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C-Log 03182026

2026-03-23T19:03:17Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
{{Infobox/video
| name = C-Log 03182026
| video = {{#ev:youtube|1Op4g4P3qQc}}
| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

===Description===
{{quotebox|Just some updates and thoughts.

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I'm also on [[Twitter]] 
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And on [[TikTok]] 
https://www.tiktok.com/@christinechan...}}

==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal with me, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, aside from that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paroxetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice''] an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody that's a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not a bad person. I'll admit this. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not totally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the [''unintelligible''] that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also I remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUNTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot hunts!

[''pause'']

I've had it with those shutterbug...Bigfoot hunts imposed upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to take that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I ended up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [''makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not a total rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]] with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for things that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-powered, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all my mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? Did I have any relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU'RE A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What did I do? I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonichu medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [''makes air quotes''] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [''emphasizes with his hands''] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shout-out to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently. And at one point, literally [[February 2026|February 13th]] this year, I was in a bit of a hurry, I tripped and fell.

I got boo-boos on... [''raises arms to show''] I got scrapes on my elbow, my right elbow, and a damn...and I got a couple of holes, AND, I stubbed my right toe. And that day and over the weekend, I put ice on it. It healed up. It became a lot less purple. It's cleared up, except for maybe a few damages here and there, but it's...it does not hurt anymore.

And also, past week, I came down with a cold. Bad, [''raises hands to nose''], man. I'm still recovering from it.

[''sniffles a few times'']

Ugh, I've had to blow nose quite a bit, but I am doing a lot better, by the way. So I'm just praying and keeping faith. And that's another thing. The blessings and manifestations of which I have been praying for, they're coming around. They've been coming around.

And just, that's another detail. If you really want something good, all you got to do is just pray for it, and do that. Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. And then guess what? It will happen. I'm serious about that. Okay? Have faith. Pray. Do as you will. Follow that which is light powered to good from your intuition and god will. And stay away from anything that's bad, okay? Or just resonates as dark and evil.

You'll be all right. You'll get your wish, as long as a good wish and it's doable in this timeline, but you will get it. Want your girlfriend, want your boyfriend, regardless of sexual orientation, you'll get your [[Sweetheart|partner]]. Okay?

You will find your partner. And you'll find somebody that will actually be there within...your intentions, your personality, your quirks, and everything. All right? It's gonna work out. There'll be a mutual beneficiary...between both of you. Or even anybody else involved in your little group, and it will be good.

The important thing is experience [''raises one finger''], counting your blessings along the way [''raises two fingers''], and just...having faith [''raises three fingers']]. All right?

There is fa...there is goodness and light-powered and everything. I said that time and again. It's still true. Okay?

[''pause'']

I pro...I align myself with light power because I want to be good. I strive to be good for the sake of being good and not for...anything else selfish, although there are selfish details in there, but, mainly, just for goodness sakes. I'm serious.

That's another thing I become aware, [[Speech impediment|my voice shift and even the monotone speak]], just my emotions and my intentions may come off differently that way, but just try to take that with a grain of salt when I tell you true and direct like that, I do mean the emotions behind it...okay?

[''rubs nose''] Okay, ugh...

[''takes a breath'']

Excuse me, an itch. Anyway.

[''sigh'']

I...I feel like I said my piece for now. And, uh, Friday this week, you get the next part of the Chaos Crystal Control reading video that will be up. And I'm also...and also not long from now, I'm going to open up some more slots on [[Cameo]]. So those have actually, uh, DM'd me a few requests. Pay me the bigger money there, I will record it. All right? It will be good.

[''raises finger and sighs'']

Now there is anything that should be memed and brought forth...over and over again, it's promoting that which is light-powered, holy, righteous, and just simply good...and spreading that holy light from within you, and that which is good, the white light that comes all the way from not only the habits but the very core of this universe and beyond. Because it's pure, it's light, it's good.

So everybody, including myself as well as I heed this advice from myself. Go forth with that which his light-powered and good. You shall not go wrong. And also throw in the Lord's prayer as I've mentioned before as he taught us to pray, saying...

[''sigh'']

[''starts reciting the Lord's Prayer'']

''Our mother and father''

''God who art in heaven''

''Hallowed be thy name''

''Thy kingdom come''

''Thy will be done''

''On earth as it is in heaven''

''Give us this day our daily bread''

''And forgive us our trespasses''

''Forgive us our debts''

''And forgive us of our sins''

''As we forgive those who have trespassed against us''

''As we forgive those who are indebted to us''

''And as we forgive those who have sinned''

''And lead us not into temptation''

''But deliver us from evil''

''For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever''

''That we strive to have and manifest on this undividing earth''

''Amen''

And I do this with manifes...with prayer, after my prayer and manifestation that will happen shortly enough consistently every night.

[''breathes out'']

I connect with everything, everyone. And you should be sensing the shifts like I am resonating right now in this very moment as I'm recording this.

As I also connect with the ultimate emerald, the Chaos Gems, the Master Emeralds, and all the other magic gems and crystals on the earth and locations everywhere of both the [[C-197]] and [[1218]] halves of this earth in this universe 211987 in this prime timeline 1C.

And I do this in the manifestation and prayer, so everybody, feel this shift as I do...as I perform this right now on the ultimate god of god level where there is that which is slightly more powerful and even those who are less or even just basic, but I do this on that level in the manifestation and prayer and sharing that which is good and light-powered and getting everybody all of you on goodstead and righteousness and cleansing of the worst, darkest, toxic, sif...sinning, evil individuals...and events and everything so that we can all live as peacefully as possible together, and feel safe and well around and with each other. And I pray all of you will feel that way around me as well.

I don't expect it, but I pray that so into being.

And that being said...

[''sigh'']

Ultimate, god of god, ultimate miracle, chaos, rainbow, CONTROL!

[''video fades out'']

{{references}}

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C-Log 03182026

2026-03-23T19:02:58Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
{{Infobox/video
| name = C-Log 03182026
| video = {{#ev:youtube|1Op4g4P3qQc}}
| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

===Description===
{{quotebox|Just some updates and thoughts.

<nowiki>**</nowiki>Follow me on [[BlueSky]]: 
https://bsky.app/profile/cpujcwcsprim...

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<nowiki>*</nowiki>Official Christ Chan Sonichu Prime [[Etsy]] Store 
https://www.etsy.com/shop/OfficialCWC...

I'm also on [[Twitter]] 
https://x.com/CPU_CWCSonichu

And on [[TikTok]] 
https://www.tiktok.com/@christinechan...}}

==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal with me, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, aside from that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paroxetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody that's a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not a bad person. I'll admit this. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not totally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the [''unintelligible''] that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also I remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUNTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot hunts!

[''pause'']

I've had it with those shutterbug...Bigfoot hunts imposed upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to take that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I ended up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [''makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not a total rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]] with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for things that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-powered, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all my mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? Did I have any relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU'RE A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What did I do? I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonichu medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [''makes air quotes''] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [''emphasizes with his hands''] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shout-out to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently. And at one point, literally [[February 2026|February 13th]] this year, I was in a bit of a hurry, I tripped and fell.

I got boo-boos on... [''raises arms to show''] I got scrapes on my elbow, my right elbow, and a damn...and I got a couple of holes, AND, I stubbed my right toe. And that day and over the weekend, I put ice on it. It healed up. It became a lot less purple. It's cleared up, except for maybe a few damages here and there, but it's...it does not hurt anymore.

And also, past week, I came down with a cold. Bad, [''raises hands to nose''], man. I'm still recovering from it.

[''sniffles a few times'']

Ugh, I've had to blow nose quite a bit, but I am doing a lot better, by the way. So I'm just praying and keeping faith. And that's another thing. The blessings and manifestations of which I have been praying for, they're coming around. They've been coming around.

And just, that's another detail. If you really want something good, all you got to do is just pray for it, and do that. Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. And then guess what? It will happen. I'm serious about that. Okay? Have faith. Pray. Do as you will. Follow that which is light powered to good from your intuition and god will. And stay away from anything that's bad, okay? Or just resonates as dark and evil.

You'll be all right. You'll get your wish, as long as a good wish and it's doable in this timeline, but you will get it. Want your girlfriend, want your boyfriend, regardless of sexual orientation, you'll get your [[Sweetheart|partner]]. Okay?

You will find your partner. And you'll find somebody that will actually be there within...your intentions, your personality, your quirks, and everything. All right? It's gonna work out. There'll be a mutual beneficiary...between both of you. Or even anybody else involved in your little group, and it will be good.

The important thing is experience [''raises one finger''], counting your blessings along the way [''raises two fingers''], and just...having faith [''raises three fingers']]. All right?

There is fa...there is goodness and light-powered and everything. I said that time and again. It's still true. Okay?

[''pause'']

I pro...I align myself with light power because I want to be good. I strive to be good for the sake of being good and not for...anything else selfish, although there are selfish details in there, but, mainly, just for goodness sakes. I'm serious.

That's another thing I become aware, [[Speech impediment|my voice shift and even the monotone speak]], just my emotions and my intentions may come off differently that way, but just try to take that with a grain of salt when I tell you true and direct like that, I do mean the emotions behind it...okay?

[''rubs nose''] Okay, ugh...

[''takes a breath'']

Excuse me, an itch. Anyway.

[''sigh'']

I...I feel like I said my piece for now. And, uh, Friday this week, you get the next part of the Chaos Crystal Control reading video that will be up. And I'm also...and also not long from now, I'm going to open up some more slots on [[Cameo]]. So those have actually, uh, DM'd me a few requests. Pay me the bigger money there, I will record it. All right? It will be good.

[''raises finger and sighs'']

Now there is anything that should be memed and brought forth...over and over again, it's promoting that which is light-powered, holy, righteous, and just simply good...and spreading that holy light from within you, and that which is good, the white light that comes all the way from not only the habits but the very core of this universe and beyond. Because it's pure, it's light, it's good.

So everybody, including myself as well as I heed this advice from myself. Go forth with that which his light-powered and good. You shall not go wrong. And also throw in the Lord's prayer as I've mentioned before as he taught us to pray, saying...

[''sigh'']

[''starts reciting the Lord's Prayer'']

''Our mother and father''

''God who art in heaven''

''Hallowed be thy name''

''Thy kingdom come''

''Thy will be done''

''On earth as it is in heaven''

''Give us this day our daily bread''

''And forgive us our trespasses''

''Forgive us our debts''

''And forgive us of our sins''

''As we forgive those who have trespassed against us''

''As we forgive those who are indebted to us''

''And as we forgive those who have sinned''

''And lead us not into temptation''

''But deliver us from evil''

''For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever''

''That we strive to have and manifest on this undividing earth''

''Amen''

And I do this with manifes...with prayer, after my prayer and manifestation that will happen shortly enough consistently every night.

[''breathes out'']

I connect with everything, everyone. And you should be sensing the shifts like I am resonating right now in this very moment as I'm recording this.

As I also connect with the ultimate emerald, the Chaos Gems, the Master Emeralds, and all the other magic gems and crystals on the earth and locations everywhere of both the [[C-197]] and [[1218]] halves of this earth in this universe 211987 in this prime timeline 1C.

And I do this in the manifestation and prayer, so everybody, feel this shift as I do...as I perform this right now on the ultimate god of god level where there is that which is slightly more powerful and even those who are less or even just basic, but I do this on that level in the manifestation and prayer and sharing that which is good and light-powered and getting everybody all of you on goodstead and righteousness and cleansing of the worst, darkest, toxic, sif...sinning, evil individuals...and events and everything so that we can all live as peacefully as possible together, and feel safe and well around and with each other. And I pray all of you will feel that way around me as well.

I don't expect it, but I pray that so into being.

And that being said...

[''sigh'']

Ultimate, god of god, ultimate miracle, chaos, rainbow, CONTROL!

[''video fades out'']

{{references}}

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{{Captain's Log}}

[[Category:Chris-chan videos, 2026]]
[[Category:Videos Christian uploaded to YouTube]]

C-Log 03182026

2026-03-21T15:01:33Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
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| video = {{#ev:youtube|1Op4g4P3qQc}}
| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

===Description===
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==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal with me, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, aside from that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paroxetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody that's a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not a bad person. I'll admit this. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not totally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the [''unintelligible''] that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also I remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUNTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot hunts!

[''pause'']

I've had it with those shutterbug...Bigfoot hunts imposed upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to take that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I ended up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [''makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not a total rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]] with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for things that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-powered, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all my mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? Did I have any relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU'RE A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What did I do? I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonichu medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [''makes air quotes''] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [''emphasizes with his hands''] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shout-out to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently. And at one point, literally [[February 2026|February 13th]] this year, I was in a bit of a hurry, I tripped and fell.

I got boo-boos on... [''raises arms to show''] I got scrapes on my elbow, my right elbow, and a damn...and I got a couple of holes, AND, I stubbed my right toe. And that day and over the weekend, I put ice on it. It healed up. It became a lot less purple. It's cleared up, except for maybe a few damages here and there, but it's...it does not hurt anymore.

And also, past week, I came down with a cold. Bad, [''raises hands to nose''], man. I'm still recovering from it.

[''sniffles a few times'']

Ugh, I've had to blow nose quite a bit, but I am doing a lot better, by the way. So I'm just praying and keeping faith. And that's another thing. The blessings and manifestations of which I have been praying for, they're coming around. They've been coming around.

And just, that's another detail. If you really want something good, all you got to do is just pray for it, and do that. Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. And then guess what? It will happen. I'm serious about that. Okay? Have faith. Pray. Do as you will. Follow that which is light powered to good from your intuition and god will. And stay away from anything that's bad, okay? Or just resonates as dark and evil.

You'll be all right. You'll get your wish, as long as a good wish and it's doable in this timeline, but you will get it. Want your girlfriend, want your boyfriend, regardless of sexual orientation, you'll get your [[Sweetheart|partner]]. Okay?

You will find your partner. And you'll find somebody that will actually be there within...your intentions, your personality, your quirks, and everything. All right? It's gonna work out. There'll be a mutual beneficiary...between both of you. Or even anybody else involved in your little group, and it will be good.

The important thing is experience [''raises one finger''], counting your blessings along the way [''raises two fingers''], and just...having faith [''raises three fingers']]. All right?

There is fa...there is goodness and light-powered and everything. I said that time and again. It's still true. Okay?

[''pause'']

I pro...I align myself with light power because I want to be good. I strive to be good for the sake of being good and not for...anything else selfish, although there are selfish details in there, but, mainly, just for goodness sakes. I'm serious.

That's another thing I become aware, [[Speech impediment|my voice shift and even the monotone speak]], just my emotions and my intentions may come off differently that way, but just try to take that with a grain of salt when I tell you true and direct like that, I do mean the emotions behind it...okay?

[''rubs nose''] Okay, ugh...

[''takes a breath'']

Excuse me, an itch. Anyway.

[''sigh'']

I...I feel like I said my piece for now. And, uh, Friday this week, you get the next part of the Chaos Crystal Control reading video that will be up. And I'm also...and also not long from now, I'm going to open up some more slots on [[Cameo]]. So those have actually, uh, DM'd me a few requests. Pay me the bigger money there, I will record it. All right? It will be good.

[''raises finger and sighs'']

Now there is anything that should be memed and brought forth...over and over again, it's promoting that which is light-powered, holy, righteous, and just simply good...and spreading that holy light from within you, and that which is good, the white light that comes all the way from not only the habits but the very core of this universe and beyond. Because it's pure, it's light, it's good.

So everybody, including myself as well as I heed this advice from myself. Go forth with that which his light-powered and good. You shall not go wrong. And also throw in the Lord's prayer as I've mentioned before as he taught us to pray, saying...

[''sigh'']

[''starts reciting the Lord's Prayer'']

''Our mother and father''

''God who art in heaven''

''Hallowed be thy name''

''Thy kingdom come''

''Thy will be done''

''On earth as it is in heaven''

''Give us this day our daily bread''

''And forgive us our trespasses''

''Forgive us our debts''

''And forgive us of our sins''

''As we forgive those who have trespassed against us''

''As we forgive those who are indebted to us''

''And as we forgive those who have sinned''

''And lead us not into temptation''

''But deliver us from evil''

''For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever''

''That we strive to have and manifest on this undividing earth''

''Amen''

And I do this with manifes...with prayer, after my prayer and manifestation that will happen shortly enough consistently every night.

[''breathes out'']

I connect with everything, everyone. And you should be sensing the shifts like I am resonating right now in this very moment as I'm recording this.

As I also connect with the ultimate emerald, the Chaos Gems, the Master Emeralds, and all the other magic gems and crystals on the earth and locations everywhere of both the [[C-197]] and [[1218]] halves of this earth in this universe 211987 in this prime timeline 1C.

And I do this in the manifestation and prayer, so everybody, feel this shift as I do...as I perform this right now on the ultimate god of god level where there is that which is slightly more powerful and even those who are less or even just basic, but I do this on that level in the manifestation and prayer and sharing that which is good and light-powered and getting everybody all of you on goodstead and righteousness and cleansing of the worst, darkest, toxic, sif...sinning, evil individuals...and events and everything so that we can all live as peacefully as possible together, and feel safe and well around and with each other. And I pray all of you will feel that way around me as well.

I don't expect it, but I pray that so into being.

And that being said...

[''sigh'']

Ultimate, god of god, ultimate miracle, chaos, rainbow, CONTROL!

[''video fades out'']

{{references}}

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{{Captain's Log}}

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[[Category:Videos Christian uploaded to YouTube]]

C-Log 03182026

2026-03-21T15:01:20Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
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| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

===Description===
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==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal with me, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, aside from that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paroxetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody that's a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not a bad person. I'll admit this. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not totally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the [''unintelligible''] that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also I remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUNTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot hunts!

[''pause'']

I've had it with those shutterbug...Bigfoot hunts imposed upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to take that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I ended up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [[''makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not a total rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]] with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for things that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-powered, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all my mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? Did I have any relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU'RE A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What did I do? I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonichu medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [''makes air quotes''] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [''emphasizes with his hands''] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shout-out to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently. And at one point, literally [[February 2026|February 13th]] this year, I was in a bit of a hurry, I tripped and fell.

I got boo-boos on... [''raises arms to show''] I got scrapes on my elbow, my right elbow, and a damn...and I got a couple of holes, AND, I stubbed my right toe. And that day and over the weekend, I put ice on it. It healed up. It became a lot less purple. It's cleared up, except for maybe a few damages here and there, but it's...it does not hurt anymore.

And also, past week, I came down with a cold. Bad, [''raises hands to nose''], man. I'm still recovering from it.

[''sniffles a few times'']

Ugh, I've had to blow nose quite a bit, but I am doing a lot better, by the way. So I'm just praying and keeping faith. And that's another thing. The blessings and manifestations of which I have been praying for, they're coming around. They've been coming around.

And just, that's another detail. If you really want something good, all you got to do is just pray for it, and do that. Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. And then guess what? It will happen. I'm serious about that. Okay? Have faith. Pray. Do as you will. Follow that which is light powered to good from your intuition and god will. And stay away from anything that's bad, okay? Or just resonates as dark and evil.

You'll be all right. You'll get your wish, as long as a good wish and it's doable in this timeline, but you will get it. Want your girlfriend, want your boyfriend, regardless of sexual orientation, you'll get your [[Sweetheart|partner]]. Okay?

You will find your partner. And you'll find somebody that will actually be there within...your intentions, your personality, your quirks, and everything. All right? It's gonna work out. There'll be a mutual beneficiary...between both of you. Or even anybody else involved in your little group, and it will be good.

The important thing is experience [''raises one finger''], counting your blessings along the way [''raises two fingers''], and just...having faith [''raises three fingers']]. All right?

There is fa...there is goodness and light-powered and everything. I said that time and again. It's still true. Okay?

[''pause'']

I pro...I align myself with light power because I want to be good. I strive to be good for the sake of being good and not for...anything else selfish, although there are selfish details in there, but, mainly, just for goodness sakes. I'm serious.

That's another thing I become aware, [[Speech impediment|my voice shift and even the monotone speak]], just my emotions and my intentions may come off differently that way, but just try to take that with a grain of salt when I tell you true and direct like that, I do mean the emotions behind it...okay?

[''rubs nose''] Okay, ugh...

[''takes a breath'']

Excuse me, an itch. Anyway.

[''sigh'']

I...I feel like I said my piece for now. And, uh, Friday this week, you get the next part of the Chaos Crystal Control reading video that will be up. And I'm also...and also not long from now, I'm going to open up some more slots on [[Cameo]]. So those have actually, uh, DM'd me a few requests. Pay me the bigger money there, I will record it. All right? It will be good.

[''raises finger and sighs'']

Now there is anything that should be memed and brought forth...over and over again, it's promoting that which is light-powered, holy, righteous, and just simply good...and spreading that holy light from within you, and that which is good, the white light that comes all the way from not only the habits but the very core of this universe and beyond. Because it's pure, it's light, it's good.

So everybody, including myself as well as I heed this advice from myself. Go forth with that which his light-powered and good. You shall not go wrong. And also throw in the Lord's prayer as I've mentioned before as he taught us to pray, saying...

[''sigh'']

[''starts reciting the Lord's Prayer'']

''Our mother and father''

''God who art in heaven''

''Hallowed be thy name''

''Thy kingdom come''

''Thy will be done''

''On earth as it is in heaven''

''Give us this day our daily bread''

''And forgive us our trespasses''

''Forgive us our debts''

''And forgive us of our sins''

''As we forgive those who have trespassed against us''

''As we forgive those who are indebted to us''

''And as we forgive those who have sinned''

''And lead us not into temptation''

''But deliver us from evil''

''For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever''

''That we strive to have and manifest on this undividing earth''

''Amen''

And I do this with manifes...with prayer, after my prayer and manifestation that will happen shortly enough consistently every night.

[''breathes out'']

I connect with everything, everyone. And you should be sensing the shifts like I am resonating right now in this very moment as I'm recording this.

As I also connect with the ultimate emerald, the Chaos Gems, the Master Emeralds, and all the other magic gems and crystals on the earth and locations everywhere of both the [[C-197]] and [[1218]] halves of this earth in this universe 211987 in this prime timeline 1C.

And I do this in the manifestation and prayer, so everybody, feel this shift as I do...as I perform this right now on the ultimate god of god level where there is that which is slightly more powerful and even those who are less or even just basic, but I do this on that level in the manifestation and prayer and sharing that which is good and light-powered and getting everybody all of you on goodstead and righteousness and cleansing of the worst, darkest, toxic, sif...sinning, evil individuals...and events and everything so that we can all live as peacefully as possible together, and feel safe and well around and with each other. And I pray all of you will feel that way around me as well.

I don't expect it, but I pray that so into being.

And that being said...

[''sigh'']

Ultimate, god of god, ultimate miracle, chaos, rainbow, CONTROL!

[''video fades out'']

{{references}}

{{succession|label=[[List of videos|Chris's videos]]|prevlink=[[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]|nextlink=[[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]}}

{{Captain's Log}}

[[Category:Chris-chan videos, 2026]]
[[Category:Videos Christian uploaded to YouTube]]

C-Log 03182026

2026-03-21T13:37:19Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
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| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

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==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, I will siphon that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paracetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody as a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not bad person. [[Speech impediment|I'm allbit this]]. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not tally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the master bowl that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. There he is. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUNTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot hunts!

[''pause'']

I've had it with those shutterbug...Bigfoot hunts imposed upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to take that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I ended up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [['makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not a total rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]] with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for things that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-powered, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all my mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? Did I have any relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU'RE A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What did I do? I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonich medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [''makes air quotes''] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [''emphasizes with his hands''] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shoutout to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently. And at one point, literally [[February 2026|February 13th]] this year, I was in a bit of a hurry, I tripped and fell.

I got boo-boos on... [''raises arms to show''] I got scrapes on my elbow, my right elbow, and a damn...and I got a couple of holes, AND, I stubbed my right toe. And that day and over the weekend, I put ice on it. It healed up. It became a lot less purple. It's cleared up, except for maybe a few damages here and there, but it's...it does not hurt anymore.

And also, past week, I came down with a cold. Bad, [''raises hands to nose''], man. I'm still recovering from it.

[''sniffles a few times'']

Ugh, I've had to blow nose quite a bit, but I am doing a lot better, by the way. So I'm just praying and keeping faith. And that's another thing. The blessings and manifestations of which I have been praying for, they're coming around. They've been coming around.

And just, that's another detail. If you really want something good, all you got to do is just pray for it, and do that. Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. And then guess what? It will happen. I'm serious about that. Okay? Have faith. Pray. Do as you will. Follow that which is light powered to good from your intuition and god will. And stay away from anything that's bad, okay? Or just resonates as dark and evil.

You'll be all right. You'll get your wish, as long as a good wish and it's doable in this timeline, but you will get it. Once your girlfriend, once your boyfriend, regardless of sexual orientation, you'll get your [[Sweetheart|partner]]. Okay?

You will find your partner. And you'll find somebody that will actually be there within...your intentions, your personality, your quirks, and everything. All right? It's gonna work out. There'll be a mutual beneficiary...between both of you. Or even anybody else involved in your little group, and it will be good.

The important thing is experience [''raises one finger''], counting your blessings along the way [''raises two fingers''], and just...having faith [''raises three fingers']]. All right?

There is fa...there is goodness and light-powered and everything. I said that time and again. It's still true. Okay?

[''pause'']

I pro...I align myself with light power because I want to be good. I strive to be good for the sake of being good and not for...anything else selfish, although there are selfish details in there, but, mainly, just for goodness sakes. I'm serious.

That's another thing I become aware, [[Speech impediment|my voice shift and even the monotone speak]], just my emotions and my intentions may come off differently that way, but just try to take that with a grain of salt when I tell you true and true words like that, I do mean the emotions behind it...okay?

[''rubs nose''] Okay, ugh...

[''takes a breath'']

Excuse me, an itch. Anyway.

[''sigh'']

I...I feel like I said my piece for now. And, uh, Friday this week, you can the next part of the Chaos Crystal Control reading video that will be up. And I'm also...and also not long from now, I'm going to open up some more slots on [[Cameo]]. So those have actually, uh, DM'd me a few requests. Pay me the bigger money there, I will record it. All right? It will be good.

[''raises finger and sighs'']

Now there is anything that should be memed and brought forth...over and over again, it's promoting that which is light-powered, holy, righteous, and just simply good...and spreading that holy light from within you, and that which is good, the white light that comes all the way from not only the habits but the very core of this universe and beyond. Because it's pure, it's light, it's good.

So everybody, including myself as well as I heed from myself. Go forth with that which his light-powered and good. You shall not go wrong. And also throw in the Lord's prayer as I've mentioned before as he taught us to pray, saying...

[''sigh'']

[''starts reciting the Lord's Prayer'']

''Our mother and father''

''God who art in heaven''

''Hallowed be thy name''

''Thy kingdom come''

''Thy will be done''

''On earth as it is in heaven''

''Give us this day our daily bread''

''And forgive us our trespasses''

''Forgive us our debts''

''And forgive us of our sins''

''As we forgive those who have trespassed against us''

''As we forgive those who are indebted to us''

''And as we forgive those who have sinned''

''And lead us not into temptation''

''But deliver us from evil''

''For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever''

''That we strive to have and manifest on this undividing earth''

''Amen''

And I do this with manifes...with prayer, after my prayer and manifestation that will happen shortly enough consistently every night.

[''breathes out'']

I connect with everything, everyone. And you should be sensing the shifts like I am resonating right now in this very moment as I'm recording this.

As I also connect with the ultimate emerald, the Chaos Gems, the Master Emeralds, and all the other magic gems and crystals on the earth and locations everywhere of both the [[C-197]] and [[1218]] halves of this earth in this universe 211987 in this prime timeline 1C.

And I do this in the manifestation and prayer, so everybody, feel this shift as I do...as I perform this right now on the ultimate god of god level where there is that which is slightly more powerful and even those who are less or even just basic, but I do this on that level in the manifestation and prayer and sharing that which is good and light-powered and getting everybody all of you on goodstead and righteousness and cleansing of the worst, darkest, toxic, sif...sinning, evil individuals...and events and everything so that we can all live as peacefully as possible together, and feel safe and well around and with each other. And I pray all of you will feel that way around me as well.

I don't expect it, but I pray that so into being.

And that being said...

[''sigh'']

Ultimate, god of god, ultimate miracle, chaos, rainbow, CONTROL!

[''video fades out'']

{{references}}

{{succession|label=[[List of videos|Chris's videos]]|prevlink=[[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]|nextlink=[[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]}}

{{Captain's Log}}

[[Category:Chris-chan videos, 2026]]
[[Category:Videos Christian uploaded to YouTube]]

C-Log 03182026

2026-03-21T02:21:28Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
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| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

===Description===
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==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, I will siphon that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paracetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody as a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not bad person. [[Speech impediment|I'm allbit this]]. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not tally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the master bowl that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. There he is. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot huts!

[''pause'']

[[Chris and English|I've had it with those sharp bug...Bigfoot hunts posed]] upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I end up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [['makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not so rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and if when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]]with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-power, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all y mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? did I have nay relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU'RE A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What I do. I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonich medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [''makes air quotes''] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [''emphasizes with his hands''] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shoutout to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently. And at one point, literally [[February 2026|February 13th]] this year, I was in a bit of a hurry, I tripped and fell.

I got boo-boos on... [''raises arms to show''] I got scrapes on my elbow, my right elbow, and a damn...and I got a couple of holes, AND, I stubbed my right toe. And that day and over the weekend, I put ice on it. It healed up. It became a lot less purple. It's cleared up, except for maybe a few damages here and there, but it's...it does not hurt anymore.

And also, past week, I came down with a cold. Bad, [''raises hands to nose''], man. I'm still recovering from it.

[''sniffles a few times'']

Ugh, I've had to blow nose quite a bit, but I am doing a lot better, by the way. So I'm just praying and keeping faith. And that's another thing. The blessings and manifestations of which I have been praying for, they're coming around. They've been coming around.

And just, that's another detail. If you really want something good, all you got to do is just pray for it, and do that. Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. And then guess what? It will happen. I'm serious about that. Okay? Have faith. Pray. Do as you will. Follow that which is light powered to good from your intuition and god will. And stay away from anything that's bad, okay? Or just resonates as dark and evil.

You'll be all right. You'll get your wish, as long as a good wish and it's doable in this timeline, but you will get it. Once your girlfriend, once your boyfriend, regardless of sexual orientation, you'll get your [[Sweetheart|partner]]. Okay?

You will find your partner. And you'll find somebody that will actually be there within...your intentions, your personality, your quirks, and everything. All right? It's gonna work out. There'll be a mutual beneficiary...between both of you. Or even anybody else involved in your little group, and it will be good.

The important thing is experience [''raises one finger''], counting your blessings along the way [''raises two fingers''], and just...having faith [''raises three fingers']]. All right?

There is fa...there is goodness and light-powered and everything. I said that time and again. It's still true. Okay?

[''pause'']

I pro...I align myself with light power because I want to be good. I strive to be good for the sake of being good and not for...anything else selfish, although there are selfish details in there, but, mainly, just for goodness sakes. I'm serious.

That's another thing I become aware, [[Speech impediment|my voice shift and even the monotone speak]], just my emotions and my intentions may come off differently that way, but just try to take that with a grain of salt when I tell you true and true words like that, I do mean the emotions behind it...okay?

[''rubs nose''] Okay, ugh...

[''takes a breath'']

Excuse me, an itch. Anyway.

[''sigh'']

I...I feel like I said my piece for now. And, uh, Friday this week, you can the next part of the Chaos Crystal Control reading video that will be up. And I'm also...and also not long from now, I'm going to open up some more slots on [[Cameo]]. So those have actually, uh, DM'd me a few requests. Pay me the bigger money there, I will record it. All right? It will be good.

[''raises finger and sighs'']

Now there is anything that should be memed and brought forth...over and over again, it's promoting that which is light-powered, holy, righteous, and just simply good...and spreading that holy light from within you, and that which is good, the white light that comes all the way from not only the habits but the very core of this universe and beyond. Because it's pure, it's light, it's good.

So everybody, including myself as well as I heed from myself. Go forth with that which his light-powered and good. You shall not go wrong. And also throw in the Lord's prayer as I've mentioned before as he taught us to pray, saying...

[''sigh'']

[''starts reciting the Lord's Prayer'']

''Our mother and father''

''God who art in heaven''

''Hallowed be thy name''

''Thy kingdom come''

''Thy will be done''

''On earth as it is in heaven''

''Give us this day our daily bread''

''And forgive us our trespasses''

''Forgive us our debts''

''And forgive us of our sins''

''As we forgive those who have trespassed against us''

''As we forgive those who are indebted to us''

''And as we forgive those who have sinned''

''And lead us not into temptation''

''But deliver us from evil''

''For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever''

''That we strive to have and manifest on this undividing earth''

''Amen''

And I do this with manifes...with prayer, after my prayer and manifestation that will happen shortly enough consistently every night.

[''breathes out'']

I connect with everything, everyone. And you should be sensing the shifts like I am resonating right now in this very moment as I'm recording this.

As I also connect with the ultimate emerald, the Chaos Gems, the Master Emeralds, and all the other magic gems and crystals on the earth and locations everywhere of both the [[C-197]] and [[1218]] halves of this earth in this universe 211987 in this prime timeline 1C.

And I do this in the manifestation and prayer, so everybody, feel this shift as I do...as I perform this right now on the ultimate god of god level where there is that which is slightly more powerful and even those who are less or even just basic, but I do this on that level in the manifestation and prayer and sharing that which is good and light-powered and getting everybody all of you on goodstead and righteousness and cleansing of the worst, darkest, toxic, sif...sinning, evil individuals...and events and everything so that we can all live as peacefully as possible together, and feel safe and well around and with each other. And I pray all of you will feel that way around me as well.

I don't expect it, but I pray that so into being.

And that being said...

[''sigh'']

Ultimate, god of god, ultimate miracle, chaos, rainbow, CONTROL!

[''video fades out'']

{{references}}

{{succession|label=[[List of videos|Chris's videos]]|prevlink=[[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]|nextlink=[[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]}}

{{Captain's Log}}

[[Category:Chris-chan videos, 2026]]
[[Category:Videos Christian uploaded to YouTube]]

C-Log 03182026

2026-03-20T17:59:35Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
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| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
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| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

===Description===
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==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, I will siphon that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paracetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody as a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not bad person. [[Speech impediment|I'm allbit this]]. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not tally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the master bowl that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. There he is. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot huts!

[''pause'']

[[Chris and English|I've had it with those sharp bug...Bigfoot hunts posed]] upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I end up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [['makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not so rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and if when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]]with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-power, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all y mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? did I have nay relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU're A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What I do. I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonich medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [''makes air quotes''] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [''emphasizes with his hands''] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shoutout to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently. And at one point, literally [[February 2026|February 13th]] this year, I was in a bit of a hurry, I tripped and fell.

I got boo-boos on... [''raises arms to show''] I got scrapes on my elbow, my right elbow, and a damn...and I got a couple of holes, AND, I stubbed my right toe. And that day and over the weekend, I put ice on it. It healed up. It became a lot less purple. It's cleared up, except for maybe a few damages here and there, but it's...it does not hurt anymore.

And also, past week, I came down with a cold. Bad, [''raises hands to nose''], man. I'm still recovering from it.

[''sniffles a few times'']

Ugh, I've had to blow nose quite a bit, but I am doing a lot better, by the way. So I'm just praying and keeping faith. And that's another thing. The blessings and manifestations of which I have been praying for, they're coming around. They've been coming around.

And just, that's another detail. If you really want something good, all you got to do is just pray for it, and do that. Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. And then guess what? It will happen. I'm serious about that. Okay? Have faith. Pray. Do as you will. Follow that which is light powered to good from your intuition and god will. And stay away from anything that's bad, okay? Or just resonates as dark and evil.

You'll be all right. You'll get your wish, as long as a good wish and it's doable in this timeline, but you will get it. Once your girlfriend, once your boyfriend, regardless of sexual orientation, you'll get your [[Sweetheart|partner]]. Okay?

You will find your partner. And you'll find somebody that will actually be there within...your intentions, your personality, your quirks, and everything. All right? It's gonna work out. There'll be a mutual beneficiary...between both of you. Or even anybody else involved in your little group, and it will be good.

The important thing is experience [''raises one finger''], counting your blessings along the way [''raises two fingers''], and just...having faith [''raises three fingers']]. All right?

There is fa...there is goodness and light-powered and everything. I said that time and again. It's still true. Okay?

[''pause'']

I pro...I align myself with light power because I want to be good. I strive to be good for the sake of being good and not for...anything else selfish, although there are selfish details in there, but, mainly, just for goodness sakes. I'm serious.

That's another thing I become aware, [[Speech impediment|my voice shift and even the monotone speak]], just my emotions and my intentions may come off differently that way, but just try to take that with a grain of salt when I tell you true and true words like that, I do mean the emotions behind it...okay?

[''rubs nose''] Okay, ugh...

[''takes a breath'']

Excuse me, an itch. Anyway.

[''sigh'']

I...I feel like I said my piece for now. And, uh, Friday this week, you can the next part of the Chaos Crystal Control reading video that will be up. And I'm also...and also not long from now, I'm going to open up some more slots on [[Cameo]]. So those have actually, uh, DM'd me a few requests. Pay me the bigger money there, I will record it. All right? It will be good.

[''raises finger and sighs'']

Now there is anything that should be memed and brought forth...over and over again, it's promoting that which is light-powered, holy, righteous, and just simply good...and spreading that holy light from within you, and that which is good, the white light that comes all the way from not only the habits but the very core of this universe and beyond. Because it's pure, it's light, it's good.

So everybody, including myself as well as I heed from myself. Go forth with that which his light-powered and good. You shall not go wrong. And also throw in the Lord's prayer as I've mentioned before as he taught us to pray, saying...

[''sigh'']

[''starts reciting the Lord's Prayer'']

''Our mother and father''

''God who art in heaven''

''Hallowed be thy name''

''Thy kingdom come''

''Thy will be done''

''On earth as it is in heaven''

''Give us this day our daily bread''

''And forgive us our trespasses''

''Forgive us our debts''

''And forgive us of our sins''

''As we forgive those who have trespassed against us''

''As we forgive those who are indebted to us''

''And as we forgive those who have sinned''

''And lead us not into temptation''

''But deliver us from evil''

''For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever''

''That we strive to have and manifest on this undividing earth''

''Amen''

And I do this with manifes...with prayer, after my prayer and manifestation that will happen shortly enough consistently every night.

[''breathes out'']

I connect with everything, everyone. And you should be sensing the shifts like I am resonating right now in this very moment as I'm recording this.

As I also connect with the ultimate emerald, the Chaos Gems, the Master Emeralds, and all the other magic gems and crystals on the earth and locations everywhere of both the [[C-197]] and [[1218]] halves of this earth in this universe 211987 in this prime timeline 1C.

And I do this in the manifestation and prayer, so everybody, feel this shift as I do...as I perform this right now on the ultimate god of god level where there is that which is slightly more powerful and even those who are less or even just basic, but I do this on that level in the manifestation and prayer and sharing that which is good and light-powered and getting everybody all of you on goodstead and righteousness and cleansing of the worst, darkest, toxic, sif...sinning, evil individuals...and events and everything so that we can all live as peacefully as possible together, and feel safe and well around and with each other. And I pray all of you will feel that way around me as well.

I don't expect it, but I pray that so into being.

And that being said...

[''sigh'']

Ultimate, god of god, ultimate miracle, chaos, rainbow, CONTROL!

[''video fades out'']

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[[Category:Chris-chan videos, 2026]]
[[Category:Videos Christian uploaded to YouTube]]

C-Log 03182026

2026-03-20T17:57:51Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
{{Infobox/video
| name = C-Log 03182026
| video = {{#ev:youtube|1Op4g4P3qQc}}
| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

===Description===
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==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, I will siphon that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paracetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody as a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not bad person. [[Speech impediment|I'm allbit this]]. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not tally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the master bowl that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. There he is. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot huts!

[''pause'']

[[Chris and English|I've had it with those sharp bug...Bigfoot hunts posed]] upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I end up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [['makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not so rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and if when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]]with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-power, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all y mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? did I have nay relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU're A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What I do. I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonich medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [''makes air quotes''] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [''emphasizes with his hands''] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shoutout to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently. And at one point, literally [[February 2026|February 13th]] this year, I was in a bit of a hurry, I tripped and fell.

I got boo-boos on... [''raises arms to show''] I got scrapes on my elbow, my right elbow, and a damn...and I got a couple of holes, AND, I stubbed my right toe. And that day and over the weekend, I put ice on it. It healed up. It became a lot less purple. It's cleared up, except for maybe a few damages here and there, but it's...it does not hurt anymore.

And also, past week, I came down with a cold. Bad, [''raises hands to nose''], man. I'm still recovering from it.

[''sniffles a few times'']

Ugh, I've had to blow nose quite a bit, but I am doing a lot better, by the way. So I'm just praying and keeping faith. And that's another thing. The blessings and manifestations of which I have been praying for, they're coming around. They've been coming around.

And just, that's another detail. If you really want something good, all you got to do is just pray for it, and do that. Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. And then guess what? It will happen. I'm serious about that. Okay? Have faith. Pray. Do as you will. Follow that which is light powered to good from your intuition and god will. And stay away from anything that's bad, okay? Or just resonates as dark and evil.

You'll be all right. You'll get your wish, as long as a good wish and it's doable in this timeline, but you will get it. Once your girlfriend, once your boyfriend, regardless of sexual orientation, you'll get your [[Sweetheart|partner]]. Okay?

You will find your partner. And you'll find somebody that will actually be there within...your intentions, your personality, your quirks, and everything. All right? It's gonna work out. There'll be a mutual beneficiary...between both of you. Or even anybody else involved in your little group, and it will be good.

The important thing is experience [''raises one finger''], counting your blessings along the way [''raises two fingers''], and just...having faith [''raises three fingers']]. All right?

There is fa...there is goodness and light-powered and everything. I said that time and again. It's still true. Okay?

[''pause'']

I pro...I align myself with light power because I want to be good. I strive to be good for the sake of being good and not for...anything else selfish, although there are selfish details in there, but, mainly, just for goodness sakes. I'm serious.

That's another thing I become aware, [[Speech impediment|my voice shift and even the monotone speak]], just my emotions and my intentions may come off differently that way, but just try to take that with a grain of salt when I tell you true and true words like that, I do mean the emotions behind it...okay?

[''rubs nose''] Okay, ugh...

[''takes a breath'']

Excuse me, an itch. Anyway.

[''sigh'']

I...I feel like I said my piece for now. And, uh, Friday this week, you can the next part of the Chaos Crystal Control reading video that will be up. And I'm also...and also not long from now, I'm going to open up some more slots on [[Cameo]]. So those have actually, uh, DM'd me a few requests. Pay me the bigger money there, I will record it. All right? It will be good.

[''raises finger and sighs'']

Now there is anything that should be memed and brought forth...over and over again, it's promoting that which is light-powered, holy, righteous, and just simply good...and spreading that holy light from within you, and that which is good, the white light that comes all the way from not only the habits but the very core of this universe and beyond. Because it's pure, it's light, it's good.

So everybody, including myself as well as I heed from myself. Go forth with that which his light-powered and good. You shall not go wrong. And also throw in the Lord's prayer as I've mentioned before as he taught us to pray, saying...

[''sigh'']

[''starts reciting the Lord's Prayer'']
''Our mother and father''
''God who art in heaven''
''Hallowed be thy name''
''Thy kingdom come''
''Thy will be done''
''On earth as it is in heaven''
''Give us this day our daily bread''
''And forgive us our trespasses''
''Forgive us our debts''
''And forgive us of our sins''
''As we forgive those who have trespassed against us''
''As we forgive those who are indebted to us''
''And as we forgive those who have sinned''
''And lead us not into temptation''
''But deliver us from evil''
''For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever''
''That we strive to have and manifest on this undividing earth''
''Amen''

And I do this with manifes...with prayer, after my prayer and manifestation that will happen shortly enough consistently every night.

[''breathes out'']

I connect with everything, everyone. And you should be sensing the shifts like I am resonating right now in this very moment as I'm recording this.

As I also connect with the ultimate emerald, the Chaos Gems, the Master Emeralds, and all the other magic gems and crystals on the earth and locations everywhere of both the [[C-197]] and [[1218]] halves of this earth in this universe 211987 in this prime timeline 1C.

And I do this in the manifestation and prayer, so everybody, feel this shift as I do...as I perform this right now on the ultimate god of god level where there is that which is slightly more powerful and even those who are less or even just basic, but I do this on that level in the manifestation and prayer and sharing that which is good and light-powered and getting everybody all of you on goodstead and righteousness and cleansing of the worst, darkest, toxic, sif...sinning, evil individuals...and events and everything so that we can all live as peacefully as possible together, and feel safe and well around and with each other. And I pray all of you will feel that way around me as well.

I don't expect it, but I pray that so into being.

And that being said...

[''sigh'']

Ultimate, god of god, ultimate miracle, chaos, rainbow, CONTROL!

[''video fades out'']

{{references}}

{{succession|label=[[List of videos|Chris's videos]]|prevlink=[[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]|nextlink=[[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]}}

{{Captain's Log}}

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[[Category:Videos Christian uploaded to YouTube]]

C-Log 03182026

2026-03-20T17:56:55Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
{{Infobox/video
| name = C-Log 03182026
| video = {{#ev:youtube|1Op4g4P3qQc}}
| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

===Description===
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==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, I will siphon that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paracetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody as a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not bad person. [[Speech impediment|I'm allbit this]]. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not tally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the master bowl that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. There he is. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot huts!

[''pause'']

[[Chris and English|I've had it with those sharp bug...Bigfoot hunts posed]] upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I end up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [['makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not so rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and if when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]]with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-power, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all y mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? did I have nay relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU're A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What I do. I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonich medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [''makes air quotes''] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [''emphasizes with his hands''] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shoutout to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently. And at one point, literally [[February 2026|February 13th]] this year, I was in a bit of a hurry, I tripped and fell.

I got boo-boos on... [''raises arms to show''] I got scrapes on my elbow, my right elbow, and a damn...and I got a couple of holes, AND, I stubbed my right toe. And that day and over the weekend, I put ice on it. It healed up. It became a lot less purple. It's cleared up, except for maybe a few damages here and there, but it's...it does not hurt anymore.

And also, past week, I came down with a cold. Bad, [''raises hands to nose''], man. I'm still recovering from it.

[''sniffles a few times'']

Ugh, I've had to blow nose quite a bit, but I am doing a lot better, by the way. So I'm just praying and keeping faith. And that's another thing. The blessings and manifestations of which I have been praying for, they're coming around. They've been coming around.

And just, that's another detail. If you really want something good, all you got to do is just pray for it, and do that. Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. And then guess what? It will happen. I'm serious about that. Okay? Have faith. Pray. Do as you will. Follow that which is light powered to good from your intuition and god will. And stay away from anything that's bad, okay? Or just resonates as dark and evil.

You'll be all right. You'll get your wish, as long as a good wish and it's doable in this timeline, but you will get it. Once your girlfriend, once your boyfriend, regardless of sexual orientation, you'll get your [[Sweetheart|partner]]. Okay?

You will find your partner. And you'll find somebody that will actually be there within...your intentions, your personality, your quirks, and everything. All right? It's gonna work out. There'll be a mutual beneficiary...between both of you. Or even anybody else involved in your little group, and it will be good.

The important thing is experience [''raises one finger''], counting your blessings along the way [''raises two fingers''], and just...having faith [''raises three fingers']]. All right?

There is fa...there is goodness and light-powered and everything. I said that time and again. It's still true. Okay?

[''pause'']

I pro...I align myself with light power because I want to be good. I strive to be good for the sake of being good and not for...anything else selfish, although there are selfish details in there, but, mainly, just for goodness sakes. I'm serious.

That's another thing I become aware, [[Speech impediment|my voice shift and even the monotone speak]], just my emotions and my intentions may come off differently that way, but just try to take that with a grain of salt when I tell you true and true words like that, I do mean the emotions behind it...okay?

[''rubs nose''] Okay, ugh...

[''takes a breath'']

Excuse me, an itch. Anyway.

[''sigh'']

I...I feel like I said my piece for now. And, uh, Friday this week, you can the next part of the Chaos Crystal Control reading video that will be up. And I'm also...and also not long from now, I'm going to open up some more slots on [[Cameo]]. So those have actually, uh, DM'd me a few requests. Pay me the bigger money there, I will record it. All right? It will be good.

[''raises finger and sighs'']

Now there is anything that should be memed and brought forth...over and over again, it's promoting that which is light-powered, holy, righteous, and just simply good...and spreading that holy light from within you, and that which is good, the white light that comes all the way from not only the habits but the very core of this universe and beyond. Because it's pure, it's light, it's good.

So everybody, including myself as well as I heed from myself. Go forth with that which his light-powered and good. You shall not go wrong. And also throw in the Lord's prayer as I've mentioned before as he taught us to pray, saying...

[''sigh'']

[''starts reciting the Lord's Prayer'']
''Our mother and father
God who art in heaven
Hallowed be thy name
Thy kingdom come
Thy will be done
On earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses
Forgive us our debts
And forgive us of our sins
As we forgive those who have trespassed against us
As we forgive those who are indebted to us
And as we forgive those who have sinned
And lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil
For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever
That we strive to have and manifest on this undividing earth
Amen''

And I do this with manifes...with prayer, after my prayer and manifestation that will happen shortly enough consistently every night.

[''breathes out'']

I connect with everything, everyone. And you should be sensing the shifts like I am resonating right now in this very moment as I'm recording this.

As I also connect with the ultimate emerald, the Chaos Gems, the Master Emeralds, and all the other magic gems and crystals on the earth and locations everywhere of both the [[C-197]] and [[1218]] halves of this earth in this universe 211987 in this prime timeline 1C.

And I do this in the manifestation and prayer, so everybody, feel this shift as I do...as I perform this right now on the ultimate god of god level where there is that which is slightly more powerful and even those who are less or even just basic, but I do this on that level in the manifestation and prayer and sharing that which is good and light-powered and getting everybody all of you on goodstead and righteousness and cleansing of the worst, darkest, toxic, sif...sinning, evil individuals...and events and everything so that we can all live as peacefully as possible together, and feel safe and well around and with each other. And I pray all of you will feel that way around me as well.

I don't expect it, but I pray that so into being.

And that being said...

[''sigh'']

Ultimate, god of god, ultimate miracle, chaos, rainbow, CONTROL!

[''video fades out'']

{{references}}

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{{Captain's Log}}

[[Category:Chris-chan videos, 2026]]
[[Category:Videos Christian uploaded to YouTube]]

C-Log 03182026

2026-03-20T14:42:33Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
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| video = {{#ev:youtube|1Op4g4P3qQc}}
| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

===Description===
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==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, I will siphon that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paracetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody as a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not bad person. [[Speech impediment|I'm allbit this]]. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not tally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the master bowl that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. There he is. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot huts!

[''pause'']

[[Chris and English|I've had it with those sharp bug...Bigfoot hunts posed]] upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I end up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [['makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not so rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and if when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]]with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-power, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all y mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? did I have nay relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU're A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What I do. I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonich medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [''makes air quotes''] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [''emphasizes with his hands''] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shoutout to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently. And at one point, literally [[February 2026|February 13th]] this year, I was in a bit of a hurry, I tripped and fell.

I got boo-boos on... [''raises arms to show''] I got scrapes on my elbow, my right elbow, and a damn...and I got a couple of holes, AND, I stubbed my right toe. And that day and over the weekend, I put ice on it. It healed up. It became a lot less purple. It's cleared up, except for maybe a few damages here and there, but it's...it does not hurt anymore.

And also, past week, I came down with a cold. Bad, [''raises hands to nose''], man. I'm still recovering from it.

[''sniffles a few times'']

Ugh, I've had to blow nose quite a bit, but I am doing a lot better, by the way. So I'm just praying and keeping faith. And that's another thing. The blessings and manifestations of which I have been praying for, they're coming around. They've been coming around.

And just, that's another detail. If you really want something good, all you got to do is just pray for it, and do that. Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. And then guess what? It will happen. I'm serious about that. Okay? Have faith. Pray. Do as you will. Follow that which is light powered to good from your intuition and god will. And stay away from anything that's bad, okay? Or just resonates as dark and evil.

You'll be all right. You'll get your wish, as long as a good wish. It's doable in this timeline, but you will get it. Once your girlfriend, once your boyfriend, regardless of sexual orientation, you'll get your [[Sweetheart|partner]]. Okay?

You will find your partner.

{{references}}

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{{Captain's Log}}

[[Category:Chris-chan videos, 2026]]
[[Category:Videos Christian uploaded to YouTube]]

C-Log 03182026

2026-03-20T14:18:37Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
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| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

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==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, I will siphon that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paracetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody as a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not bad person. [[Speech impediment|I'm allbit this]]. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not tally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the master bowl that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. There he is. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot huts!

[''pause'']

[[Chris and English|I've had it with those sharp bug...Bigfoot hunts posed]] upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I end up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [['makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not so rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and if when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]]with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-power, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all y mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? did I have nay relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU're A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What I do. I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonich medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [''makes air quotes''] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [''emphasizes with his hands''] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shoutout to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently.

{{references}}

{{succession|label=[[List of videos|Chris's videos]]|prevlink=[[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]|nextlink=[[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]}}

{{Captain's Log}}

[[Category:Chris-chan videos, 2026]]
[[Category:Videos Christian uploaded to YouTube]]

C-Log 03182026

2026-03-20T14:17:52Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
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| name = C-Log 03182026
| video = {{#ev:youtube|1Op4g4P3qQc}}
| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

===Description===
{{quotebox|Just some updates and thoughts.

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==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, I will siphon that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paracetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody as a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not bad person. [[Speech impediment|I'm allbit this]]. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not tally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the master bowl that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. There he is. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot huts!

[''pause'']

[[Chris and English|I've had it with those sharp bug...Bigfoot hunts posed]] upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I end up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [['makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not so rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and if when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]]with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-power, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all y mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? did I have nay relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU're A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What I do. I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [''shakes head''], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonich medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[''shakes head'']

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[''shakes head''] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [makes air quotes] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [emphasizes with his hands] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shoutout to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently.

{{references}}

{{succession|label=[[List of videos|Chris's videos]]|prevlink=[[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]|nextlink=[[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]}}

{{Captain's Log}}

[[Category:Chris-chan videos, 2026]]
[[Category:Videos Christian uploaded to YouTube]]

C-Log 03182026

2026-03-20T14:16:37Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Quote|We are ALL perverts!}}

'''C-Log 03182026''' is a video uploaded to Chris's [[YouTube]] channel on 18 [[March 2026]]. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from [[2006]], he had posted about it a month prior.<ref>[[February 2026 social media posts#Seeking a "Chris Chan Sucks" video]]</ref>

Summary:
*Chris blames his past behavior on [[Meds|SSRI meds]].
*Chris has been a bad person before.
*Chris is [[Honor roll|dumb]] sometimes.
*[[The CWCki]] needs to stop with the [[Sightings|bigfoot photos]].
*This supposedly isn't a [[Chris and anger|rant video]].
*We are all [[Chris and sex|perverts]].
*Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with [[theoretical exes]].
*Chris gives a shoutout to [[Otaku King]], seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
*Chris tripped and fell on [[HarmonyCon|13 February]] due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
*Chris [[Sickness|came down with a cold]] last week and is still recovering.
*Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on [[Cameo]] soon.

==Video==
{{Infobox/video
| name = C-Log 03182026
| video = {{#ev:youtube|1Op4g4P3qQc}}
| stardate = 18 [[March 2026]]
| subject = {{autism|text}}, {{trollsicon|text}}, {{sex|text}}, {{television|text}}, {{Galpals|text}}, {{convention|text}}
| style = {{Tragedy|text}}, {{Rage|text}}, {{Reason|text}}
| shirt = {{theclassic4.0|text}} (w/ [[Finland|Superdry shirt]] & [[HarmonyCon|HarmonyCon hoodie]])
| previous = [[Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control]]
| next = [[19 March 2026 Cameo videos]]
}}

===Description===
{{quotebox|Just some updates and thoughts.

<nowiki>**</nowiki>Follow me on [[BlueSky]]: 
https://bsky.app/profile/cpujcwcsprim...

<nowiki>**</nowiki>Official [[Cwclight]] Website, Blog and Store 
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<nowiki>*</nowiki>Official Christ Chan Sonichu Prime [[Etsy]] Store 
https://www.etsy.com/shop/OfficialCWC...

I'm also on [[Twitter]] 
https://x.com/CPU_CWCSonichu

And on [[TikTok]] 
https://www.tiktok.com/@christinechan...}}

==Transcript==

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[''[[sigh]]'']

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal, where...

[''removes glasses'']

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to [[Newgrounds]], I think in [[2006]] if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm ''still'' baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[''sigh'']

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, [[Chris and his ego|narcissistic]], up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking [[speech impediment|l-random]] labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[''long pause'']

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[''mumbles'']...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, I will siphon that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[''raises right hand to temple'']

...and when I was under the SSRIs, [[Chris and drugs#Psychiatric_medication|the Paxil, the Paracetine, then much later the Fluoxetine]].

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the [[autism]].

[''points at his head, then raises both hands'']

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[''raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the ''[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_Psycho American Psycho]'' or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[''long pause'']

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[''sigh'']

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [''raises one finger''], somebody as a celebrity [''raises two fingers''], somebody in the government [''raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down''].

[''takes a breath and sighs'']

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. [[Chris and kindness|I try to be good]], as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been [[Chris and English|misabled]] and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[''pause'']

That doesn't mean I'm not bad person. [[Speech impediment|I'm allbit this]]. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [''raises hands''] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. [[Honest Content|Open and honest]]. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[''long pause'']

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just ''dumb''. I'm not tally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[''shrugs'']

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as [[2000]] or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the master bowl that was that [[14 Branchland Court|house in Ruckersville]]. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[''Sigh, followed by a long pause'']

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. There he is. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[''shakes head'']

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[''points at the screen with both hands'']

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

'''NO MORE BIGFOOT HUTS!'''

Stop with the Bigfoot huts!

[''pause'']

[[Chris and English|I've had it with those sharp bug...Bigfoot hunts posed]] upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[''punches at the screen''] PFF!

[''pause'']

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [''does a voice impression''] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[''slurring words'']...[[Nazis]] and shit!"

[''long pause'']

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I end up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [['makes a face'']...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[''long pause'']

[''singsong''] ''For the lulz''...pisses me off! Okay?

[''sigh'']

This is not so rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [''points at the screen repeatedly''] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [''repeats "You" a number of times''], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and if when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging [[Speech impediment|yourselfs]]with that as well.

[[Chris and hypocrisy|Do not judge others for that you are yourself.]]

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[''waving his hands at camera''] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-power, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. [[Chris and remorse|In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert.]] And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's [[Family Guy|too much sex on TV]]. There's too much [[Chris and pornography|sex media]]. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[''long pause, then stress sigh'']

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[''sigh'']

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously [[Chris and English|I'm don't]], I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[''sighs several times'']

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all y mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with [[Megan Schroeder]] and [[Catherine|Catherine Sorrentino]] in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? did I have nay relationship experience?

[''shakes head'']

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [''imitates holding a phone with his hands''] '''OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS''' [''unintelligible''] '''EXES. OH, SO YOU're A '''[''mumbles gibberish''] '''LOOK AT ME, '''[''more gibberish''], '''look at me...'''[''trails off'']

What I do. I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [''points at the camera''] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[''sigh'']

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [shakes head], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a [[Curse-ye-ha-me-ha|curse]] from the Son...from a [[Medallions|Sonich medallion]] that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[shakes head]

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[shakes head] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [makes air quotes] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and ''every blessing counts''. [emphasizes with his hands] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shoutout to [[Otaku King]] and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently.

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{{quote|I'd call a tow truck, but now I have less than $20 between the bank accounts and PayPal.|Chris, after his car broke down on the way home from BronyCon.<ref>[[Waiting for the tow truck]]</ref>}}

{{quote|He's [[Mathematics|not good at math]] when it comes to managing money.|[[Bob Chandler]], understating it.<ref>[[Emily Date Conversation Transcript]]</ref>}}

[[Chris]] has repeatedly shown though his actions and words that he has no idea how to handle '''money''' or manage his own finances. Between his impulse spending, [[Chris and his Ego|his greed and selfishness]], his unwillingness to save even the smallest amount of money, and his massive sense of entitlement, Chris manages to demonstrate complete incompetence and ineptitude in managing financial affairs. Chris has repeatedly amassed debt on credit cards, only to have his enabling parents bail him out multiple times. [[Monthly tugboat|Too lazy to work]], he refuses to make or follow any type of budget or financial plan, instead spending far beyond his means, and expecting others<ref>[[:File:Piss_and_burn_fb.PNG]]</ref> to pay off his accumulated debt for him. It is clear that [[Honor roll|Chris has no idea what financial responsibility is]] and that his enabling, delusional parents taught him nothing about how to handle finances while he was growing up. Irresponsible, careless, and thoughtless, Chris fails at just about every aspect of financial management that can be thought of.

==But wait, Chris isn't employed!==
:''Further reading: [[Chris and work]]''
For the vast majority of Chris's "adult" life, his only source of income has been the "[[tugboat]]" that he received from the U.S. federal government every month. In 2009, the payout was $809 a month, placing his annual income at $9,708. After Bob's death, Chris was given a survivor's benefit – increasing the amount to $1,300 per month and making his annual income $15,600. Barb's income, from Social Security and a pension, is around $1,200 per month or $14,400 per year.<ref>https://archive.md/DLyOa</ref>

Chris's parents originally took $450 to pay for room and board;<ref name="Miyamoto" /> this payment was later increased to $565, and then to $580, after Bob paid off Chris's enormous credit card debt.<ref>[[Vivian Gee E-mails, 2009#8 December]]</ref><ref>[[Jackie Chat 8]]</ref> The rest of the tugboat generally went towards [[List of Chris's games|video games]], [[McDonald's|junk food]], or [[sex toys|other frivolous purchases]]. However, $229 per month (about $7.50 per day) was (and is) nowhere near enough to satisfy Chris's need for electronic entertainment, pornography, [[PlayStation Network]] downloads, a constant supply of [[McDonald's|Chicken McNuggets]], gallons of [[Coke]], and, since the summer of [[2009]], [[alcohol]]. As of [[January 2010]], he owed roughly $3,500 in credit card debt, some on cards of his own and some on cards he stole from his parents. Indeed, according to one of his bank statements,<ref>[[:File:StatementforViv01,2010.jpg]]</ref><ref>[[:File:StatementforViv01,2010-2.jpg]]</ref> at the end of one month he had fewer than $3 left in his account. Even more, just by straight spending and no other extra income, he put himself $452.57 in the red. How much he got to keep later on isn't known.

{{quote|My father helped me get my Social Security set up; I get more a month than I could at a job. Yet with my impuslive [sic] shoppiness [sic] (mostly controable [sic]), I end up spending my side-money after I get it.|Chris, [[Chris and His Ego|completely deluded and taking pride in being a lazy bastard]].<ref name="Miyamoto">[[Miyamoto Saga]]</ref>}}

===Chris and impulse spending===
It's obvious that Chris has no grasp on the real value of money, since he actively wastes as much of his monthly tugboat as possible on frivolous things like [[The Eye of Judgement|trading cards]], [[Officer Nasty|sex toys]], [[Duck|porn]], [[List of Chris's video games|video games]], [[alcohol]], [[Kaka Makeup Basics|make-up]], [[Lego|toys]], [[Mia Hamm|prostitutes]] and weekly lottery tickets.<ref name=J12>[[Jackie E-mails 12]]</ref>

Chris is a self-admitted impulse buyer.<ref name="Miyamoto" /> His [[PlayStation Network]] account shows that he's never played more than half of the games he's bought. And yet, astoundingly, he's still gone out of his way to buy ''all'' available downloadable content for ''every'' single [[PlayStation 3]] game that he's ever purchased, and even for ''games he doesn't own'', and he also further promoted his [[Chris and brand loyalty|Sony fanboyism]] by later buying a Sony LCD HDTV for his bedroom which likely cost about $1,000-$1,500. All the while, Chris bought his [[Chris and fashion|clothes]] at second-hand discount thrift stores. Usually, children are taught the value of money at a very young age – not in Chris's case, apparently.

In [[September 2013]], Chris complained about he and his mom going through "emotionally depressing, and Financial Downfall to the depths of Greatly Poor and Just Getting By", making it clear that the family income dipped after Bob's passing. However, these supposedly lean times were apparently not enough to motivate Chris to get a job, or even to stop buying games, as evidenced by him racking up over $1,000 in game purchases on ''The Simpsons: Tapped Out''.<ref>[[Chris's spending on iPhone games]]</ref>

Throughout the summer of 2014, Chris continued to spend thousands of dollars on [[Lego]] and other frivolities, all while whining and complaining on Facebook about the family's poor finances. Chris financed this spending primarily with money from selling custom arts and crafts on his eBay account. Offering free shipping to customers, Chris would receive money from customers, and then pay for shipping out of his own pocket. However, Chris would immediately spend money as soon as it was deposited into his account, often leaving him unable to ship products to customers who had already paid him because of his own financial irresponsibility and negligence.

When several of Chris's eBay customers filed complaints against him because Chris failed to ship a order as promised and obligated, Chris responded by harassing and trolling the customers, posting their personal information in a public post on his Facebook account. In light of this, you would think most prospective future customers probably wouldn't want to risk being harassed or scammed by Chris. Unfortunately, many more still purchase from Chris on a daily basis.

All the while, even as Chris's credit card debt continued to spiral out of control, Chris continued to buy thousands of dollars of video games, Lego, and other frivolities. As if this were not bad enough, just days after putting his and Barb's cars up for sale (at exorbitant prices), Chris went out and bought a 2010 Ford Focus, stating on Facebook that he had been approved for a loan, probably at a high interest rate. He also stated that paying for insurance on his new car was "killing" him, implying that either the insurance payment was costly, that he was having trouble paying it, or both.

In January 2015, it was [[CWCki Forums|leaked]] that Chris had spent an absurd amount of money on Nintendo consoles and games, racking up '''585''' transactions in the last 4.5 years,<ref>https://archive.md/zibG2</ref> a list which includes useless shovelware, hoards of 1st-party Nintendo software, Virtual Console games and [[Sonic Boom Protests|both versions of a game he doesn't even like]]. 276 of these purchases are known to be handheld games, 8 are known to be video game consoles (buying '''4''' DSs and DSis), and 75 which are known to be console games. The grand total cost of all Chris's '''listed''' purchases is '''$7460.43''' or '''$1657.87/year'''. Keep in mind 39% of purchases Chris has on his account are not yet specified, meaning that their cost is not included in this already insanely high number. This information comes on the heels of Chris begging people for money to fix his mother's cavities, as well as the financial worries that his trials will undoubtedly cause.

In [[July 2016]], a field agent provided the following account of Chris, in a painfully awkward situation where he did not have enough cash to pay for his junk food at a gas station:<ref>[[Kiwi Farms posts (other users)#Short on Cash]]</ref>

{{quotebox|My friend walks into a gas station/convenience store on the northern edge of Charlottesville.
Chris is trying to buy $7 or so of junk food type stuff, but he only has $5 in cash.
The cashier tries to make understand he owes $2 more. Chris seems to understand, but is slow to process what to do about it.
My friend who is second in line, picks out two ones, says "here you go" and puts them on the counter.
Chris, it seems more out of stupidity and confusion than malice, picks up the $2 and his purchases and makes to leave.
My friend and the cashier, both object and yell that he has to leave the $2 with the cashier.
Chris doesn't seem to react.
A dude who was behind both of them in line is between Chris and the door. As Chris passes him, he taps him to get his attention, and says something like "Hey buddy ..."
Chris makes a get-away-from-me hand wavy gesture without looking at any of the three of them, and fairly loudly says "It's Miss!" and hurries out the door.
Chris continues to his car in a half run, half walk, as all three of the people in the store watch confused and amused.
Chris pulls out of the parking spot, but for some reason heads towards the back of the lot, where there is no exit.
As Chris gets to the back of the lot, he stops, backs up a few feet, tries to turn the car around, doesn't make it, backs up again, and finally gets around. Essentially making a 5 point turn in a fairly large empty parking lot.
Chris drives past the store again not looking inside, and finally drives off.}}

One dreads to imagine how his financial incompetence will affect him once Barb is dead - knowing Chris, and while it is quite tragic, he'll probably continue in his destructive spending patterns until he loses everything he has, and even then, he'll [[Ego|learn nothing]].

===Chris's parental enabling===
Bob encouraged his son to remain unemployed, since he believed that Chris would earn more money from his monthly tugboat than he would have from getting a job. However, this assumption was and is inaccurate. Minimum wage in the state of [[Virginia]] is $7.25 an hour. If Chris were to somehow do a complete 180° on his life and begin working a full 40-hour week, his monthly payment before taxes and payment for room and board would be about $1,260: that's $15,100 annually. Subtracting the money he pays his mom every month to live, as well as the 5% tax his income range mandates in the state of Virginia, Chris could very likely be left with a ridiculous $8,000, which knowing Chris, would be spent on yet more frivolities. Contrast this with the $2,748 Chris pulled in annually from the government after paying off his parents, and it becomes clear that Bob's encouragement came from either thinking Chris would lose his social security if employed (which he wouldn't) or the more accurate notion that his son is a useless failure.

A very likely explanation for Chris's reckless spending is that his parents are at fault (to a degree at least). In addition to coddling him throughout his entire life, they managed to make sure that [[Chris and remorse|Chris has never felt the repercussions for his exorbitant spending (or for anything else)]] by taking over paying Chris's credit card debt, regularly giving him about "$6 a day for small things", buying him [[List of restaurants|fast food]] on a daily basis, and continuing to let himself blow all his money on frivolities and useless stuff, as opposed to essentials like [[Chris and health#Chris and hygiene|hygiene products]], [[Piedmont Virginia Community College|courses that could eventually help him onto the employment ladder]] or [[Clown shirt|clothing that isn't unbelievably tacky]]. Whenever Chris manages to [[The GAMe PLACe|get himself into trouble]], he knows that [[Barbara Chandler|Barb]] will come [[Matthew Noble call|running to his aid and defend him]] and dig him out of whatever mess he's managed to get himself into, even if it is clear that he [[Get-Tar Region|is in the wrong]]. This enabling is the most likely explanation (in addition to his [[Autism|poor impulse control]]) for why Chris spends himself into debt as much as he does.

===Fan funding===
{{main|List of Chris's financial enablers}}

===Chris's beliefs===
[[File:Chris's economic theories.jpeg|thumb|right|A meme explaining why Chris doesn't get capitalism or government.]]
Chris believes that by receiving and spending his tugboat on useless junk, he is aiding the economy and paying for other people's tugboats.<ref>[[Mailbag 34#In which Chris fails economics forever]]</ref> This is a [[Honor roll|damningly moronic conviction]], since sales tax goes to the state government and these "tugboats" are paid with ''federal'' payroll tax. Where Chris is hiding the printing press to afford this discretionary spending is unknown.

Interestingly enough, while he has no clue how to handle money, Chris has an unhealthy [[Chris and his Ego|fixation]] on his material possessions. In [[Vivitheg's AIM chat]], he stated that he did not want to sell any of his stuff, and in the [[Miyamoto Saga]], he refused to sell anything to help raise money for the trip to Redmond. While Chris mocked [[Lars]]’s habit of buying and collecting [[Lars' Ship has Sunk.MOV|model boats and addons for them]] after learning about it from [[Jackie]], he failed to realise that Lars’s supposed habit was directly parodying his obsessive purchasing and hoarding of video games and DLC, even for games that he didn’t own. His mother has served as a bad influence regarding Chris’s beliefs in material goods, as she would frequently shop at Goodwill and compulsively hoard the purchases, which both wasted money and helped turn their house into a [[Destruction Of Chris's House|fire hazard]].

On 16 [[May 2019]], Chris tweeted a screenshot of an NBC story about how "Ex-EPA chief Scott Pruitt spent nearly $124,000 on 'excessive airfare'." Chris then showed off his complex views on the U.S. economy by saying... {{quotebox|Hey, Everyone. Here’s a Think Piece: firstly, if people didn’t overspend so much, then there would be more money to give to charities around the world. And then that brought to mind that if things had not gone up in price (I Know About Inflation and that More Money has been officially printed and distributed over the decades), there would be more to freely give to those unfortunate. “Why, Back in the day, we used to pay a Nickel for a Hershey Bar. A Nickle [sic]! Now, it’s a dollar, dollar-fiddy; we could be using that $1.45 to feed the hungry everywhere. But, Everyone got greedy for the green and don’t appreciate it as much. A Nickel.” Yep, Grandpa, people have done goofed with inflation and crap. 😔}}<ref>[[May 2019 social media posts#Chris has complex economic views]]</ref>

===After the house fire===
On [[10 January 2014]], 14 Branchland Court burned down. This would undoubtedly place the Chandlers in grim circumstances, due to the costs of rebuilding the home and replacing what was lost. Some of his fans pooled their funds to send him a care package, with a money order for $500.<ref>[[Destruction Of Chris's House#Aftermath and reaction]]</ref>

Many, concerned about Chris due to his wasteful spending habits, hoped that this would be the moment in Chris's life where he finally woke up and realized the importance of having a rainy day fund. Unfortunately, not even ''that'' has broken Chris's thick skull; throughout 2014, he wasted '''$5,000''' on ''Lego sets''.<ref>[[Lego#Addiction and Financial Ruin]]</ref><ref>[[May 2014 Facebook Posts]]</ref>

==Barb's toxic influence==
According to a troll with insider info, Chris was able to manage his own finances to a rudimentary degree, even after Bob passed away,<ref>https://archive.md/jt1fU</ref> although he still has an issue with not saving money for [[2014 house fire|potential emergencies]].

The troll also asserted that Chris's financial hardships are caused, in most part, by [[Barbara Chandler|Barb]] helping herself to Chris's monetary accounts in order to attempt paying her out-of-control debts.<ref>https://archive.md/jt1fU</ref>

{{quotebox|Barb is the one who has serious debt. She fucks up Chris' budgeting by erratically taking money from Chris' account when she needs it, generally without warning.

There are two types of Chris begging videos. One is when Chris wants a bit extra for some legos. You can identify those videos by how vague Chris' requests are, and how relaxed Chris is in the video. Chris isn't in meltdown mode in those videos.

Now, the other type of video is when Barb tried to snatch some money from Chris and Chris doesn't have anything for her. You can identify those videos by how freaked out Chris looks. He's visibly distressed and he's citing specific bills he's got to pay, usually things that seem un-Chris-like. That's when Barb is freaking out at him for not having enough money to pay her debts.

The thing is, the perception is that Chris is bad with money. He's not bad with money (as far as monthly budgeting goes). Despite how foggy Chris' head is, he's got enough memory to recognize patterns in bills over the course of a few months. He knows he's gotta pay electricity bills and rent and things like that. And he does do the math each month about what bills he's got to pay, and how much that leaves him for Legos and food. You can't trust his begging. He begs because he wants more money, not because he's in any financial straits (that is, not including Barb).

He lives cheaply as shit. He saves money by buying dollar store shit. He's the type of person to buy single ply toilet paper at the dollar store. But sometimes he'll splurge and treat himself to things, like alcohol. He does this all while meeting his obligations, like his minimum payments and his bills.}}

Information from Cousin Al<ref>[[Catherine#The bowling outing]]</ref> revealed that Chris and Barb '''had''' an inheritance from Bob worth "tens of thousands of dollars". However, Barb spent all of it on hiring Rob Bell to defend herself (...and Chris) from legal charges incurred after [[28 October 2011|the two of them hit Michael Snyder with a car]]. It should be noted that a state-provided attorney would have been free and yielded the same result (pleading guilty), for the case was so cut-and-dry that even a lawyer of Bell's caliber had no chance of winning it.

In November 2014, Chris revealed to Renee that Barb was borrowing money from his life insurance.<ref>[[Open Relationship E-mails#Barb is borrowing from Chris's life insurance]]</ref>

Although [[Null_DMs#Chris_takes_money_from_Barb|in a Kiwi Farms post]], in the wake of the bombshell that [[Affair with Mother|Chris had been in a sexual relationship with Barb]], [[Null]] revealed that Chris nonchalantly stated in their final conversation with each other that ''he'' had control of her bank account by then (which allowed him to swipe $750). That said, it's unknown whether or not Barb actually used to exploit his finances before the roles eventually switched at some point (not to mention, if so, ''when'').

===Bank lawsuits against Barb===
In 2016, two banks, Discovery and Capital One, sued Barb for not paying '''over $20,000 total''' in debts, leaving the Chandlers ''even further'' in financial turmoil.

Barb herself appeared in multiple videos in 2016-17, trying to [[Chris and manipulation|scam people]] into donating to her.

*[[Donations Required, Serious. Please help]]
*[[Donations Requested, Please]]
*[[Donations Further Requested, Please]]
*[[EMERGENCY HOME UPDATE]]

In the first two videos, Barb claimed not to have enough money for asthma medication, and in the third, she claimed to need money for dental work.

If Barb actually needed money for an emergency, she could simply have instructed Chris to sell some of their possessions. In the videos, Chris's toys and Barb's hoard are clearly visible behind them.

==Debt==
{{main|Debt}}
==Subscription services==
Chris has been subscribed to various services over the years. These include Clip Studio,<ref>[[May 2020 social media posts#Chris gets an iPad]]</ref> Crystal Council,<ref>[[April 2021 social media posts#Crystal Council]]</ref> Disney+,<ref>[[The Place chats (December 2019)#Priorities]]</ref><ref>[[The Place chats (December 2020)#The Avatar State]]</ref> HBO Max,<ref>[[The Place chats (February 2021)#Vaughn, HBO Max, and Sockness]]</ref> [[Patreon]], and Tokyo Treat.<ref>[[October 2017 tweets#Tokyo Treat]]</ref><ref>[[May 2019 social media posts#Chris Spends More Money]]</ref><ref>[[May 2020 social media posts#Tentacle grape]]</ref>

==Money-Making Schemes==
===Wheeling and Dealing===
Also known as {{w|return fraud}}. In 2010, Chris described buying video games from one store for a lower cost, then exchanging them for a higher amount of store credit at another store.<ref>[[Jackie E-mails 15]]</ref>

===Lottery===
Chris considers the lottery to be ''an investment'', and not a form of gambling in reality. In September 2010, he told Jackie the following:<ref name=J12/>

{{quotebox|I invest $4 weekly between Win For Life and Mega Millions; two plays each.}}

Cash4Life and Mega Millions currently costs $2 per play (as of 29 March 2021),<ref>[https://web.archive.org/web/20210329061252/https://www.valottery.com/data/draw-games/megamillions Mega Millions] and [https://web.archive.org/web/20210329061444/https://www.valottery.com/data/draw-games/cash4life Win For Life] descriptions on the official site of Virginia Lottery, accessed 29 March 2021.</ref> meaning that if Chris stopped playing the lottery, he would save around $416 per year.

===Craigslist===
[[File:Chris chan bmw.jpg|thumb|right|The Craigslist ad.]]
{{main|Craigslist}}
In late [[October 2011]], Chris posted a Craigslist ad for a 12-year-old 32" CRT television and expected a non-negotiable $250 for it;<ref>[[Craigslist#Television]]</ref> in reality, this is about the price of a new flatscreen HDTV of that size, and he would be lucky to get a tenth of his asking price.

Chris placed two cars for sale on Craigslist in September 2014. One was a dilapidated, rusty 1997 Cadillac with a cracked engine block that hadn't run in over a year. Despite having a market value (as scrap) of approximately $150, Chris demanded $5,000 for the automobile, insisting that the cracked engine block made the car a great [[Chris and reality|"fixer upper."]] Chris also placed his mother's BMW z3 for sale. The 1999 BMW z3 is currently listed on the Roanoke Craigslist for $10,000 OBO. Kelley Blue Book estimates the car with 70,000 miles and in a fair condition is worth $4,318. Chris describes the car as "Mint condition Z3 model. Like a go-cart with rocket power. Seriously fun to drive 5 speed and pure joy with the top down. Color is jet black."

===Pawn shops===
{{main|List of Chris's video games#Chris (barely) lets go}}

Chris occasionally visits pawn shops or similar businesses, among them Snooky's Pawn Shop, [[GameStop]] and Plan 9 Music, to sell his old toys and video games so that he can afford new ones.

===eBay===
{{main|eBay}}
Chris has long used eBay to sell bits of his toy hoard. He doesn’t put much effort into researching prices, and often lists items at vastly inflated prices. In August 2016, he listed a used VHS of ''Aladdin'' with a 'Buy it Now' price of '''$3,000'''. There were no (legitimate) takers, probably because one can buy the same edition on Amazon for ''one penny'' (plus shipping, but still).

In June 2019, Chris’s account [[EBay#Suspension_of_Chris's_eBay|was restricted]], and all of the active listings were removed. Two reasons for the restriction against Chris are possible: either his seller approval rating was abysmal (84.7% on 21 June 2019),<ref>[https://web.archive.org/web/20190621113537/https://feedback.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewFeedback2&userid=pristinechristine1982&ftab=AllFeedback&myworld=true&rt=nc Wayback Machine’s snapshot] of pristinechristine1982’s eBay feedback, archived and accessed 21 June 2019.</ref> or that his PayPal account was in the red.

===CWCville Shopping===
{{main|Chris and business}}
From 2014-2016, Chris sold custom arts and crafts, finally monetizing Sonichu, through [[eBay]], [[Etsy]] and [[Lulu]], before losing his business due to [[PS4|stress]].

===Kickstarter===
{{main|Kickstarter}}
On 23 September 2014, Chris opened a Kickstarter project, asking for $5,000 to build the CWCville shopping mall out of LEGO. At the end of the campaign, Chris raised just $150 from 27 backers, causing the campaign to fail and Chris never seeing the money.

===YouTube monetization===
Chris has monetized most of the videos which appear on his YouTube channel, as another way of [[Etsy|profiting]] from his internet infamy. As further proof of Chris's entitlement issues, [[CatKnight Interview|Arthur Spatchcock]] discovered that at one point around [[March 2016]], Chris received $80 and was "pissed" that he hadn't gotten more.<ref>https://archive.md/pJZj4</ref>

{{quotebox|This is going to become a pattern. Chris is going to do one of his 'Let's Plays' followed by an e-begging video and then polish it off by purchasing some dumb thing he doesn't need in excess of fifty bucks. He knows how this system works and it's the greatest amount of payoff with the least amount of work; the first time when Chris played Destiny he made 80$ from Youtube(And was surprisingly pissed it was that small, fuck that, I want eighty bucks from Youtube). Then he makes a video whining about how he needs more money and lo and behold, he gets even more~! If anything people are contributing to his float and that convinces him he can get away with being frivolous that much more. }}

Social Blade estimates that as of 12 December 2019, Chris could earn between $245 and $3,900 per year,<ref>[https://web.archive.org/web/20191212192942/https://socialblade.com/youtube/user/cwcvilleguardian Social Blade]</ref> but there are many factors, such as Content ID claims, that make it very difficult to estimate the true value of any YouTube channel.

===Let’s Plays===
In [[March 2016]], [[CatKnight Interview|Arthur Spatchcock]] introduced Chris to the idea of doing Let's Plays to boost his online activity and help him gain some money through YouTube's monetization program<ref>https://archive.md/e0D8M</ref><ref>https://archive.md/pJZj4</ref>. The plan fell apart after Let's Plays of ''[[CWC's Destiny start|Destiny]]'' and ''[[Live Game Stream - Uncharted|Uncharted]]'', since by that point, Chris was [[Chris and Health|too lazy]] to play video games for money, and he simply wanted to [[Financhu Crisis|beg from his audience]] instead.

===YouTube Support button===
On 23 May 2016, Chris [[Live Game Stream - Uncharted|announced]] the debut of a Support button on his YouTube channel to replace the Etsy donation listing (which was forcibly removed due to it violating Etsy's TOS). He apparently got this idea from [[William Elliott Waterman]].<ref>[[https://archive.md/2ksJJ]]</ref>

===Paypal.me===
Announced on 11 [[May 2017]].

{{quotebox|Cwcville Shopping I am the original creator of Sonichu and Rosechu, with more than eleven comic books worth of content under my helm. Please donate to help me quell my financial problems that quell my creativity. Ruckersville, VA}}

===Prostitution===
On 19 June 2016, aka Father’s Day, Chris decided to become [[Women Only Need Apply - No STD's|a prostitute]].

He has yet to receive any takers.

===Begging===
{{main|Financhu Crisis}}
[[File:Please, Donate (720p).mp400001.png|thumb|Chris, proving he has zero self-awareness]]
One of the earliest instances of Chris e-begging for money was in [[9 December 2009|December of 2009]]. Chris exhorted his alleged European [[Trolls|fanbase]] to donate €1,000 in order to remove troll ads from the CWCipedia.

In 2014, after his house [[Destruction Of Chris's House|caught fire]], Chris again resorted to e-begging for money, placing extra emphasis on ''"My mother and I really need the money,"'' despite dropping more than '''$5,000''' on expensive [[Lego]] sets to feed his worsening addiction. One would think that Chris would have wised up to the fact that his wanton spending and lack of gainful employment are contributing to his woes, but one glance at his [[May 2014 Facebook Posts]] could easily tell you that he's seeing his situation as an avenue to get stuff from people, the most ridiculous of which being a "$300 Sea Cow" on his wish list, which would not benefit anybody but himself in the slightest.

In 2016, Chris's e-begging drastically increased, as a result of the Chandlers' stubborn refusal to live within their means. That year saw Chris spend over $1,000 on toys, while both Chris and Barb had court cases resolved which penalized them with steep costs. In addition, Barb joined in to the begging, appearing in three videos so far.<ref>[[Donations Required, Serious. Please help]]</ref><ref>[[Donations Requested, Please]]</ref><ref>[[Donations Further Requested, Please]]</ref>

He asked for donations, or at least mentioned them, in many of the posts and videos he made in 2015 through 2016. At first, this was supposedly to fund his production of Sonichu merchandise, but he later shifted to saying that he and Barb needed help with paying the bills and buying groceries. While it's entirely possible that Chris was simply lying to get more money for [[Lego|useless]] [[Video games|crap]], this indicates that the financial hardships, which [[White knights|many]] [[Trolls|people]] have warned him about, have finally arrived. Only time will tell how his financial situation ultimately plays out, but given his attitude and inaction, the future definitely doesn't seem bright.

=== Theft ===
[[File:BoA alert 1 Aug 2021.png|thumb|Null posts a screenshot of Chris's bank notifying him he has $1.03 left in his account.]]

Chris has a history of indulging in five-finger discounts that he attempts to keep secret from prying eyes. As far back as 2009, if not before, Chris would steal increasingly larger sums of money from his mother's purse for personal use, and use both of his parents' credit cards to finance his gaming addiction as revealed by the [[Ivy Q&A]]. Despite Chris insisting that this behaviour was 'in the past', he would engage in it with apparent reckless abandon regardless, stopping only when forced to after Barb discovered just how much he had purloined. Years later, Chris would rob his mother again - [[Affair with Mother|in much darker and far more damning circumstances]].

On 30 [[July 2021]], after Chris was served an [[Emergency Protective Order]] temporarily forbidding him from his home, he stole $750 from Barb's bank account. Some of this money was spent immediately - Chris' bank account was 200 dollars in debt. Much of what remained was spent on lodging in [[Regency Inn Richmond]], and the leftover money was swiftly spent on what can be assumed to be assorted frivolities and food. ''Two days'' after this money was withdrawn, [[Null]] - who at that point could still view the emails from Chris's bank - posted an image of a low balance notice from Chris's Bank of America account on the [[Kiwi Farms]], confirming that Chris had $1.03 remaining in his account.

In a letter he relayed to Null a couple of months later, he claims to have sent his $150 Patreon payout back to Barb, as compensation for stealing the money.<ref>[[Jail Letter - 19 September 2021]]</ref>

This is predictably a [[lie]] since not only did Chris's Patreon get shut down very quickly after the leaks were made, but even if it wasn't, Chris would be forced to wait until the next Monday due to their pay-out waiting period of 1-3 business days (something that Chris himself acknowledges in the same letter).

==In the comic==

[[File:Cwccash.jpg|thumb|250px|[[CWCville]] currency.]]

{{quote| What the? What the fuck is a C-quarter? What the fuck is a W-quarter? [[Chris and writing|Nobody explained any of this to me!]]|Brendaniel upon discovering CWCville's weird currency <ref>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECqdrsvDobY&list=PLpNAl5zLZSMUI3klvTpy2Xdqa7B9bim3h&index=36</ref>}}

In [[Sonichu (comic)|the ''Sonichu'' comics]], it is clear Chris has no idea how money works. [[Sonichu (character)|Sonichu]], [[Rosechu]], [[Patti-Chan]], and most likely all of the other characters live off welfare, just like Chris in real life. He seems to have no concept of tax, or that it's the [[United States of America|American]] populace who pay for his [[Kimmi|bullshit]]. Sonichu and Rosechu are living in a two-story house with an attic offered by the city and they are [[Mailbag 21#Home economics|"paid" in average]] of US$3,500 a month just to hang around. And maybe for the occasional [[Sonichu 9|city defense]] or [[A Sonichu Day|errand]].<ref>[[Mailbag 21#Home economics]]</ref>

While legislating as mayor of [[CWCville]], he equated 10 years in prison to a US$1,500 fine.<ref>[[Chris Chan Q&A 27 October 2008]]</ref> He also equated fifty hours of {{w|community service}} to $500 (for any [[sex]]ual violations).<ref>[[Mailbag_31#Magi-Chan_knows_when_you_fuck]]</ref>

In [[Sonichu_9#Episode_19:_Date_Ed_.28Even_Though_the_Idea_Sounds_Dated.29|Episode 19]], it's shown that CWCVille actually issues its own currency, in the form of C-Quarters and W-Quarters. Ten C-Quarters make up a W-Quarter - don't bother asking how that makes sense in any way, considering [[honor roll|what the word "quarter" means]]. (Our best guess: C-Quarters = US$0.25, W-Quarters = US$2.50) Nor does it explain why fines are levied in U.S. dollars: perhaps to bolster the dictatorship's foreign currency reserves, ''à la'' {{w|North Korea}}.

This makes even less sense considering [[CWCVille]] is part of the [[United States]]. States, let alone cities, cannot print their own money, despite holding considerable power over their own affairs. The Constitution expressly forbids anyone else other than the federal government from issuing currency. However, it has been somewhat common for companies, communities and local governments to issue localized currency known as 'scrip', a depression era practice still seen from time to time. [[Chris]] being Chris, and likely reading [[Goosebumps]] instead of paying attention in class likely is wholly unaware of this information.

On the [[CWCipedia]] article on Sonichu, Chris wrote that [[Rosechu]] is usually the one who cooks for her family, but when Sonichu cooks for his wife and [[Sonichu and Rosechu's children|kids]] he "will go as HIGH in portions as a Banquet", even though he only cooks for five individuals.<ref name=>[[CWCipedia]] on [http://archive.sonichu.com/cwcipedia/index.php?title=Sonichu#Married Life and Children Sonichu]</ref> This suggest that Sonichu is just as frivolous with money as his father.

===Soup hotels===

Chris shows us his complete misunderstanding of the stress his ideas would put on the American {{w|Social Security (United States)|Social Security}} system if he was left in charge of it in a text called "[[A Sonichu and Rosechu Christmas Story]]." This is where the idea of "Soup Hotels" came from.

{{quote|Even the homeless have a place to stay in the ten Soup Kitchens/Hotels.|Chris with a very bad idea.}}

Chris depicts "Soup Hotels" as buildings ten stories tall with between ten and twenty rooms per floor, equipped with single bathrooms, beds, lighting and cable television.<ref>[[Mailbag 20#This still implies that CWCville has a massive homeless problem]]</ref> Of course, the homeless stay there for free. So, instead of building homeless shelters with dormitories, common rooms, and shared TV sets, Chris thinks the homeless should be treated to all the comforts of a ''bona fide'' hotel. This means that, in [[CWCville]], there are around 1,500 homeless people left outside. This might be the result of the local industry, choked by heavy taxes needed to pay those social expenses, being unable to make a profit there and thus moving away.

In [[Sonichu 10|''Sonichu'' #10]], [[Ultra Sonichu]] and a bevy of [[Rosechu (species)|Rosechus]] stop at a soup hotel. The building is labeled Soup Hotel 17, implying that [[CWCville]] has had to open at least seven new homeless shelters in the span of a month, or they're just bad at numbering the things. Or more tellingly, that the economy of CWCville is crashing to the ground, fast.

==In other works==
[[File:Kiwi Farms silver coin photo.jpg|thumb|200px|In 2021, Chris was placed ''on'' money, in the form of [[Kiwi Farms silver coin|a non-legal tender commemorative silver coin]] minted for the [[Kiwi Farms]], and featuring Chris's likeness for a 2021 merch run. These coins received additional attention following Chris's [[Affair with Mother|legal troubles]] that same year.]]
In [[Mumble 6]], Chris discussed making a TV show called ''The Chris Chandler Show''. One of his demands was the show should not have any commercial breaks, either showing a distinct lack of understanding as to how a TV station makes money, or perhaps he plans to sell the advertising fees to a single company so that they can play a long ad in the beginning of the air time and leave the rest of the show uninterrupted, ''à-la'' the season premieres of {{w|24 (TV Series)|''24''}}. We cannot know for sure, but he has probably seen at least one show that has done this, and gathered the idea from there.

In [[Mailbag 29#In which Chris loses his mind|Mailbag 29]] he stated that $10 an hour is a reasonable price to pay for sex with a prostitute. To show his further ignorance of simple economics, Chris proposed a chain of state-run brothels where this shockingly inexpensive fee would not only pay women for sex, pay the salary of a pimp, pay for STD testing for the prostitutes, but would also pay for free [[Dating education|Sex Ed classes]] for [[virgin]]s.

In real life, according to Chris, he tried to scam his way out of paying for sex with a Craigslist [[Chris and sex#Prostitution|prostitute]] who was charging $100 per hour by telling her about the trolls, his life story, and his many personal problems. He said the prostitute then hung up on him.

Chris also proves us that, in the possibility of being part of a family, he wouldn't be the main purveyor. In the [[PlayingHouse]] video, his [[sweetheart]] of [[Jackie|the moment]] is portrayed as a successful journalist with high ambitions while he's a [[14 Branchland Court|stay at home]] Dad. Even then, he portrays himself doing "hard work" like [[DIRTY, CRAPPED BRIEFS|changing diapers]] and watching over the kids. In this last role, he's so incompetent that he needs to recruit his [[Crystal|preschool daughter]] to watch over [[Reginald Chandler|his son]] while he's shopping. This is paralleled by his real life situation - with [[Bob]] gone, one would assume that he'd be the "man of the house" and assume some responsibility for once. Unfortunately, as evidenced by his [[This is how the Trial went|admission in court,]] Barb is still pulling his ass out of any such concept by paying his court fees. Keep in mind that, by extension, Chris is being minded by an ailing woman's retirement money which was used to bail him out of a mess that ''he'' started, while he wastes his own money on meaningless frivolities.

==Post-Jail==
On 27 [[March 2023]], Chris would be released from jail by "[[Jail Saga#Bonded out or Released by court order|court order]]". In the months that followed, he would be [[Post-jail sightings (2023)|spotted]] numerous times in [[Mal-Wart|Wal-mart]] and various other stores purchasing frivolous items. Money obviously had to come from somewhere if he was able to purchase [[Chris and nutrition|junk food]], crystals, a [[Nintendo|Nintendo Switch]], and even another car.

There was speculation as to how Chris had the money to begin with.
*The group home Chris resided at may have given him an allowance for necessities.
*Money could have come from [[Praetor]]'s sales.
*If the tugboat was suspended, Chris may have reactivated it upon release, albeit with some help on account of his laziness.
*If the tugboat was not suspended, it may have accumulated during Chris's stay in jail, which could explain how he could afford expensive purchases such as gaming consoles and a car.

Either way, it seems Chris has not changed and continues his poor money management as he did before the arrest. It will only be a matter of time before he spends all his money and will resort to begging again.

==Conclusion==
Given Chris's longtime, carefree abandon when it comes to his spending habits, many are actually concerned as to what will happen to Chris when Barb passes on and he has to fend for himself. A past conversation with [[Clyde Cash]] revealed that he doesn't even know the basic expenses that go into running a household,<ref>[[Mumble_4]]</ref> and his plan of [[PlayingHouse|marrying a sweetheart to dump all of the financial responsibilities on her]] would have [[Sweetheart#Will Chris ever have a Sweetheart?|never worked to begin with]].

Long story short, if Chris doesn't start saving for his future now, he won't have one to look forward to. And he'll have nobody to blame but himself. ''(Not that he won't try, of course.)''

==See also==
*[[Chris and business]]
*[[Chris and work]]
*[[COVID-19]]
*[[Financhu Crisis]]
*[[Lego]]
*[[Monthly tugboat]]

== References ==
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Crime

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Beer

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Stress sigh

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Frank41jeff: Def think this belongs here.

{{quote|Stop sighing so much.|[[Father Call|Kacey's father]]}}

[[Image:48-Mimmbo Bo Boruto Card.jpg|thumb|170px|[[Stress]] makes you sigh a lot, apparently.]]
The '''stress sigh''' is [[Chris]]'s usual reaction to [[stress]]. Initially an unconscious coping mechanism, Chris has made habit of directing attention to it in an effort to gain sympathy. Chris has used it in conversation to discourage further unwanted scrutiny, or to express disapproval at having his desires deferred. The places where Chris would sigh while speaking in person are noted in all of his written communication with "*sigh*."

The term "stress sigh" is presumed to originate from [[PVCC (message board)|PVCC]], due to the strong connection in Chris between sighing and stress. Chris refers to the stress sigh as only a "sigh," suggesting that to him the link between sighing and stress is implicit.{{clear}}

==The anti-sigh==
Chris makes a comparable noise, a short, chirpy "hmph," to express contentment and self-satisfaction, usually of a smug variety.{{clear}}

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Jail Letter - 16 November 2021

2021-11-30T18:38:58Z

Frank41jeff:

On 16 [[November 2021]], Chris sent '''the 4th letter''' to [[Kenneth Englehardt]].<ref>https://www.onionfarms.com/threads/cwc-4th-letter-to-kengle-onionfarms-full-contents.1986/</ref>

==Chris's Response==
{{EnvelopeFront
| sender = Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu
| address1 = c/o CVRJ 13021 James Madison Hwy
| county = Orange, VA
| zip = 22960-2807
| date = 17 November '21
| centerleft = [[File:JailLetter2NewCWCCross.jpeg|150px|center]]
| center = Kenneth Engelhardt.
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{{quotebox|① Hey, Kenneth.

I have not heard from you in a while, so I thought I'd write to you once again. I am certain you've been keeping yourself very well and safe. Are you enjoying the indirect popularity from Kiwi Farms, as well as the direct increase on your Onion Farms?

Also, I and my Body have read some of the Qur'an, including all of chapter 19, as you've recommended. I do appreciate your earlier hierarchy/spirituality level comparisons between Judaism, Muslim, and Christianity. Rest assured, my personal updates on Christianity to Neo Spiritual Christianity in the near future after my Second Coming shall offer even Higher Levels of Spirituality and even freedom.

Anyway, the Qur’an is literally all over the place; Not to offend nor make jest, but there’s only Some new insights and takes Heavily from the Bible. The Qur’an is to the Bible as Family Guy is to the Simpsons. And with the Fact that Allah is actually a God manifested from a piece of my mother, Emanuel, the Mulslims Have been indirectly praying to Her through Allah. The Muslims would actually do better to be More Open-Minded to and for the other Religions, including Christianity, as well as Greater Spirituality, so they are Not Blinding Themselves from the Greater Truths and Insights. I had spoken with Allah, and he was Greatly Concerned over his followers in Islam, as they are so heavily strict, defensive, violent, and closed off from other inputs. But, I digress. →}}

{{quotebox|I also ended up getting a second Prayer Rug to keep on my bed for Sleeping on. Feels nice in the material as the first, and I have Personally Blessed it as well. Have you slept on a Prayer Bed Rug, Kenneth? I recommend it for spiritual boosting.
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Now, the reason for this letter: I have received a list of ten questions from a Faker who did not hide the fact in the sur-name they used, of general nature about my jail experiences. I would like you to post this Q&A on the Onion on my behalf, please, Kenneth.
And just an acknowledging fourth wall break to all reading this online: To all Haters, Fakers, and Toxics out of the Minority, I am afraid I'll have to disappoint you all, since while my Body has had Few emotional breakdowns, and a LOT of you in your Distant Alternate Universe Fan-Fictions that see me in Low-Functioning, over 250 Pound Weight, and Abysmial Ability to Adapt, I, Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, writing this on November 16, 2021, have Actually Adjusted Well, maintain Higher Functioning Mentality, Emotions, and Spirituality, and my weight had dropped to 203 pounds, which is actually appropriate to my Human Form's Five Foot, Eleven Inch Height.

Laugh, Scoff, or Jest as thou May and likely Will, but Know that in this, while my answers remain hand over heart honest and direct, I am Trolling You ALL Back in this as well.

[[Laughs Under Lucricities|L U L Z ]]

Also, you May or May Not read about it in my published →②
Goddess Log Book After my Second Coming, IF you are not Left Behind.}}
{{quotebox|② That being stated, here are 10 Q&As in response to a Faking “Joe Mama”.

1. What does your daily life (in jail) consist of? Do you have a schedule? What do they have you do on a daily basis? Any chores or jobs?

As stated before: I meditate innately, as well as consciously, for the majority and whole of my Body’s time in jail. I leave my body to work with the superheroes, OP Individuals, and my fellow Gods and Goddesses, and Sonichus and Rosechus, on the Event works and Damage Control and Damage Prevention for the Benefit of the Majority who will shift to 1C-211987 Earth. On that, EVERYTHING Not Drawn, written, or Thought by I and/or my Body are Absolutely Not Canon or Effective upon ALL Universes within this timeline, including This 1218 Earht, ALL of universe 1C-211987 (formerly C-197) AND Equestria (G5MLP is not Canon AT ALL in this timeline), and so forth, as of the date of August 1, 2021.

Other than that: some drawing from time to time, lots of writing, I have read a few books from the Jail’s Library, and over time lots of Solitaire Gameplay on the Prayer Rug on the floor, and more recently, music from the Radio. The only scheduled details are too Early Breakfest, Brunch, and tea time supper, as well as a Daily Shower with Bob Barker Soap or Irish Spring Soap, water washcloth and Shampoo and towel, I also Brush my Teeth with Colgate Toothpaste And every other day apply Lady’s Speed deodorant.
No Chores or Jobs.}}

{{quotebox|2. Have you made any friends/ What are they like, and what have you learned from them?

I am not allowed to associate much with the other inmates, and I've made allies out of most of the police and medical staff. I have learned what I needed to for my consciousness from them in confirmation of the proceeding events.

3. How is the food and cell? What kind of food do they give you? Is it good? Have they assigned you to help in the kitchen at all? What is your jail cell like? Is it comfortable? Do they give you a pillow and blanket? Do you have a cellmate? Are they pretty cool?

Mostly good, but the boneless chicken breast is dry, and the meatballs from a banquet TV dinner are better than the meatballs, here. Typical foods (including vegetables) like you’d find in a TV dinner. Mostly good (not write-home-about-it quality, but good). No estoy en la cocina. My cell is roomy enough and long with the standard bidet and toilet and mattress with enclosed pillow. The cell is comfortable enough; got cold, so I got and wear two thermal tops, two long Jhons, and two pairs of socks. Not Joey Tribani; stocky that one episode of “Friends”, but I am warm. The pillow’s in the mattress; they give me two bed sheets and a thick enough blanket in wool, I believe. No inmate cellmate, but I am never alone since I have Magi-Chan and the others, my ally highest level, rank, and trained psychic and ghost Pokemon, including some from the Sonichu and Rosechu Psychic Squad, and a large number of angels from the Heaven realm, as well as well over ten million good and neutral spirits, sould, and entities in my body’s conduit...}}

{{quotebox|③ Sub-Dimension to house them all in.

4. How clean are you keeping? Do they require you to shower daily?

VERY Clean, and I am Encouraged to yes (see Question 1)

5. Have you been in trouble while in jail? Have they put you in solitary confinement or something? If so, what did you do to get in trouble, and what was your punishment?

Once, and the Details have been written in my Goddess Log Pages. In short: I tried to enlighten the stage by hilighting a Portal. You will have to Wait for the Book Publishing to read more on that ;)

6. What do they let you do in your free time? Do you listen to the radio or watch TV?

See Question One, but Whatever I like and can do with my local resources. I have an AM/FM jWIN radio; no TV.

7. How is funding there? Do they provide you with basic needs, clothing and the like? How do you make money to buy paper and pens for these letter you’re writing?

Staff do Not provide funding. Yes, the Basics, and some Paper upon request, as well as pens. I get Money from the KIND Donations from my Good and Genuine Majority of Followers and Viewers Like You. Thank You ^_^}}

{{quotebox|8. Why are you in jail? Are you aware that what you did was wrong?

I am in jail, because Bella Failed her Divine Test with the “Leak” she ended up altering and NULL failed and betrayed me when he blabbed and snitched the Transfer of Funds for my Hotel Room, which I HAVE Paid Back in Full. AND, the Divine Test on The Common Online Public, including you all; Enough Have FAILED to disregard the Rumors and the temptation of Drama that ALL of you get punished now with my online Absence. You all blew it.

And I’ve Soul Bonded, Cuddled, and Supportively Talked in Healing the Aura and Chakras, and Absolving the “Sins” and Regrets of Barbara. Soul Bonding does not necessarily constitute sex. Had I Not healed her, she would be dead Late August. There is Nothing Wrong in this Divine Mission from my mother, Emanuel, that I have fulfilled Think Deep, Meditate, Reevaluate Your Choices, and REPENT, Haters and Fakers!

9. If you are found not guilty, what do you expect to happen next if you should get out of jail? What about if you’re found guilty?

Not Guilty, I Know ALL will resume well and good, period. If found Guilty and not allowed to return Home; Premature APOCALYPSE FOR EVERYONE.
Seriously, Not Good At All. →}}

{{quotebox|④ 10. How do you feel about your case and lawyer? Are you confident in his ability to defend you in court?

Heilburg is very skilled and intelligent; I have great confidence and faith in his abilities, as well as greater Faith in the outcome. No Spoilers.

I shall see you all again online, once more, not long from now, and then ¡Adios! to the Minority Lot of you with Judgement Day. Her Holy Flames shall dissolve you. Remember.

Repent and Take Care in the meantime.
 Go Forth with that Clarity by my Power as God.

Sincerely,

Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart, and Lord, Messiah, Saivor, and God of All.}}

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{{References}}

{{FanChats}}

[[Category:Jail Letters]]

Jail Letter - 16 November 2021

2021-11-30T18:38:12Z

Frank41jeff:

On 16 [[November 2021]], Chris sent '''the 4th letter''' to [[Kenneth Englehardt]].<ref>https://www.onionfarms.com/threads/cwc-4th-letter-to-kengle-onionfarms-full-contents.1986/</ref>

==Chris's Response==
{{EnvelopeFront
| sender = Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu
| address1 = c/o CVRJ 13021 James Madison Hwy
| county = Orange, VA
| zip = 22960-2807
| date = 17 November '21
| centerleft = [[File:JailLetter2NewCWCCross.jpeg|150px|center]]
| center = Kenneth Engelhardt.
}}
{{quotebox|① Hey, Kenneth.

I have not heard from you in a while, so I thought I'd write to you once again. I am certain you've been keeping yourself very well and safe. Are you enjoying the indirect popularity from Kiwi Farms, as well as the direct increase on your Onion Farms?

Also, I and my Body have read some of the Qur'an, including all of chapter 19, as you've recommended. I do appreciate your earlier hierarchy/spirituality level comparisons between Judaism, Muslim, and Christianity. Rest assured, my personal updates on Christianity to Neo Spiritual Christianity in the near future after my Second Coming shall offer even Higher Levels of Spirituality and even freedom.

Anyway, the Qur’an is literally all over the place; Not to offend nor make jest, but there’s only Some new insights and takes Heavily from the Bible. The Qur’an is to the Bible as Family Guy is to the Simpsons. And with the Fact that Allah is actually a God manifested from a piece of my mother, Emanuel, the Mulslims Have been indirectly praying to Her through Allah. The Muslims would actually do better to be More Open-Minded to and for the other Religions, including Christianity, as well as Greater Spirituality, so they are Not Blinding Themselves from the Greater Truths and Insights. I had spoken with Allah, and he was Greatly Concerned over his followers in Islam, as they are so heavily strict, defensive, violent, and closed off from other inputs. But, I digress. →}}

{{quotebox|I also ended up getting a second Prayer Rug to keep on my bed for Sleeping on. Feels nice in the material as the first, and I have Personally Blessed it as well. Have you slept on a Prayer Bed Rug, Kenneth? I recommend it for spiritual boosting.
----
Now, the reason for this letter: I have received a list of ten questions from a Faker who did not hide the fact in the sur-name they used, of general nature about my jail experiences. I would like you to post this Q&A on the Onion on my behalf, please, Kenneth.
And just an acknowledging fourth wall break to all reading this online: To all Haters, Fakers, and Toxics out of the Minority, I am afraid I'll have to disappoint you all, since while my Body has had Few emotional breakdowns, and a LOT of you in your Distant Alternate Universe Fan-Fictions that see me in Low-Functioning, over 250 Pound Weight, and Abysmial Ability to Adapt, I, Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, writing this on November 16, 2021, have Actually Adjusted Well, maintain Higher Functioning Mentality, Emotions, and Spirituality, and my weight had dropped to 203 pounds, which is actually appropriate to my Human Form's Five Foot, Eleven Inch Height.

Laugh, Scoff, or Jest as thou May and likely Will, but Know that in this, while my answers remain hand over heart honest and direct, I am Trolling You ALL Back in this as well.

[[Laughs Under Lucricities|L U L Z ]]

Also, you May or May Not read about it in my published →②
Goddess Log Book After my Second Coming, IF you are not Left Behind.

}}
{{quotebox|② That being stated, here are 10 Q&As in response to a Faking “Joe Mama”.

1. What does your daily life (in jail) consist of? Do you have a schedule? What do they have you do on a daily basis? Any chores or jobs?
As stated before: I meditate innately, as well as consciously, for the majority and whole of my Body’s time in jail. I leave my body to work with the superheroes, OP Individuals, and my fellow Gods and Goddesses, and Sonichus and Rosechus, on the Event works and Damage Control and Damage Prevention for the Benefit of the Majority who will shift to 1C-211987 Earth. On that, EVERYTHING Not Drawn, written, or Thought by I and/or my Body are Absolutely Not Canon or Effective upon ALL Universes within this timeline, including This 1218 Earht, ALL of universe 1C-211987 (formerly C-197) AND Equestria (G5MLP is not Canon AT ALL in this timeline), and so forth, as of the date of August 1, 2021.

Other than that: some drawing from time to time, lots of writing, I have read a few books from the Jail’s Library, and over time lots of Solitaire Gameplay on the Prayer Rug on the floor, and more recently, music from the Radio. The only scheduled details are too Early Breakfest, Brunch, and tea time supper, as well as a Daily Shower with Bob Barker Soap or Irish Spring Soap, water washcloth and Shampoo and towel, I also Brush my Teeth with Colgate Toothpaste And every other day apply Lady’s Speed deodorant.
No Chores or Jobs.}}

{{quotebox|2. Have you made any friends/ What are they like, and what have you learned from them?

I am not allowed to associate much with the other inmates, and I've made allies out of most of the police and medical staff. I have learned what I needed to for my consciousness from them in confirmation of the proceeding events.

3. How is the food and cell? What kind of food do they give you? Is it good? Have they assigned you to help in the kitchen at all? What is your jail cell like? Is it comfortable? Do they give you a pillow and blanket? Do you have a cellmate? Are they pretty cool?

Mostly good, but the boneless chicken breast is dry, and the meatballs from a banquet TV dinner are better than the meatballs, here. Typical foods (including vegetables) like you’d find in a TV dinner. Mostly good (not write-home-about-it quality, but good). No estoy en la cocina. My cell is roomy enough and long with the standard bidet and toilet and mattress with enclosed pillow. The cell is comfortable enough; got cold, so I got and wear two thermal tops, two long Jhons, and two pairs of socks. Not Joey Tribani; stocky that one episode of “Friends”, but I am warm. The pillow’s in the mattress; they give me two bed sheets and a thick enough blanket in wool, I believe. No inmate cellmate, but I am never alone since I have Magi-Chan and the others, my ally highest level, rank, and trained psychic and ghost Pokemon, including some from the Sonichu and Rosechu Psychic Squad, and a large number of angels from the Heaven realm, as well as well over ten million good and neutral spirits, sould, and entities in my body’s conduit...}}

{{quotebox|③ Sub-Dimension to house them all in.

4. How clean are you keeping? Do they require you to shower daily?

VERY Clean, and I am Encouraged to yes (see Question 1)

5. Have you been in trouble while in jail? Have they put you in solitary confinement or something? If so, what did you do to get in trouble, and what was your punishment?

Once, and the Details have been written in my Goddess Log Pages. In short: I tried to enlighten the stage by hilighting a Portal. You will have to Wait for the Book Publishing to read more on that ;)

6. What do they let you do in your free time? Do you listen to the radio or watch TV?

See Question One, but Whatever I like and can do with my local resources. I have an AM/FM jWIN radio; no TV.

7. How is funding there? Do they provide you with basic needs, clothing and the like? How do you make money to buy paper and pens for these letter you’re writing?

Staff do Not provide funding. Yes, the Basics, and some Paper upon request, as well as pens. I get Money from the KIND Donations from my Good and Genuine Majority of Followers and Viewers Like You. Thank You ^_^}}

{{quotebox|8. Why are you in jail? Are you aware that what you did was wrong?

I am in jail, because Bella Failed her Divine Test with the “Leak” she ended up altering and NULL failed and betrayed me when he blabbed and snitched the Transfer of Funds for my Hotel Room, which I HAVE Paid Back in Full. AND, the Divine Test on The Common Online Public, including you all; Enough Have FAILED to disregard the Rumors and the temptation of Drama that ALL of you get punished now with my online Absence. You all blew it.

And I’ve Soul Bonded, Cuddled, and Supportively Talked in Healing the Aura and Chakras, and Absolving the “Sins” and Regrets of Barbara. Soul Bonding does not necessarily constitute sex. Had I Not healed her, she would be dead Late August. There is Nothing Wrong in this Divine Mission from my mother, Emanuel, that I have fulfilled Think Deep, Meditate, Reevaluate Your Choices, and REPENT, Haters and Fakers!

9. If you are found not guilty, what do you expect to happen next if you should get out of jail? What about if you’re found guilty?

Not Guilty, I Know ALL will resume well and good, period. If found Guilty and not allowed to return Home; Premature APOCALYPSE FOR EVERYONE.
Seriously, Not Good At All. →}}

{{quotebox|④ 10. How do you feel about your case and lawyer? Are you confident in his ability to defend you in court?

Heilburg is very skilled and intelligent; I have great confidence and faith in his abilities, as well as greater Faith in the outcome. No Spoilers.

I shall see you all again online, once more, not long from now, and then ¡Adios! to the Minority Lot of you with Judgement Day. Her Holy Flames shall dissolve you. Remember.

Repent and Take Care in the meantime.
 Go Forth with that Clarity by my Power as God.

Sincerely,

Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart, and Lord, Messiah, Saivor, and God of All.}}

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File:Kengle's 4th Letter page 1.jpg ‎
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{{References}}

{{FanChats}}

[[Category:Jail Letters]]

Jail Letter - 16 November 2021

2021-11-30T18:36:43Z

Frank41jeff:

On 16 [[November 2021]], Chris sent '''the 4th letter''' to [[Kenneth Englehardt]].<ref>https://www.onionfarms.com/threads/cwc-4th-letter-to-kengle-onionfarms-full-contents.1986/</ref>

==Chris's Response==
{{EnvelopeFront
| sender = Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu
| address1 = c/o CVRJ 13021 James Madison Hwy
| county = Orange, VA
| zip = 22960-2807
| date = 17 November '21
| centerleft = [[File:JailLetter2NewCWCCross.jpeg|150px|center]]
| center = Kenneth Engelhardt.
}}
{{quotebox|① Hey, Kenneth.

I have not heard from you in a while, so I thought I'd write to you once again. I am certain you've been keeping yourself very well and safe. Are you enjoying the indirect popularity from Kiwi Farms, as well as the direct increase on your Onion Farms?

Also, I and my Body have read some of the Qur'an, including all of chapter 19, as you've recommended. I do appreciate your earlier hierarchy/spirituality level comparisons between Judaism, Muslim, and Christianity. Rest assured, my personal updates on Christianity to Neo Spiritual Christianity in the near future after my Second Coming shall offer even Higher Levels of Spirituality and even freedom.

Anyway, the Qur’an is literally all over the place; Not to offend nor make jest, but there’s only Some new insights and takes Heavily from the Bible. The Qur’an is to the Bible as Family Guy is to the Simpsons. And with the Fact that Allah is actually a God manifested from a piece of my mother, Emanuel, the Mulslims Have been indirectly praying to Her through Allah. The Muslims would actually do better to be More Open-Minded to and for the other Religions, including Christianity, as well as Greater Spirituality, so they are Not Blinding Themselves from the Greater Truths and Insights. I had spoken with Allah, and he was Greatly Concerned over his followers in Islam, as they are so heavily strict, defensive, violent, and closed off from other inputs. But, I digress. →}}

{{quotebox|I also ended up getting a second Prayer Rug to keep on my bed for Sleeping on. Feels nice in the material as the first, and I have Personally Blessed it as well. Have you slept on a Prayer Bed Rug, Kenneth? I recommend it for spiritual boosting.
----
Now, the reason for this letter: I have received a list of ten questions from a Faker who did not hide the fact in the sur-name they used, of general nature about my jail experiences. I would like you to post this Q&A on the Onion on my behalf, please, Kenneth.
And just an acknowledging fourth wall break to all reading this online: To all Haters, Fakers, and Toxics out of the Minority, I am afraid I'll have to disappoint you all, since while my Body has had Few emotional breakdowns, and a LOT of you in your Distant Alternate Universe Fan-Fictions that see me in Low-Functioning, over 250 Pound Weight, and Abysmial Ability to Adapt, I, Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, writing this on November 16, 2021, have Actually Adjusted Well, maintain Higher Functioning Mentality, Emotions, and Spirituality, and my weight had dropped to 203 pounds, which is actually appropriate to my Human Form's Five Foot, Eleven Inch Height.

Laugh, Scoff, or Jest as thou May and likely Will, but Know that in this, while my answers remain hand over heart honest and direct, I am Trolling You ALL Back in this as well.

[[Laughs Under Lucricities|L U L Z ]]

}}
{{quotebox|② that being stated, here are 10 Q&A’s in response to a faking “Joe Mama”.

1. What does your daily life (in jail) consist of? Do you have a schedule? What do they have you do on a daily basis? Any chores or jobs?
As stated before: I meditate innately, as well as consciously, for the majority and whole of my Body’s time in jail. I leave my body to work with the superheroes, OP Individuals, and my fellow Gods and Goddesses, and Sonichus and Rosechus, on the Event works and Damage Control and Damage Prevention for the Benefit of the Majority who will shift to 1C-211987 Earth. On that, EVERYTHING Not Drawn, written, or Thought by I and/or my Body are Absolutely Not Canon or Effective upon ALL Universes within this timeline, including This 1218 Earht, ALL of universe 1C-211987 (formerly C-197) AND Equestria (G5MLP is not Canon AT ALL in this timeline), and so forth, as of the date of August 1, 2021.

Other than that: some drawing from time to time, lots of writing, I have read a few books from the Jail’s Library, and over time lots of Solitaire Gameplay on the Prayer Rug on the floor, and more recently, music from the Radio. The only scheduled details are too Early Breakfest, Brunch, and tea time supper, as well as a Daily Shower with Bob Barker Soap or Irish Spring Soap, water washcloth and Shampoo and towel, I also Brush my Teeth with Colgate Toothpaste And every other day apply Lady’s Speed deodorant.
No Chores or Jobs.}}

{{quotebox|2. Have you made any friends/ What are they like, and what have you learned from them?

I am not allowed to associate much with the other inmates, and I've made allies out of most of the police and medical staff. I have learned what I needed to for my consciousness from them in confirmation of the proceeding events.

3. How is the food and cell? What kind of food do they give you? Is it good? Have they assigned you to help in the kitchen at all? What is your jail cell like? Is it comfortable? Do they give you a pillow and blanket? Do you have a cellmate? Are they pretty cool?

Mostly good, but the boneless chicken breast is dry, and the meatballs from a banquet TV dinner are better than the meatballs, here. Typical foods (including vegetables) like you’d find in a TV dinner. Mostly good (not write-home-about-it quality, but good). No estoy en la cocina. My cell is roomy enough and long with the standard bidet and toilet and mattress with enclosed pillow. The cell is comfortable enough; got cold, so I got and wear two thermal tops, two long Jhons, and two pairs of socks. Not Joey Tribani; stocky that one episode of “Friends”, but I am warm. The pillow’s in the mattress; they give me two bed sheets and a thick enough blanket in wool, I believe. No inmate cellmate, but I am never alone since I have Magi-Chan and the others, my ally highest level, rank, and trained psychic and ghost Pokemon, including some from the Sonichu and Rosechu Psychic Squad, and a large number of angels from the Heaven realm, as well as well over ten million good and neutral spirits, sould, and entities in my body’s conduit...}}

{{quotebox|③ Sub-Dimension to house them all in.

4. How clean are you keeping? Do they require you to shower daily?

VERY Clean, and I am Encouraged to yes (see Question 1)

5. Have you been in trouble while in jail? Have they put you in solitary confinement or something? If so, what did you do to get in trouble, and what was your punishment?

Once, and the Details have been written in my Goddess Log Pages. In short: I tried to enlighten the stage by hilighting a Portal. You will have to Wait for the Book Publishing to read more on that ;)

6. What do they let you do in your free time? Do you listen to the radio or watch TV?

See Question One, but Whatever I like and can do with my local resources. I have an AM/FM jWIN radio; no TV.

7. How is funding there? Do they provide you with basic needs, clothing and the like? How do you make money to buy paper and pens for these letter you’re writing?

Staff do Not provide funding. Yes, the Basics, and some Paper upon request, as well as pens. I get Money from the KIND Donations from my Good and Genuine Majority of Followers and Viewers Like You. Thank You ^_^}}

{{quotebox|8. Why are you in jail? Are you aware that what you did was wrong?

I am in jail, because Bella Failed her Divine Test with the “Leak” she ended up altering and NULL failed and betrayed me when he blabbed and snitched the Transfer of Funds for my Hotel Room, which I HAVE Paid Back in Full. AND, the Divine Test on The Common Online Public, including you all; Enough Have FAILED to disregard the Rumors and the temptation of Drama that ALL of you get punished now with my online Absence. You all blew it.

And I’ve Soul Bonded, Cuddled, and Supportively Talked in Healing the Aura and Chakras, and Absolving the “Sins” and Regrets of Barbara. Soul Bonding does not necessarily constitute sex. Had I Not healed her, she would be dead Late August. There is Nothing Wrong in this Divine Mission from my mother, Emanuel, that I have fulfilled Think Deep, Meditate, Reevaluate Your Choices, and REPENT, Haters and Fakers!

9. If you are found not guilty, what do you expect to happen next if you should get out of jail? What about if you’re found guilty?

Not Guilty, I Know ALL will resume well and good, period. If found Guilty and not allowed to return Home; Premature APOCALYPSE FOR EVERYONE.
Seriously, Not Good At All. →}}

{{quotebox|④ 10. How do you feel about your case and lawyer? Are you confident in his ability to defend you in court?

Heilburg is very skilled and intelligent; I have great confidence and faith in his abilities, as well as greater Faith in the outcome. No Spoilers.

I shall see you all again online, once more, not long from now, and then ¡Adios! to the Minority Lot of you with Judgement Day. Her Holy Flames shall dissolve you. Remember.

Repent and Take Care in the meantime.
 Go Forth with that Clarity by my Power as God.

Sincerely,

Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart, and Lord, Messiah, Saivor, and God of All.}}

==Gallery==
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File:Envelope for Kengle's 4th letter.jpg ‎
File:Envelope for Kengle's 4th letter other side.jpg ‎
File:Kengle's 4th Letter page 1.jpg ‎
File:Kengle's 4th Letter page 2.jpg ‎
File:Kengle's 4th Letter page 3.jpg ‎
File:Kengle's 4th Letter page 4.jpg ‎
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</gallery>
</center>
{{References}}

{{FanChats}}

[[Category:Jail Letters]]

Jail Letter - 16 November 2021

2021-11-30T17:18:00Z

Frank41jeff:

On 16 [[November 2021]], Chris sent '''the 4th letter''' to [[Kenneth Englehardt]].<ref>https://www.onionfarms.com/threads/cwc-4th-letter-to-kengle-onionfarms-full-contents.1986/</ref>

==Chris's Response==
{{EnvelopeFront}}
{{quotebox|① Hey, Kenneth.

I have not heard from you in a while, so I thought I'd write to you once again. I am certain you've been keeping yourself very well and safe. Are you enjoying the indirect popularity from Kiwi Farms, as well as the direct increase on your Onion Farms?

Also, I and my Body have read some of the Qur'an, including all of chapter 19, as you've recommended. I do appreciate your earlier hierarchy/spirituality level comparisons between Judaism, Muslim, and Christianity. Rest assured, my personal updates on Christianity to Neo Spiritual Christianity in the near future after my Second Coming shall offer even Higher Levels of Spirituality and even freedom.

Anyway, the Qur’an is literally all over the place; Not to offend nor make jest, but there’s only Some new insights and takes Heavily from the Bible. The Qur’an is to the Bible as Family Guy is to the Simpsons. And with the Fact that Allah is actually a God manifested from a piece of my mother, Emanuel, the Mulslims Have been indirectly praying to Her through Allah. The Muslims would actually do better to be More Open-Minded to and for the other Religions, including Christianity, as well as Greater Spirituality, so they are Not Blinding Themselves from the Greater Truths and Insights. I had spoken with Allah, and he was Greatly Concerned over his followers in Islam, as they are so heavily strict, defensive, violent, and closed off from other inputs. But, I digress. →}}

{{quotebox|I also ended up getting a second Prayer Rug to keep on my bed for Sleeping on. Feels nice in the material as the first, and I have Personally Blessed it as well. Have you slept on a Prayer Bed Rug, Kenneth? I recommend it for spiritual boosting.
----
Now, the reason for this letter: I have received a list of ten questions from a Faker who did not hide the fact in the sur-name they used, of general nature about my jail experiences. I would like you to post this Q&A on the Onion on my behalf, please, Kenneth.
And just an acknowledging fourth wall break to all reading this online: To all Haters, Fakers, and Toxics out of the Minority, I am afraid I'll have to disappoint you all, since while my Body has had Few emotional breakdowns, and a LOT of you in your Distant Alternate Universe Fan-Fictions that see me in Low-Functioning, over 250 Pound Weight, and Abysmial Ability to Adapt, I, Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, writing this on November 16, 2021, have Actually Adjusted Well, maintain Higher Functioning Mentality, Emotions, and Spirituality, and my weight had dropped to 203 pounds, which is actually appropriate to my Human Form's Five Foot, Eleven Inch height.
}}
{{quotebox|② that being stated, here are 10 Q&A’s in response to a faking “Joe Mama”.

1. What does your daily life (in jail) consist of? Do you have a schedule? What do they have you do on a daily basis? Any chores or jobs?
As stated before: I meditate innately, as well as consciously, for the majority and whole of my Body’s time in jail. I leave my body to work with the superheroes, OP Individuals, and my fellow Gods and Goddesses, and Sonichus and Rosechus, on the Event works and Damage Control and Damage Prevention for the Benefit of the Majority who will shift to 1C-211987 Earth. On that, EVERYTHING Not Drawn, written, or Thought by I and/or my Body are Absolutely Not Canon or Effective upon ALL Universes within this timeline, including This 1218 Earht, ALL of universe 1C-211987 (formerly C-197) AND Equestria (G5MLP is not Canon AT ALL in this timeline), and so forth, as of the date of August 1, 2021.

Other than that: some drawing from time to time, lots of writing, I have read a few books from the Jail’s Library, and over time lots of Solitaire Gameplay on the Prayer Rug on the floor, and more recently, music from the Radio. The only scheduled details are too Early Breakfest, Brunch, and tea time supper, as well as a Daily Shower with Bob Barker Soap or Irish Spring Soap, water washcloth and Shampoo and towel, I also Brush my Teeth with Colgate Toothpaste And every other day apply Lady’s Speed deodorant.
No Chores or Jobs.}}

{{quotebox|2. Have you made any friends/ What are they like, and what have you learned from them?

I am not allowed to associate much with the other inmates, and I've made allies out of most of the police and medical staff. I have learned what I needed to for my consciousness from them in confirmation of the proceeding events.

3. How is the food and cell? What kind of food do they give you? Is it good? Have they assigned you to help in the kitchen at all? What is your jail cell like? Is it comfortable? Do they give you a pillow and blanket? Do you have a cellmate? Are they pretty cool?

Mostly good, but the boneless chicken breast is dry, and the meatballs from a banquet TV dinner are better than the meatballs, here. Typical foods (including vegetables) like you’d find in a TV dinner. Mostly good (not write-home-about-it quality, but good). No estoy en la cocina. My cell is roomy enough and long with the standard bidet and toilet and mattress with enclosed pillow. The cell is comfortable enough; got cold, so I got and wear two thermal tops, two long Jhons, and two pairs of socks. Not Joey Tribani; stocky that one episode of “Friends”, but I am warm. The pillow’s in the mattress; they give me two bed sheets and a thick enough blanket in wool, I believe. No inmate cellmate, but I am never alone since I have Magi-Chan and the others, my ally highest level, rank, and trained psychic and ghost Pokemon, including some from the Sonichu and Rosechu Psychic Squad, and a large number of angels from the Heaven realm, as well as well over ten million good and neutral spirits, sould, and entities in my body’s conduit...}}

{{quotebox|③ Sub-Dimension to house them all in.

4. How clean are you keeping? Do they require you to shower daily?

VERY Clean, and I am Encouraged to yes (see Question 1)

5. Have you been in trouble while in jail? Have they put you in solitary confinement or something? If so, what did you do to get in trouble, and what was your punishment?

Once, and the Details have been written in my Goddess Log Pages. In short: I tried to enlighten the stage by hilighting a Portal. You will have to Wait for the Book Publishing to read more on that ;)

6. What do they let you do in your free time? Do you listen to the radio or watch TV?

See Question One, but Whatever I like and can do with my local resources. I have an AM/FM jWIN radio; no TV.

7. How is funding there? Do they provide you with basic needs, clothing and the like? How do you make money to buy paper and pens for these letter you’re writing?

Staff do Not provide funding. Yes, the Basics, and some Paper upon request, as well as pens. I get Money from the KIND Donations from my Good and Genuine Majority of Followers and Viewers Like You. Thank You ^_^

8. Why are you in jail? Are you aware that what you did was wrong?

I am in jail, because Bella Failed her Divine Test with the “Leak” she ended up altering and NULL failed and betrayed me when he blabbed and snitched the Transfer of Funds for my Hotel Room, which I HAVE Paid Back in Full. AND, the Divine Test on The Common Online Public, including you all; Enough Have FAILED to disregard the Rumors and the temptation of Drama that ALL of you get punished now with my online Absence. You all blew it.

And I’ve Soul Bonded, Cuddled, and Supportively Talked in Healing the Aura and Chakras, and Absolving the “Sins” and Regrets of Barbara. Soul Bonding does not necessarily constitute sex. Had I Not healed her, she would be dead Late August. There is Nothing Wrong in this Divine Mission from my mother, Emanuel, that I have fulfilled Think Deep, Meditate, Reevaluate Your Choices, and REPENT, Haters and Fakers!

9. If you are found not guilty, what do you expect to happen next if you should get out of jail? What about if you’re found guilty?

Not Guilty, I Know ALL will resume well and good, period. If found Guilty and not allowed to return Home; Premature APOCALYPSE FOR EVERYONE.
Seriously, Not Good At All.}}

{{quotebox|8. Why are you in jail? Are you aware that what you did was wrong?

I am in jail, because Bella Failed her Divine Test with the “Leak” she ended up altering, and NULL failed and betrayed me when he blabbed and snitched the Transfer of Funds for my Hotel Room, which I HAVE Paid Back in Full. AND, the Divine Test on The Common Online Public, including you all; Enough Have FAILED to disregard the Rumors and the temptation of Drama that ALL of you get punished now with my online Absence. You all blew it.

And I’ve Soul Bonded, Cuddled, and Supportively Talked in Healing the Aura and Chakras, and Absolving the “sins” and Regrets of Barbara. Soul Bonding does not necessarily constitute sex. Had I Not healed her, she would be dead Late August. There is Nothing Wrong in this Divine Mission from my mother, Emmanuel, that I have fulfilled
Think Deep, Meditate, Reevaluate Your Choices, and REPENT, Haters and Fakers!

9. If you are found not guilty, what do you expect to happen next if you should get out of jail? What about if you are found guilty?

Not Guilty, I know ALL will resume well and good, period. If found Guilty and not allowed to return home; Premature APOCALYPSE FOR EVERYONE

Seriously, Not Good At All →}}

{{quotebox|④ 2. Have you made any friends/ What are they like, and what have you learned from them?

I am not allowed to associate much with the other inmates, and I've made allies out of most of the police and medical staff. I have learned what I needed to for my consciousness from them in confirmation of the proceeding events.

3. How is the food and cell? What kind of food do they give you? Is it good? Have they assigned you to help in the kitchen at all? What is your jail cell like? Is it comfortable? Do they give you a pillow and blanket? Do you have a cellmate? Are they pretty cool?

Mostly good, but the boneless chicken breast is dry, and the meatballs from a banquet TV dinner are better than the meatballs, here. Typical foods (including vegetables) like you’d find in a TV dinner. Mostly good (not write-home-about-it quality, but good). No estoy en la cocina. My cell is roomy enough and long with the standard bidet and toilet and mattress with enclosed pillow. The cell is comfortable enough; got cold, so I got and wear two thermal tops, two long Jhons, and two pairs of socks. Not Joey Tribani; stocky that one episode of “Friends”, but I am warm. The pillow’s in the mattress; they give me two bed sheets and a thick enough blanket in wool, I believe. No inmate cellmate, but I am never alone since I have Magi-Chan and the others, my ally highest level, rank, and trained psychic and ghost Pokemon, including some from the Sonichu and Rosechu Psychic Squad, and a large number of angels from the Heaven realm, as well as well over ten million good and neutral spirits, sould, and entities in my body’s conduit...}}

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Jail Letter - 16 November 2021

2021-11-30T17:08:48Z

Frank41jeff:

On 16 [[November 2021]], Chris sent '''the 4th letter''' to [[Kenneth Englehardt]].<ref>https://www.onionfarms.com/threads/cwc-4th-letter-to-kengle-onionfarms-full-contents.1986/</ref>

==Chris's Response==
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{{quotebox|① Hey, Kenneth.

I have not heard from you in a while, so I thought I'd write to you once again. I am certain you've been keeping yourself very well and safe. Are you enjoying the indirect popularity from Kiwi Farms, as well as the direct increase on your Onion Farms?

Also, I and my Body have read some of the Qur'an, including all of chapter 19, as you've recommended. I do appreciate your earlier hierarchy/spirituality level comparisons between Judaism, Muslim, and Christianity. Rest assured, my personal updates on Christianity to Neo Spiritual Christianity in the near future after my Second Coming shall offer even Higher Levels of Spirituality and even freedom.

Anyway, the Qur’an is literally all over the place; Not to offend nor make jest, but there’s only Some new insights and takes Heavily from the Bible. The Qur’an is to the Bible as Family Guy is to the Simpsons. And with the Fact that Allah is actually a God manifested from a piece of my mother, Emanuel, the Mulslims Have been indirectly praying to Her through Allah. The Muslims would actually do better to be More Open-Minded to and for the other Religions, including Christianity, as well as Greater Spirituality, so they are Not Blinding Themselves from the Greater Truths and Insights. I had spoken with Allah, and he was Greatly Concerned over his followers in Islam, as they are so heavily strict, defensive, violent, and closed off from other inputs. But, I digress. →}}

{{quotebox|② that being stated, here are 10 Q&A’s in response to a faking “Joe Mama”.

1. What does your daily life (in jail) consist of? Do you have a schedule? What do they have you do on a daily basis? Any chores or jobs?
As stated before: I meditate innately, as well as consciously, for the majority and whole of my Body’s time in jail. I leave my body to work with the superheroes, OP Individuals, and my fellow Gods and Goddesses, and Sonichus and Rosechus, on the Event works and Damage Control and Damage Prevention for the Benefit of the Majority who will shift to 1C-211987 Earth. On that, EVERYTHING Not Drawn, written, or Thought by I and/or my Body are Absolutely Not Canon or Effective upon ALL Universes within this timeline, including This 1218 Earht, ALL of universe 1C-211987 (formerly C-197) AND Equestria (G5MLP is not Canon AT ALL in this timeline), and so forth, as of the date of August 1, 2021.

Other than that: some drawing from time to time, lots of writing, I have read a few books from the Jail’s Library, and over time lots of Solitaire Gameplay on the Prayer Rug on the floor, and more recently, music from the Radio. The only scheduled details are too Early Breakfest, Brunch, and tea time supper, as well as a Daily Shower with Bob Barker Soap or Irish Spring Soap, water washcloth and Shampoo and towel, I also Brush my Teeth with Colgate Toothpaste And every other day apply Lady’s Speed deodorant.
No Chores or Jobs.}}

{{quotebox|3. Sub-Dimension to house them all in.

4. How clean are you keeping? Do they require you to shower daily?

VERY Clean, and I am Encouraged to yes (see Question 1)

5. Have you been in trouble while in jail? Have they put you in solitary confinement or something? If so, what did you do to get in trouble, and what was your punishment?

Once, and the Details have been written in my Goddess Log Pages. In short: I tried to enlighten the stage by hilighting a Portal. You will have to Wait for the Book Publishing to read more on that ;)

6. What do they let you do in your free time? Do you listen to the radio or watch TV?

See Question One, but Whatever I like and can do with my local resources. I have an AM/FM jWIN radio; no TV.

7. How is funding there? Do they provide you with basic needs, clothing and the like? How do you make money to buy paper and pens for these letter you’re writing?

Staff do Not provide funding. Yes, the Basics, and some Paper upon request, as well as pens. I get Money from the KIND Donations from my Good and Genuine Majority of Followers and Viewers Like You. Thank You ^_^

8. Why are you in jail? Are you aware that what you did was wrong?

I am in jail, because Bella Failed her Divine Test with the “Leak” she ended up altering and NULL failed and betrayed me when he blabbed and snitched the Transfer of Funds for my Hotel Room, which I HAVE Paid Back in Full. AND, the Divine Test on The Common Online Public, including you all; Enough Have FAILED to disregard the Rumors and the temptation of Drama that ALL of you get punished now with my online Absence. You all blew it.

And I’ve Soul Bonded, Cuddled, and Supportively Talked in Healing the Aura and Chakras, and Absolving the “Sins” and Regrets of Barbara. Soul Bonding does not necessarily constitute sex. Had I Not healed her, she would be dead Late August. There is Nothing Wrong in this Divine Mission from my mother, Emanuel, that I have fulfilled Think Deep, Meditate, Reevaluate Your Choices, and REPENT, Haters and Fakers!

9. If you are found not guilty, what do you expect to happen next if you should get out of jail? What about if you’re found guilty?

Not Guilty, I Know ALL will resume well and good, period. If found Guilty and not allowed to return Home; Premature APOCALYPSE FOR EVERYONE.
Seriously, Not Good At All.}}

{{quotebox|8. Why are you in jail? Are you aware that what you did was wrong?

I am in jail, because Bella Failed her Divine Test with the “Leak” she ended up altering, and NULL failed and betrayed me when he blabbed and snitched the Transfer of Funds for my Hotel Room, which I HAVE Paid Back in Full. AND, the Divine Test on The Common Online Public, including you all; Enough Have FAILED to disregard the Rumors and the temptation of Drama that ALL of you get punished now with my online Absence. You all blew it.

And I’ve Soul Bonded, Cuddled, and Supportively Talked in Healing the Aura and Chakras, and Absolving the “sins” and Regrets of Barbara. Soul Bonding does not necessarily constitute sex. Had I Not healed her, she would be dead Late August. There is Nothing Wrong in this Divine Mission from my mother, Emmanuel, that I have fulfilled
Think Deep, Meditate, Reevaluate Your Choices, and REPENT, Haters and Fakers!

9. If you are found not guilty, what do you expect to happen next if you should get out of jail? What about if you are found guilty?

Not Guilty, I know ALL will resume well and good, period. If found Guilty and not allowed to return home; Premature APOCALYPSE FOR EVERYONE

Seriously, Not Good At All →}}

{{quotebox|④ 2. Have you made any friends/ What are they like, and what have you learned from them?

I am not allowed to associate much with the other inmates, and I've made allies out of most of the police and medical staff. I have learned what I needed to for my consciousness from them in confirmation of the proceeding events.

3. How is the food and cell? What kind of food do they give you? Is it good? Have they assigned you to help in the kitchen at all? What is your jail cell like? Is it comfortable? Do they give you a pillow and blanket? Do you have a cellmate? Are they pretty cool?

Mostly good, but the boneless chicken breast is dry, and the meatballs from a banquet TV dinner are better than the meatballs, here. Typical foods (including vegetables) like you’d find in a TV dinner. Mostly good (not write-home-about-it quality, but good). No estoy en la cocina. My cell is roomy enough and long with the standard bidet and toilet and mattress with enclosed pillow. The cell is comfortable enough; got cold, so I got and wear two thermal tops, two long Jhons, and two pairs of socks. Not Joey Tribani; stocky that one episode of “Friends”, but I am warm. The pillow’s in the mattress; they give me two bed sheets and a thick enough blanket in wool, I believe. No inmate cellmate, but I am never alone since I have Magi-Chan and the others, my ally highest level, rank, and trained psychic and ghost Pokemon, including some from the Sonichu and Rosechu Psychic Squad, and a large number of angels from the Heaven realm, as well as well over ten million good and neutral spirits, sould, and entities in my body’s conduit...}}

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Quest

2021-11-26T18:23:51Z

Frank41jeff: Redirected page to Love Quest

#REDIRECT [[Love Quest]]

Apology for past homophobic comments and homophobia.

2021-11-26T02:31:31Z

Frank41jeff:

'''Apology for past homophobic comments and homophobia.''' is a [[videos|video]] uploaded to [[YouTube]] by [[Chris]] on 29 [[October 2015]]. It features a supposedly-complete turnaround in his opinions on [[homos]] and homosexuality. However, he still stresses that [[Sonichu (character)|Sonichu]] and [[Rosechu]] are both straight, possibly hinting at an element of his old self still being present.

As part of his apology, he discusses his recent [[Retroactive continuity in Sonichu|retcons]] to his [[Sonichu (comic)|Sonichu comic]], which had involved, in part, removing his many criticisms of the "goddamn gays." He refers to his ongoing effort to produce print editions of his issues with the resources of Lulu.com and sell them on [[Etsy]].

It may also be of some interest that his painted fingernails appear to indicate that he is "flagging" to indicate his sexual preferences. If [http://stuffqueerpeopleneedtoknow.com/2012/04/30/flagging-for-femmes-and-other-people-who-need-an-alternative-to-the-back-pocket/ this site] is to be believed, Chris is into [[For J-R's Eyes Only.MOV|oral]] and [[Un-clit|piercings]].

==Description==

{{quotebox|via YouTube Capture}}

==Video==

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{{quote|I do sincerely want to apologize for the homophobia and the past misinterpreted outrage that I had felt at the time}}

==Transcript==
Hello everybody! (''waves to camera'') Good day. This is, uh, Christine Chandler once again coming to you live from...[[14 Branchland Court|home]]. Well, I have been, (''scratches head and inspects it'') I have re-, come to the realization that I should, I have anudder apology that I owe to everybody, especially those that have, that definitely know the pages and, of, of my later [[Sonichu (comic)|books]] as still yet, still months away before I put them on paper-publish, but I have updated some of those pages. Uh, but anyway, they uh, were ([[Dramatic glasses removal|''removes glasses'']]) reminiscent and reflective of past [[Homos|homophobia]]. Anyway, I wanted, anyway, you see, when I, when I originally drew and wrote those pages, I was...quite homophobic at the time, but then when I came out, uh, in [[July 2014|July of 2014]], as myself a lesbian transwoman, (''holds for applause'') I have uh, realized that I am part of the uh, LGBTQ community. And I definitely felt like I fit, like I fit in when I went to the [[Cville Pride|pride festival]] in that same year later, after I came out. So anyway, I had since uh, edited those changes and changed, changed the content to uh, away from that and, well, ''*pft*'' I had a [[Sonichu 10|cure for...homosexuality]] put in dere, of which I was (''adopts stupid voice'') re, which was end up, what I came back from the future for. But anyway, (''intakes breath'') I changed that to just essentially (''shrugs'') preventing a zombie apopcalitz. Pocalypse.

But anyway, um, I do sincerely want to apologize for the homophobia and the past misinterpreted [[Chris and anger|outrage]] that I had felt at the time, because....You see, originally when I was homophobic, it was because the mislabelings that were put upon me and [[Sonichu (character)|Sonichu]]. Because Sonichu is definitely not gay. Sonichu loves women. And [[Rosechu]] is a woman, and...she loves her man. But anyway, aside from all that, I had uh, edited that, there, there was a spot of that in [[Sonichu 9|Book 9]] as well, uh, of which those edits and updates can be seen within the respective albums on my [[Facebook]]. I’m sure that uh, my [[fanbase|followers]] have uh, taken down, have copied those pages for their personal viewing and reference. But anyway, I’m sorry for my past homophobia and my writing about that in my books. And uh, hopefully, I have uh, taken all that out of the uh, (''farts'') original content of my books, (''phone noise'') and if, and I’m still going through them one at a time. Unfortunately, the later ones will be months away from paper viewing from the time this video gets uploaded. So hopefully I’ll have all of the uh, updates remedied dere.

So anyway, (''scratches head'') I wanna thank y’all again for your continuing support (''replaces glasses''). It’s b-, it’s uh, most helpful, but still...[[Chris and money#Begging|more help]] can be appreciated very much. Alright, so, (''makes hand gesture but can’t decide between a wave, an index finger, or a peace sign'') thank y’all again and have a good day.

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Jail Letter - 8 November 2021 (RadioRabbit0)

2021-11-19T17:36:03Z

Frank41jeff:

On 8 November 2021, Chris responded to a '''jail letter''' from a fan. The letter was first revealed on 16 November on TikTok creator RadioRabbit0's [[Twitter]] account.<ref>https://twitter.com/mammal108/status/1460508237820686336 [https://twitter.com/mammal108/status/1460508237820686336 (Archived)]</ref>

==Chris's Response==

{{quotebox|①
Hey, <CENSORED>

This letter will be short and direct to answer your questions, and I encourage and grant you consent to share my responses online.

-Most of the Officers and Higher Ranks and Nurses have been good with me; the minority numbers were aloof; indifferent, or incompetent with me.

-The Sonichu Books are Continuing, and You and Everyone of this 1218 Earth, 1C-211987 Earth, and all Universes within this Timeline are LIVING THEM Now, Including The 100-Plus Books I have written/drawn in 1C-211987. ALSO, as of August 1, 2021, Everything involving the Main Special Sonichus, Rosechus, and I and the Nation of CWCville (Entire State of Virginia as Well) that Has NOT Been Written or Drawn by I And/OR my Body's Hands, Backup Soul, or Brain are Absolutely Not Canon with Our Timeline Set of Universes, Here, with CWCville in that, obviously. Everything Written or Drawn or Thought by Anyone in Fan Fiction are ALL Distant Alternate Timelines and Distant Alternate Universes, completely Divided and Separated from This Timeline, Period.

You Lot Have No Conscious clue How Much Damage Control and Prevention the Superheroes, Gods and Goddesses, Magi-Chan, Angelica, Sonichu, Rosey Rosechu, and I Do to KEEP everything in universe 1C-211987,...}}

{{quotebox|...Equestria included, Safe, Sound and Well for the Good of the Majority Good and Neutral Humans that are being Collectively Shifted there As We Speak, and When my Second Coming happens, and We Gods pass Judgement Day upon the Toxic Minority left behind.

-I, Magi-Chan, and every Psychic Type in the know and involved ForeKnew ALL about Bella and the Setup and Her want to "Tempt" me into Suicide. The Leak was a Divine Test upon her that she was expected to FAIL at, and we had Great Optimism in ALL avoiding the Drama and Rumor; Unfortunately for YOU All, enough had FAILED that test as well, and I'm separated from thou pointless Toxicities and Dramas to better self-heal myself. Unfortunate, because you can't push my Body around, or I as well. Malachi 3:13 "Your words have been stout against me, saith I, the LORD" and the Soldiers of Heaven's Armies are doing their work for I and the Majority upon the Minority (Toxics) among you all. Soul Bonding is as far as it went; no further comment

- Half a Basketball Court and a Basketball. [[Meditation]], Book-Reading, Writing/Drawing, and Solitaire on the Prayer Rug, and Present Tense, listening to the Radio.

-Considering the Restrictions, Money through the CVRJ website, or Cashier's Checks or U.S. Postal Money Orders through the mail is the Only Approved Items allowed.

-They have a Library, here; it is sufficient.

-There are Both Men And Women in this Jail; Do Not Be Bigoted with such a Dumb question.
➞②}}

{{quotebox|②-I shall return to the Sonichu Temple and ALL shall be forgiven.
I have read Revelations, yes. [[Messiah complex|I Am God]].

Last thing, Mary Lee Walsh, under the agreements and genuine friendship between her and I, continues to work as Mayor of Cwcville (city of) under Christine Chan Sonichu, Goddess Sabrina Cuca Chandler (CPU Battery-Charge Blue Heart, and of no familial or blood relations with I or Christine Chan), and I. Who has Time for Elections when us Goddesses Defend Cwcville (The City Of) from Rei freaking Ryghts, Eggman, Bowser, Giovanni, and so-on on occassion, and we have the Dimension Merge Completed and the Collective Shift in Progress, then we have my Second Coming on 1218 Earth. Not to Mention the Damage Control and Prevention that are beyond Non(Super)-Powerful Individuals' Control, anyway.

Meditate on ALL That. And TRY to Repent, Genuinely, Toxics, because your Time is soon up.

Go forth in Peace and Clarity with all that, by my Power, Glory, and Authority as God.

Be Safe and Well.

Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the goddess Blue Heart and Lord, Messiah, Savior, and God of all.
[''Illustration of the Sonichu Cross'']}}

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Jail Letter - 8 November 2021 (RadioRabbit0)

2021-11-19T14:59:37Z

Frank41jeff:

On 8 November 2021, Chris responded to a '''jail letter''' from a fan. The letter was first revealed on 16 November on TikTok creator RadioRabbit0's [[Twitter]] account.<ref>https://twitter.com/mammal108/status/1460508237820686336 [https://twitter.com/mammal108/status/1460508237820686336 (Archived)]</ref>

==Chris's Response==

{{quotebox|①
Hey, <CENSORED>

This letter will be short and direct to answer your questions, and I encourage and grant you consent to share my responses online.

-Most of the Officers and Higher Ranks and Nurses have been good with me; the minority numbers were aloof; indifferent, or incompetent with me.

-The Sonichu Books are Continuing, and You and Everyone of this 1218 Earth, 1C-211987 Earth, and all Universes within this Timeline are LIVING THEM Now, Including The 100-Plus Books I have written/drawn in 1C-211987. ALSO, as of August 1, 2021, Everything involving the Main Special Sonichus, Rosechus, and I and the Nation of CWCville (Entire State of Virginia as Well) that Has NOT Been Written or Drawn by I And/OR my Body's Hands, Backup Soul, or Brain are Absolutely Not Canon with Our Timeline Set of Universes, Here, with CWCville in that, obviously. Everything Written or Drawn or Thought by Anyone in Fan Fiction are ALL Distant Alternate Timelines and Distant Alternate Universes, completely Divided and Separated from This Timeline, Period.

You Lot Have No Conscious clue How Much Damage Control and Prevention the Superheroes, Gods and Goddesses, Magi-Chan, Angelica, Sonichu, Rosey Rosechu, and I Do to KEEP everything in universe 1C-211987,...}}

{{quotebox|...Equestria included, Safe, Sound and Well for the Good of the Majority Good and Neutral Humans that are being Collectively Shifted there As We Speak, and When my Second Coming happens, and We Gods pass Judgement Day upon the Toxic Minority left behind.

-I, Magi-Chan, and every Psychic Type in the know and involved ForeKnew ALL about Bella and the Setup and Her want to "Tempt" me into Suicide. The Leak was a Divine Test upon her that she was expected to FAIL at, and we had Great Optimism in ALL avoiding the Drama and Rumor; Unfortunately for YOU All, enough had FAILED that test as well, and I'm separated from thou pointless Toxicities and Dramas to better self-heal myself. Unfortunate, because you can't push my Body around, or I as well. Malachi 3:13 "Your words have been stout against me, saith I, the LORD" and the Soldiers of Heaven's Armies are doing their work for I and the Majority upon the Minority (Toxics) among you all. Soul Bonding is as far as it went; no further comment

- Half a Basketball Court and a Basketball. [[Meditation]], Book-Reading, Writing/Drawing, and Solitaire on the Prayer Rug, and Present Tense, listening to the Radio.
-Considering the Restrictions, Money through the CVRJ website, or Cashier's Checks or U.S. Postal Money Orders through the mail is the Only Approved Items allowed.
-They have a Library, here; it is sufficient.
-There are Both Men And Women in this Jail; Do Not Be Bigoted with such a Dumb question.
➞②}}

{{quotebox|②-I shall return to the Sonichu Temple and ALL shall be forgiven.
I have read Revelations, yes. [[Messiah complex|I Am God]].

Last thing, Mary Lee Walsh, under the agreements and genuine friendship between her and I, continues to work as Mayor of Cwcville (city of) under Christine Chan Sonichu, Goddess Sabrina Cuca Chandler (CPU Battery-Charge Blue Heart, and of no familial or blood relations with I or Christine Chan), and I. Who has Time for Elections when us Goddesses Defend Cwcville (The City Of) from Rei freaking Ryghts, Eggman, Bowser, Giovanni, and so-on on occassion, and we have the Dimension Merge Completed and the Collective Shift in Progress, then we have my Second Coming on 1218 Earth. Not to Mention the Damage Control and Prevention that are beyond Non(Super)-Powerful Individuals' Control, anyway.

Meditate on ALL That. And TRY to Repent, Genuinely, Toxics, because your Time is soon up.

Go forth in Peace and Clarity with all that, by my Power, Glory, and Authority as God.

Be Safe and Well.

Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the goddess Blue Heart and Lord, Messiah, Savior, and God of all.
[''Illustration of the Sonichu Cross'']}}

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Jail Letter - 8 November 2021 (Stories from the Penitentiary)

2021-11-15T01:38:04Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Incomplete}}

{{quote|Not to knock on Muslims, but the Qur'an is "Family Guy" and the Bible is "Simpsons".|Chris on the Qu'ran}}

On 9 November 2021, Chris responded to a '''jail letter''' to a Youtuber, Stories from The Penitentiary.

Of all of the jail letters sent to Chris so far, this one has been the most insightful, providing a much clearer image on his mental state, his experiences in jail, among other things.

==Chris's Response==
{{EnvelopeFront
| sender = Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu
| address1 = 13021 James Madison Hwy
| county = Orange, VA
| zip = 22960
| date = 9 NOV 2021 PM 1 L
| upperright = [''stamp of the flag'']
| center = █████████████ ██████████████████ ██████████████████ ██████████████████
| lower = █████████████
| left= [''illustration of the Sonichu Cross'']
}}
{{quotebox|
① November 8, 2021

Hello, ████. [[Random-access humor|Whadaya Know? I just flew in from Kokomo]]. Little joke aside, I've received both of your letters, and I am humbled to hear you counting all of your Blessings; That is one good way to keep yourself on your own right path of life. I also appreciate your respect.

To answer your questions: No, my body has not yet traveled through Atlantic City or Jersey (Gotham City is also in NJ, you know), but in my Goddess work while Astral Manifested, I've visited Jersey a few times. Virginia is actually a beautiful state in most of its locations between the cities and the country scenery and suburbs, not to mention the Blue Ridge Mountains. The parks, trails, and nature areas are clean and lovely in Charlottesville. I get a very good number of letters (Mostly Kind and Good, with a (very) small percentage Trollish Bad with Hate and Fake). Counting you, more than 35 individuals have written to me. But my envelopes and stamps, even paper for a while, was limited, and I've had to Divinely Select who to respond to. First Arriving to Jail and the treatment; Let me Preface a bit: In that Live Recording of my being arrested, I literally foreknew long beforehand of the eventual circumstances, as well as the outcomes at present, The Positivity I exhuded was Genuine in Feeling, for out of ALL of the possibilities, I foreknew and counted the jailtime was overall Best for distancing myself from the pointless Drama from the response of Everyone who FAILED the Divine Test to not fall for the Drama from the Leak that we Gods had set up as one of the events needed to happen. This was Best for me and my Body's self-healing, revelations, and all leading... ➞
}}

{{quotebox|up to my Second Coming not too long from now. With that said, [[Central Virginia Regional Jail|CVRJ's]] initial Vibrations were Positive, and was a Major Good Selling Point to this place, at least from more than half of the staff. Treatment has been mostly well and good. I did not have noisy neighbours in Medical Block, but in Booking Block, well, at the low price of 80¢, the Ear Pugs are the Best One Dollar Investment one can make in the Commissary. Mildly, putting, anyway. Most of the Officers, and Higher Ranks, as well as the Medical Staff, I get along well with; mainly due to their Aura and Vibrations being more genuine Positive, and a Lot less ignorant and mildly Toxic. I do not interact with other inmates often, especially since they've opted to keep me separated from them for my safety; frankly, it Is for the better, as I innately Meditate 24/7/365+1, and I'd be an Alicorn mixed with a Lot of Earth Ponies (metaphorically). The other inmates would likely plot against me on Dramatic, even Demon-manipulated impulse. Time-Passing, I Meditate, let my Body bide its energy in conservation, and during the local Time Zone night hours, and sometimes into the Day, I Astral Manifest and work. My Body has ∞ Energy in its core, and has slowly outputted and manifested an overpowered backup Soul for itself from a Partial Soul. Perspective: [[Wikipedia:Bart Sells His Soul|"Bart's Soul" episode]] of [[The Simpsons|the Simpsons]]; with his Soul lost, Bart's body with its not infinite core energy, manifested a Partial Soul. But, since it had Very Little time, support, or ability to better itself, it degraded. My Body has had the Time, Ability, and Support from me, Magi-Chan, Cryzel, and everyone, so this "Fancy Hotel with Penthouse" with all its vast, expansive space, internally, has us Pair of Overpowered Individual Souls that can work very well together or apart. The optional Baptism at [[Wesley Memorial United Methodist Church|WMUM Church]], and my .01% Ashkenazi Jewish genetics; Helpful Spiritual (Supportive) Bonuses, ②➞
}}

{{quotebox|② Other than that, I write in a daily "Goddess Log" Journal, and I am not the only one who has written in it, as you will be able to read in the future publishing of these pages After my Second Coming and Shifting the Majority to Earth 1C-211987. Some pacing, some good stretches and yoga, too. And thanks for the Blessings from my followers, I also like making ramen noodle soup (crushed noodles, and mostly chicken soup) in a 2002 Coca-Cola bottle and eating good out of a 2002 Tumbler plastic cup with lid. I also play Solitaire with the deck of cards on the red, white, gold, and green trim Prayer Rug (genuinely Turkish), I also sleep <s>with</s> on a Prayer Rug on my bed; very comfy. I've personally Blessed these two rugs. Books, I've read "Bishop's Pawn", "Love's Secret Storm", "Inheritance" (Book 4 of the Eragon series, three contemporary romance stories that were retellings of Jane Austen's books, and I also have my own copies of a Holy Bible (King James Version), and Qur'an. Not to knock Muslims, but the Qu'ran is "[[Family Guy]]" and the Bible is "Simpsons"; Muslims Actually DO pray to the one same God, my Mother (formerly Father) Emanuel, and I. They may as well be Bible-readers; that Is what they are doing. But I digress. [[R.L. Stine]] and Don Lashomb are my top two favorite authors. Playing Tetris99 and watching videos through internet streaming; these ammenities, at least. I Astral Manifest; I'm always free while my Body works hard within the Cosmos, Universe, and Akashic finer details. What worry about Covid? My body has been #Fully Vaxxed.

And lastly, while Only individual Drawings have been made, here, and I've written and drawn well over 100 "Sonichu" Books on 1C-211987 Earth, Sonichu Prime, Rosey Rosechu, and Everyone continue to Live and Work in progressive efforts ➞
}}

{{quotebox|And I have been working with them. I write, affirm, and tell you this: Since my Arrest on August 1, 2021, ALL things Sonichu and Rosechu Not written by I and for my Body's Hands, or drawn, are Not Canon or Have Happened in This Timeline with our set of Universes within it, Including 1C-211987, period. Every Fan Fiction Writing or Mis-Chroniclings of Sonichu Prime, Rosey Rosechu, I, and everyone else are ALL, in Full 100% Certainty, Distant Alternate Timelines and Universes that Do Not Touch Earth 1218 OR Universe 1C-211987(Equestria, included) at all.

I encourage you to tell EVERYONE online that about Their efforts, including Helena with Pikchu. Pikchu, and everyone's OCs that have been made aware to me do either reside or visit 1C-211987, but the Gods, Goddesses, Magi-Chan, the Superheroes, and I and my Body: We do Heavy Damage Control and Prevention. This is for Everyone's Safety and Benefit for when we Shift the Majority at my Second Coming.

I Bless you and your family, ████. Also, I've enclosed a repurposed and personally Blessed bottle label; you may make up to Five photocopies of it, Laminate them proper or with shipping tape (the original too), and affix them to any 20oz bottles for personally Blessed Water and non-alcoholic beverages. (One for your wife and each of your daughters)

Go forth with Peace and Clarity by my Power, Glory, and Authority as God. Be safe and well,
Mrs. Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu,
the Goddess Blue Heart, and Lord, Messiah, Savior, and God of all,
}}

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==Video==

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| name = Speaking to inmate Christine Weston Chandler aka Chris Chan
| video = {{#ev:youtube|aV5NG4dR2d8}}
| Stardate = 13 November 2021
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The actual reading of the letter is around the 1:13 mark.

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Jail Letter - 8 November 2021 (Stories from the Penitentiary)

2021-11-15T01:28:53Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Incomplete}}

{{quote|Not to knock on Muslims, but the Qur'an is "Family Guy" and the Bible is "Simpsons".|Chris on the Qu'ran}}

On 9 November 2021, Chris responded to a '''jail letter''' to a Youtuber, Stories from The Penitentiary.

Of all of the jail letters sent to Chris so far, this one has been the most insightful, providing a much clearer image on his mental state, his experiences in jail, among other things.

==Chris's Response==
{{EnvelopeFront
| sender = Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu
| address1 = 13021 James Madison Hwy
| county = Orange, VA
| zip = 22960
| date = 9 NOV 2021 PM 1 L
| upperright = [''stamp of the flag'']
| center = █████████████ ██████████████████ ██████████████████ ██████████████████
| lower = █████████████
| left= [''illustration of the Sonichu Cross'']
}}
{{quotebox|
① November 8, 2021

Hello, ████. [[Random-access humor|Whadaya Know? I just flew in from Kokomo]]. Little joke aside, I've received both of your letters, and I am humbled to hear you counting all of your Blessings; That is one good way to keep yourself on your own right path of life. I also appreciate your respect.

To answer your questions: No, my body has not yet traveled through Atlantic City or Jersey (Gotham City is also in NJ, you know), but in my Goddess work while Astral Manifested, I've visited Jersey a few times. Virginia is actually a beautiful state in most of its locations between the cities and the country scenery and suburbs, not to mention the Blue Ridge Mountains. The parks, trails, and nature areas are clean and lovely in Charlottesville. I get a very good number of letters (Mostly Kind and Good, with a (very) small percentage Trollish Bad with Hate and Fake). Counting you, more than 35 individuals have written to me. But my envelopes and stamps, even paper for a while, was limited, and I've had to Divinely Select who to respond to. First Arriving to Jail and the treatment; Let me Preface a bit: In that Live Recording of my being arrested, I literally foreknew long beforehand of the eventual circumstances, as well as the outcomes at present, The Positivity I exhuded was Genuine in Feeling, for out of ALL of the possibilities, I foreknew and counted the jailtime was overall Best for distancing myself from the pointless Drama from the response of Everyone who FAILED the Divine Test to not fall for the Drama from the Leak that we Gods had set up as one of the events needed to happen. This was Best for me and my Body's self-healing, revelations, and all leading... ➞
}}

{{quotebox|up to my Second Coming not too long from now. With that said, [[Central Virginia Regional Jail|CVRJ's]] initial Vibrations were Positive, and was a Major Good Selling Point to this place, at least from more than half of the staff. Treatment has been mostly well and good. I did not have noisy neighbours in Medical Block, but in Booking Block, well, at the low price of 80¢, the Ear Pugs are the Best One Dollar Investment one can make in the Commissary. Mildly, putting, anyway. Most of the Officers, and Higher Ranks, as well as the Medical Staff, I get along well with; mainly due to their Aura and Vibrations being more genuine Positive, and a Lot less ignorant and mildly Toxic. I do not interact with other inmates often, especially since they've opted to keep me separated from them for my safety; frankly, it Is for the better, as I innately Meditate 24/7/365+1, and I'd be an Alicorn mixed with a Lot of Earth Ponies (metaphorically). The other inmates would likely plot against me on Dramatic, even Demon-manipulated impulse. Time-Passing, I Meditate, let my Body bide its energy in conservation, and during the local Time Zone night hours, and sometimes into the Day, I Astral Manifest and work. My Body has ∞ Energy in its core, and has slowly outputted and manifested an overpowered backup Soul for itself from a Partial Soul. Perspective: [[Wikipedia:Bart Sells His Soul|"Bart's Soul" episode]] of [[The Simpsons|the Simpsons]]; with his Soul lost, Bart's body with its not infinite core energy, manifested a Partial Soul. But, since it had Very Little time, support, or ability to better itself, it degraded. My Body has had the Time, Ability, and Support from me, Magi-Chan, Cryzel, and everyone, so this "Fancy Hotel with Penthouse" with all its vast, expansive space, internally, has us Pair of Overpowered Individual Souls that can work very well together or apart. The optional Baptism at [[Wesley Memorial United Methodist Church|WMUM Church]], and my .01% Ashkenazi Jewish genetics; Helpful Spiritual (Supportive) Bonuses, ②➞
}}

{{quotebox|② Other than that, I write in a daily "Goddess Log" Journal, and I am not the only one who has written in it, as you will be able to read in the future publishing of these pages After my Second Coming and Shifting the Majority to Earth 1C-211987. Some pacing, some good stretches and yoga, too. And thanks for the Blessings from my followers, I also like making ramen noodle soup (crushed noodles, and mostly chicken soup) in a 2002 Coca-Cola bottle and eating good out of a 2002 Tumbler plastic cup with lid. I also play Solitaire with the deck of cards on the red, white, gold, and green trim Prayer Rug (genuinely Turkish), I also sleep <s>with</s> on a Prayer Rug on my bed; very comfy. I've personally Blessed these two rugs. Books, I've read "Bishop's Pawn", "Love's Secret Storm", "Inheritance" (Book 4 of the Eragon series, three contemporary romance stories that were retellings of Jane Austen's books, and I also have my own copies of a Holy Bible (King James Version), and Qur'an. Not to knock Muslims, but the Qu'ran is "[[Family Guy]]" and the Bible is "Simpsons"; Muslims Actually DO pray to the one same God, my Mother (formerly Father) Emanuel, and I. They may as well be Bible-readers; that Is what they are doing. But I digress. [[R.L. Stine]] and Don Lashomb are my top two favorite authors. Playing Tetris99 and watching videos through internet streaming; these ammenities, at least. I Astral Manifest; I'm always free while my Body works hard within the Cosmos, Universe, and Akashic finer details. What worry about Covid? My body has been #Fully Vaxxed.

And lastly, while Only individual Drawings have been made, here, and I've written and drawn well over 100 "Sonichu" Books on 1C-211987 Earth, Sonichu Prime, Rosey Rosechu, and Everyone continue to Live and Work in progressive efforts ➞

}}

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==Video==

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| name = Speaking to inmate Christine Weston Chandler aka Chris Chan
| video = {{#ev:youtube|aV5NG4dR2d8}}
| Stardate = 13 November 2021
}}

The actual reading of the letter is around the 1:13 mark.

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Jail Letter - 20 October 2021

2021-10-30T15:21:03Z

Frank41jeff:

{{Incomplete}}

On 20 and 22 [[October 2021]], Chris sent a '''letter from jail''', responding to six questions asked by a fan.

==Chris's Response==
{{EnvelopeFront
| sender = Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu
| address1 = 13021 James Madison Hwy
| county = Orange, VA
| zip = 22960
| date = 25 OCT 2021 PM 5 L
| upperright = ENERGY ACTION MONTH [''stamp of a bird'']
| center = █████████████ ██████████████████ ██████████████████ ██████████████████
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| left= [''illustration of the Sonichu Cross'']
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===20 October===

{{quotebox|October 20, 2021<ref group="note">This is the first of two letters sent by Chris in the same envelope</ref>

To <CENSORED>,<ref group="note">Many parts of available photos of this letter are redacted.</ref>

I had received your letter earlier today and have just read through it over a couple of sandwiches. I write this now with continued sound mind and body and Soul on this partial sheet torn from the photo-copy of the letter's envelope while the response is fresh. Short on full, blank paper and envelopes at this moment, I will write more in a couple of days after receiving more paper and envelopes.

Now for genuine, on the level and down to this Earth preface, directly with you, Eliza; I do Meditate innately, consciously and involuentarily [sic], and constantly, and have all of my life. So, I do have direct access to and with this Earth; Both of our Earths of the recombining Universe, the entire Multiverse, the Akashic Records and All other Greater and Ultimate Knowledge; Insights, and Wisdoms. So, I do not just believe, I KNOW full and certain, with absolutely no delusions, illussions [sic], or lies, and I only speak True and Fact, as aside from same future Spoilers details not yet to be publicly revealed that I am not allowed to divulge, I, personally, have nothing or very little to hide.

-->}}

{{quotebox|That being stated, I shall initially open by answering your sixth and fourth questions, since the two are sharing in similar details.

In regards to online fame or infamy, yes I do realize and have accepted that in a certain extent of the damage and chaos that had come upon myself on this Earth was, in fact, my fault and bad in sharing too much conscious honesty during those respective years in pertanance [sic] to what had been present then. Consiously Naive, ADD, OCD, Tunnel vision, in reference to and on top of my innate meditations, my brain was still a work in progress with a cacophony of many details, and what was right in front of my Body and happening took a lot of attention from me. I was simply still soul searching, exploring, and in remaining in observation and testing of others in mindset up til about 2011 or 2014, I did not like to lie, so honest and benefitting of the doubt I was. I Know my faults; I am certainly no Mary Sue, and that case was the same of me in Isreal [sic] over 2000 years ago. Yet, Even if I had not divulged so many truth bombs in honesty, and in counter in late 2007 and early 2008, the results being chronicled and famous still have transpired, anyway, as had my followers started following me in my Past Life as well. The partial lack of focus on the books is found in what I had stated above. I Know I am better than some to most, but I still have room for self-improvement.

Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart and Lord of All
}}

===22 October===

{{quotebox|October 22, 2021<ref group="note">This is the second of two letters sent by Chris in the same envelope</ref>

Dear <CENSORED>,

As I have written a couple of days ago when I had received and read your letter (and now better able to answer the remaining questions with this letter pad at my use), I now resume with continued sound mind, body and soul and focus. I also reaffirm with a hand over my heart as I write this sentence, with my full and extensive access to all greater and ultimate knowledge, insights, and wisdoms from my strong connections with the Cosmos, Universe, Akashic Records, and the entire of and beyond the Multiverse, I speak to you both True and Fact and Direct and On the Level.

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████████████████████████████████████████████████████[''An icon of Chris Chan Sonichu giving a peace hand gesture'']

Now, I've already answered the 4th and 6th questions in the enclosed note, which were in regard to lack of focus on the books, about my self-awareness of my faults, and so forth.

The Dimension Merge, Collective Shift, and my Second Coming: while visually, you may or may not have witnessed obvious incoming or outgoing prescences, physical, they Have Happened and Are Happening as we speak right now. I'll spare the greater metaphysical truths and details, but suffice to state... -->}}

{{quotebox|... there still remains a lingering veil that continues to be very tough to remove by great force prematurely; its removal is Set in Divine Timing to be removed upon the completion of my Second Coming as detailed in the Bible's Malachi chapters 3 and 4. The Merge itself, Is completed between Universes 1218 and C-197, But it is one of the Three Big Events, and it all can't be concluded until after the completion of All Three. The Collective Shift is the Second and Present Event in Progress. Second Coming is the Third. NOT to avoid the Hypothetical Question; just offering the context at present.

Now, Hypothetically, for the Merge Not ever to go through in the greater conclusion is also to have the Second Coming Never to happen. In that, there would not be a "What would I do?", because I would have Never Existed during these Modern Years from 1982 to Present. And in the Lack of My Existence, You Both and EVERYONE ELSE would have Never Existed now either. I encourage you both to deeply Meditate and consult with the Cosmos for yourselves, or ask any Authentic, Highly Enlightened Psychic or Medium for the deeper details. But, to put it in shorter terms:

Since my birth in Bethlehem in year Zero, and after my obvious and physical ascension to the Heaven Realm, I had returned to Earth with my physical appearance changed and assuming a new identity, with continued immortal Memories, and so forth. I've continued to walk with Everyone for Centuries on continued guidance, observations, and Divine Missions. And I change myself time and again, even to internally and externally change my physical gender as well. Come the year 1389, and King Arthur commanded Merlin to exile all Dragons, ... --> ②
}}

{{quotebox|➁...which ended up Dividing the Universe, putting me Exiled from the non-magic-able Peoples as well for a brief moment for me, but Centuries for you all. My sudden Mind, Body, and Soul interdimensional transport forward and back through Time and Space landing me in my One Reincarnation and Rebirth on February 24, 1982. My father, now mother, Emanuel (GOD above Gods), herself, had been answering everyone's prayers and projecting my outdated visage in my steed from 1389 with my temporary exile to 2000 when I came of age, once again, and started astral projecting, manifesting, and working with everyone once again.

My Exile in 1389 was my Real leave from you all, and this Life I live Immortally in now Is the foreshadowing, along with the rewakening, obviously, of the foretold Second Coming of mine.

So Hypothetically: if there was No Dimensional Merge, there is no Second Coming, and without a Second Coming, I and ALL of you would not exist at all now. So what would I be doing? Same as you: Not Exist.

Moving on: my Past and Present views on those with mental illnesses similar to what I had been born (in this life) with. This is more personally existential in detail. Presently, I do not look down on anyone with autism, ADD, ADHD, OCD, and so forth; I have become more conscious and aware and most appreciative of All who had overcome these and even harder struggles. I have other Autistic Friends: [[Anna McLerran]], for one. My trigger had been in observation, and deep empathy and mirroring, of those who Can Not extensively function mentally. -->}}

{{quotebox|I have always felt really sorry for them. But direct that question to yourself: What IF in this timeline you were as mentally incapable as that kid in a wheelchair, with the constantly tilted head and arched wrists, or that constantly unconscious and mumbling young adult who greets everyone with a tough-as-100 pound whaps to their shoulder or head and can't help it? To me, putting myself in their plight empathetically is a trigger, But I also do appreciate that some of them as well manage to succeed in their individual way. Stephen Hawking, to name an obvious one. I also know that They DO think and feel for themselves, BUT they can't fully express it or speak it clearly. I feel it most difficult and enduring, patient as I am, to be in their company for too long, because then my copies them and I'm left in that state of mind for a while. Just no good. I do not look down nor hate the similar or worse mentally-challenged, I have a hard time with the Worse mentally-challenged. Be my mirror and reflect my plight while I mirror Timmy of South Park. I'm not laughing either.

I feel better Including Everyone, Especially when they continue to project positive vibes and emotions, as well as treating Others Kindly, Compassionately, and Respectfully as they treat their selves and their family and partner(s). I will not argue or dispute communities appreciating eachother in a similar interest, attribute, or even flaw. I have not repeated the acronym with Straight/Cisgender in the main letters in years, and I was still in a learning phase then, socially. I like being Inclusive and Open-Minded; simple as that.

--> ③}}
{{quotebox|③ Not Everything falls back on me been Autistic. But when it did, it was an impuslive (and flawed) form of self-defense, because I was really heavily emotional during those times.

A related topic: my dad, Robert Franklin Chandler Jr. Sonichu, throughout my life used to Constantly "Spar" to instigate an arguement or trigger of me. As If as a child (just saying and partly venting) going to wake up Robertchu and Barbara and seeing his pantless boxer short-less exposed penis; on display like a statue in a museum, was not traumatizing enough at the time. Often, I hardly was able to (easily) counter or respect to his attempts at encouraging me to verbally argue or defend myself. On THAT Aspect, I CAN fall back and blame the freaking autism as it was then.

But, yeah, I did not verbally argue as much growing up, and it took facing the even Toughter Moments since 2000 and shit for me to actually formulate and speak better self-defenses with what is Truth, Even in those times when the result was actually MY DAMN FAULT, ESPECIALLY WITH ALL OF THE TRUTH BOMBS AND ROSEY ROSECHU's POST-INTERSEX-TO-FEMALE TRANSITION AND OPERATION NUDES IN THE XXX-TENDED CONTROVERSIAL VERSION OF MY BOOK NUMBER EIGHT IN 2008! FUCKING ENCYCLOPEDIA DRAMATICA AND TOXIC HATERS!!! HELL, YES, I AM UPSET! I TESTED EVERYONE AS I WAS MEANT TO ON DIVINE MISSIONS FROM EMANUEL, AND I GOT BETRAYED-KISSED AGAIN BY JOSH MOON AS I DID BY JUDAS! -->}}

{{quotebox|*DEEP BREATHS*

I apologize for that outburts, but I also feel it empathasizes my point in response to your fifth question. I do take responsibility for slipping into the emotional outburst.

Also, I never said Barbara was a God. But Emanuel is my mother, as she was my father long ago. Emanuel and Barbara are two separate individuals and souls.

And I AM Living in the NOW; I Have Been.}}

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