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Also discuss other languages Chris has used - hebrew (oy vey), japanese (he said he wanted to learn it) etc. I.e give Language the [[science]] treatment.
 
Also discuss other languages Chris has used - hebrew (oy vey), japanese (he said he wanted to learn it) etc. I.e give Language the [[science]] treatment.
 
==[[Chris and death#Suicide]]==
 
==[[Chris and death#Suicide]]==
Since Bob's death Chris's ability to recover from traumatic events has receded by a lot. Bob's death was the first major permanent change to Chris's life. Till then sweethearts and trolls came and went but Chris was resilient and unchanging. This has lead many trolls to worry wether Chris may commit suicide to end his suffering.
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Since Bob's death Chris's ability to recover from traumatic events has receded by a lot. Bob's death was the first major permanent change to Chris's life. Before that point sweethearts and trolls alike came and went, but Chris was resilient and unchanging. This has lead many trolls to worry whether Chris may commit suicide to end his suffering.
  
 
===Why he may commit suicide===
 
===Why he may commit suicide===

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Klop's Sandbox

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Also discuss other languages Chris has used - hebrew (oy vey), japanese (he said he wanted to learn it) etc. I.e give Language the science treatment.

Chris and death#Suicide

Since Bob's death Chris's ability to recover from traumatic events has receded by a lot. Bob's death was the first major permanent change to Chris's life. Before that point sweethearts and trolls alike came and went, but Chris was resilient and unchanging. This has lead many trolls to worry whether Chris may commit suicide to end his suffering.

Why he may commit suicide

The list of reasons are huge, he is almost 40 without a proper source of income, has huge debts to clear, gets bullied by weens on a regular basis. He has no real friend due to him pushing genuine people away replacing them with fair weather enablers who run away at the first sign of something bad(teen troon squad). In the past Chris did not know about the CWCki and therfore didn't know how all his sweethearts were actually trolls, now he is discovering that past events and friends were nothing more than trolls (kim wilson) or paid acquanitances(2013 MHS friends). All in all his life is incredibly sad and patheticand he has very few reasons to live (barb, cats and dogs). He has also contemplated suicide in the past. One more thing observers fear is that Chris may kill himself to go to CWCville once and for all due to his real life being miserable.

why he won't commit suicide

He is too prideful to kill himself, he has no interest in death. He believes he can already travel to different dimensions, so death is unnecessary to go to cwcville. He has a genuine interest in life now due to him believeing his imaginary land will teleport to the real world. Though the enablers may be fair weather friends, the sheer number of them acting like they care about Chris may be all he needs to not pull the trigger.

One more reason is, there not being any easy way for chris to kill himself. He could try hanging himself but that is too scary for him, poison is not very easy for him to obtain, slitting wrists is painful and takes time by which he may wise up and call 911. The easiest way is to buy a gun and put a bullet in his head. But chris has no money to buy a gun and is too scared to own a gun if he is allowed to own one in the first place.