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	[[Autism\|Friendship (2) leads to Relationship (3); 3 leads to Love (4), and 4 leads to Sex (5). Yet I have before heard of 5 destroying 2; Acquaintance (1) skipping 2 towards any of 3 to 5; 5 without 4; 4 without the foundation of either 3 or 2. Also, I feel 5 breaking 2 is rediculous, because 2 is the stronger foundation towards 5, with 3 and 4 in between. Most adults currently have 3 and up in mind without the sweet foundation of 2, which leaves them too cautious, scared, paranoid and so on in Social Situations.]]		[[Autism\|Friendship (2) leads to Relationship (3); 3 leads to Love (4), and 4 leads to Sex (5). Yet I have before heard of 5 destroying 2; Acquaintance (1) skipping 2 towards any of 3 to 5; 5 without 4; 4 without the foundation of either 3 or 2. Also, I feel 5 breaking 2 is rediculous, because 2 is the stronger foundation towards 5, with 3 and 4 in between. Most adults currently have 3 and up in mind without the sweet foundation of 2, which leaves them too cautious, scared, paranoid and so on in Social Situations.]]

	I grew up watching, enjoying and learning from Friendship, Caring and Sharing-encouraging programs, including "Care Bears", "[[My Little Pony]]", etc. Plus, I was educated with a great number of Coping Skills classes, yet after leaving Midlothian, I have lost a chunk, of that friendship-filled confidence, from leaving my [[gal-pals\|good friends]] behind.		I grew up watching, enjoying and learning from Friendship, Caring and Sharing-encouraging programs, including "[[Care Bears]]", "[[My Little Pony]]", etc. Plus, I was educated with a great number of Coping Skills classes, yet after leaving Midlothian, I have lost a chunk, of that friendship-filled confidence, from leaving my [[gal-pals\|good friends]] behind.

	The [[Sonichu (comic)\|Sonichu series]] was originally going to be a Friendship and Social-encouraging series with the dashes of action from defending the [[CWCville\|city]] and the adventures. Then I lost sight of that from unwanted negative criticisms, cyber-bullying and all that since November, [[2007]], which were great inspiration-killers.		The [[Sonichu (comic)\|Sonichu series]] was originally going to be a Friendship and Social-encouraging series with the dashes of action from defending the [[CWCville\|city]] and the adventures. Then I lost sight of that from unwanted negative criticisms, cyber-bullying and all that since November, [[2007]], which were great inspiration-killers.

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	{{EmailReply\|July 15, 2011 3:23pm		{{EmailReply\|July 15, 2011 3:23pm

	Firstly, I wish to apologize for only the dressing-room portion; the Wal-Mart was crowded, and as I have stated before, I did Not want to		Firstly, I wish to apologize for only the dressing-room portion; the Wal-Mart was crowded, and as I have stated before, I did Not want to get caught Or risk being arrested. [[Chris and the Law\|I was arrested twice before]]; One of which led me to being driven to a police dept., fingerprinted, photographed; damn close to jail time; thank god my family was around to pick me up and bail me out (there wasn't a bail to pay, but there Was a trial later, of which I was under a probational watch for half a year, then I was found innocent). (:0 sigh And I apologize for [[Forgot the Glitter\|forgetting the glitter]].
	get caught Or risk being arrested. [[Chris and the Law\|I was arrested twice before]]; One of which led me to being driven to a police dept., fingerprinted, photographed; damn close to jail time; thank god my family was around to pick me up and bail me out (there wasn't a bail to pay, but there Was a trial later, of which I was under a probational watch for half a year, then I was found innocent). (:0 sigh And I apologize for [[Forgot the Glitter\|forgetting the glitter]].

	Second, I would appreciate it if from here on out, we have no more on-location (especially in a store or restaurant of any sort) videos.		Second, I would appreciate it if from here on out, we have no more on-location (especially in a store or restaurant of any sort) videos.
	On one hand, I'd have to record with my digital camera, which saves the video files in a format unreadable by any of my consoles, and would require a PC to either reformat it or directly upload it onto YouTube, which I have been using a computer at my nearest library to upload with. On the other hand, keeping the videos at home, and in my room, I can record videos with my [[PlayStation Eye]] Camera through the EyeCreate program, export the video onto the XMB in the readable format, and directly upload onto YouTube from there, saving me gas in driving to the library.		On one hand, I'd have to record with my digital camera, which saves the video files in a format unreadable by any of my consoles, and would require a PC to either reformat it or directly upload it onto YouTube, which I have been using a computer at my nearest library to upload with. On the other hand, keeping the videos at home, and in my room, I can record videos with my [[PlayStation Eye]] Camera through the EyeCreate program, export the video onto the XMB in the readable format, and directly upload onto YouTube from there, saving me gas in driving to the library.

	Third, I appreciate your ideas for videos, but allow me to surprise you with my own ideas for satisfying or serenading you in the future		Third, I appreciate your ideas for videos, but allow me to surprise you with my own ideas for satisfying or serenading you in the future recordings. I promise to surprise you in the near future with a live from my room recording of a few [[Cakefarts\|cake farts]] (in one video). And I have come up with an idea for a method to add more air into me to create multiple farts for the occasion.
	recordings. I promise to surprise you in the near future with a live from my room recording of a few [[Cakefarts\|cake farts]] (in one video). And I have come up with an idea for a method to add more air into me to create multiple farts for the occasion.

	One last thing for now, I have been thinking further, I really want to make sure that I am well-compensated for my hard work for you in these videos (with regards to the deeds-for-"merchandise" deals I talked to you about the other night). You, Your Presence and Your Love Are most certainly worth all of the efforts from me. Another thing, actually, the practice sex in My room did turn you on; I feel it partially hard to grasp as to why we'd Have To spend our night(s) together in a hotel room, when I have demonstrated well that there is plenty of room in mine to get it on in and be comfortable. I'm just thinking of that for your benefit of saving money. Plus, before the deeds, and after our in-person meet-and-greet date, anyway, I really would appreciate you coming over to my house and meeting my [[Barb\|mom]] and [[Bob\|dad]] in person; they would appreciate it as well, and I am certain it will make them feel better to meet the woman I've been having sweetest conversations with and getting to know for the loong while.		One last thing for now, I have been thinking further, I really want to make sure that I am well-compensated for my hard work for you in these videos (with regards to the deeds-for-"merchandise" deals I talked to you about the other night). You, Your Presence and Your Love Are most certainly worth all of the efforts from me. Another thing, actually, the practice sex in My room did turn you on; I feel it partially hard to grasp as to why we'd Have To spend our night(s) together in a hotel room, when I have demonstrated well that there is plenty of room in mine to get it on in and be comfortable. I'm just thinking of that for your benefit of saving money. Plus, before the deeds, and after our in-person meet-and-greet date, anyway, I really would appreciate you coming over to my house and meeting my [[Barb\|mom]] and [[Bob\|dad]] in person; they would appreciate it as well, and I am certain it will make them feel better to meet the woman I've been having sweetest conversations with and getting to know for the loong while.

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	On the place of yours in [[C-Ville]], I was referring to Your Parents' House; Why would I refer to My house in any way to be Yours at this time?		On the place of yours in [[C-Ville]], I was referring to Your Parents' House; Why would I refer to My house in any way to be Yours at this time?

	And in any case, I am feeling anger, disregard to my better interests, and lack of appreciation. I have Tried to make the trip within my		And in any case, I am feeling anger, disregard to my better interests, and lack of appreciation. I have Tried to make the trip within my limits, but [[Barbara Chandler\|my mother]]'s concern takes precipice, and if I went anywhere over 100 miles from here without her blessing, I would only feel miserable over her worrying about me And her changing the locks, reporting me to the [[police]] and leaving me without a home to return to. She WOULD do all that too.
	limits, but [[Barbara Chandler\|my mother]]'s concern takes precipice, and if I went anywhere over 100 miles from here without her blessing, I would only feel
	miserable over her worrying about me And her changing the locks, reporting me to the [[police]] and leaving me without a home to return to. She WOULD do all that too.

	You obviously lack appreciation of me as a person of noble nature, yet [[slow-in-the-mind\|mentally challenged]] and cautious. And because of this, I am putting communications with you on hiatus until you get your attitude cleared up and appreciations sorted out, and all of that sort.		You obviously lack appreciation of me as a person of noble nature, yet [[slow-in-the-mind\|mentally challenged]] and cautious. And because of this, I am putting communications with you on hiatus until you get your attitude cleared up and appreciations sorted out, and all of that sort.
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	{{EmailReply\|July 10, 2011 6:50am		{{EmailReply\|July 10, 2011 6:50am

	Dang. I made you stay in one place for Days crying? I am Really sorry about that. I have been there, days to weeks depressed in my room,		Dang. I made you stay in one place for Days crying? I am Really sorry about that. I have been there, days to weeks depressed in my room, plus last week where I've been feeling lonely and worried about you too, Jackie. You Do care about me.
	plus last week where I've been feeling lonely and worried about you too, Jackie. You Do care about me.

	You and I, we simply Have to meet up in person ASAP. We can talk about trying again to set that up later. I'll stay up tonight for your call.		You and I, we simply Have to meet up in person ASAP. We can talk about trying again to set that up later. I'll stay up tonight for your call.
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	{{EmailReply\|July 16, 2011 11:49pm		{{EmailReply\|July 16, 2011 11:49pm

	About your step-daddy, I did not mean to actually compare him with Hank. Actually, it's something else. Straight-up: my family and I, we		About your step-daddy, I did not mean to actually compare him with Hank. Actually, it's something else. Straight-up: my family and I, we have received a number of abusive calls from someone or more who made bad impersonations of [[Wikipedia:Hank Hill\|the character]], "sellin' propane and propane accessories; boy, I tell you what" and such shit. To us, it was perceived as a bunch of Troll calls. And after hearing that talk from him that night, I felt suspicion, because he sounded Very close to what I have heard before. I am not accusing anyone, and I do not mean any offense; I just felt paranoid. Is it possible that your step-dad got my numbers from you and during past drunk episodes rang me and my family to give us abuse and hate? I mean, his voice was just Soo close to what I have heard before. I apologize if I've made you feel discomfort.
	have received a number of abusive calls from someone or more who made bad impersonations of [[Wikipedia:Hank Hill\|the character]], "sellin' propane and propane accessories; boy, I tell you what" and such shit. To us, it was perceived as a bunch of Troll calls. And after hearing that talk from him that night, I felt suspicion, because he sounded Very close to what I have heard before. I am not accusing anyone, and I do not mean any offense; I just felt paranoid. Is it possible that your step-dad got my numbers from you and during past drunk episodes rang me and my family to give us abuse and hate? I mean, his voice was just Soo close to what I have heard before. I apologize if I've made you feel discomfort.

	Topic change, the cake farts won't happen that soon, and I have told you before that I will surprise you with it soon. With that, I		Topic change, the cake farts won't happen that soon, and I have told you before that I will surprise you with it soon. With that, I appreciate your enthusiasm with the sex-talk and all, but there is a limit to how much I can take for a time before it becomes monotonous and bothers me wrong. I feel it better if the really dirty talk is decreased; use it sparingly. And there are still a Lot of other things we can talk about; sex isn't everything, you know.
	appreciate your enthusiasm with the sex-talk and all, but there is a limit to how much I can take for a time before it becomes monotonous
	and bothers me wrong. I feel it better if the really dirty talk is decreased; use it sparingly. And there are still a Lot of other things
	we can talk about; sex isn't everything, you know.

	You are a truly delightful and radiant woman; don't "shoot yourself in the foot" with too much bad ammo (symbolically and metaphorically). Do you understand, Sweetheart? There is a time and place for everything.		You are a truly delightful and radiant woman; don't "shoot yourself in the foot" with too much bad ammo (symbolically and metaphorically). Do you understand, Sweetheart? There is a time and place for everything.
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	{{EmailReply\|July 18, 2011 11:57pm		{{EmailReply\|July 18, 2011 11:57pm

	I found a nice chocolate and fudge cake for $9 at Wal-Mart. I cut myself a piece beforehand; it was goood. It also had square candy		I found a nice chocolate and fudge cake for $9 at Wal-Mart. I cut myself a piece beforehand; it was goood. It also had square candy pieces I removed and ate as well. I showered later, and after becoming dry, I recorded the [[Cakefarts\|video]] with my PSEye. Unfortunately, I've found error in attempting to upload it, so I will make the library trip this afternoon. Attached are post-fart cake photos; I have a few more to send you later.
	pieces I removed and ate as well. I showered later, and after becoming dry, I recorded the [[Cakefarts\|video]] with my PSEye. Unfortunately, I've found
	error in attempting to upload it, so I will make the library trip this afternoon. Attached are post-fart cake photos; I have a few more to send you later.

	I pray you're not still broken up from that past e-mail; I've made a bad choice of words. The term "Dirty Talk" was misplaced from me when I typed it. I am very sorry for making you cry with my mistakes in word choice.		I pray you're not still broken up from that past e-mail; I've made a bad choice of words. The term "Dirty Talk" was misplaced from me when I typed it. I am very sorry for making you cry with my mistakes in word choice.
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	{{EmailReply\|July 19, 2011 12:50pm		{{EmailReply\|July 19, 2011 12:50pm

	Along with the "Awesome Sauce", as best as I can write it on the inner reaches of my behind. And check this out, I'm communicating with		Along with the "Awesome Sauce", as best as I can write it on the inner reaches of my behind. And check this out, I'm communicating with myself in a past time on my "Wrist Communicator" (3DS on my arm). LOL.
	myself in a past time on my "Wrist Communicator" (3DS on my arm). LOL.

	Have a good and safe day, Sweetheart. I'll TTYTonight.		Have a good and safe day, Sweetheart. I'll TTYTonight.

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	At least at this point where they know about us, they may get used to the idea (especially with [[Lars]] being long gone now (nothing intended)).		At least at this point where they know about us, they may get used to the idea (especially with [[Lars]] being long gone now (nothing intended)).

	I am working and thinking hard on the [[Sonichu ~~and Rosechu's children~~\|Robbie]]/Vulva song and my own TomGirl song lyrics. I won't disappoint you, Sweetheart, I promise.		I am working and thinking hard on the [[Robee Sonichu\|Robbie]]/Vulva song and my own TomGirl song lyrics. I won't disappoint you, Sweetheart, I promise.

	I Care about you a lot, Jackie-Pie, and I Love You.		I Care about you a lot, Jackie-Pie, and I Love You.

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Trombonista at 23:10, 29 July 2014

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	{{EmailReply\|July 5, 2011 10:48am		{{EmailReply\|July 5, 2011 10:48am

	On the place of yours in [[C-Ville]], I was referring to Your Parents'		On the place of yours in [[C-Ville]], I was referring to Your Parents' House; Why would I refer to My house in any way to be Yours at this time?
	House; Why would I refer to My house in any way to be Yours at this
	time?

	And in any case, I am feeling anger, disregard to my better interests,		And in any case, I am feeling anger, disregard to my better interests, and lack of appreciation. I have Tried to make the trip within my
	and lack of appreciation. I have Tried to make the trip within my		limits, but my mother's concern takes precipice, and if I went anywhere over 100 miles from here without her blessing, I would only feel
	limits, but my mother's concern takes precipice, and if I went anywhere		miserable over her worrying about me And her changing the locks, reporting me to the [[police]] and leaving me without a home to return to. She WOULD do all that too.
	over 100 miles from here without her blessing, I would only feel
	miserable over her worrying about me And her changing the locks,
	reporting me to the [[police]] and leaving me without a home to return to. She WOULD do all that too.

	You obviously lack appreciation of me as a person of noble nature, yet		You obviously lack appreciation of me as a person of noble nature, yet
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	I'm sorry for not reading your recent messages before today; I made a		I'm sorry for not reading your recent messages before today; I made a
	presumption of further aggression, and I was wrong. I am sorry for		presumption of further aggression, and I was wrong. I am sorry for
	making you cry with my absence. And I am sorry for not answering your		making you cry with my absence. And I am sorry for not answering your
	calls. I have been falling asleep earlier and getting up early lately.		calls. I have been falling asleep earlier and getting up early lately.
	I have been fatigued from the stress of failing you, taking the		I have been fatigued from the stress of failing you, taking the
	aggression and all. [[Linnea]] has informed me of your trying to call me		aggression and all. [[Linnea]] has informed me of your trying to call me about Thursday in an e-mail.
	about Thursday in an e-mail.

	If you still want to talk with me, call me Sunday the 10th or Monday		If you still want to talk with me, call me Sunday the 10th or Monday the 11th at 8 PM.
	the 11th at 8 PM.

	I have a LOT to apologize with you for from this past weekend and the		I have a LOT to apologize with you for from this past weekend and the past week.
	past week.

	I also have been thinking about other things, to put into a perspective		I also have been thinking about other things, to put into a perspective
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	Dang. I made you stay in one place for Days crying? I am Really sorry		Dang. I made you stay in one place for Days crying? I am Really sorry
	about that. I have been there, days to weeks depressed in my room,		about that. I have been there, days to weeks depressed in my room,
	plus last week where I've been feeling lonely and worried about you		plus last week where I've been feeling lonely and worried about you too, Jackie. You Do care about me.
	too, Jackie. You Do care about me.

	You and I, we simply Have to meet up in person ASAP. We can talk about		You and I, we simply Have to meet up in person ASAP. We can talk about trying again to set that up later. I'll stay up tonight for your call.
	trying again to set that up later. I'll stay up tonight for your call.

	Stay Safe with Hugs and Kisses,		Stay Safe with Hugs and Kisses,
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	4, I had to put the camera on a tissue box at an angle, and it was a		4, I had to put the camera on a tissue box at an angle, and it was a
	Freaking Hot Day; near 100 degrees. So, for the summer weather, I		Freaking Hot Day; near 100 degrees. So, for the summer weather, I
	would feel better if we kept any outside videos or such footage to a		would feel better if we kept any outside videos or such footage to a minimum.
	minimum.

	I did take some fun for JUST between You and Me photographs (Please Do		I did take some fun for JUST between You and Me photographs (Please Do Not Share them with anyone else), including a close-up of my butt with your "J.Pie" name on it; it was difficult for me to angle the camera right, but after 20 or greater takes, I got it.
	Not Share them with anyone else), including a close-up of my butt with
	your "J.Pie" name on it; it was difficult for me to angle the camera
	right, but after 20 or greater takes, I got it.

	With that, in addition to the future vids, I will send you one fresh or		With that, in addition to the future vids, I will send you one fresh or recent photo of me or something close to me, such as a photo of my cats, which I've included in this e-mail as well, on a daily basis.
	recent photo of me or something close to me, such as a photo of my
	cats, which I've included in this e-mail as well, on a daily basis.

	And, something else we can discuss tonight, I was thinking I can come		And, something else we can discuss tonight, I was thinking I can come
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	I Like You; I Care about You; I Love You, Jacklyn. <3		I Like You; I Care about You; I Love You, Jacklyn. <3

	I have another good surprise for you; I got an idea for a set of lyrics		I have another good surprise for you; I got an idea for a set of lyrics I'm going to write 'bout me being a "Small-Breasted TomGirl." You'll see in due time. :)
	I'm going to write 'bout me being a "Small-Breasted TomGirl." You'll
	see in due time. :)

	I have my own good ideas too.		I have my own good ideas too.
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	referring to the dirty talking. I want Very Much for our relationship		referring to the dirty talking. I want Very Much for our relationship
	to work for the very best. And I am going to continue to make the		to work for the very best. And I am going to continue to make the
	videos as you suggest, with my own twists. And I'm searching for an		videos as you suggest, with my own twists. And I'm searching for an inexpensive chocolate sheet cake for the C.F. video.
	inexpensive chocolate sheet cake for the C.F. video.

	Anyway, Remove all doubts from your head, because that's not the case		Anyway, Remove all doubts from your head, because that's not the case
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	the idea (especially with Lars being long gone now (nothing intended)).		the idea (especially with Lars being long gone now (nothing intended)).

	I am working and thinking hard on the Robbie/Vulva song and my own		I am working and thinking hard on the Robbie/Vulva song and my own TomGirl song lyrics. I won't disappoint you, Sweetheart, I promise.
	TomGirl song lyrics. I won't disappoint you, Sweetheart, I promise.

	I Care about you a lot, Jackie-Pie, and I Love You.		I Care about you a lot, Jackie-Pie, and I Love You.

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	Here's the lapdance		Here's the lapdance

	BTW, I think I recall [[~~WelcomeToBollywood~~\|another similar video]] I have created for you in		BTW, I think I recall [[WelcometoBollywood\|another similar video]] I have created for you in
	the past, if I am not mistaken; correct me if I'm wrong, with me		the past, if I am not mistaken; correct me if I'm wrong, with me
	dancing to a [[spanish]]-type song; its title escapes me.		dancing to a [[spanish]]-type song; its title escapes me.

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	[[Autism\|Friendship (2) leads to Relationship (3); 3 leads to Love (4), and 4 leads to Sex (5). Yet I have before heard of 5 destroying 2; Acquaintance (1) skipping 2 towards any of 3 to 5; 5 without 4; 4 without the foundation of either 3 or 2. Also, I feel 5 breaking 2 is rediculous, because 2 is the stronger foundation towards 5, with 3 and 4 in between. Most adults currently have 3 and up in mind without the sweet foundation of 2, which leaves them too cautious, scared, paranoid and so on in Social Situations.]]		[[Autism\|Friendship (2) leads to Relationship (3); 3 leads to Love (4), and 4 leads to Sex (5). Yet I have before heard of 5 destroying 2; Acquaintance (1) skipping 2 towards any of 3 to 5; 5 without 4; 4 without the foundation of either 3 or 2. Also, I feel 5 breaking 2 is rediculous, because 2 is the stronger foundation towards 5, with 3 and 4 in between. Most adults currently have 3 and up in mind without the sweet foundation of 2, which leaves them too cautious, scared, paranoid and so on in Social Situations.]]

	I grew up watching, enjoying and learning from Friendship, Caring and Sharing-encouraging programs, including "Care Bears", "[[My Little Pony]]", etc. Plus, I was educated with a great number of Coping Skills classes, yet after leaving Midlothian, I have lost a chunk, of that friendship-filled confidence, from leaving my [[gal-pals\|good friends]] behind.		I grew up watching, enjoying and learning from Friendship, Caring and Sharing-encouraging programs, including "[[Care Bears]]", "[[My Little Pony]]", etc. Plus, I was educated with a great number of Coping Skills classes, yet after leaving Midlothian, I have lost a chunk, of that friendship-filled confidence, from leaving my [[gal-pals\|good friends]] behind.

	The [[Sonichu (comic)\|Sonichu series]] was originally going to be a Friendship and Social-encouraging series with the dashes of action from defending the [[CWCville\|city]] and the adventures. Then I lost sight of that from unwanted negative criticisms, cyber-bullying and all that since November, [[2007]], which were great inspiration-killers.		The [[Sonichu (comic)\|Sonichu series]] was originally going to be a Friendship and Social-encouraging series with the dashes of action from defending the [[CWCville\|city]] and the adventures. Then I lost sight of that from unwanted negative criticisms, cyber-bullying and all that since November, [[2007]], which were great inspiration-killers.