Jackie E-mails 22 - Revision history

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	[[Rocky]] offers me advice for most general things for counsoling. I can't say all of the things she has helped me with off of the top of my head, aside from the recent thinking of myself as retarded; She offered me a more gentle way of putting it as being [[Slow-in-the-minds\|slow in the mental relays of ideas and thoughts to actions and such]].		[[Rocky]] offers me advice for most general things for counsoling. I can't say all of the things she has helped me with off of the top of my head, aside from the recent thinking of myself as retarded; She offered me a more gentle way of putting it as being [[Slow-in-the-minds\|slow in the mental relays of ideas and thoughts to actions and such]].

	[[Mao]] has Hacked into my websites, including the [[Cwcipedia]], and messed them up royally. And [[Evan]] GAVE me rights to use his [[Simonchu]] character as I saw fit, and later gives false accusatons of Character Theft on me. He friggin' blackmailed me into killing [[Simonla]] and leaving [[Wild]] witout a [[sweetheart]]. Those two can not go on forgiven without being made examples of in their damned deeds before. [[Alec]] and Sean shall go on forgiven, because all they did was draw their own dark-humored pages		[[Mao]] has Hacked into my websites, including the [[Cwcipedia]], and messed them up royally. And [[Evan]] GAVE me rights to use his [[Simonchu]] character as I saw fit, and later gives false accusatons of Character Theft on me. He friggin' blackmailed me into killing [[Simonla]] and leaving [[Wild]] witout a [[sweetheart]]. Those two can not go on forgiven without being made examples of in their damned deeds before. [[Alec]] and Sean shall go on forgiven, because all they did was draw their own dark-humored pages and nothing else.
	and nothing else.

	I'll e-mail you later.		I'll e-mail you later.
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	Somethng else, I realize that I have listed the Trolls as a major letdown on myself. And I really want to seize justice unto them all and take everything there is on the [[internet]] about me off of there, so I can restart on a clean slate. And in the past, I have tried some things aganst them, only to fail and have them counterattack me with worse damage. Even stooping to their level as a fake troll has not worked out for me. When authorities look up the details, I do not want to be mistaken as one of those Trolls, instead of a victim of all of the shitthey have done to me. What I would really like to do is locate the head Trolls in Real Life and [[Calling Out\|personally take them down one by one myself]]. But A) I do not know where they each are located. B) Locating their addresses online is harder than one would think; with their hacking tricks, their aliases, fake addresses, etc. C) [[Money\|Funds]] for traveling outside of state is low for me. I am open for any real life, offline suggestions towards success. In the meantime, I have been there, done that as far as I can think of, and I am short on ideas, and my mind is slow on coming up with anything within the big picture that would be better han i was able to think of before.		Somethng else, I realize that I have listed the Trolls as a major letdown on myself. And I really want to seize justice unto them all and take everything there is on the [[internet]] about me off of there, so I can restart on a clean slate. And in the past, I have tried some things aganst them, only to fail and have them counterattack me with worse damage. Even stooping to their level as a fake troll has not worked out for me. When authorities look up the details, I do not want to be mistaken as one of those Trolls, instead of a victim of all of the shitthey have done to me. What I would really like to do is locate the head Trolls in Real Life and [[Calling Out\|personally take them down one by one myself]]. But A) I do not know where they each are located. B) Locating their addresses online is harder than one would think; with their hacking tricks, their aliases, fake addresses, etc. C) [[Money\|Funds]] for traveling outside of state is low for me. I am open for any real life, offline suggestions towards success. In the meantime, I have been there, done that as far as I can think of, and I am short on ideas, and my mind is slow on coming up with anything within the big picture that would be better han i was able to think of before.

	Also, please let me know when you'd like to schedule another conversaton over telephone. And how about that article in your school		Also, please let me know when you'd like to schedule another conversaton over telephone. And how about that article in your school newsletter about me we've talked about before.
	newsletter about me we've talked about before.

	I'll e-mail you later.		I'll e-mail you later.
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	Second, I've just talked to Samantha about relationships and [[Chris's Big Night Out\|socializing]]. Before tonight, I have had the theory of me just not beng ready for a relationship with my mental status. Also, all things having been considered, at this point, I feel this relationship is not so strong, and I feel I am not mentally ready for a relationship. I need more socialization practice in real life for starters.		Second, I've just talked to Samantha about relationships and [[Chris's Big Night Out\|socializing]]. Before tonight, I have had the theory of me just not beng ready for a relationship with my mental status. Also, all things having been considered, at this point, I feel this relationship is not so strong, and I feel I am not mentally ready for a relationship. I need more socialization practice in real life for starters.

	Communicating over the internet is one thing, but starting and maintaining a relationship over the internet Without havng met in		Communicating over the internet is one thing, but starting and maintaining a relationship over the internet Without havng met in Person Beforehand, I feel that is just too much for me.
	Person Beforehand, I feel that is just too much for me.

	Anyway, it is not you, it is me, and I am sorry.		Anyway, it is not you, it is me, and I am sorry.
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	<nowiki>**</nowiki>Firstly, I had not made Rocky aware of any of your e-mails, but recently, to inform her of the "Troll Busters" website and make her aware of you, I forwarded Only this one e-mail from the 15th. I did not put you in any bad light with her, at least I did not mean to.		<nowiki>**</nowiki>Firstly, I had not made Rocky aware of any of your e-mails, but recently, to inform her of the "Troll Busters" website and make her aware of you, I forwarded Only this one e-mail from the 15th. I did not put you in any bad light with her, at least I did not mean to.

	Also, I felt uncomfortable reading the term, "[[Friend zone\|Friend Zoning]]" in your recent message; I have been Friend Zoned myself a number of times, and I have watched the movie "[[Wikipedia:Just Friends\|Just Friends]]", so I get irritated upon hearing or reading the term, regardless of sub-definitions for any situaton. I mean, I am a dude, and I did and will want the [[Chris and sex\|sex]], and I		Also, I felt uncomfortable reading the term, "[[Friend zone\|Friend Zoning]]" in your recent message; I have been Friend Zoned myself a number of times, and I have watched the movie "[[Wikipedia:Just Friends\|Just Friends]]", so I get irritated upon hearing or reading the term, regardless of sub-definitions for any situaton. I mean, I am a dude, and I did and will want the [[Chris and sex\|sex]], and I am very mentally ready for sex with being responsible. I'd like to keep that option open, is what I'm initially saying here.
	am very mentally ready for sex with being responsible. I'd like to keep that option open, is what I'm initially saying here.

	On another topic, I am going to concentrate on taking the head trolls, and all of their webstes down, legally, with the help of my church. I have an idea of where to begin, by looking up an old [[Pokemon]] [[Card games\|TCG League]]member and his friend who turned on me that Friday night when [[Megan]] kissed her Christopher.		On another topic, I am going to concentrate on taking the head trolls, and all of their webstes down, legally, with the help of my church. I have an idea of where to begin, by looking up an old [[Pokemon]] [[Card games\|TCG League]]member and his friend who turned on me that Friday night when [[Megan]] kissed her Christopher.

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Trombonista at 18:57, 24 March 2011

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	such. And hugs would make me feel better too.		such. And hugs would make me feel better too.

	Rocky offers me advice for most general things for counsoling. I can't		Rocky offers me advice for most general things for counsoling. I can't say all of the things she has helped me with off of the top of my head, aside from the recent thinking of myself as retarded; She offered me a more gentle way of putting it as being [[Slow-in-the-minds\|slow in the mental relays of ideas and thoughts to actions and such]].
	say all of the things she has helped me with off of the top of my head,
	aside from the recent thinking of myself as retarded; She offered me a
	more gentle way of putting it as being [[Slow-in-the-minds\|slow in the mental relays of
	ideas and thoughts to actions and such]].

	[[Mao]] has Hacked into my websites, including the [[Cwcipedia]], and messed		[[Mao]] has Hacked into my websites, including the [[Cwcipedia]], and messed them up royally. And Evan GAVE me rights to use his [[Simonchu]] character as I saw fit, and later gives false accusatons of Character Theft on me. He friggin' blackmailed me into killing [[Simonla]] and leaving [[Wild]] witout a [[sweetheart]]. Those two can not go on forgiven without being made examples of in their damned deeds before. [[Alec]] and Sean shall go on forgiven, because all they did was draw their own dark-humored pages
	them up royally. And Evan GAVE me rights to use his [[Simonchu]] character
	as I saw fit, and later gives false accusatons of Character Theft on
	me. He friggin' blackmailed me into killing [[Simonla]] and leaving [[Wild]]
	witout a [[sweetheart]]. Those two can not go on forgiven without being
	made examples of in their damned deeds before. [[Alec]] and Sean shall go
	on forgiven, because all they did was draw their own dark-humored pages
	and nothing else.		and nothing else.

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	Well, perhaps I did not make it clear, but Rocky actually tries to make me feel better about myself, and she does think of me as smart as well. But, like I said, I don't recall every little etail, but when a better		Well, perhaps I did not make it clear, but Rocky actually tries to make me feel better about myself, and she does think of me as smart as well. But, like I said, I don't recall every little etail, but when a better example is recollected, I will describe it.
	example is recollected, I will describe it.

	Somethng else, I realize that I have listed the Trolls as a major letdown on myself. And I really want to seize justice unto them all and take everything there is on the [[internet]] about me off of there, so I can restart on a clean slate. And in the past, I have tried some things aganst them, only to fail and have them counterattack me with worse damage. Even stooping to their level as a fake troll has not worked out for me. When authorities look up the details, I do not want to be mistaken as one of those Trolls, instead of a victim of all of the shitthey have done to me. What I would really like to do is locate the head Trolls in Real Life and personally take them down one by one myself. But A) I do not know where they each are located. B) Locating their addresses online is harder than one would think; with their hacking tricks, their aliases, fake addresses, etc. C) [[Money\|Funds]] for traveling outside of state is low for me. I am open for any real life, offline suggestions towards success. In the meantime, I have been there, done that as far as I can think of, and I am short on ideas, and my mind is slow on coming up with anything within the big picture that would be better han i was able to think of before.		Somethng else, I realize that I have listed the Trolls as a major letdown on myself. And I really want to seize justice unto them all and take everything there is on the [[internet]] about me off of there, so I can restart on a clean slate. And in the past, I have tried some things aganst them, only to fail and have them counterattack me with worse damage. Even stooping to their level as a fake troll has not worked out for me. When authorities look up the details, I do not want to be mistaken as one of those Trolls, instead of a victim of all of the shitthey have done to me. What I would really like to do is locate the head Trolls in Real Life and personally take them down one by one myself. But A) I do not know where they each are located. B) Locating their addresses online is harder than one would think; with their hacking tricks, their aliases, fake addresses, etc. C) [[Money\|Funds]] for traveling outside of state is low for me. I am open for any real life, offline suggestions towards success. In the meantime, I have been there, done that as far as I can think of, and I am short on ideas, and my mind is slow on coming up with anything within the big picture that would be better han i was able to think of before.
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	Anyway, it is not you, it is me, and I am sorry.		Anyway, it is not you, it is me, and I am sorry.

	As for the pages, I do not feel I can really complete drawing and coloring them without really being able to forgive all four of them, and as I have told you before, I can only really forgive two of them. I am sorry for misspeaking and lying before, but I am just not ready to forgive Mao and Evan, and I do not feel peace of mind or comfort in finishing the pages.		As for the pages, I do not feel I can really complete drawing and coloring them without really being able to forgive all four of them, and as I have told you before, I can only really forgive two of them. I am sorry for misspeaking and lying before, but I am just not ready to forgive Mao and Evan, and I do not feel peace of mind or comfort in finishing the pages.

	Plus, sharing my feelings and emotions in person is easier to me than typing them and sending them via e-mail.		Plus, sharing my feelings and emotions in person is easier to me than typing them and sending them via e-mail.

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Trombonista at 00:55, 25 December 2010

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	{{EmailReply\|November 14, 2010 - 11:42pm		{{EmailReply\|November 14, 2010 - 11:42pm

	Well, perhaps I did not make it clear, but Rocky actually tries to make		Well, perhaps I did not make it clear, but Rocky actually tries to make me feel better about myself, and she does think of me as smart as well. But, like I said, I don't recall every little etail, but when a better
	me feel better about myself, and she does think of me as smart as well.
	But, like I said, I don't recall every little etail, but when a better
	example is recollected, I will describe it.		example is recollected, I will describe it.

	Somethng else, I realize that I have listed the Trolls as a major		Somethng else, I realize that I have listed the Trolls as a major letdown on myself. And I really want to seize justice unto them all and take everything there is on the [[internet]] about me off of there, so I can restart on a clean slate. And in the past, I have tried some things aganst them, only to fail and have them counterattack me with worse damage. Even stooping to their level as a fake troll has not worked out for me. When authorities look up the details, I do not want to be mistaken as one of those Trolls, instead of a victim of all of the shitthey have done to me. What I would really like to do is locate the head Trolls in Real Life and personally take them down one by one myself. But A) I do not know where they each are located. B) Locating their addresses online is harder than one would think; with their hacking tricks, their aliases, fake addresses, etc. C) [[Money\|Funds]] for traveling outside of state is low for me. I am open for any real life, offline suggestions towards success. In the meantime, I have been there, done that as far as I can think of, and I am short on ideas, and my mind is slow on coming up with anything within the big picture that would be better han i was able to think of before.
	letdown on myself. And I really want to seize justice unto them all
	and take everything there is on the [[internet]] about me off of there, so
	I can restart on a clean slate. And in the past, I have tried some
	things aganst them, only to fail and have them counterattack me with
	worse damage. Even stooping to their level as a fake troll has not
	worked out for me. When authorities look up the details, I do not want
	to be mistaken as one of those Trolls, instead of a victim of all of
	the shitthey have done to me. What I would really like to do is locate
	the head Trolls in Real Life and personally take them down one by one
	myself. But A) I do not know where they each are located. B) Locating
	their addresses online is harder than one would think; with their
	hacking tricks, their aliases, fake addresses, etc. C) [[Money\|Funds]] for
	traveling outside of state is low for me. I am open for any real life,
	offline suggestions towards success. In the meantime, I have been
	there, done that as far as I can think of, and I am short on ideas, and
	my mind is slow on coming up with anything within the big picture that
	would be better han i was able to think of before.

	Also, please let me know when you'd like to schedule another conversaton over telephone. And how about that article in your school		Also, please let me know when you'd like to schedule another conversaton over telephone. And how about that article in your school
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	Jackie}}		Jackie}}
	{{EmailReply\|November 16, 2010 - 4:19pm		{{EmailReply\|November 16, 2010 - 4:19pm
	To answer your concern about Rocky, I have felt ability to comfortably		To answer your concern about Rocky, I have felt ability to comfortably move forward after a number of weekly meetings with her. Give her a break, she s an old woman with a big family. I have looked up those "Troll Busters" on that website before; I found a link on the Trollin' Train Forum. I am suspicious about them; I felt and feel a vibe of Buster-Pretending Trolls trying to lure me into their mental-scarring trap(s) again. I will have the pages done by Friday, and I will send you an e-mail with the zoomed-n photograps of each of all of the page Friday Night. Also, yes, I have gone to the police, along with Elizabeth and Rocky and [[Barb\|my mom]] and [[Bob\|dad]], and yes, I have heard very little of anything they may or may not have done on the case.
	move forward after a number of weekly meetings with her. Give her a
	break, she s an old woman with a big family. I have looked up those
	"Troll Busters" on that website before; I found a link on the Trollin'
	Train Forum. I am suspicious about them; I felt and feel a vibe of
	Buster-Pretending Trolls trying to lure me into their mental-scarring
	trap(s) again. I will have the pages done by Friday, and I will send
	you an e-mail with the zoomed-n photograps of each of all of the page
	Friday Night. Also, yes, I have gone to the police, along with
	Elizabeth and Rocky and [[Barb\|my mom]] and [[Bob\|dad]], and yes, I have heard very
	little of anything they may or may not have done on the case.

	I'll TTYL,		I'll TTYL,
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	Well, firstly, I told Rocky about the good you and I shared in our past conversations, and I told her of the bad with my own past concerns and doubts; nothing bad about you.		Well, firstly, I told Rocky about the good you and I shared in our past conversations, and I told her of the bad with my own past concerns and doubts; nothing bad about you.

	Second, I've just talked to Samantha about relationships and [[Chris's Big Night Out\|socializing]].		Second, I've just talked to Samantha about relationships and [[Chris's Big Night Out\|socializing]]. Before tonight, I have had the theory of me just not beng ready for a relationship with my mental status. Also, all things having been considered, at this point, I feel this relationship is not so strong, and I feel I am not mentally ready for a relationship. I need more socialization practice in real life for starters.
	Before tonight, I have had the theory of me just not beng ready for a
	relationship with my mental status. Also, all things having been
	considered, at this point, I feel this relationship is not so strong,
	and I feel I am not mentally ready for a relationship. I need more
	socialization practice in real life for starters.

	Communicating over the internet is one thing, but starting and maintaining a relationship over the internet Without havng met in		Communicating over the internet is one thing, but starting and maintaining a relationship over the internet Without havng met in
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	Anyway, it is not you, it is me, and I am sorry.		Anyway, it is not you, it is me, and I am sorry.

	As for the pages, I do not feel I can really complete drawing and		As for the pages, I do not feel I can really complete drawing and coloring them without really being able to forgive all four of them, and as I have told you before, I can only really forgive two of them. I am sorry for misspeaking and lying before, but I am just not ready to forgive Mao and Evan, and I do not feel peace of mind or comfort in finishing the pages.
	coloring them without really being able to forgive all four of them,
	and as I have told you before, I can only really forgive two of them.
	I am sorry for misspeaking and lying before, but I am just not ready to
	forgive Mao and Evan, and I do not feel peace of mind or comfort in
	finishing the pages.

	Plus, sharing my feelings and emotions in person is easier to me than typing them and sending them via e-mail.		Plus, sharing my feelings and emotions in person is easier to me than typing them and sending them via e-mail.
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	{{EmailReply\|November 20, 2010 - 12:26pm		{{EmailReply\|November 20, 2010 - 12:26pm

	**Firstly, I had not made Rocky aware of any of your e-mails, but		**Firstly, I had not made Rocky aware of any of your e-mails, but recently, to inform her of the "Troll Busters" website and make her aware of you, I forwarded Only this one e-mail from the 15th. I did not put you in any bad light with her, at least I did not mean to.
	recently, to inform her of the "Troll Busters" website and make her
	aware of you, I forwarded Only this one e-mail from the 15th. I did
	not put you in any bad light with her, at least I did not mean to.

	Also, I felt uncomfortable reading the term, "[[Friend zone\|Friend Zoning]]" in your		Also, I felt uncomfortable reading the term, "[[Friend zone\|Friend Zoning]]" in your recent message; I have been Friend Zoned myself a number of times, and I have watched the movie "[[Wikipedia:Just Friends\|Just Friends]]", so I get irritated upon hearing or reading the term, regardless of sub-definitions for any situaton. I mean, I am a dude, and I did and will want the sex, and I
	recent message; I have been Friend Zoned myself a number of times, and		am very mentally ready for sex with being responsible. I'd like to keep that option open, is what I'm initially saying here.
	I have watched the movie "[[Wikipedia:Just Friends\|Just Friends]]", so I get irritated upon
	hearing or reading the term, regardless of sub-definitions for any
	situaton. I mean, I am a dude, and I did and will want the sex, and I
	am very mentally ready for sex with being responsible. I'd like to
	keep that option open, is what I'm initially saying here.

	On another topic, I am going to concentrate on taking the head trolls,		On another topic, I am going to concentrate on taking the head trolls, and all of their webstes down, legally, with the help of my church. I have an idea of where to begin, by looking up an old [[Pokemon]] [[Card games\|TCG League]]member and his friend who turned on me that Friday night when [[Megan]] kissed her Christopher.
	and all of their webstes down, legally, with the help of my church. I
	have an idea of where to begin, by looking up an old [[Pokemon]] [[Card games\|TCG League]]
	member and his friend who turned on me that Friday night when [[Megan]]
	kissed her Christopher.

	I will see justice done unto those bastards yet, to regain te peace of mind I had before was made aware of that damn E.D. page.		I will see justice done unto those bastards yet, to regain te peace of mind I had before was made aware of that damn E.D. page.

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	me. He friggin' blackmailed me into killing [[Simonla]] and leaving [[Wild]]		me. He friggin' blackmailed me into killing [[Simonla]] and leaving [[Wild]]
	witout a [[sweetheart]]. Those two can not go on forgiven without being		witout a [[sweetheart]]. Those two can not go on forgiven without being
	made examples of in their damned deeds before. [[Alec]] and [[Sean]] shall go		made examples of in their damned deeds before. [[Alec]] and Sean shall go
	on forgiven, because all they did was draw their own dark-humored pages		on forgiven, because all they did was draw their own dark-humored pages
	and nothing else.		and nothing else.
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	Hey Chris. Thanks for writing back.		Hey Chris. Thanks for writing back.

	Firstly, I'm sorry if my use of the term "friend zone" made you uncomfortable, but it is what you did, I'm just calling it like it is. I was pursuing a relationship and you basically said "no thanks, I'd rather just be friends". Like I said, that doesn't bother me, but I don't get why you are uncomfortable by me calling it the proper name. I mean, if you steal a [[toy]] from a store, would you feel uncomfortable with being called a thief?		Firstly, I'm sorry if my use of the term "friend zone" made you uncomfortable, but it is what you did, I'm just calling it like it is. I was pursuing a relationship and you basically said "no thanks, I'd rather just be friends". Like I said, that doesn't bother me, but I don't get why you are uncomfortable by me calling it the proper name. I mean, if you steal a [[sex toy\|toy]] from a store, would you feel uncomfortable with being called a thief?

	Secondly, I'm kind of insulted that you think that there is an option for sex available here. Why would I have kept trying to get a relationship off the ground if all I wanted from you was a booty call? I'm not that kind of girl Chris, I feel like you don't respect me when you say that. I mean, I've been pretty patient all the while with you, putting up with your constant lies and laziness and whatnot, and you showed you didn't really think enough of me to do anything I wanted. I thought when you admitted you weren't ready for a relationship, you knew sex was off the table, too. I can have sex with Lars if I want, and he gives me the adult interaction too.		Secondly, I'm kind of insulted that you think that there is an option for sex available here. Why would I have kept trying to get a relationship off the ground if all I wanted from you was a booty call? I'm not that kind of girl Chris, I feel like you don't respect me when you say that. I mean, I've been pretty patient all the while with you, putting up with your constant lies and laziness and whatnot, and you showed you didn't really think enough of me to do anything I wanted. I thought when you admitted you weren't ready for a relationship, you knew sex was off the table, too. I can have sex with Lars if I want, and he gives me the adult interaction too.

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	say all of the things she has helped me with off of the top of my head,		say all of the things she has helped me with off of the top of my head,
	aside from the recent thinking of myself as retarded; She offered me a		aside from the recent thinking of myself as retarded; She offered me a
	more gentle way of putting it as being slow in the mental relays of		more gentle way of putting it as being [[Slow-in-the-minds\|slow in the mental relays of
	ideas and thoughts to actions and such.		ideas and thoughts to actions and such]].

	[[Mao]] has Hacked into my websites, including the [[Cwcipedia]], and messed		[[Mao]] has Hacked into my websites, including the [[Cwcipedia]], and messed

Trombonista at 18:22, 6 December 2010

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	{{EmailReply\|November 18, 2010 - 10:49pm		{{EmailReply\|November 18, 2010 - 10:49pm
	Well, firstly, I told Rocky about the good you and I shared in our past		Well, firstly, I told Rocky about the good you and I shared in our past conversations, and I told her of the bad with my own past concerns and doubts; nothing bad about you.
	conversations, and I told her of the bad with my own past concerns and
	doubts; nothing bad about you.

	Second, I've just talked to Samantha about relationships and [[Chris's Big Night Out\|socializing]].		Second, I've just talked to Samantha about relationships and [[Chris's Big Night Out\|socializing]].
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	socialization practice in real life for starters.		socialization practice in real life for starters.

	Communicating over the internet is one thing, but starting and		Communicating over the internet is one thing, but starting and maintaining a relationship over the internet Without havng met in
	maintaining a relationship over the internet Without havng met in
	Person Beforehand, I feel that is just too much for me.		Person Beforehand, I feel that is just too much for me.

Trombonista at 20:33, 4 December 2010

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	This page lists emails exchanged by Chris and [[Jackie]] from 13 to 20 [[November 2010]].		This page lists emails exchanged by Chris and [[Jackie]] from 13 to 20 [[November 2010]].

	Chris states that he feels he needs to seek personal justice against the [[trolls]], specifically [[The Miscreants\|the "Head Trolls"]], in order to continue his life. He still regrets his [[graduation]] day. Jackie points out that Chris seeks counseling from [[Rocky]] to rationalize his own laziness, and that her lack of qualification is doing more harm than good. Jackie presents the "Trollbusters" website, but Chris doesn't fall for it.		Chris states that he feels he needs to seek personal justice against the [[trolls]], specifically [[The Miscreants\|the "Head Trolls"]], in order to continue his life. He still regrets his graduation day. Jackie points out that Chris seeks counseling from [[Rocky]] to rationalize his own laziness, and that her lack of qualification is doing more harm than good. Jackie presents the "Trollbusters" website, but Chris doesn't fall for it.

	Chris recognizes he does not have capacity to have any adult relationships. Jackie agrees, though Chris lashes out at her for using the term "[[friend zone]]" and demands that [[sex]] stay on the table for when he demands. Jackie's reaction is as one would expect.		Chris recognizes he does not have capacity to have any adult relationships. Jackie agrees, though Chris lashes out at her for using the term "[[friend zone]]" and demands that [[sex]] stay on the table for when he demands. Jackie's reaction is as one would expect.
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	would be better han i was able to think of before.		would be better han i was able to think of before.

	Also, please let me know when you'd like to schedule another		Also, please let me know when you'd like to schedule another conversaton over telephone. And how about that article in your school
	conversaton over telephone. And how about that article in your school
	newsletter about me we've talked about before.		newsletter about me we've talked about before.

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	finishing the pages.		finishing the pages.

	Plus, sharing my feelings and emotions in person is easier to me than		Plus, sharing my feelings and emotions in person is easier to me than typing them and sending them via e-mail.
	typing them and sending them via e-mail.

	Stay Safe,		Stay Safe,
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	kissed her Christopher.		kissed her Christopher.

	I will see justice done unto those bastards yet, to regain te peace of		I will see justice done unto those bastards yet, to regain te peace of mind I had before was made aware of that damn E.D. page.
	mind I had before was made aware of that damn E.D. page.

	Stay Safe,		Stay Safe,

ALBASPERCHU at 11:28, 4 December 2010

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	This page lists emails exchanged by Chris and [[Jackie]] from 13 to 20 [[November 2010]].		This page lists emails exchanged by Chris and [[Jackie]] from 13 to 20 [[November 2010]].

	Chris states that he feels he needs to seek personal justice against the [[trolls]], specifically [[The Miscreants\|the "Head Trolls"]], in order to continue his life. He still regrets his [[graduation]] day. Jackie points out that Chris seeks counseling from [[Rocky]] to rationalize ~~Chris'~~ laziness, and that her lack of qualification is doing more harm than good. Jackie presents the "Trollbusters" website, but Chris doesn't fall for it.		Chris states that he feels he needs to seek personal justice against the [[trolls]], specifically [[The Miscreants\|the "Head Trolls"]], in order to continue his life. He still regrets his [[graduation]] day. Jackie points out that Chris seeks counseling from [[Rocky]] to rationalize his own laziness, and that her lack of qualification is doing more harm than good. Jackie presents the "Trollbusters" website, but Chris doesn't fall for it.

	Chris recognizes he does not have capacity to have any adult relationships. Jackie agrees, though Chris lashes out at her for using the term "[[friend zone]]" and demands that [[sex]] stay on the table for when he demands. Jackie's reaction is as one would expect.		Chris recognizes he does not have capacity to have any adult relationships. Jackie agrees, though Chris lashes out at her for using the term "[[friend zone]]" and demands that [[sex]] stay on the table for when he demands. Jackie's reaction is as one would expect.

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	This page lists emails exchanged by Chris and [[Jackie]] from 13 to 20 [[November 2010]].		This page lists emails exchanged between Chris and [[Jackie]] from 13 to 20 [[November 2010]]. Chris states that he feels he needs to seek personal justice against the [[trolls]], specifically [[The Miscreants\|the "Head Trolls"]], in order to continue his life. He still regrets his graduation day. Jackie points out that Chris seeks counseling from [[Rocky]] to rationalize his own laziness, and that her lack of qualification is doing more harm than good. Jackie presents the "Trollbusters" website, but Chris doesn't fall for it.

	Chris states that he feels he needs to seek personal justice against the [[trolls]], specifically [[The Miscreants\|the "Head Trolls"]], in order to continue his life. He still regrets his graduation day. Jackie points out that Chris seeks counseling from [[Rocky]] to rationalize his own laziness, and that her lack of qualification is doing more harm than good. Jackie presents the "Trollbusters" website, but Chris doesn't fall for it.		Chris recognizes he does not have capacity to have any adult relationships. Jackie agrees, but then Chris lashes out at her for using the term "[[friend zone]]," demanding that [[sex]] stay on the table. Jackie's reaction is as one would expect.

	Chris recognizes he does not have capacity to have any adult relationships. Jackie agrees, ~~though~~ Chris lashes out at her for using the term "[[friend zone]]" ~~and demands~~ that [[sex]] stay on the table ~~for when he demands~~. Jackie's reaction is as one would expect.

	{{EmailReply\|November 13, 2010 - 7:49pm		{{EmailReply\|November 13, 2010 - 7:49pm
	Well, for future references, I will let you know of any applicable		Well, for future references, I will let you know of any applicable
	concerns. Mostly, I have been under constant [[stress]] from the emotional		concerns. Mostly, I have been under constant [[stress]] from the emotional
	and psychological damage the Trolls have done to me over the past 3		and psychological damage the [[Trolls]] have done to me over the past 3
	years and such. Plus having a dacade pass and not having the Class of		years and such. Plus having a dacade pass and not having the Class of
	[[2000]] reunion and the regrets of how I acted at the ceremony and not		2000 reunion and the regrets of how I acted at [[Manchester High School#Graduation\|the ceremony]] and not
	receiving an encouraging award for my [[Art\|artistic]] talents are other		receiving an encouraging award for my [[Art\|artistic]] talents are other
	factors that weigh me down and lack self-confdence. I mainly won't		factors that weigh me down and lack self-confdence. I mainly won't
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	such. And hugs would make me feel better too.		such. And hugs would make me feel better too.

	Rocky offers me advice for most general things for counsoling. I can't say all of the things she has helped me with off of the top of my head, aside from the recent thinking of myself as retarded; She offered me a more gentle way of putting it as being [[Slow-in-the-minds\|slow in the mental relays of ideas and thoughts to actions and such]].		[[Rocky]] offers me advice for most general things for counsoling. I can't say all of the things she has helped me with off of the top of my head, aside from the recent thinking of myself as retarded; She offered me a more gentle way of putting it as being [[Slow-in-the-minds\|slow in the mental relays of ideas and thoughts to actions and such]].

	[[Mao]] has Hacked into my websites, including the [[Cwcipedia]], and messed them up royally. And Evan GAVE me rights to use his [[Simonchu]] character as I saw fit, and later gives false accusatons of Character Theft on me. He friggin' blackmailed me into killing [[Simonla]] and leaving [[Wild]] witout a [[sweetheart]]. Those two can not go on forgiven without being made examples of in their damned deeds before. [[Alec]] and Sean shall go on forgiven, because all they did was draw their own dark-humored pages		[[Mao]] has Hacked into my websites, including the [[Cwcipedia]], and messed them up royally. And [[Evan]] GAVE me rights to use his [[Simonchu]] character as I saw fit, and later gives false accusatons of Character Theft on me. He friggin' blackmailed me into killing [[Simonla]] and leaving [[Wild]] witout a [[sweetheart]]. Those two can not go on forgiven without being made examples of in their damned deeds before. [[Alec]] and Sean shall go on forgiven, because all they did was draw their own dark-humored pages
	and nothing else.		and nothing else.

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	Well, perhaps I did not make it clear, but Rocky actually tries to make me feel better about myself, and she does think of me as smart as well. But, like I said, I don't recall every little etail, but when a better example is recollected, I will describe it.		Well, perhaps I did not make it clear, but Rocky actually tries to make me feel better about myself, and she does think of me as smart as well. But, like I said, I don't recall every little etail, but when a better example is recollected, I will describe it.

	Somethng else, I realize that I have listed the Trolls as a major letdown on myself. And I really want to seize justice unto them all and take everything there is on the [[internet]] about me off of there, so I can restart on a clean slate. And in the past, I have tried some things aganst them, only to fail and have them counterattack me with worse damage. Even stooping to their level as a fake troll has not worked out for me. When authorities look up the details, I do not want to be mistaken as one of those Trolls, instead of a victim of all of the shitthey have done to me. What I would really like to do is locate the head Trolls in Real Life and personally take them down one by one myself. But A) I do not know where they each are located. B) Locating their addresses online is harder than one would think; with their hacking tricks, their aliases, fake addresses, etc. C) [[Money\|Funds]] for traveling outside of state is low for me. I am open for any real life, offline suggestions towards success. In the meantime, I have been there, done that as far as I can think of, and I am short on ideas, and my mind is slow on coming up with anything within the big picture that would be better han i was able to think of before.		Somethng else, I realize that I have listed the Trolls as a major letdown on myself. And I really want to seize justice unto them all and take everything there is on the [[internet]] about me off of there, so I can restart on a clean slate. And in the past, I have tried some things aganst them, only to fail and have them counterattack me with worse damage. Even stooping to their level as a fake troll has not worked out for me. When authorities look up the details, I do not want to be mistaken as one of those Trolls, instead of a victim of all of the shitthey have done to me. What I would really like to do is locate the head Trolls in Real Life and [[Calling Out\|personally take them down one by one myself]]. But A) I do not know where they each are located. B) Locating their addresses online is harder than one would think; with their hacking tricks, their aliases, fake addresses, etc. C) [[Money\|Funds]] for traveling outside of state is low for me. I am open for any real life, offline suggestions towards success. In the meantime, I have been there, done that as far as I can think of, and I am short on ideas, and my mind is slow on coming up with anything within the big picture that would be better han i was able to think of before.

	Also, please let me know when you'd like to schedule another conversaton over telephone. And how about that article in your school		Also, please let me know when you'd like to schedule another conversaton over telephone. And how about that article in your school
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	Jackie}}		Jackie}}
	{{EmailReply\|November 16, 2010 - 4:19pm		{{EmailReply\|November 16, 2010 - 4:19pm
	To answer your concern about Rocky, I have felt ability to comfortably move forward after a number of weekly meetings with her. Give her a break, she s an old woman with a big family. I have looked up those "Troll Busters" on that website before; I found a link on the Trollin' Train Forum. I am suspicious about them; I felt and feel a vibe of Buster-Pretending Trolls trying to lure me into their mental-scarring trap(s) again. I will have the pages done by Friday, and I will send you an e-mail with the zoomed-n photograps of each of all of the page Friday Night. Also, yes, I have gone to the police, along with Elizabeth and Rocky and [[Barb\|my mom]] and [[Bob\|dad]], and yes, I have heard very little of anything they may or may not have done on the case.		To answer your concern about Rocky, I have felt ability to comfortably move forward after a number of weekly meetings with her. Give her a break, she s an old woman with a big family. I have looked up those "Troll Busters" on that website before; I found a link on the [[Trollin Train\|Trollin' Train Forum]]. I am suspicious about them; I felt and feel a vibe of Buster-Pretending Trolls trying to lure me into their mental-scarring trap(s) again. I will have the pages done by Friday, and I will send you an e-mail with the zoomed-n photograps of each of all of the page Friday Night. Also, yes, I have gone to the police, along with Elizabeth and Rocky and [[Barb\|my mom]] and [[Bob\|dad]], and yes, I have heard very little of anything they may or may not have done on the case.

	I'll TTYL,		I'll TTYL,
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	{{EmailReply\|November 20, 2010 - 12:26pm		{{EmailReply\|November 20, 2010 - 12:26pm

	**Firstly, I had not made Rocky aware of any of your e-mails, but recently, to inform her of the "Troll Busters" website and make her aware of you, I forwarded Only this one e-mail from the 15th. I did not put you in any bad light with her, at least I did not mean to.		<nowiki>**</nowiki>Firstly, I had not made Rocky aware of any of your e-mails, but recently, to inform her of the "Troll Busters" website and make her aware of you, I forwarded Only this one e-mail from the 15th. I did not put you in any bad light with her, at least I did not mean to.

	Also, I felt uncomfortable reading the term, "[[Friend zone\|Friend Zoning]]" in your recent message; I have been Friend Zoned myself a number of times, and I have watched the movie "[[Wikipedia:Just Friends\|Just Friends]]", so I get irritated upon hearing or reading the term, regardless of sub-definitions for any situaton. I mean, I am a dude, and I did and will want the sex, and I		Also, I felt uncomfortable reading the term, "[[Friend zone\|Friend Zoning]]" in your recent message; I have been Friend Zoned myself a number of times, and I have watched the movie "[[Wikipedia:Just Friends\|Just Friends]]", so I get irritated upon hearing or reading the term, regardless of sub-definitions for any situaton. I mean, I am a dude, and I did and will want the [[Chris and sex\|sex]], and I
	am very mentally ready for sex with being responsible. I'd like to keep that option open, is what I'm initially saying here.		am very mentally ready for sex with being responsible. I'd like to keep that option open, is what I'm initially saying here.

	On another topic, I am going to concentrate on taking the head trolls, and all of their webstes down, legally, with the help of my church. I have an idea of where to begin, by looking up an old [[Pokemon]] [[Card games\|TCG League]]member and his friend who turned on me that Friday night when [[Megan]] kissed her Christopher.		On another topic, I am going to concentrate on taking the head trolls, and all of their webstes down, legally, with the help of my church. I have an idea of where to begin, by looking up an old [[Pokemon]] [[Card games\|TCG League]]member and his friend who turned on me that Friday night when [[Megan]] kissed her Christopher.

	I will see justice done unto those bastards yet, to regain te peace of mind I had before was made aware of that damn E.D. page.		I will see justice done unto those bastards yet, to regain te peace of mind I had before was made aware of that damn [[Encyclopedia Dramatica\|E.D.]] page.

	Stay Safe,		Stay Safe,