Messiah complex - Revision history

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	In the latter half of the 2010s Chris increasingly started resorting to his fantasy world as a way of coping with the pressures of [[Chris and reality\|reality]] and, after being influenced by the [[Idea Guys]]' cult-like grip, (who utilized [[Hyperdimension Neptunia\|a parody series about video game deities]] to [[manipulate]] Chris), he gradually built up a belief that these deities really existed in another dimension, and copied the lore about them to make up an imaginary counterpart of himself with their powers, [[CPU Blue Heart]]. Chris also attempted without success to orchestrate a [[Dimensional Merge]] to unite himself with said counterpart to gain an array of godlike powers, all as a maladaptive coping mechanism against his bleak life.		In the latter half of the 2010s Chris increasingly started resorting to his fantasy world as a way of coping with the pressures of [[Chris and reality\|reality]] and, after being influenced by the [[Idea Guys]]' cult-like grip, (who utilized [[Hyperdimension Neptunia\|a parody series about video game deities]] to [[manipulate]] Chris), he gradually built up a belief that these deities really existed in another dimension, and copied the lore about them to make up an imaginary counterpart of himself with their powers, [[CPU Blue Heart]]. Chris also attempted without success to orchestrate a [[Dimensional Merge]] to unite himself with said counterpart to gain an array of godlike powers, all as a maladaptive coping mechanism against his bleak life.

	Following his arrest in August 2021 and subsequent internment, Chris' messiah complex turned literal. Possibly influenced by the bibles given in jail, Chris began referring to himself as Jesus Christ and God,<ref>[[Jail Letter - 19 September 2021]]</ref> even signing a letter as "Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart and Lord of All."<ref>[[Jail Letter - 3 October 2021]]</ref> Chris also refers to himself as "Real Player One" in his jail letters, which can be interpreted as a belief that he is the most important being in existence, if not a sign of full-blown albeit non-philosophical {{w\|solipsism}}. Either way, it can be assumed that Chris views the majority of humankind as beneath him, although [[Chris and his ego\|he most likely did well before going completely coo-coo]].		Following his arrest in August 2021 and subsequent internment, Chris's messiah complex turned literal. Possibly influenced by the bibles given in jail, Chris began referring to himself as Jesus Christ and God,<ref>[[Jail Letter - 19 September 2021]]</ref> even signing a letter as "Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart and Lord of All."<ref>[[Jail Letter - 3 October 2021]]</ref> Chris also refers to himself as "Real Player One" in his jail letters, which can be interpreted as a belief that he is the most important being in existence, if not a sign of full-blown albeit non-philosophical {{w\|solipsism}}. Either way, it can be assumed that Chris views the majority of humankind as beneath him, although [[Chris and his ego\|he most likely did well before going completely coo-coo]].

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	While not the first jail letter written by Chris, that being a brief plea for money in August shortly after his incarceration, the message sent on September 19th was wildly different in both tone and content. Reading more like a sermon than a cry for help, Chris declared himself a reincarnation of Jesus of Nazareth as he defended his actions and fulminated against those who had betrayed him, having come to view himself as the single most important being in existence, christening himself as 'the real Player One' - the effective center of the entire universe. Many of the messages that followed, sent to assorted acquaintances, old friends and Youtube channel owners, among others, served to demonstrate the scope of his new outlook. Chris would use letters to elaborate on his feelings towards others or provide lore for his confusing self-made pantheon, all the while assuring his readers of his godly status and insisting vehemently that the Dimensional Merge was coming ever closer, nearing completion by his hands - and insisting with equal vehemence that his actions towards Barb were not criminal, but an act of 'soul-bonding' designed to protect her and prolong her life. Chris's belief in his own godhood became such that he eventually convinced himself that he would simply be released from jail without consequence to tend to his duties following the completion of the Merge, a belief he held to right up until his [[Jail Letter - Prayer to Spamton\|last known communique]] prior to his transfer, and well after he returned from his court-mandated hospital stay.		While not the first jail letter written by Chris, that being a brief plea for money in August shortly after his incarceration, the message sent on September 19th was wildly different in both tone and content. Reading more like a sermon than a cry for help, Chris declared himself a reincarnation of Jesus of Nazareth as he defended his actions and fulminated against those who had betrayed him, having come to view himself as the single most important being in existence, christening himself as 'the real Player One' - the effective center of the entire universe. Many of the messages that followed, sent to assorted acquaintances, old friends and Youtube channel owners, among others, served to demonstrate the scope of his new outlook. Chris would use letters to elaborate on his feelings towards others or provide lore for his confusing self-made pantheon, all the while assuring his readers of his godly status and insisting vehemently that the Dimensional Merge was coming ever closer, nearing completion by his hands - and insisting with equal vehemence that his actions towards Barb were not criminal, but an act of 'soul-bonding' designed to protect her and prolong her life. Chris's belief in his own godhood became such that he eventually convinced himself that he would simply be released from jail without consequence to tend to his duties following the completion of the Merge, a belief he held to right up until his [[Jail Letter - Prayer to Spamton\|last known communique]] prior to his transfer, and well after he returned from his court-mandated hospital stay.

	Many have believed that his stay at the mental ward in jail would help with his mental problems, but it wouldn't be the case, On 3 [[May 2023]], a cashier for [[Post-jail sightings (2023)#Earthbound Trading Co.\|Earthbound Trading Co.]] has shown Chris's ~~reciept~~, on which he signed himself as "J. Christ Chan Sonichu".<ref>[[:File:CWC_signature_5-27-23.png]]</ref> Ever since then, recent developments appear to prove that Chris' religious fervor has only intensified - on the 16th of October, on the day of the [[Second Coming]] (very subtle there, Chris), he returned to the online world in earnest with a [[Jesus Christ Chan Sonichu Prime Resurrected and Returned\|rambling, directionless mixture of song parodies and incoherent babbling]], in which he trotted out yet more vague and nonsensical terminology that only hints at the continued erosion of his mental state. This carried over into his [[Setting the Record straight - there never was any sex involving me in 2021\|next address]], wherein he directly referred to himself once again as the reincarnation of Jesus and the 'one avatar of all existence', implying that he was given divine foreknowledge of the incest leaks, attributing his arrest to divine intervention and once more claiming innocence by saying he was incarcerated thanks to the actions of other, entirely unrelated people. Over the next several months he continued to refer to himself as Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime, renamed the Christian Love Day to Spiritual Love Day and blessed people for money on livestreams.		Many have believed that his stay at the mental ward in jail would help with his mental problems, but it wouldn't be the case, On 3 [[May 2023]], a cashier for [[Post-jail sightings (2023)#Earthbound Trading Co.\|Earthbound Trading Co.]] has shown Chris's receipt, on which he signed himself as "J. Christ Chan Sonichu".<ref>[[:File:CWC_signature_5-27-23.png]]</ref> Ever since then, recent developments appear to prove that Chris's religious fervor has only intensified - on the 16th of October, on the day of the [[Second Coming]] (very subtle there, Chris), he returned to the online world in earnest with a [[Jesus Christ Chan Sonichu Prime Resurrected and Returned\|rambling, directionless mixture of song parodies and incoherent babbling]], in which he trotted out yet more vague and nonsensical terminology that only hints at the continued erosion of his mental state. This carried over into his [[Setting the Record straight - there never was any sex involving me in 2021\|next address]], wherein he directly referred to himself once again as the reincarnation of Jesus and the 'one avatar of all existence', implying that he was given divine foreknowledge of the incest leaks, attributing his arrest to divine intervention and once more claiming innocence by saying he was incarcerated thanks to the actions of other, entirely unrelated people. Over the next several months he continued to refer to himself as Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime, renamed the Christian Love Day to Spiritual Love Day and blessed people for money on livestreams.

	How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated. It appears as if the only thing keeping him away from a mental institution is his [[autism]], [[November 2023 livestreams#Simple Existential Q&A\|which he claimed to have cured]] with his godly powers.		How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated. It appears as if the only thing keeping him away from a mental institution is his [[autism]], [[November 2023 livestreams#Simple Existential Q&A\|which he claimed to have cured]] with his godly powers.

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	{{quote\|I do have a job, dipshit. It is literally called being a literal Goddess and protecting as many of your Sorry hides from the casualties of the Dimension Merge, in Progress.\|Demonstrating his megalomania<ref>~~https://sonichu.com/cwcki/~~March_2021_social_media_posts#Workaholic_comic</ref>}}		{{quote\|I do have a job, dipshit. It is literally called being a literal Goddess and protecting as many of your Sorry hides from the casualties of the Dimension Merge, in Progress.\|Demonstrating his megalomania<ref>[[March_2021_social_media_posts#Workaholic_comic]]</ref>}}

	{{quote\|I have my Morals, especially... being the full reincarnation of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, and God of all, including you.\|Chris while in jail on an [[Affair with Mother\|incest]] charge.<ref>[[Jail Letter - 21 October 2021]]</ref>}}		{{quote\|I have my Morals, especially... being the full reincarnation of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, and God of all, including you.\|Chris while in jail on an [[Affair with Mother\|incest]] charge.<ref>[[Jail Letter - 21 October 2021]]</ref>}}

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	In the latter half of the 2010s Chris increasingly started resorting to his fantasy world as a way of coping with the pressures of [[Chris and reality\|reality]] and, after being influenced by the [[Idea Guys]]' cult-like grip, (who utilized [[Hyperdimension Neptunia\|a parody series about video game deities]] to [[manipulate]] Chris), he gradually built up a belief that these deities really existed in another dimension, and copied the lore about them to make up an imaginary counterpart of himself with their powers, [[CPU Blue Heart]]. Chris also attempted without success to orchestrate a [[Dimensional Merge]] to unite himself with said counterpart to gain an array of godlike powers, all as a maladaptive coping mechanism against his bleak life.		In the latter half of the 2010s Chris increasingly started resorting to his fantasy world as a way of coping with the pressures of [[Chris and reality\|reality]] and, after being influenced by the [[Idea Guys]]' cult-like grip, (who utilized [[Hyperdimension Neptunia\|a parody series about video game deities]] to [[manipulate]] Chris), he gradually built up a belief that these deities really existed in another dimension, and copied the lore about them to make up an imaginary counterpart of himself with their powers, [[CPU Blue Heart]]. Chris also attempted without success to orchestrate a [[Dimensional Merge]] to unite himself with said counterpart to gain an array of godlike powers, all as a maladaptive coping mechanism against his bleak life.

	Following his arrest in August 2021 and subsequent internment, Chris' messiah complex turned literal. Possibly influenced by the bibles given ~~to prisoners~~ in jail, Chris began referring to himself as Jesus Christ and God,<ref>[[Jail Letter - 19 September 2021]]</ref> even signing a letter as "Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart and Lord of All."<ref>[[Jail Letter - 3 October 2021]]</ref> Chris also refers to himself as "Real Player One" in his ~~prison~~ letters, which can be interpreted as a belief that he is the most important being in existence, if not a sign of full-blown albeit non-philosophical {{w\|solipsism}}. Either way, it can be assumed that Chris views the majority of humankind as beneath him, although [[Chris and his ego\|he most likely did well before going completely coo-coo]].		Following his arrest in August 2021 and subsequent internment, Chris' messiah complex turned literal. Possibly influenced by the bibles given in jail, Chris began referring to himself as Jesus Christ and God,<ref>[[Jail Letter - 19 September 2021]]</ref> even signing a letter as "Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart and Lord of All."<ref>[[Jail Letter - 3 October 2021]]</ref> Chris also refers to himself as "Real Player One" in his jail letters, which can be interpreted as a belief that he is the most important being in existence, if not a sign of full-blown albeit non-philosophical {{w\|solipsism}}. Either way, it can be assumed that Chris views the majority of humankind as beneath him, although [[Chris and his ego\|he most likely did well before going completely coo-coo]].

	==Origin of the Messiah complex==		==Origin of the Messiah complex==

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	==Origin of the Messiah complex==		==Origin of the Messiah complex==
	{{main\|Chris and his ego#~~Narcissistic personality disorder~~\|Chris and coping}}		{{main\|Chris and his ego#Chris and narcissism\|Chris and coping}}

	Chris's messiah complex grew out of two already existing problems he had, namely his narcissism and his maladaptive coping mechanisms.		Chris's messiah complex grew out of two already existing problems he had, namely his narcissism and his maladaptive coping mechanisms.

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	While not the first jail letter written by Chris, that being a brief plea for money in August shortly after his incarceration, the message sent on September 19th was wildly different in both tone and content. Reading more like a sermon than a cry for help, Chris declared himself a reincarnation of Jesus of Nazareth as he defended his actions and fulminated against those who had betrayed him, having come to view himself as the single most important being in existence, christening himself as 'the real Player One' - the effective center of the entire universe. Many of the messages that followed, sent to assorted acquaintances, old friends and Youtube channel owners, among others, served to demonstrate the scope of his new outlook. Chris would use letters to elaborate on his feelings towards others or provide lore for his confusing self-made pantheon, all the while assuring his readers of his godly status and insisting vehemently that the Dimensional Merge was coming ever closer, nearing completion by his hands - and insisting with equal vehemence that his actions towards Barb were not criminal, but an act of 'soul-bonding' designed to protect her and prolong her life. Chris's belief in his own godhood became such that he eventually convinced himself that he would simply be released from jail without consequence to tend to his duties following the completion of the Merge, a belief he held to right up until his [[Jail Letter - Prayer to Spamton\|last known communique]] prior to his transfer, and well after he returned from his court-mandated hospital stay.		While not the first jail letter written by Chris, that being a brief plea for money in August shortly after his incarceration, the message sent on September 19th was wildly different in both tone and content. Reading more like a sermon than a cry for help, Chris declared himself a reincarnation of Jesus of Nazareth as he defended his actions and fulminated against those who had betrayed him, having come to view himself as the single most important being in existence, christening himself as 'the real Player One' - the effective center of the entire universe. Many of the messages that followed, sent to assorted acquaintances, old friends and Youtube channel owners, among others, served to demonstrate the scope of his new outlook. Chris would use letters to elaborate on his feelings towards others or provide lore for his confusing self-made pantheon, all the while assuring his readers of his godly status and insisting vehemently that the Dimensional Merge was coming ever closer, nearing completion by his hands - and insisting with equal vehemence that his actions towards Barb were not criminal, but an act of 'soul-bonding' designed to protect her and prolong her life. Chris's belief in his own godhood became such that he eventually convinced himself that he would simply be released from jail without consequence to tend to his duties following the completion of the Merge, a belief he held to right up until his [[Jail Letter - Prayer to Spamton\|last known communique]] prior to his transfer, and well after he returned from his court-mandated hospital stay.

	~~Since leaving~~ jail, [[Post-jail sightings (2023)#~~Earthbound_Trading_Co~~.\|~~an interaction betweeen a cashier at~~ Earthbound Trading Co. ~~and Chris~~]] ~~indicates that he still believes that he is Jesus~~, ~~given that~~ he signed ~~a receipt~~ as "J. Christ Chan Sonichu".<ref>[[:File:CWC_signature_5-27-23.png]]</ref> ~~Such a move is unsurprising, given that Chris tends to stick with what he believes in as long as he feels it benefits himself. However~~, recent developments appear to prove that Chris' religious fervor has only intensified - on the 16th of October, he returned to the online world in earnest with a [[Jesus Christ Chan Sonichu Prime Resurrected and Returned\|rambling, directionless mixture of song parodies and incoherent babbling]], in which he trotted out yet more vague and nonsensical terminology that only hints at the continued erosion of his mental state. This carried over into his [[Setting the Record straight - there never was any sex involving me in 2021\|next address]], wherein he directly referred to himself once again as the reincarnation of Jesus and the 'one avatar of all existence', implying that he was given divine foreknowledge of the incest leaks, attributing his arrest to divine intervention and once more claiming innocence by saying he was incarcerated thanks to the actions of other, entirely unrelated people.		Many have believed that his stay at the mental ward in jail would help with his mental problems, but it wouldn't be the case, On 3 [[May 2023]], a cashier for [[Post-jail sightings (2023)#Earthbound Trading Co.\|Earthbound Trading Co.]] has shown Chris's reciept, on which he signed himself as "J. Christ Chan Sonichu".<ref>[[:File:CWC_signature_5-27-23.png]]</ref> Ever since then, recent developments appear to prove that Chris' religious fervor has only intensified - on the 16th of October, on the day of the [[Second Coming]] (very subtle there, Chris), he returned to the online world in earnest with a [[Jesus Christ Chan Sonichu Prime Resurrected and Returned\|rambling, directionless mixture of song parodies and incoherent babbling]], in which he trotted out yet more vague and nonsensical terminology that only hints at the continued erosion of his mental state. This carried over into his [[Setting the Record straight - there never was any sex involving me in 2021\|next address]], wherein he directly referred to himself once again as the reincarnation of Jesus and the 'one avatar of all existence', implying that he was given divine foreknowledge of the incest leaks, attributing his arrest to divine intervention and once more claiming innocence by saying he was incarcerated thanks to the actions of other, entirely unrelated people. Over the next several months he continued to refer to himself as Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime, renamed the Christian Love Day to Spiritual Love Day and blessed people for money on livestreams.

	How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated.		How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated. It appears as if the only thing keeping him away from a mental institution is his [[autism]], [[November 2023 livestreams#Simple Existential Q&A\|which he claimed to have cured]] with his godly powers.

	==Examples of the Messiah complex==		==Examples of the Messiah complex==

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	In the wake of Chris being arrested and incarcerated on a charge of incest, awaiting legal proceedings, viewers watched with bated breath in anticipation of what would happen next. Many thought that time in jail would serve to humble Chris, imparting unto him an inescapable awareness of his wrongdoing and forcing him to understand that actions had consequences. For over a month, there was near-total radio silence, and for a time, people believed that perhaps Chris had finally had a reckoning in being forced to face reality. On September 19th, 2021, [[Jail Communications\|these notions were swiftly put to rest]], as Chris added another layer of delusion to the many that grew from [[Chris and mental healthcare\|his unchecked long-term psychoses]].		In the wake of Chris being arrested and incarcerated on a charge of incest, awaiting legal proceedings, viewers watched with bated breath in anticipation of what would happen next. Many thought that time in jail would serve to humble Chris, imparting unto him an inescapable awareness of his wrongdoing and forcing him to understand that actions had consequences. For over a month, there was near-total radio silence, and for a time, people believed that perhaps Chris had finally had a reckoning in being forced to face reality. On September 19th, 2021, [[Jail Communications\|these notions were swiftly put to rest]], as Chris added another layer of delusion to the many that grew from [[Chris and mental healthcare\|his unchecked long-term psychoses]].

	While not the first jail letter written by Chris, that being a brief plea for money in August shortly after his incarceration, the message sent on September 19th was wildly different in both tone and content. Reading more like a sermon than a cry for help, Chris declared himself a reincarnation of Jesus of Nazareth as he defended his actions and fulminated against those who had betrayed him, having come to view himself as the single most important being in existence, christening himself as 'the real Player One' - the effective center of the entire universe. Many of the messages that followed, sent to assorted acquaintances, old friends and Youtube channel owners, among others, served to demonstrate the scope of his new outlook. Chris would use letters to elaborate on his feelings towards others or provide lore for his confusing self-made pantheon, all the while assuring his readers of his godly status and insisting vehemently that the Dimensional Merge was coming ever closer, nearing completion by his hands - and insisting with equal vehemence that his actions towards Barb were not criminal, but an act of 'soul-bonding' designed to protect her and prolong her life. Chris's belief in his own godhood became such that he eventually convinced himself that he would simply be released from jail without consequence to tend to his duties following the completion of the Merge, a belief he held to right up until his [[Jail Letter - Prayer to Spamton\|last known communique]] prior to his transfer.		While not the first jail letter written by Chris, that being a brief plea for money in August shortly after his incarceration, the message sent on September 19th was wildly different in both tone and content. Reading more like a sermon than a cry for help, Chris declared himself a reincarnation of Jesus of Nazareth as he defended his actions and fulminated against those who had betrayed him, having come to view himself as the single most important being in existence, christening himself as 'the real Player One' - the effective center of the entire universe. Many of the messages that followed, sent to assorted acquaintances, old friends and Youtube channel owners, among others, served to demonstrate the scope of his new outlook. Chris would use letters to elaborate on his feelings towards others or provide lore for his confusing self-made pantheon, all the while assuring his readers of his godly status and insisting vehemently that the Dimensional Merge was coming ever closer, nearing completion by his hands - and insisting with equal vehemence that his actions towards Barb were not criminal, but an act of 'soul-bonding' designed to protect her and prolong her life. Chris's belief in his own godhood became such that he eventually convinced himself that he would simply be released from jail without consequence to tend to his duties following the completion of the Merge, a belief he held to right up until his [[Jail Letter - Prayer to Spamton\|last known communique]] prior to his transfer, and well after he returned from his court-mandated hospital stay.

			Since leaving jail, [[Post-jail sightings (2023)#Earthbound_Trading_Co.\|an interaction betweeen a cashier at Earthbound Trading Co. and Chris]] indicates that he still believes that he is Jesus, given that he signed a receipt as "J. Christ Chan Sonichu".<ref>[[:File:CWC_signature_5-27-23.png]]</ref> Such a move is unsurprising, given that Chris tends to stick with what he believes in as long as he feels it benefits himself. However, recent developments appear to prove that Chris' religious fervor has only intensified - on the 16th of October, he returned to the online world in earnest with a [[Jesus Christ Chan Sonichu Prime Resurrected and Returned\|rambling, directionless mixture of song parodies and incoherent babbling]], in which he trotted out yet more vague and nonsensical terminology that only hints at the continued erosion of his mental state. This carried over into his [[Setting the Record straight - there never was any sex involving me in 2021\|next address]], wherein he directly referred to himself once again as the reincarnation of Jesus and the 'one avatar of all existence', implying that he was given divine foreknowledge of the incest leaks, attributing his arrest to divine intervention and once more claiming innocence by saying he was incarcerated thanks to the actions of other, entirely unrelated people.

	How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated.		How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated.

	Since leaving jail, [[Post-jail sightings (2023)#Earthbound_Trading_Co.\|an interaction betweeen a cashier at Earthbound Trading Co. and Chris]] indicates that he still believes that he is Jesus, given that he signed a receipt as "J. Christ Chan Sonichu".<ref>[[:File:CWC_signature_5-27-23.png]]</ref> Such a move is unsurprising, given that Chris tends to stick with what he believes in as long as he feels it benefits himself.

	==Examples of the Messiah complex==		==Examples of the Messiah complex==

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	[[File:~~Christ_chan~~.jpg\|thumb\|250px\|Jesus "Christ-Chan" Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu.]]		[[File:Holy jesus christ chan sonichu prime by nightstarrosechu2891 dg6od4d-414w-2x.jpg\|thumb\|250px\|Jesus "Christ-Chan" Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu.]]

	In the wake of Chris being arrested and incarcerated on a charge of incest, awaiting legal proceedings, viewers watched with bated breath in anticipation of what would happen next. Many thought that time in jail would serve to humble Chris, imparting unto him an inescapable awareness of his wrongdoing and forcing him to understand that actions had consequences. For over a month, there was near-total radio silence, and for a time, people believed that perhaps Chris had finally had a reckoning in being forced to face reality. On September 19th, 2021, [[Jail Communications\|these notions were swiftly put to rest]], as Chris added another layer of delusion to the many that grew from [[Chris and mental healthcare\|his unchecked long-term psychoses]].		In the wake of Chris being arrested and incarcerated on a charge of incest, awaiting legal proceedings, viewers watched with bated breath in anticipation of what would happen next. Many thought that time in jail would serve to humble Chris, imparting unto him an inescapable awareness of his wrongdoing and forcing him to understand that actions had consequences. For over a month, there was near-total radio silence, and for a time, people believed that perhaps Chris had finally had a reckoning in being forced to face reality. On September 19th, 2021, [[Jail Communications\|these notions were swiftly put to rest]], as Chris added another layer of delusion to the many that grew from [[Chris and mental healthcare\|his unchecked long-term psychoses]].

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	==Jesus Reborn==		==Jesus Reborn==
	[[File:Christ_chan.jpg\|thumb\|250px\|Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu.]]		[[File:Christ_chan.jpg\|thumb\|250px\|Jesus "Christ-Chan" Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu.]]

	In the wake of Chris being arrested and incarcerated on a charge of incest, awaiting legal proceedings, viewers watched with bated breath in anticipation of what would happen next. Many thought that time in jail would serve to humble Chris, imparting unto him an inescapable awareness of his wrongdoing and forcing him to understand that actions had consequences. For over a month, there was near-total radio silence, and for a time, people believed that perhaps Chris had finally had a reckoning in being forced to face reality. On September 19th, 2021, [[Jail Communications\|these notions were swiftly put to rest]], as Chris added another layer of delusion to the many that grew from [[Chris and mental healthcare\|his unchecked long-term psychoses]].		In the wake of Chris being arrested and incarcerated on a charge of incest, awaiting legal proceedings, viewers watched with bated breath in anticipation of what would happen next. Many thought that time in jail would serve to humble Chris, imparting unto him an inescapable awareness of his wrongdoing and forcing him to understand that actions had consequences. For over a month, there was near-total radio silence, and for a time, people believed that perhaps Chris had finally had a reckoning in being forced to face reality. On September 19th, 2021, [[Jail Communications\|these notions were swiftly put to rest]], as Chris added another layer of delusion to the many that grew from [[Chris and mental healthcare\|his unchecked long-term psychoses]].

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	How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated.		How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated.

	Since leaving jail, [[Post-jail sightings (2023)#Earthbound_Trading_Co.\|an interaction betweeen a cashier at Earthbound Trading Co. and Chris]] indicates that he still believes that he is Jesus, given that he signed a receipt as "J. Christ Chan Sonichu".<ref>[[:File:CWC_signature_5-27-23.png]]</ref>		Since leaving jail, [[Post-jail sightings (2023)#Earthbound_Trading_Co.\|an interaction betweeen a cashier at Earthbound Trading Co. and Chris]] indicates that he still believes that he is Jesus, given that he signed a receipt as "J. Christ Chan Sonichu".<ref>[[:File:CWC_signature_5-27-23.png]]</ref> Such a move is unsurprising, given that Chris tends to stick with what he believes in as long as he feels it benefits himself.

	==Examples of the Messiah complex==		==Examples of the Messiah complex==

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	How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated.		How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated.

	~~It is unknown if Chris still clings to this belief since~~ leaving jail, ~~given~~ that ~~Chris has largely managed to stay out of the public eye and avoid all online or offline forms of communication, but it seems likely~~ that ~~Chris would have stuck to it in some capacity~~, given ~~his history of being stubborn~~.		Since leaving jail, [[Post-jail sightings (2023)#Earthbound_Trading_Co.\|an interaction betweeen a cashier at Earthbound Trading Co. and Chris]] indicates that he still believes that he is Jesus, given that he signed a receipt as "J. Christ Chan Sonichu".<ref>[[:File:CWC_signature_5-27-23.png]]</ref>

	==Examples of the Messiah complex==		==Examples of the Messiah complex==

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	In the latter half of the 2010s Chris increasingly started resorting to his fantasy world as a way of coping with the pressures of [[Chris and reality\|reality]] and, after being influenced by the [[Idea Guys]]' cult-like grip, (who utilized [[Hyperdimension Neptunia\|a parody series about video game deities]] to [[manipulate]] Chris), he gradually built up a belief that these deities really existed in another dimension, and copied the lore about them to make up an imaginary counterpart of himself with their powers, [[CPU Blue Heart]]. Chris also attempted without success to orchestrate a [[Dimensional Merge]] to unite himself with said counterpart to gain an array of godlike powers, all as a maladaptive coping mechanism against his bleak life.		In the latter half of the 2010s Chris increasingly started resorting to his fantasy world as a way of coping with the pressures of [[Chris and reality\|reality]] and, after being influenced by the [[Idea Guys]]' cult-like grip, (who utilized [[Hyperdimension Neptunia\|a parody series about video game deities]] to [[manipulate]] Chris), he gradually built up a belief that these deities really existed in another dimension, and copied the lore about them to make up an imaginary counterpart of himself with their powers, [[CPU Blue Heart]]. Chris also attempted without success to orchestrate a [[Dimensional Merge]] to unite himself with said counterpart to gain an array of godlike powers, all as a maladaptive coping mechanism against his bleak life.

	Following his arrest in August 2021 and subsequent internment, Chris' messiah complex turned literal. Possibly influenced by the bibles given in jail, Chris began referring to himself as Jesus Christ and God,<ref>[[Jail Letter - 19 September 2021]]</ref> even signing a letter as "Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart and Lord of All."<ref>[[Jail Letter - 3 October 2021]]</ref> Chris also refers to himself as "Real Player One" in his jail letters, which can be interpreted as a belief that he is the most important being in existence, if not a sign of full-blown albeit non-philosophical {{w\|solipsism}}. Either way, it can be assumed that Chris views the majority of humankind as beneath him, although [[Chris and his ego\|he most likely did well before going completely coo-coo]].		Following his arrest in August 2021 and subsequent internment, Chris's messiah complex turned literal. Possibly influenced by the bibles given in jail, Chris began referring to himself as Jesus Christ and God,<ref>[[Jail Letter - 19 September 2021]]</ref> even signing a letter as "Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart and Lord of All."<ref>[[Jail Letter - 3 October 2021]]</ref> Chris also refers to himself as "Real Player One" in his jail letters, which can be interpreted as a belief that he is the most important being in existence, if not a sign of full-blown albeit non-philosophical {{w\|solipsism}}. Either way, it can be assumed that Chris views the majority of humankind as beneath him, although [[Chris and his ego\|he most likely did well before going completely coo-coo]].

	==Origin of the Messiah complex==		==Origin of the Messiah complex==
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	While not the first jail letter written by Chris, that being a brief plea for money in August shortly after his incarceration, the message sent on September 19th was wildly different in both tone and content. Reading more like a sermon than a cry for help, Chris declared himself a reincarnation of Jesus of Nazareth as he defended his actions and fulminated against those who had betrayed him, having come to view himself as the single most important being in existence, christening himself as 'the real Player One' - the effective center of the entire universe. Many of the messages that followed, sent to assorted acquaintances, old friends and Youtube channel owners, among others, served to demonstrate the scope of his new outlook. Chris would use letters to elaborate on his feelings towards others or provide lore for his confusing self-made pantheon, all the while assuring his readers of his godly status and insisting vehemently that the Dimensional Merge was coming ever closer, nearing completion by his hands - and insisting with equal vehemence that his actions towards Barb were not criminal, but an act of 'soul-bonding' designed to protect her and prolong her life. Chris's belief in his own godhood became such that he eventually convinced himself that he would simply be released from jail without consequence to tend to his duties following the completion of the Merge, a belief he held to right up until his [[Jail Letter - Prayer to Spamton\|last known communique]] prior to his transfer, and well after he returned from his court-mandated hospital stay.		While not the first jail letter written by Chris, that being a brief plea for money in August shortly after his incarceration, the message sent on September 19th was wildly different in both tone and content. Reading more like a sermon than a cry for help, Chris declared himself a reincarnation of Jesus of Nazareth as he defended his actions and fulminated against those who had betrayed him, having come to view himself as the single most important being in existence, christening himself as 'the real Player One' - the effective center of the entire universe. Many of the messages that followed, sent to assorted acquaintances, old friends and Youtube channel owners, among others, served to demonstrate the scope of his new outlook. Chris would use letters to elaborate on his feelings towards others or provide lore for his confusing self-made pantheon, all the while assuring his readers of his godly status and insisting vehemently that the Dimensional Merge was coming ever closer, nearing completion by his hands - and insisting with equal vehemence that his actions towards Barb were not criminal, but an act of 'soul-bonding' designed to protect her and prolong her life. Chris's belief in his own godhood became such that he eventually convinced himself that he would simply be released from jail without consequence to tend to his duties following the completion of the Merge, a belief he held to right up until his [[Jail Letter - Prayer to Spamton\|last known communique]] prior to his transfer, and well after he returned from his court-mandated hospital stay.

	Many have believed that his stay at the mental ward in jail would help with his mental problems, but it wouldn't be the case, On 3 [[May 2023]], a cashier for [[Post-jail sightings (2023)#Earthbound Trading Co.\|Earthbound Trading Co.]] has shown Chris's ~~reciept~~, on which he signed himself as "J. Christ Chan Sonichu".<ref>[[:File:CWC_signature_5-27-23.png]]</ref> Ever since then, recent developments appear to prove that Chris' religious fervor has only intensified - on the 16th of October, on the day of the [[Second Coming]] (very subtle there, Chris), he returned to the online world in earnest with a [[Jesus Christ Chan Sonichu Prime Resurrected and Returned\|rambling, directionless mixture of song parodies and incoherent babbling]], in which he trotted out yet more vague and nonsensical terminology that only hints at the continued erosion of his mental state. This carried over into his [[Setting the Record straight - there never was any sex involving me in 2021\|next address]], wherein he directly referred to himself once again as the reincarnation of Jesus and the 'one avatar of all existence', implying that he was given divine foreknowledge of the incest leaks, attributing his arrest to divine intervention and once more claiming innocence by saying he was incarcerated thanks to the actions of other, entirely unrelated people. Over the next several months he continued to refer to himself as Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime, renamed the Christian Love Day to Spiritual Love Day and blessed people for money on livestreams.		Many have believed that his stay at the mental ward in jail would help with his mental problems, but it wouldn't be the case, On 3 [[May 2023]], a cashier for [[Post-jail sightings (2023)#Earthbound Trading Co.\|Earthbound Trading Co.]] has shown Chris's receipt, on which he signed himself as "J. Christ Chan Sonichu".<ref>[[:File:CWC_signature_5-27-23.png]]</ref> Ever since then, recent developments appear to prove that Chris's religious fervor has only intensified - on the 16th of October, on the day of the [[Second Coming]] (very subtle there, Chris), he returned to the online world in earnest with a [[Jesus Christ Chan Sonichu Prime Resurrected and Returned\|rambling, directionless mixture of song parodies and incoherent babbling]], in which he trotted out yet more vague and nonsensical terminology that only hints at the continued erosion of his mental state. This carried over into his [[Setting the Record straight - there never was any sex involving me in 2021\|next address]], wherein he directly referred to himself once again as the reincarnation of Jesus and the 'one avatar of all existence', implying that he was given divine foreknowledge of the incest leaks, attributing his arrest to divine intervention and once more claiming innocence by saying he was incarcerated thanks to the actions of other, entirely unrelated people. Over the next several months he continued to refer to himself as Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime, renamed the Christian Love Day to Spiritual Love Day and blessed people for money on livestreams.

	How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated. It appears as if the only thing keeping him away from a mental institution is his [[autism]], [[November 2023 livestreams#Simple Existential Q&A\|which he claimed to have cured]] with his godly powers.		How this dramatic change in his mindset occurred is uncertain, though it is commonly believed that combined with Chris's existing fascination with the Dimensional Merge and an inability to cope with the consequences of his actions, Chris's voracious readings of the Bible in isolation have served to instill within him a deeply religious fervor, driving him to create a nonsensical mythology that he has since used as yet another coping mechanism, one that threatens to completely destroy what tenuous ties to reality he still has left. It also serves as a logical next step to Chris's delusions of godhood, given that Chris already treated himself as a messiah of his fantasy world; he simply added a reincarnation element to it, and joined a list of many other delusional people who believe that they are Jesus of Nazareth reincarnated. It appears as if the only thing keeping him away from a mental institution is his [[autism]], [[November 2023 livestreams#Simple Existential Q&A\|which he claimed to have cured]] with his godly powers.