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Also discuss other languages Chris has used - hebrew (oy vey), japanese (he said he wanted to learn it) etc. I.e give Language the [[science]] treatment.
Also discuss other languages Chris has used - hebrew (oy vey), japanese (he said he wanted to learn it) etc. I.e give Language the [[science]] treatment.
==[[Chris and death#Suicide]]==
==[[Chris and death#Suicide]]==
{{Protip|Suicide is a serious mental health issue that the CWCki is not equipped to deal with: if you or someone you know is in crisis, you should go [[wikipedia:List of suicide crisis lines|here]]. But, we digress…}}
Since Bob's death Chris's ability to recover from traumatic events has receded by a lot. Bob's death was the first major permanent change to Chris's life. Before that point sweethearts and trolls alike came and went, but Chris was resilient and unchanging. This has lead many trolls to worry whether Chris may commit suicide to end his suffering.
Since Bob's death Chris's ability to recover from traumatic events has receded by a lot. Bob's death was the first major permanent change to Chris's life. Before that point sweethearts and trolls alike came and went, but Chris was resilient and unchanging. This has lead many trolls to worry whether Chris may commit suicide to end his suffering.


===Why he may commit suicide===
=== Why we should worry ===
The list of reasons are huge, he is almost 40 without a proper source of income, has huge debts to clear, gets bullied by weens on a regular basis. He has no real friend due to him pushing genuine people away replacing them with fair weather enablers who run away at the first sign of something bad(teen troon squad). In the past Chris did not know about the CWCki and therfore didn't know how all his sweethearts were actually trolls, now he is discovering that past events and friends were nothing more than trolls (kim wilson) or paid acquanitances(2013 MHS friends). All in all his life is incredibly sad and patheticand he has very few reasons to live (barb, cats and dogs). He has also contemplated suicide in the past. One more thing observers fear is that Chris may kill himself to go to CWCville once and for all due to his real life being miserable.
 
There are many problems that have caused some followers to worry that Chris may kill himself, to escape the pain of his incredibly miserable real life and go to [[CWCville]] forever:
 
* Chris is almost 40 years old, with no real [[monthly tugboat|income]], no [[Chris and money#Lottery|savings]], no [[CADD|qualifications]], and a lot of debt.
* Chris gets bullied and manipulated by [[weens]] on a regular basis, and his only friends [[Imaginary friends|exist]] in his [[C-197|imaginary world]]: Chris’s grasp on [[reality]] is so tenuous, that he now rejects offers of friendship from genuine people in favor of [[enablers]], who play along with his beliefs before bailing out at first sign of trouble (such as the [[Teen Troon Squad]]).
* Chris’s only real relative is [[Barb]], who is nearly 80 years old and also deep in debt: with no confirmed plans by [[Minor Family Members|other family members]] to take Chris in, there are growing concerns that the [[Debt#Debts|mounting debt]] (worth over $155,000) could lead to the so-called "Homeless Saga" when Barb dies.<ref name="guardsman">Guardsman42 (21 June 2019). [https://kiwifarms.net/threads/chandlers-sued-for-debt-megathread.55045/page-23#post-4880132 Re: Chandlers sued for debt megathread]. ''Kiwi Farms''. Retrieved 19 December 2019.</ref>
* Chris has little to no chance of getting [[Chris_and_work#Can Chris get a (real-life) job now?|a job]] or a [[Sweetheart#Present situation|sweetheart]], with over a decade of [[DIRTY, CRAPPED BRIEFS|unsavoury]] information about him on the internet, and weens and [[A-Log]]s who regularly try to get him [[banned]] or fired from every place that he visits or works.
 
Chris originally did not know about the CWCki, and therefore was unaware that all his [[sweetheart]]s (such as [[Kim Wilson]]) were actually trolls: Chris actually considered suicide in October 2013, after discovering that past events and friends were nothing more than trolls or [[Manchester High School#Reunion plans|paid acquaintances]].<ref>[[October 2013 Facebook Posts#Reality Comes Knocking|October 2013 Facebook Posts § Reality Comes Knocking]]</ref>
 
=== Why we should not worry ===
 
:''Editor note: please find source to confirm if Chris ruled out hanging and/or firearms.''
 
However, there are a number of reasons why Chris still has a genuine interest in life, despite all the trouble that he went through:
 
* Chris still gets positive publicity, such as Sonichu’s appearance in [[Sonic Rebuilt]] in March 2020: there are also "mainstream" observers like [[Chris in the media#dodie|dodie]] and [[Harry Partridge]], as well as those who just want to know how Chris [[BronyCon#Dancing with Magi-Chan|crowbars]] CWCville and his characters into reality.
* The [[Dimensional Merge]], while semi-apocalyptic, is not a death cult like [[wikipedia:Jonestown|Jonestown]]: Chris believes that he can [[Meditation|travel]] between dimensions without having to die. Furthermore, he believes that his imaginary world will teleport into the real world, and not the other way.
* Although enablers have not been helpful to Chris’s already tenuous grasp on reality, many of them act like they care about him, to such an extent that they may have unwittingly discouraged Chris from kicking the bucket.  
* Actually committing suicide is not easy: hanging can be long and painful, slitting wrists can be ''very'' long and ''very'' painful, and it is not easy to acquire firearms or poison.
 
In October 2013, Chris ruled out suicide, not only because of Barb and his pets, but also because of his belief (at the time) that suicide would [[Chris and religion|leave him in Limbo]].


===why he won't commit suicide===
== References ==
He is too prideful to kill himself, he has no interest in death. He believes he can already travel to different dimensions, so death is unnecessary to go to cwcville. He has a genuine interest in life now due to him believeing his imaginary land will teleport to the real world. Though the enablers may be fair weather friends, the sheer number of them acting like they care about Chris may be all he needs to not pull the trigger.


One more reason is, there not being any easy way for chris to kill himself. He could try hanging himself but that is too scary for him, poison is not very easy for him to obtain, slitting wrists is painful and takes time by which he may wise up and call 911. The easiest way is to buy a gun and put a bullet in his head. But chris has no money to buy a gun and is too scared to own a gun if he is allowed to own one in the first place.
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Klop's Sandbox

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Also discuss other languages Chris has used - hebrew (oy vey), japanese (he said he wanted to learn it) etc. I.e give Language the science treatment.

Chris and death#Suicide

Protip.jpg
PROTIP:
Suicide is a serious mental health issue that the CWCki is not equipped to deal with: if you or someone you know is in crisis, you should go here. But, we digress…

Since Bob's death Chris's ability to recover from traumatic events has receded by a lot. Bob's death was the first major permanent change to Chris's life. Before that point sweethearts and trolls alike came and went, but Chris was resilient and unchanging. This has lead many trolls to worry whether Chris may commit suicide to end his suffering.

Why we should worry

There are many problems that have caused some followers to worry that Chris may kill himself, to escape the pain of his incredibly miserable real life and go to CWCville forever:

  • Chris is almost 40 years old, with no real income, no savings, no qualifications, and a lot of debt.
  • Chris gets bullied and manipulated by weens on a regular basis, and his only friends exist in his imaginary world: Chris’s grasp on reality is so tenuous, that he now rejects offers of friendship from genuine people in favor of enablers, who play along with his beliefs before bailing out at first sign of trouble (such as the Teen Troon Squad).
  • Chris’s only real relative is Barb, who is nearly 80 years old and also deep in debt: with no confirmed plans by other family members to take Chris in, there are growing concerns that the mounting debt (worth over $155,000) could lead to the so-called "Homeless Saga" when Barb dies.[1]
  • Chris has little to no chance of getting a job or a sweetheart, with over a decade of unsavoury information about him on the internet, and weens and A-Logs who regularly try to get him banned or fired from every place that he visits or works.

Chris originally did not know about the CWCki, and therefore was unaware that all his sweethearts (such as Kim Wilson) were actually trolls: Chris actually considered suicide in October 2013, after discovering that past events and friends were nothing more than trolls or paid acquaintances.[2]

Why we should not worry

Editor note: please find source to confirm if Chris ruled out hanging and/or firearms.

However, there are a number of reasons why Chris still has a genuine interest in life, despite all the trouble that he went through:

  • Chris still gets positive publicity, such as Sonichu’s appearance in Sonic Rebuilt in March 2020: there are also "mainstream" observers like dodie and Harry Partridge, as well as those who just want to know how Chris crowbars CWCville and his characters into reality.
  • The Dimensional Merge, while semi-apocalyptic, is not a death cult like Jonestown: Chris believes that he can travel between dimensions without having to die. Furthermore, he believes that his imaginary world will teleport into the real world, and not the other way.
  • Although enablers have not been helpful to Chris’s already tenuous grasp on reality, many of them act like they care about him, to such an extent that they may have unwittingly discouraged Chris from kicking the bucket.
  • Actually committing suicide is not easy: hanging can be long and painful, slitting wrists can be very long and very painful, and it is not easy to acquire firearms or poison.

In October 2013, Chris ruled out suicide, not only because of Barb and his pets, but also because of his belief (at the time) that suicide would leave him in Limbo.

References

  1. ↑ Guardsman42 (21 June 2019). Re: Chandlers sued for debt megathread. Kiwi Farms. Retrieved 19 December 2019.
  2. ↑ October 2013 Facebook Posts § Reality Comes Knocking
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