of the 2-disc DVD. <font color="#CC3299">[7:30 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ah, i see <font color="#0033FF">[7:30 pm] CWC: First time, I used my PC's movie editor for the video files ripped from the DVDs. <font color="#0033FF">[7:30 pm] CWC: But now, it's funky with me on the format it would use, but I've figured out and used successfully the Video Editor App on my PS <font color="#CC3299">[7:31 pm] Jacklyn Romy: funky monkey, eh? <font color="#0033FF">[7:31 pm] CWC: LOL <font color="#0033FF">[7:31 pm] CWC: seriously though, the PC's program found the video file formats unacceptable. <font color="#CC3299">[7:31 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ah <font color="#0033FF">[7:31 pm] CWC: IDK why, and I forgot how I did it the first time. <font color="#CC3299">[7:31 pm] Jacklyn Romy: did you get it completed? <font color="#0033FF">[7:32 pm] CWC: Yes. <font color="#0033FF">[7:32 pm] CWC: Thanks to my PS3 now, instead of the crappy program on my PC, I can most definitely put the deleted scenes from any show and movie on DVD into their respective movies and shows. <font color="#CC3299">[7:33 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well thats good. <font color="#CC3299">[7:33 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what program do you use to edit your videos on the pc that was getting weird? <font color="#0033FF">[7:33 pm] CWC: it was called "showbiz" <font color="#CC3299">[7:34 pm] Jacklyn Romy: you could try something professional, like final cut pro <font color="#0033FF">[7:34 pm] CWC: I have never heard of that program. <font color="#CC3299">[7:34 pm] Jacklyn Romy: its a video editing software package <font color="#0033FF">[7:35 pm] CWC: I will consider looking for a downloadable file of its installation exe. <font color="#CC3299">[7:35 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so i was sitting in class yesterday, and i thought to myself <font color="#0033FF">[7:35 pm] CWC: but the video editor on my console works very well for my needs. <font color="#0033FF">[7:35 pm] CWC: yes? <font color="#CC3299">[7:35 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i dont know a whole lot about your college days. <font color="#CC3299">[7:35 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what was it like for you? <font color="#0033FF">[7:36 pm] CWC: I can talk about that tonight. :) h <font color="#CC3299">[7:36 pm] Jacklyn Romy: &#58;-) <font color="#0033FF">[7:36 pm] CWC: Mostly though for me, college was not so swift. <font color="#CC3299">[7:36 pm] Jacklyn Romy: no? <font color="#CC3299">[7:36 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what was it like? <font color="#0033FF">[7:36 pm] CWC: but there were a few positive perks at PVCC during the first couple of years I went there. <font color="#CC3299">[7:37 pm] Jacklyn Romy: tell me about them! <font color="#0033FF">[7:38 pm] CWC: One time, we had a hypnotist appear to do a show; I was a volunteer. I was actually aware of what was going on while I was "hypnotized", so I went along with the gag. <font color="#CC3299">[7:38 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ah, so it was like an illusionist? <font color="#0033FF">[7:39 pm] CWC: One of the tricks was when he said a word, I call him something stupid, so I called him a current catchphrase back then; "Uncle Screwy Louis". <font color="#0033FF">[7:39 pm] CWC: no, not an illusionist. <font color="#CC3299">[7:39 pm] Jacklyn Romy: screwy louis! lol <font color="#CC3299">[7:39 pm] Jacklyn Romy: my favorite uncle is Uncle Jesse, from <font color="#0033FF">[7:39 pm] CWC: that was a good show. <font color="#CC3299">[7:40 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i liked the early years before could talk. it jumped the shark once she stole the limelight <font color="#CC3299">[7:40 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what do you think of mary kate and ashley olen? <font color="#CC3299">[7:40 pm] Jacklyn Romy: &#42;olsen <font color="#0033FF">[7:40 pm] CWC: Another time, we had a game show with audience participation. I didn't get to get up on stage and win, but it was fun to watch. <font color="#0033FF">[7:40 pm] CWC: The Olsen twins are okay; they're fun in their own way. <font color="#CC3299">[7:41 pm] Jacklyn Romy: me and my friends had a bet that they would pose in once they turned 18, i was surprised they never have <font color="#CC3299">[7:41 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but anyway <font color="#0033FF">[7:41 pm] CWC: I haven't seen much from them in their teen or adult years. <font color="#CC3299">[7:41 pm] Jacklyn Romy: did you ever have any foreign exchange students in any of your classes? <font color="#0033FF">[7:42 pm] CWC: not that I was aware of. <font color="#0033FF">[7:42 pm] CWC: When it came to classes, I was mostly by myself, and I paid great attention to the details of the subjects. <font color="#CC3299">[7:42 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so you didnt make too many friends? <font color="#0033FF">[7:43 pm] CWC: And I did great in the computer classes portion for my degree. <font color="#0033FF">[7:43 pm] CWC: yeah, I had few acquaintances. <font color="#0033FF">[7:43 pm] CWC: but no friends. <font color="#CC3299">[7:44 pm] Jacklyn Romy: awww... <font color="#CC3299">[7:44 pm] Jacklyn Romy: of all your classes, what were your favorites? <font color="#0033FF">[7:45 pm] CWC: And in an English class, as we were starting to read "Wednesday's Child", a story of an autistic girl, I told the professor and the class I was H.F.A.; between that, and some misunderstandings, he kicked me out of his class on my 21st Birthday. <font color="#CC3299">[7:45 pm] Jacklyn Romy: wait <font color="#CC3299">[7:45 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what misunderstandings <font color="#CC3299">[7:45 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ? <font color="#0033FF">[7:47 pm] CWC: essentially, when it came to critiquing the papers of the others' students, when they started talking about drug use and homosexual content, I wrote with exclamations you'd likely hear from a black person in church. Note, this was back in 2002, and I was not as mature as I am today. <font color="#0033FF">[7:47 pm] CWC: &#42;not as mature then as I am today. <font color="#CC3299">[7:48 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so, you were critiquing each others' papers? <font color="#0033FF">[7:48 pm] CWC: yes <font color="#CC3299">[7:48 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what kind of exclamations? <font color="#CC3299">[7:48 pm] Jacklyn Romy: like, did you shout OH LAWDY or something <font color="#CC3299">[7:48 pm] Jacklyn Romy: thats kind of a stereotypical black church saying <font color="#0033FF">[7:49 pm] CWC: I don't remember verbatim, but stuff against the smoking and such, and yes, I did go "Hallelujah, Lord" once or twice. <font color="#CC3299">[7:49 pm] Jacklyn Romy: on paper or vocally? <font color="#0033FF">[7:49 pm] CWC: on paper <font color="#CC3299">[7:50 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what part of the paper were you commenting on when you said that? <font color="#0033FF">[7:51 pm] CWC: I think it was on a homosexual statement that was on that paper. <font color="#CC3299">[7:51 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what was the assignment for these papers? were they book reports? or editorial pieces? <font color="#CC3299">[7:51 pm] Jacklyn Romy: something like that <font color="#CC3299">[7:51 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ? <font color="#0033FF">[7:51 pm] CWC: story reports <font color="#CC3299">[7:52 pm] Jacklyn Romy: on the story your class read? <font color="#CC3299">[7:52 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what was yours about? <font color="#0033FF">[7:52 pm] CWC: I'm not sure I understand the question <font color="#CC3299">[7:52 pm] Jacklyn Romy: was the report about the story you read? <font color="#0033FF">[7:53 pm] CWC: no, it was on a different story we were reading before Wednesday's Child. <font color="#CC3299">[7:53 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ah, i see <font color="#CC3299">[7:53 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what was that story? was it about gay people <font color="#0033FF">[7:54 pm] CWC: I do not remember. <font color="#0033FF">[7:54 pm] CWC: It may have, or it may have not been. <font color="#CC3299">[7:54 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i'm just curious why the paper you were critiquing had stuff about homosexuality <font color="#CC3299">[7:54 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i know you don't remember the words exactly, but what sort of things were you saying about being gay in your critique? <font color="#0033FF">[7:56 pm] CWC: because of the way the student wrote his paper; he went into details of the story we had read where he saw something about homosexuality, which I did not see myself. <font color="#CC3299">[7:56 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so, that student saw like an allegory in the story about homosexuality? <font color="#0033FF">[7:56 pm] CWC: yes <font color="#0033FF">[7:56 pm] CWC: and I did not. <font color="#CC3299">[7:57 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what made you say "hallelujah" <font color="#0033FF">[7:58 pm] CWC: because I was on a roll on the way I was writing against what the student was saying, and I got carried away. <font color="#CC3299">[7:59 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so did a debate start about it in class? <font color="#0033FF">[7:59 pm] CWC: no <font color="#CC3299">[7:59 pm] Jacklyn Romy: no one talked further about it? <font color="#0033FF">[7:59 pm] CWC: only the professor offered me his input on what I wrote after class. <font color="#CC3299">[8:00 pm] Jacklyn Romy: maybe he thought your critique wasn't constructive because you were using such strong language? <font color="#0033FF">[8:01 pm] CWC: I think he felt confused, and wanted to correct me and my misunderstanding of how to critique others' papers. <font color="#CC3299">[8:01 pm] Jacklyn Romy: yes, thats probably how he felt <font color="#CC3299">[8:01 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so what was your discussion like? <font color="#0033FF">[8:02 pm] CWC: I'd say mid-volume; I mostly listened to what he told me, and I told him that I was only expressing how I felt about the subject of the student's statements. <font color="#CC3299">[8:02 pm] Jacklyn Romy: how did you feel about the student's statement? <font color="#0033FF">[8:02 pm] CWC: offended. <font color="#CC3299">[8:02 pm] Jacklyn Romy: offended? how so? <font color="#0033FF">[8:04 pm] CWC: I understood that homosexuality was wrong, and I was angry at it on that definition mostly; this was before I understood more of the details that I know today. <font color="#CC3299">[8:05 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so your critique was telling the other student his views on homosexuality offended you? <font color="#0033FF">[8:05 pm] CWC: Which WHILE I do feel strongly against their doings behind closed doors and whatnot, they are still people, and I respect them as fellow people nowadays. <font color="#0033FF">[8:05 pm] CWC: yeah. <font color="#CC3299">[8:06 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so that's why you were kicked out of class that day? because you weren't doing the assignment properly? <font color="#0033FF">[8:06 pm] CWC: NO, this was BEFORE I was kicked out of class. <font color="#0033FF">[8:06 pm] CWC: I was kicked out of class LONG after that, and shortly after I told the professor of me being autistic too. <font color="#CC3299">[8:07 pm] Jacklyn Romy: if your getting kicked out happened long after, what does this critique assignment have to do with getting kicked out? <font color="#0033FF">[8:07 pm] CWC: I had theorized that he had little understandings of autistic individuals, and was probably afraid of me. <font color="#0033FF">[8:07 pm] CWC: the statements I wrote in the critique he probably considered a metaphorically loud outburst <font color="#0033FF">[8:07 pm] CWC: I do not remember ALL of the details, but I understand at least it was between the critique and my autism. <font color="#CC3299">[8:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well it sounds like he just thought you weren't doing the assignment properly <font color="#0033FF">[8:08 pm] CWC: likely. <font color="#0033FF">[8:08 pm] CWC: but I don't know. <font color="#CC3299">[8:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: how long after that were you kicked out? <font color="#0033FF">[8:09 pm] CWC: over a month. <font color="#CC3299">[8:09 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so what happened the day you were kicked out? <font color="#0033FF">[8:11 pm] CWC: One of my worst Birthdays in my life. <font color="#0033FF">[8:11 pm] CWC: I'm sorry, my mother came in. <font color="#0033FF">[8:11 pm] CWC: anyway, <font color="#CC3299">[8:11 pm] Jacklyn Romy: no problem <font color="#0033FF">[8:12 pm] CWC: it was simply, I went into the classroom on time as usual; few minutes later, the professor comes in, and tells me to leave, straight out! <font color="#CC3299">[8:12 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well something must have happened before that. <font color="#0033FF">[8:12 pm] CWC: and I tried to find out why, but he was loud and direct about it. <font color="#0033FF">[8:13 pm] CWC: after leaving the classroom, I spent the remainder of the time I would have spent in the class, sitting at a table crying and feeling depressed. <font color="#CC3299">[8:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: you have no idea why? <font color="#CC3299">[8:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: none at all? <font color="#0033FF">[8:13 pm] CWC: I've just told you what had happened beforehand. <font color="#CC3299">[8:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: students dont get kicked out of class for no reason <font color="#CC3299">[8:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ok, so it was the critique incident that caused it. <font color="#CC3299">[8:13 pm] Jacklyn Romy: seems odd that they'd wait a month to do anything <font color="#0033FF">[8:14 pm] CWC: that And/Or the autism thing. <font color="#CC3299">[8:14 pm] Jacklyn Romy: do you really believe your being autistic got you kicked out <font color="#0033FF">[8:14 pm] CWC: the autism note came in about a couple of classes before when I was kicked out. <font color="#CC3299">[8:14 pm] Jacklyn Romy: was PVCC was regularly kicking autistic students out of their classes? <font color="#0033FF">[8:15 pm] CWC: no <font color="#CC3299">[8:15 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well why would your autism be different <font color="#CC3299">[8:15 pm] Jacklyn Romy: why would they kick you out for that? <font color="#0033FF">[8:15 pm] CWC: it was on the opinions of the one professor; NOT the school. <font color="#CC3299">[8:15 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so does that professor have a history of kicking out autistic students? <font color="#0033FF">[8:16 pm] CWC: I do not know his own history. <font color="#0033FF">[8:16 pm] CWC: at all <font color="#CC3299">[8:16 pm] Jacklyn Romy: why do you assume it was your autism then? <font color="#0033FF">[8:16 pm] CWC: it was a most recent event right before he kicked me out of his class; simple math. <font color="#CC3299">[8:16 pm] Jacklyn Romy: maybe some of the other students were offended by your mean-spirited critiques <font color="#0033FF">[8:16 pm] CWC: IDK <font color="#0033FF">[8:16 pm] CWC: maybe <font color="#CC3299">[8:17 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well, people aren't as afraid of autism as you think <font color="#0033FF">[8:17 pm] CWC: not nowadays, because they are becoming more aware and understanding of the condition. <font color="#CC3299">[8:17 pm] Jacklyn Romy: autism was pretty well understood back in 2003, too. <font color="#CC3299">[8:17 pm] Jacklyn Romy: it seems like you're leaving something out, this doesnt make sense <font color="#CC3299">[8:17 pm] Jacklyn Romy: some event had to have happened recently before you got kicked out <font color="#CC3299">[8:17 pm] Jacklyn Romy: did you criticize someone for homosexuality again? <font color="#0033FF">[8:18 pm] CWC: I have told you all that I can remember; I know nothing else. No. <font color="#CC3299">[8:18 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so what happened after that? were you permanently kicked out of that class? <font color="#CC3299">[8:18 pm] Jacklyn Romy: or allowed back in later? <font color="#0033FF">[8:19 pm] CWC: I was allowed to retake the class with a different professor next semester. <font color="#0033FF">[8:19 pm] CWC: &#42;the following semester. <font color="#0033FF">[8:20 pm] CWC: but I was kicked out perma from the first class then. <font color="#CC3299">[8:20 pm] Jacklyn Romy: because of your hate speech <font color="#CC3299">[8:20 pm] Jacklyn Romy: sounds like <font color="#0033FF">[8:20 pm] CWC: I do not disagree; it does sound like so. <font color="#CC3299">[8:20 pm] Jacklyn Romy: the homosexuals in that class probably thought you were being mean-spirited and cruel <font color="#CC3299">[8:20 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i bet they complained, and thats what caused it <font color="#0033FF">[8:21 pm] CWC: probably. <font color="#CC3299">[8:21 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so you say you've learned from that, and wouldnt make those sorts of comments again <font color="#CC3299">[8:21 pm] Jacklyn Romy: which is good <font color="#0033FF">[8:21 pm] CWC: yes. :) h <font color="#0033FF">[8:22 pm] CWC: let me move forward to another thing of my college days. <font color="#CC3299">[8:22 pm] Jacklyn Romy: wait <font color="#CC3299">[8:22 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but you said earlier that you are still offended by what gays do, even privately? <font color="#0033FF">[8:22 pm] CWC: yes <font color="#CC3299">[8:22 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what did you mean exactly? <font color="#0033FF">[8:24 pm] CWC: the sex for one thing, the way they act towards each other in couples. To me, it is just wrong to see two males doing what is done between a male and a female. <font color="#0033FF">[8:24 pm] CWC: it just really creeps me and offends me. <font color="#CC3299">[8:24 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so you dont like to look at it, which is fine <font color="#CC3299">[8:24 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but you still think its wrong even when you dont have to look? <font color="#0033FF">[8:25 pm] CWC: hearing about it puts the pictures in my head as well. yes <font color="#CC3299">[8:25 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well, that means you dont like to think about two men having sex. <font color="#0033FF">[8:25 pm] CWC: obviously <font color="#CC3299">[8:25 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but just their being gay bothers you too? <font color="#0033FF">[8:26 pm] CWC: yes, but as people, they have their equal rights too, and as much as I am bothered, I still respect them as people. <font color="#CC3299">[8:26 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but you think that being gay is wrong? <font color="#CC3299">[8:26 pm] Jacklyn Romy: why? <font color="#0033FF">[8:28 pm] CWC: to me, it just is. <font color="#CC3299">[8:28 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but that doesnt make sense. <font color="#CC3299">[8:28 pm] Jacklyn Romy: there must be a reason <font color="#0033FF">[8:29 pm] CWC: because of the graphic details and how they bother me, it backs up why I think homosexuality is wrong. <font color="#CC3299">[8:29 pm] Jacklyn Romy: dont you get mad when you think that others consider autism wrong for no reason? <font color="#0033FF">[8:30 pm] CWC: yes, I would feel offended if others considered autism being wrong for no reason. <font color="#CC3299">[8:30 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but you consider being gay wrong for no reason <font color="#0033FF">[8:30 pm] CWC: I just told you my reasons. <font color="#CC3299">[8:30 pm] Jacklyn Romy: no, you said "it just is" <font color="#CC3299">[8:30 pm] Jacklyn Romy: wait, you said "backs up". do you have another reason for thinking homosexuality is wrong, besides that? <font color="#CC3299">[8:30 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i mean, you said it makes you feel sick, but would that be ok if a person said autism was bad because it made them feeel sick? <font color="#0033FF">[8:32 pm] CWC: I am also homophobic. <font color="#CC3299">[8:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: yeah, thats pretty much what saying "homos makes me sick" means <font color="#CC3299">[8:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so thats really the same thing <font color="#CC3299">[8:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but there's a difference between not wanting to watch gay people have sex, and thinking they are wrong to be that way <font color="#CC3299">[8:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i dont want to watch gay people have sex, but i dont think they are wrong to do it. <font color="#CC3299">[8:32 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what is your reason for being homophobic <font color="#0033FF">[8:35 pm] CWC: I am homophobic, because I feel fear of becoming one of them if they came too close to me. Why I think what they are doing is wrong; it is only because I feel what they do amongst themselves is wrong; no reason I can put into words; I just feel that way. <font color="#CC3299">[8:36 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so if its okay for you to be homophobic, is it okay for someone to be autisphobic? <font color="#CC3299">[8:36 pm] Jacklyn Romy: like, if your teacher hated autistics, wouldnt it be okay then? <font color="#CC3299">[8:36 pm] Jacklyn Romy: not that im saying he did, i dont believe he was that way <font color="#0033FF">[8:39 pm] CWC: Look, I do not know what the professor was thinking on the day he kicked me out of the class; I told you what I am able to remember of way back then. He may not have been "autisphobic"; I just do not know. While I am not avoiding the issue, I am feeling stressed out on how deep this discussion has gone. <font color="#0033FF">[8:39 pm] CWC: besides, it did get worse AFTER that event in my college days. <font color="#CC3299">[8:40 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i'm just posing it as a hypothetical. <font color="#CC3299">[8:40 pm] Jacklyn Romy: at the start of this discussion you said that you believed your teacher's fear of autism was probably the cause of your being banned. so i'm just asking why its okay for you to hate gays if its not okay for a person to hate autistics. <font color="#CC3299">[8:40 pm] Jacklyn Romy: you know, sometimes I get stressed that you don't seem to want to have serious discussions. you act like i'm attacking you <font color="#CC3299">[8:40 pm] Jacklyn Romy: when i'm not <font color="#0033FF">[8:42 pm] CWC: I understand you are not attacking me; I feel confusion on the hypothetical, and I am uncertain on how to respond to that. <font color="#CC3299">[8:42 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well you could just offer supposition. i'm not asking for concrete answers <font color="#0033FF">[8:42 pm] CWC: I did offer supposition. <font color="#0033FF">[8:42 pm] CWC: I agreed with your theories. <font color="#CC3299">[8:43 pm] Jacklyn Romy: okay, so here's another question for which i'd like a supposition <font color="#0033FF">[8:43 pm] CWC: okay. <font color="#CC3299">[8:43 pm] Jacklyn Romy: whats the difference between gays and autistics? <font color="#0033FF">[8:45 pm] CWC: Autism is a mind-block that promotes intelligence but inhibits social abilities; Homosexuality is a strong attachment or bond between two males or two females. <font color="#0033FF">[8:45 pm] CWC: two completely different things. <font color="#CC3299">[8:45 pm] Jacklyn Romy: one similarity i see <font color="#CC3299">[8:45 pm] Jacklyn Romy: is that both gays and autistics are born the way they are <font color="#0033FF">[8:45 pm] CWC: WOAH! <font color="#0033FF">[8:45 pm] CWC: oh <font color="#CC3299">[8:45 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what did you think i was going to say? :-) <font color="#0033FF">[8:46 pm] CWC: I don't know. <font color="#0033FF">[8:46 pm] CWC: I did feel fear when you said you saw a similarity. <font color="#CC3299">[8:46 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so anyway, here's what i wonder <font color="#CC3299">[8:46 pm] Jacklyn Romy: if you feel that you are persecuted for your autism <font color="#CC3299">[8:46 pm] Jacklyn Romy: wouldn't you feel extra bad about persecuting another group who is in the same boat, like gays? <font color="#0033FF">[8:47 pm] CWC: I would not want to offend or persecute another autistic individual. <font color="#CC3299">[8:47 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so you think gays are the same as autistics...? <font color="#0033FF">[8:48 pm] CWC: I feel it not only would be wrong on me, but it would seriously damage the psyche and frighten the autistic individual horrendiously <font color="#0033FF">[8:48 pm] CWC: I never said that. <font color="#CC3299">[8:48 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but i asked about persecuting gays, you answerd about persecuting autistics <font color="#0033FF">[8:48 pm] CWC: are you trying to warp my mind with this logic? <font color="#CC3299">[8:48 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i'm not trying to "warp" anything. <font color="#0033FF">[8:49 pm] CWC: okay, maybe I misunderstood the question. <font color="#CC3299">[8:49 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i repeat: if you feel that you are persecuted for your autism, wouldn't you feel extra bad about persecuting another group who is in the same boat, like gays? <font color="#0033FF">[8:50 pm] CWC: I thought you were asking if I would feel extra bad about persecuting another autistic person. <font color="#CC3299">[8:50 pm] Jacklyn Romy: no, i meant if you know what its like to be treated unfairly because you're a minority, why do it to another minority <font color="#CC3299">[8:50 pm] Jacklyn Romy: thats like a black person getting fired for being black, turning around and attacking a chinese person for being chinese <font color="#0033FF">[8:51 pm] CWC: Yes, I would feel extra bad for persecuting another group solely because of their being gay. <font color="#0033FF">[8:51 pm] CWC: That's called discrimination, and it is wrong. <font color="#CC3299">[8:51 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but its how you feel towards gays. <font color="#CC3299">[8:51 pm] Jacklyn Romy: dont you think you're hurting gay peoples' feelings? <font color="#0033FF">[8:52 pm] CWC: just because I feel that way about gays, I would not turn them away because of that; they are people too. <font color="#CC3299">[8:52 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i dont know, you seem to get mad whenever you suspect someone doesnt like you for your autism, even if they havent done anything to you yet <font color="#CC3299">[8:52 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but anyway <font color="#CC3299">[8:52 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what else happened in college? <font color="#0033FF">[8:55 pm] CWC: I have made the suspection before, and I did get mad, but after confirming that was NOT the case with the other person, then I would have a change of heart. <font color="#0033FF">[8:55 pm] CWC: Anyway... <font color="#CC3299">[8:55 pm] Jacklyn Romy: wait <font color="#CC3299">[8:55 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but if you confirmed someone didnt like you for your autism, even if they didnt do anything to you, would you still be bothered? <font color="#0033FF">[8:56 pm] CWC: if they have NOT done anything to me, I would NOT be bothered. I was talking about Post-Action. <font color="#CC3299">[8:56 pm] Jacklyn Romy: oh <font color="#CC3299">[8:56 pm] Jacklyn Romy: well then, lets move on <font color="#CC3299">[8:56 pm] Jacklyn Romy: tell me more about college <font color="#CC3299">[8:56 pm] Jacklyn Romy: &#58;-) <font color="#CC3299">[8:56 pm] Jacklyn Romy: CWC (ChrisChanSonichu) is available 8:56 pm <font color="#0033FF">[8:56 pm] CWC: cool. <font color="#0033FF">[8:56 pm] CWC: CWC (ChrisChanSonichu) is offline 8:57 pm <font color="#0033FF">[8:56 pm] CWC: IMs are delivered when the buddy signs in. Send CWC (ChrisChanSonichu) a text message <font color="#CC3299">[8:57 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what was school like after that? <font color="#0033FF">[8:58 pm] CWC: While my grades still continued to be A Average, and I made the Dean's List later, it went downhill emotionally there for me... <font color="#0033FF">[8:58 pm] CWC: About August, 2003, that was when I realized I heavily required a girlfriend, and I started my Sweetheart Search. <font color="#0033FF">[8:59 pm] CWC: And I hung around with the old sign next to me. And as they say on the Cwcki, which originated from my own words... <font color="#CC3299">[8:59 pm] Jacklyn Romy: thats the sign they asked you to remove, right? <font color="#0033FF">[9:00 pm] CWC: yes. <font color="#0033FF">[9:00 pm] CWC: And that battle started; I got kicked out of PVCC for one year, with anger management and psychiatrist visits during then. <font color="#CC3299">[9:01 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what was anger management like? <font color="#0033FF">[9:02 pm] CWC: After my return, I shut up and finished my courses towards getting my degree. Which was the complete opposite of my Graduation at Manchester High; I was HAPPY to be leaving that hell-hole that was Piedmont Virginia Community College. <font color="#0033FF">[9:02 pm] CWC: Anger Management was like a Coping skills class. <font color="#CC3299">[9:02 pm] Jacklyn Romy: why were you sent there? what was your confrontation with Mary Lee Walsh like before you started it? <font color="#0033FF">[9:02 pm] CWC: learning ways to cope with our anger, finding other resolutions to solve our problems, etc. <font color="#0033FF">[9:02 pm] CWC: first, she came up to me and told me the sign was bothering her, and she said it bothered some other people. I told her I was on my quest for a girlfriend, then she tore it up. <font color="#CC3299">[9:04 pm] Jacklyn Romy: so how did you respond to that? <font color="#0033FF">[9:05 pm] CWC: Later, I recreated the signs, one by one, and finding other methods of attraction paper-wise. <font color="#0033FF">[9:05 pm] CWC: Then in March of the following year, I had to meet her in her office, and I got angry at her then. yada, yada, yada; anger management and all that. <font color="#CC3299">[9:06 pm] Jacklyn Romy: but wait <font color="#CC3299">[9:06 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what happened in that office meeting? <font color="#CC3299">[9:06 pm] Jacklyn Romy: how did you express your anger <font color="#0033FF">[9:07 pm] CWC: I gtg; my mother wants to go out and get something to eat and wants me to go with her. <font color="#0033FF">[9:07 pm] CWC: I pretended I was talking with Sonichu, and he talked through me, and I cursed Mary with a Curse-Ye-Ha-Me-Ha attack. <font color="#CC3299">[9:07 pm] Jacklyn Romy: did you do it loudly? <font color="#0033FF">[9:08 pm] CWC: yes <font color="#CC3299">[9:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: did you stand up and do the full hand motions? <font color="#0033FF">[9:08 pm] CWC: yes <font color="#CC3299">[9:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i see <font color="#0033FF">[9:08 pm] CWC: that was back in '04 <font color="#CC3299">[9:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: what did sonichu say to you <font color="#CC3299">[9:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: in this conversation <font color="#0033FF">[9:09 pm] CWC: I do not remember. <font color="#0033FF">[9:09 pm] CWC: I have to go. <font color="#CC3299">[9:08 pm] Jacklyn Romy: wait <font color="#0033FF">[9:09 pm] CWC: but when I remember that event more, I will inform you about it. <font color="#CC3299">[9:09 pm] Jacklyn Romy: i'll email you about it, that way you can write me a response when you have time tomorrow <font color="#CC3299">[9:09 pm] Jacklyn Romy: where are you going now? <font color="#0033FF">[9:10 pm] CWC: I have to out with my mother so she can get something to eat; it is night, and she feels safer with me. <font color="#CC3299">[9:10 pm] Jacklyn Romy: ok. well, goodnight <font color="#0033FF">[9:10 pm] CWC: she does not like going out alone. <font color="#0033FF">[9:11 pm] CWC: I enjoyed talking with you some more. :) h <font color="#CC3299">[9:10 pm] Jacklyn Romy: me too :-) :-) :-) <font color="#0033FF">[9:11 pm] CWC: And I am happy you liked the poem I sent you earlier. <font color="#CC3299">[9:11 pm] Jacklyn Romy: aww... <font color="#CC3299">[9:11 pm] Jacklyn Romy: &#58;-D <font color="#0033FF">[9:11 pm] CWC: I Love You. :-* h <font color="#CC3299">[9:11 pm] Jacklyn Romy: love you too <font color="#0033FF">[9:11 pm] CWC: Stay Safe, Sweetheart. <font color="#CC3299">[9:11 pm] Jacklyn Romy: goodnight~ ~ ~