User:AAE - Revision history

AAE at 18:56, 27 June 2026

2026-06-27T18:56:44Z

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	We can criticize Chris Chan as a "Fat Fuck," but that ain't exactly a direct reflection on your character. You can make all the arguments of it being wasteful, offensive to some hypothetical creator, or a strain on the health system, but honestly, generic statins cost pharmaceutical companies very little to make, and the other arguments don't really hold water and seem more judgemental. And Chris isn't even that obese compared to others.		We can criticize Chris Chan as a "Fat Fuck," but that ain't exactly a direct reflection on your character. You can make all the arguments of it being wasteful, offensive to some hypothetical creator, or a strain on the health system, but honestly, generic statins cost pharmaceutical companies very little to make, and the other arguments don't really hold water and seem more judgemental. And Chris isn't even that obese compared to others.

	I think the "virgin with rage" and "incel" cultures pretty much only have one (1) point: the traditional protocol for gendered behavior and heterosexual relationships hurts a lot of people. It makes them scared to naturally deviate. No one is entitled to sex from a specific individual, but for many, intimacy is a need~~, and a~~ culture that accepts alternative forms of intimacy, as well as alternative forms of gender presentation... and that doesn't shame people for "looking like losers" or not living up to gender expectations, life ~~would be~~ better. The fact that this CWCki simultaneously criticized Chris for not living up to male expectations and not living up to feminine expectations says a lot. The gender binary hurts people. Megan probably wasn't the right person for Chris anyways... but there was probably someone out there for her, and frankly, if you're happy just masturbating, that's also OK.		I think the "virgin with rage" and "incel" cultures pretty much only have one (1) point: the traditional protocol for gendered behavior and heterosexual relationships hurts a lot of people. It makes them scared to naturally deviate.

			No one is entitled to sex from a specific individual, but for many, intimacy is a need. A culture that accepts alternative forms of intimacy, as well as alternative forms of gender presentation... and that doesn't shame people for "looking like losers" or not living up to gender expectations, would make life better. The fact that this CWCki simultaneously criticized Chris for not living up to male expectations and not living up to feminine expectations says a lot. The gender binary hurts people. Megan probably wasn't the right person for Chris anyways... but there was probably someone out there for her, and frankly, if you're happy just masturbating, that's also OK.

	A person is a person, an individual, not a representative of their gender.		A person is a person, an individual, not a representative of their gender.

AAE at 18:49, 27 June 2026

2026-06-27T18:49:19Z

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	I'm just ~~done~~ with ~~empty internet drama~~. ~~T'Hell~~ with ~~this noise~~.		I'm a fucking hypocrite.

			looks like I'm one of you guys.

			But really, let's respect trans people.

			I'll just say this:

			Chris Chan was far from perfect, and she shouldn't have had intercourse with Barb (that is, if it wasn't just platonic cuddling etc., intermeshed with some "Idea Guy"/Praetor bullshit, perhaps combined with Bella sneaking in some lines over an AI voice cloning TTS program, which Chris believed altered her "Akashic record.").

	I'~~m done getting heated over flipping 1's~~ and 0's.		However, there's nothing wrong with using SSDI, especially for people who probably wouldn't do well in the working world. If anything, I think we need a major transition away from the "old order" that punishes certain disorders and personality types in the big world. We shouldn't make cashiers stand in place, office workers sit still, or anyone (for the most part) make small talk and fit into some cultural ideal just to do their job. And we should abolish copyright, replace it with a culture that respects multiple ethics of creation, and eliminate all film permit laws for films that don't substantially interfere with the public (such as by blocking roads), in addition to radically reforming business permitation. And Wall-E is anti-post-scarcity propaganda.

	~~I think I have some kind of multiple personality disorder pathology~~.		Additionally, if we can protect parodies as transformative, we should also protect fan work.

	Fuck ~~Kiwi Farms~~.		We can criticize Chris Chan as a "Fat Fuck," but that ain't exactly a direct reflection on your character. You can make all the arguments of it being wasteful, offensive to some hypothetical creator, or a strain on the health system, but honestly, generic statins cost pharmaceutical companies very little to make, and the other arguments don't really hold water and seem more judgemental. And Chris isn't even that obese compared to others.

	I ~~own~~ up to ~~being~~ the ~~creator of an ultimately self-destructive thread~~.		I think the "virgin with rage" and "incel" cultures pretty much only have one (1) point: the traditional protocol for gendered behavior and heterosexual relationships hurts a lot of people. It makes them scared to naturally deviate. No one is entitled to sex from a specific individual, but for many, intimacy is a need, and a culture that accepts alternative forms of intimacy, as well as alternative forms of gender presentation... and that doesn't shame people for "looking like losers" or not living up to gender expectations, life would be better. The fact that this CWCki simultaneously criticized Chris for not living up to male expectations and not living up to feminine expectations says a lot. The gender binary hurts people. Megan probably wasn't the right person for Chris anyways... but there was probably someone out there for her, and frankly, if you're happy just masturbating, that's also OK.

	~~Andddddd I got banned from rationalwiki over my participation in documenting Christory~~.		A person is a person, an individual, not a representative of their gender.

	~~annnnddddddd I guess~~ I'm a ~~kiwifarmer even if~~ I ~~have~~ a ~~troll account.~~		And I'm 50% sure a lot of Chris' issues stemmed from being put on Paxil as a young adult, as well as from almost growing up in a cultural time capsule. I.e., considering Virginia Sanford and Tiffany Gowen to be tomboys just for perhaps not being as old-fashioned as Barb. And 90% of Chris-Barb cuddling was probably purely platonic/familial. Ever given a family member a massage?

	I'm a ~~fucking hypocrite~~.		Also, who the hell knows what really went down during Chris' childhood. Were her first words since the "Abusive Babysitter" event really about go-bots? If so, why the hell was she in speech therapy? Does Chris know that the only reason why she doesn't have Asperger's is because she was diagnosed at a time in the US when you needed a speech delay to be autistic? Does she know that it would have perhaps been worse if she didn't have the delay... they'd more likely diagnose such a patient with prodromal schizophrenia, childhood psychosis, bipolar disorder, or conduct disorder... or just send them home to be bullied and squeak by school barely passing?

			Also, Chris probably has ADHD in addition to autism.

			Reality is, we don't know Chris. Most of us don't even know her online. Just her outputs.

	~~looks~~ like ~~I'm one of~~ you ~~guys~~.		Go ahead. Don't conform to gender expectations. Order that treat if you can afford it. Stim away. Make that fanfiction. Play that Nintendo game. Build that Lego project. Sing like Crystal Waters, draw like Basquiat, dance if you want to, and leave your "friends" behind.

AAE at 22:04, 4 October 2023

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	I own up to being the creator of an ultimately self-destructive thread.		I own up to being the creator of an ultimately self-destructive thread.

	Andddddd I got banned from rationalwiki over my participation in Christory.		Andddddd I got banned from rationalwiki over my participation in documenting Christory.

			annnnddddddd I guess I'm a kiwifarmer even if I have a troll account.

	I'm a fucking hypocrite.		I'm a fucking hypocrite.

			looks like I'm one of you guys.

AAE at 22:03, 4 October 2023

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	I own up to being the creator of an ultimately self-destructive thread.		I own up to being the creator of an ultimately self-destructive thread.

			Andddddd I got banned from rationalwiki over my participation in Christory.

			I'm a fucking hypocrite.

AAE at 08:44, 21 July 2023

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	I think I have some kind of multiple personality disorder pathology.		I think I have some kind of multiple personality disorder pathology.

			Fuck Kiwi Farms.

			I own up to being the creator of an ultimately self-destructive thread.

AAE at 08:38, 21 July 2023

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	~~whatever~~		I'm just done with empty internet drama. T'Hell with this noise.

			I'm done getting heated over flipping 1's and 0's.

			I think I have some kind of multiple personality disorder pathology.

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2022-12-28T01:17:57Z

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	~~First and foremost, Kiwi Farms is not very good.~~		whatever

	Secondly, I think this site has been the single largest waste of both my time and my computer's CPU cycles. It's also a waste of my Internet even though I have unlimited data. As an autistic trans woman myself, I think latching onto the CWC story was a coping mechanism of sorts. It was an addiction, and correcting the various inconsistencies throughout the site was an interesting pastime to say the least. I don't think left-right politics can describe the mentality of Chris-endom, but I can definitely tell you that the internet would have been a more welcoming place had we not given her the time of day. CWC is probably either the world's least known celebrity or the most famous nobody; I do occasionally meet people in real life who knew about her. But it's probably for the better that most people don't muse on about this Internet curiosity.

	~~Yes, she has her flaws. Yes, she has her problematic character traits. No, autism isn't one of them.~~

	If I can definitively say the main lesson I've learned from these five years of posting, it's this: No good has ever come from extended stalking campaigns. While arguing from hypotheticals is a pointless exercise, it's safe to say that CWC wouldn't be in the situation she's in without this website. She'd probably never pass a background check at an employer if she were to apply. I'd like to think there's an alternate timeline where Chris moved to a big city, found her niche, and used her SSDI to rent a small apartment until she could find a job as a draftsperson. Yes, Sonichu is unoriginal, but I'm honestly in favor of loosening copyright laws to allow the spread of fan content (the walled garden mentality of originality is the West's biggest mistake, since it only shuts out the most obvious means of inspiration anyway). Yes, Christine doesn't pass very well, but that says more about her genetics than it does about her character. Yes, CWC has been at least overweight her entire adult life, but so what? Do we need to comment on the health of anyone with a modest YouTube presence?

	~~I highly doubt that Chris is the most documented person on the Internet. There's probably more on Wendy Carlos or any of the other people who still maintain extensive Web 1.0 blogs.~~

	Also, just a thought, but I'm open to the idea that Bella used voice synthesis to make CWC sound creepier by distorting the truth – CWC likely just cuddled with Barb. She's notoriously gullible and likely went with the story since Bella changed spacetime or something like that.

	~~I'm going to sign off, open Logic Pro, and do something more productive with this piece of technology I've wasted on musing about a story where there may be no clear-cut heroes.~~

	~~Before I sign off for good, this is my proudest contribution to the site:~~

	~~[[User:AAE/Chris's TRUE and HONEST Gender]]~~

	~~Okay. This will be my last edit to the CWC wiki. I don't even know how I managed to stay around for so long. I miss when my addiction was regular Wikipedia + RationalWiki.~~

	~~I'm done musing about Ms. Chandler from Fuckersville, East Dakota.~~

AAE at 20:36, 25 November 2022

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	~~Fuck~~ Kiwi Farms.		First and foremost, Kiwi Farms is not very good.

			Secondly, I think this site has been the single largest waste of both my time and my computer's CPU cycles. It's also a waste of my Internet even though I have unlimited data. As an autistic trans woman myself, I think latching onto the CWC story was a coping mechanism of sorts. It was an addiction, and correcting the various inconsistencies throughout the site was an interesting pastime to say the least. I don't think left-right politics can describe the mentality of Chris-endom, but I can definitely tell you that the internet would have been a more welcoming place had we not given her the time of day. CWC is probably either the world's least known celebrity or the most famous nobody; I do occasionally meet people in real life who knew about her. But it's probably for the better that most people don't muse on about this Internet curiosity.

			Yes, she has her flaws. Yes, she has her problematic character traits. No, autism isn't one of them.

			If I can definitively say the main lesson I've learned from these five years of posting, it's this: No good has ever come from extended stalking campaigns. While arguing from hypotheticals is a pointless exercise, it's safe to say that CWC wouldn't be in the situation she's in without this website. She'd probably never pass a background check at an employer if she were to apply. I'd like to think there's an alternate timeline where Chris moved to a big city, found her niche, and used her SSDI to rent a small apartment until she could find a job as a draftsperson. Yes, Sonichu is unoriginal, but I'm honestly in favor of loosening copyright laws to allow the spread of fan content (the walled garden mentality of originality is the West's biggest mistake, since it only shuts out the most obvious means of inspiration anyway). Yes, Christine doesn't pass very well, but that says more about her genetics than it does about her character. Yes, CWC has been at least overweight her entire adult life, but so what? Do we need to comment on the health of anyone with a modest YouTube presence?

			I highly doubt that Chris is the most documented person on the Internet. There's probably more on Wendy Carlos or any of the other people who still maintain extensive Web 1.0 blogs.

			Also, just a thought, but I'm open to the idea that Bella used voice synthesis to make CWC sound creepier by distorting the truth – CWC likely just cuddled with Barb. She's notoriously gullible and likely went with the story since Bella changed spacetime or something like that.

			I'm going to sign off, open Logic Pro, and do something more productive with this piece of technology I've wasted on musing about a story where there may be no clear-cut heroes.

			Before I sign off for good, this is my proudest contribution to the site:

	[[User:AAE/Chris's TRUE and HONEST Gender]]		[[User:AAE/Chris's TRUE and HONEST Gender]]

			Okay. This will be my last edit to the CWC wiki. I don't even know how I managed to stay around for so long. I miss when my addiction was regular Wikipedia + RationalWiki.

			I'm done musing about Ms. Chandler from Fuckersville, East Dakota.

AAE at 03:14, 16 November 2022

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	~~CWCki is back, and I gave in to waste countless hours. Not wasting any more until further notice. This is an addiction to break.~~		Fuck Kiwi Farms.

	~~If I could delete this account, I would.~~

	~~In any sense, fuck~~ Kiwi Farms.

	[[User:AAE/Chris's TRUE and HONEST Gender]]		[[User:AAE/Chris's TRUE and HONEST Gender]]

AAE at 22:18, 15 November 2022

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	CWCki is back, and I gave in to waste countless hours. Not wasting any more until further notice.		CWCki is back, and I gave in to waste countless hours. Not wasting any more until further notice. This is an addiction to break.

	If I could delete this account, I would.		If I could delete this account, I would.