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| | One's '''personality''' is a set of mental, emotional, and behavioral qualities that make up an individual's character. Studying personality is a key aspect of psychology, allowing experts to know what makes people the way they are. There are many methods for testing one's personality, with some backed by decades of scientific research, and others created by random people on [[Facebook]] to show ads. |
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| The following is a conversation that several [[Watchmen]] had with Chris over Google Hangout on 28 August 2020.
| | Chris's personality is quite eclectic. It is what draws countless people around the globe to study and follow his antics. He has spoken quite a bit on his own idea of his personality, but his own insight doesn't always jive with [[reality]]. |
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| | His personality has undergone quite the change since Bob's death, with some traits undergoing a full 180. |
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| | [[File:Myers-Briggs type indicator.jpg|thumb|The Myers-Briggs type indicator is a popular personality test system.]] |
| | Personality testing is a controversial field, with few tests used universally within the scientific community. Even the famous Myers-Briggs test, while useful for rough workplace assessments, is somewhat vague. It misses key areas like creativity and openness, and people who take the test often get different results over time. The closest thing to a gold standard is the Big Five, or OCEAN test. |
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| <font color="#0B3B0B">'''Watchwoman 1'''</font>: Yeah, I did.
| | This article discusses various aspects of Chris's personality, but is not to be taken as a substitute for an actual psych-eval. |
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Alright, that's good.
| | ==Introversion vs extraversion== |
| | Chris has shown traits of both introversion (reservedness, solitude) and extraversion (people-seeking, sociability) over the years. It should be be noted that no person is a true introvert or a true extrovert, rather it is more akin to a [[Autism|spectrum]] which people fall on, and people can behave differently in different contexts. |
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| <font color="#0B3B0B">'''Watchwoman 1'''</font>: It's- it's pretty nice.
| | At [[Manchester High School|high school]], Chris appears to have been fairly introverted, though with a drive to be extroverted. A [[Manchester_High_Leaks#Getting_Acquainted|leaked icebreaker worksheet]] shows that Chris only talked to 7 of his class-mates. They were all [[Noviophobia|female]]. Despite trying to later hold a high school reunion, in the [[Song of Christian]], a 16-year old Chris describes having few friends and how his "loneliness is off the scale”. Even with the social prestige of being a water-boy to the school [[Bionic the Hedgehog|basketball team]] and his [[Gal-pals]], Chris took his [[Barbara Chandler|mom]] to the school prom. Nearly 10 years after the prom, Chris talked about feeling like an outcast at the prom, however his highlight of the evening was when one of his [[Tiffany Gowen|gal-pals]] felt sorry for him and "pulled [him] onto the dance floor". This dance "felt like hours" to Chris.<ref>[[User:ChrisChanSonichu profile#The Seinor Prom]]</ref> |
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Nice being the only- ok. | | Around the time of discovery by [[Encyclopedia Dramatica]], Chris was mainly an introvert. He kept to himself and barely spoke to anyone but his sweetheart. He joined most public chats in both [[IRC|text]] and [[Mumble|voice]] forms only after being goaded by his current sweetheart<ref>[[BlueSpike Skype Logs 5#February 10]]</ref> or a troll. And even in these chats, he didn't converse a lot, and only answered questions directed towards him. Even while playing video games, he mostly stuck to playing single player games such as God of War, Pokemon, Sonic and Animal Crossing. Any multiplayer game he did play was mostly with his sweetheart like LittleBigPlanet and Burnout Paradise. Before his discovery, when he frequented the THe GAMe PLAce, he mostly kept to himself (and Megan), and rarely interacted with other people except during card games.<Ref>[[Lucas and Mimms Q&A#Chris's behavior]]</ref> |
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| <font color="#0B3B0B">'''Watchwoman 1'''</font>: ...So far. Yeah. Everybody's tired, but y'know how moving is.
| | Classic Chris, therefore would clearly fall on the introvert side of the spectrum but he isn't a full on introvert as he did visit an [[Anime Mid-Atlantic|anime expo in 2004 and 2005]]. New Chris however would easily fall on he extrovert side since 2017 as he started publicly responding to people, started playing multiplayer and co-op games such as Tetris 99 and PayDay 2, visited multiple conventions like [[Bronycon]], [[Omegacon]], [[BABScon]] and the [[TooManyGames]] expo. He has also started streaming videos, and answering questions his fans have. He has also joined public and private discord groups, though his interaction with other humans in them is limited. On [[Twitter]], he has started interacting (although poorly) to a ton of people ranging from artists to [[enablers]]. |
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah.
| | ==Kindness vs resentment== |
| | :''Main article: [[Kindness]]'' |
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| <font color="#B45F04">'''Watchman 1'''</font>: Yeah, I did that just like... a couple months ago.
| | While Chris may strive to be kind, his efforts often fall flat and instead come across as annoying, overwhelming or creepy. Chris at least shows he makes an effort to look like a kind person, and he has referred to himself as the "kind and compassionate Christine Chandler".<ref>[[A New, Fun Trick]]</ref> But saying you're kind and actually being kind are two different things. |
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| <font color="#0B3B0B">'''Watchwoman 1'''</font>: Become the fruit fly queen Kyle! No! How 'bout you keep the fruit flies I... don't want
| | Many of Chris's attempts at being kind, from calling complete strangers "[[darling]]" to [[TooManyGames|kissing]] guys he just met, are a clear violation of other's boundaries and easily make people feel uncomfortable. Ironically, his attempts can be quite unkind. |
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| ===Bob's musical tastes=== | | ==Empathy vs antipathy== |
| <font color="#0B3B0B">'''Green hair'''</font>: Uhh- can we- uhh- run through some of these questions? Soni? Uhh. Okay, um- di- uh, Bob like rock and roll?
| | :''Main articles: [[Remorse]] and [[Anger]]'' |
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Uhh, Mr. C- uhh, no, he was mainly into jazz and cla- and. . . the- and the classics. Uhh, blues- uhh, um- yeah, he was not into country or pop or rock and- rock and roll type of thing.
| | Anger, or ''tard rage'' as trolls call it, is a defining feature of Chris's personality. Also notable is his lack of empathy, beyond the point where it can be autism-related. |
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| <font color="#0B3B0B">'''Green hair'''</font>: Okay, so jazz and uhh. . . well- uh, yeah. Uh, jazz and- (Cut off by Chris)
| | Chris uses apologies as a performative tool for making amends and not as a genuine expression of guilt. |
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: I forget there's a- there was a hierarchy Mama had in her talkin about this, uhm-
| | ==Openness vs obstinacy== |
| | In psychology, openness is a person's receptivity to new or unfamiliar experiences and ideas, including changes. |
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| Blue Character: Hmm.
| | It is to be noted that no person is completely open to change and no person is completely against it. People tend to be open regarding views to things that don't matter to them and like to remain closed about topics that is close to them. Chris is no exception. |
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: We had classical blues, uh- jazz, b-boogie woogie, I mean if you- I mean you could essentially get a grasp on- you know, if you consider classical- classic, like you know, Mozart and that sort of thing, being-
| | Chris is not very open to thoughts that differ from his, he rejects opinions and actual scientific facts if they do not match his beliefs. When he used to hate the LGBT community, he would reject anyone trying to convince him otherwise how much ever sense they made. He had also gone to the point where he rejected the fact that Asperger's syndrome is a form of autism just because he didn't like it. |
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| Bright Green Hair: Oh, yeah.
| | His hatred for the xbox too was due to him being closed on the subject, how many ever great games and features people showed him on the xbox, he would reject it and fixate on minor flaws the system had. |
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: The- like, you know, the oldest- the earliest form of music, and then you get progressive and higher- um, you could say Mr. C.'s taste in music was about as high as like, you know, the- somewhere in the 40's or 50's. So-
| | However, after he came out as a transgender, he became much more open to the LGBT and accepted people as equals, but his obstinacy has merely shifted topics, for example he completely believes in the Dimensional merge and anyone telling him otherwise is rejected as a troll. He openly rejects proof that the merge isn't happening and cherry picks minor incidents that seem to support his agenda. |
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| Bright Green Hair: Hm.
| | A lot of his close mindedness can be blamed on his autism, as autistics are generally scared of change. |
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: -Yeah, jazz, pretty much the highest point you're gonna get- you- you've gotten out of him. He doesn't like country music either.
| | ==Chris and personality tests== |
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| | [[File:Personality quiz.jpeg|thumb|Chris chose the blue option]] |
| Bright Green Hair: Huh, that's interesting because somebody hypothesized that- you know, somebody- that he might be a jazz fan, but I'm- I'm glad to hear he liked the classics. That's good.
| | [[File:Miscpersonalitytestthing.jpg|thumb|Anudder one]] |
| | [[File:This is Christine.png|thumb|another]] |
| | Being a [[Twitter|social]] [[Facebook|media]] addict who also likes [[magical thinking]], it's no surprise that Chris is a fan of personality tests. He has taken many over the years, here are a few of them: |
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah, he's- yeah, he's a major- he was a major- he's a major jazz fan.
| | *'''A Magic: The Gathering quiz''' to find out that he is most like the white color typing, as each color associated with certain personality traits, the white type is associated with law and order, being the good guy beating up the bad guy.<ref>[[August_2019_social_media_posts#Chris_takes_a_M:TG_quiz|Post in question]]</ref> This seems to indicate that Chris held to his idealistic views of good and evil, and wasn't being very true and honest in the test, since he is very anti-law when it stops him from doing what he wants.<ref>[[Chris_and_the_law#Legal_troubles]]</ref> |
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| Bright Green Hair: Huh, that makes- that makes sense. He seems to have- uhh, you know, the rhythm for it. Uhh, any- any gospel?
| | ==Dissociative identity disorder== |
| | Due to Chris's more recent behaviours, such as a belief in [[spirit possession]] and the manifestations of cartoon characters, Chris may indeed now have a mild trauma-induced strain of [[Wikipedia:Dissociative_identity_disorder|Dissociative identity disorder]], a mental disorder characterized by the maintenance of at least two distinct and relatively enduring personality states.<ref>https://archive.is/cAquC Archived article on DID, Chris shows many of the indicators listed here</ref> This is most likely connected to manipulation from the [[Idea Guys]] and other traumas in his youth due to the mistreatment of those with ASD in a clinical and social environment. It is unknown how real the characters are to Chris, but he seems very adamant that they are real and manifest physically. |
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah, he likes- he likes gospel music too.
| | The main indicators of '''DID''' that Chris displays are: |
| | *'''Daydreaming''' - Chris often mentions daydreaming as a form of meditation, during which Chris can "visit Cwcville", Chris's [[cwcville|imaginary city]] where he is the overlord. |
| | *'''Imaginary friends''' - Chris has a belief that all comic book characters are real people, as autonomous as any human, and that these characters exist in the real world and speak to him in his head.<ref>[[Magi-Chan]]</ref> |
| | *'''Reality/Fantasy overlap''' - Chris not only believes that the fantasy world of cartoons is real, but that one day it will merge with reality, and that already characters like [[Sonichu (character)|Sonichu]], [[Mewtwo]], and [[Magi-chan]] have manifested themselves physically. |
| | *'''Transitional Objects as Self''' - Chris has often emotionally attached himself to objects, resulting in [[Tour_of_Chris%27s_House_III|hoarding]], but the place in which this behaviour is most prevalent is with his character Sonichu. Chris identifies as Mother (previously Father) of Sonichu, and indeed all Sonichus, which results in him being protective of them, causing making things like putting them in danger in the comics seem [[Chris and writing|immoral]] to him. |
| | *'''Time Loss''' - Due to Chris's reportedly long daydreaming sessions, and poor memory associated with them, and his frequent and aggressive habit of lying it can be suspected that this is a result of DID. |
| | *'''Ability to Cut Off from Pain and an Awareness of Danger''' - Chris's peculiar approach to emotional pain, namely that he'll randomly cut off from it totally, can be ascribed partially to ASD, but there is also a chance it is also a symptom from some form of '''DID'''. Chris will produce very random responses, trolls efforts to destroy things that are close to him<ref>[[Medallions#Mark_1_.28and_decoy.29|Like his first medallion]]</ref> or kill those close to him<ref>Such as several gal-pals, examples of whom are: [[PandaHalo]], [[Sarah May]] and [[Ivy]].</ref> sometimes result in Chris showing little to no signs of caring in the slightest. |
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| Darker Green Hair 3D Render: Mhm.
| | With this evidence, particularly noting the trauma that Chris must have received from the Idea Guy's manipulations, and Chris's current beliefs about the existence of imaginary places and people, and their ability to possess him, one may conclude that Chris having a mild form of '''DID''' is likely. |
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah, that's, that's good.
| | ==="Christian" vs "Christopher"=== |
| | For two days in [[August 2009]] Chris tried to convince [[Kacey]] and the rest of his fans that he had [[Wikipedia:Dissociative_identity_disorder|Dissociative identity disorder]], a mental disorder characterized by the maintenance of at least two distinct and relatively enduring personality states. One of these "personalities" was named "Christopher" and the other named "Christian", as demonstrated in a [[30_August_2009|video]] from the time. |
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: So I mean, like.
| | The video's original subject was quickly derailed by "Christopher", Chris's more "repressed" personality, by interrupting "Christian" mid-sentence, and having a free-flowing sentence with "Christian", something which is almost impossible for somebody with '''DID''' to do, due to usually not sharing memories, or surfacing at the same time. Chris did not end up managing to fool anyone into believing he had the disorder, and Kacey reprimanded him for pretending to have '''DID''' and lying to her. Chris apologised and said he made it up to "fuel" the trolls, which still leaves one to wonder why he tried to convince Kacey it was true. |
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| | ==See also== |
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| Dark Green Hair 3D render: So like, (Unintelligible) you know, um-
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| ===CWC Psychlight===
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| Bright Green Hair: Okay- uhh- and, okay- uhh- so, someone asked- uh- can you speak more who and what is C-W-C Psychlight is?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Oh, [[CWC Psychlight]], okay so-
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: So there's- so this was- this is one of Mama's self-counterparts who's literally a DC-branded superhero- cause Mama created her in the DC Universe Online game, and she ended up- uh- being generated in that alt-dimension and then ended up coming to C197 from there, and essentially has like- uhh- electric and psychic powers-
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| Bright Green Hair: Huh.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: That's- uh- that's- her name is also Christine Weston Chandler, but she does not have a Sonichu clone, so she's not a Sonichu. So yeah, when she- she migrated here, and she also has been- our lives psychically linked to this OG Chris-Chan- been chronicling every single detail about her. . . in like, you know, in graphic- in graphic novels.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: Mmmm.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: She can actually- and she can actually go fast through time or just chill within her own personal subspace- to where essentially, she goes in, she stays there for a while, and then she leaves- time hasn't passed that much from our- from our time. So- She gets- she gets a lot done in there.
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| Bright Green Hair: Hm.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: In writing and chronicling all this. And also resting, she sleeps in there a lot.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: (Laughs) Me and her could be good friends then.
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| Bright Green Hair: Does it- uh- uhh- does it go faster or slower than Sonichu?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Oh- um- um- no, actually- uh, for CWC Psychlight, she typically is- um- human speed, or like, you know, when she- or when she runs, she. . . can, like, run up to- or around- one to five hundred miles an hour. At best.
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| Bright Green Hair: Hm. Interesting.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: So yeah-
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| Bright Green Hair: Umm. . . I guess- uh- yeah, I guess- I guess this one should have been coupled with the other one, but somebody wanted to know: How many of Bob's records do you still have, and if so, do you still use them?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Um- in this house- um- between- uh- what's inside the house, what's in the garden shed, and I'm guessing- I mean that's in the workshop right now. . . Just going with what's on Mama's memories here: I'm gonna say roughly- around or less than- one hundred or so records. And we haven't pl- we haven't played them in a long time, though we have been- a newer version of a record player that hooks up- that can hook into a USB. . . computer. So you can like, you know, rip music from LPs and convert them into digital.
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| Bright Green Hair: Oh, is that- uh- is that something that- uh- Mr. C. got? Or is that something you acquired recently.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Oh no, that was actually something Mama got. She ended up- uh- a few years ago- winning uh- she had retained [regained?] a bunch of scratch lottery numbers onto the online website [either 'those codes' or the name of a website] and she one a $500 Crutchfield gift certificate and she ended up buying that record player.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: Ohh, that's very cool.
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| Bright Green Hair: Oh nice.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: I have a record player in my house.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah- so yeah- but I don't think you want- uh- eddy [?] - uh- you know- a- a- eddy [?] for this record player. At first I put a record player- a record on there, but it's too short, and it bounced all over the place, and he's like, to this record player, "You're firewood!"
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| Bright Green Hair: So- uhh- what- uhh- next, what is your favorite Pokemon game ever?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Uhh, Mama's favorite Pokemon game ever. . . uhh- well I guess you can ask me as well- uh- or rather, which generation. . ?
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| Bright Green Hair: Uhh- the question isn't very specific, so I guess you know, you have enough leeway to go either way. Just what is your favorite Pokemon game Ever. So I'm guessing across generations, across consoles, all of the above.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah. Umm- I think Mama's favorite would have to be generation three. Umm- uh- uh- either Ruby, Sapphire, or Emerald. But, you know, I guess we could do it with Emerald since that's the better of the three. And she also likes Pokemon- she also really enjoyed Pokemon Colosseum and XD. . . since she was able to. . . migrate from those two cartridges, as well as FireRed and LeafGreen. And-
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: (Stuttering) And got Inuyasha up that 100 trainer mount- mountain.
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: (Giggles)
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| Blue Character: Mhm.
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| Bright Green Hair: Umm- this one- uh- you could either say- just yes or no to if you don't wanna answer it. Uh- if you could meet any of your past trolls, who would you choose?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Uhhh. Okay, okay. . . uh-
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| Bright Green Hair: Feel free to just say no if you don't wanna answer it.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Uh- it's all good. Um- I think if anybody, I wanna meet the person behi- the person who pretended to be Clyde Cash.
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| Bright Green Hair: Huh, that's- that's a- that's a good one.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: The person or people because Mama heard that that was- there was possibly- possibly more than one person, and then possibly being women, but that's beside the point.
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| Bright Green Hair: Well- uh- yeah, the person who wrote the. . . book- fuck it, I might as well just say it- the person who wrote the book was Clyde's girlfriend. So, yeah.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: Clyde's an older one, isn't he?
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| Bright Green Hair: Uhh, well the person who wrote the book- uh, what was it- the- the girl who- the short little modelette [?] or whatever it was- that was Clyde's girlfriend who wrote the book.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: Yeah, and I was just saying that was an older- that was an older generation- I guess troll- wasn't it?
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| Bright Green Hair: Ehh, they're all really the same, they just change identities. That's the- uh- secret.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: I mean yeah- I mean yeah, Clyde Cash exists in C197, but he's been opn- he's been in the now, but he's mostly long gone essentially, but- you're- but- here in this dimension- um- you say Clyde's girlfriend, but I'm guessing you're referring to the- referring to PandaHalo, or Sarah Cassandra McKenzie, as she had called herself.
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| Bright Green Hair: Well- uh- this is a little bit of- I guess inside baseball, but Clyde was a- uh- Clyde was a cuck. And he used to get bossed around and bullied by his girlfriend. People on the- people on the PVCC and the CWC forums used to make fun of him.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah. They thought of him more as the person who was pretending to be Clyde-
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| Bright Green Hair: They- uh- well, uh- they would make- they would make fun of Clyde because he had a very- he had a very big ego, and he thought he was the be-all end-all.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah.
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| Bright Green Hair: Okay- umm, what- uhh, what are your thoughts on virtual reality games?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: They're pre- they're cool. Uhh-
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| Bright Green Hair: Any- uh, any- any favorites? Or-
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Uh, nothin' to say off hand- uhh, we don't have any VR helmets in the house right now. . . Though, if we were to get one, we'd probably get the one for the PlayStation 4.
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| Bright Green Hair: Oh- the- uh, you'd get the PlayStation 4 version?
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: Mhmm, there's only PlayStation 4 VR headsets sold right now- besides- umm- Ocul-
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: The ones that work with the- the ones that work with the iPhones.
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| Bright Green Hair: Oh yeah-
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: Yeah-
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| Bright Green Hair: You're supposed to- yeah, I was gonna say, like, I've s- I've- uhh, I've noticed- uhh, another version, they had the ones that are kinda just like goggles. Yeah, they should go over.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: They're not really the greatest, to be 100% honest [laughs].
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah, that makes sense.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah, but if I was- but if Mama was to get me a VR helmet, it would be the one for the PlayStation 4.
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| Bright Green Hair: Nice. Umm. . . what- uh, what do you think- uh, you know, what do you want to be remembered as, and what do you think you will be- re- uhh, who do you- whoever wrote this is weir- uhh, wrote it in a weird way. Uh, what do you want to be remembered as, and what do you think you will be remembered for?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Hmm, I guess Mam- I guess for Mama if- uhh. . . well, she wants to be remembered as- for who she is- uhh, ya'know, with- uh, for her life so far- and still ongoing- uh, she's- uh, [[Magical thinking|essentially living on forever- and this body's living forever]], by the way, you know that. Um- but- live- she would probably want to be remembered as. . . kind, positive person she always has been and was always meant to be, and that's despite every single negative that was inadvertently or mistakenly. . . taken- uh, done by her, or said by her, and taken out of context, and whatever else. Just- she wants to be remembered for everything that's true and positive about her, really. And- uhh, also the- also the [[Messiah complex|literal goddess that she is]]. . .
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: And of course for all her- course all her [[art]] and [[Sonichu (comics)|books]] and all that. Uhh, what was the second part of that question?
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| Bright Green Hair: Oh- uhh, the second part was- uhh, what do you want to be- uhh, the question was- umm, what do you want to be remembered as, and what do you think you will be remembered as?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Oh, what do I- what does she think. | |
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| Bright Green Hair: So- uhh, you know the sec- you already answered the first part of it, the second part is just, you know, peoples' perception, and you kind of-
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah.
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| Bright Green hair: -answered that- though- yeah, you answered that in the first one.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah, I pretty much said that-
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: I-
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| Bright Green Hair: [on top of Dark Green Hair 3D Render and Chris] Yeah, okay, and- uh-
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: -remembering her as a goddess.
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah, and then- uh, this one ties in with the last, and then after this I'll go to a more fun question, but- uh- uhh, do you think the- do you think your discovery on the internet has led to more- more good or more bad- whoever wrote that question, that's not a- uhh, that's not a- yeah, anyway.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Uhh- I'm gonna say, "immense." And I'm gonna say-
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| Green Hair: Mhm.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: -it was- it was good for the- for- for the mental and cognitive development. But- um, bad as like, you know, it was emotionally scarring and damaging, but still- more beneficial for the mental development. Which he needed to go through.
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| Bright Green Hair: That's a good- that's a good way- that's a good way to put- uhh, that's a good way to look at it. Uhh, a lot of people with even a modicum of internet fame or internet- uhh, yeah, would go, you know, w- uh, or have gone mad from it.
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| ===Favorite movies===
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| Bright Green Hair: So- uh, okay, let's, you know, do a more fun one here, what is your favorite- uh, Disney movie, and why do you like it over the rest?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Uhh, Mama's favorite movie of all time is Mary Poppins. The original.
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| Green Hair: Okay, yeah, that uh, that's a- that's a Disney movie, and- uh, wha- why- why do you like it over the rest?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Uhh, the reasons for- her original reasoning for- she remembers the. . . animated segment where Dick Van Dyke and Julie Andrews were in the chalkboard painting, and the- and they- they animated penguin waiters.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: [laughs]
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: She liked the animated parts, and- uh, it was simply delightful and musical throughout. I mean, who doesn't love- or hasn't heard of-
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| "Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious?"
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| Bright Green Hair: expialidocious! Yeah, exactly, yeah. [singing under breath]
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| "Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious, you'll only doing w-" [laughs] uhh, okay- yeah, another-
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: [singing] "A spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down."
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| Bright Green Hair: Another- uh- uh- uh, another fun one- uh, what is your favorite DreamWorks movie, and why do you prefer it over the others?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: [thinking] Ehh, DreamWorks, DreamWorks- I'm not-
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| Bright Green Hair: I believe- I believe DreamWorks is- a- I think when they said DreamWorks, I think they meant Pixar.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: Well, no, DreamWorks is like, you know, The Road to El Dorado, Spirit-
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| Bright Green Hair: Oh, okay, okay
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| Blue Character: -How to Train Your Dragon- um-
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| Bright Green Hair: Alright, okay, never mind-
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: And they did the Transformers movies, too.
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| Bright Green Hair: [joking] Leave me alone, I only watch anime! I'm not a fan of Western animation-
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| Blue Character: [laughing] It's okay!
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| Bright Green Hair: [laughs]
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Umm, but I can answer both- uh, Mama's favorite Pixar movie of all time is the first Toy Story movie.
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| Bright Green Hair: I prefer Toy Story 2 over 1 and 3. . . and 4. 4 I thought was just a cashgrab.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: She hasn't really watched the other three movies yet- at least this brain hasn't. Uhh, but as for favorite DreamWorks movie- not- uhh, can't say for sure. . . so, offhand- I'm gonna go with the Bumblebee movie.
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| Bright Green Hair: Ooh.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: [laughs]
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| Blue Character: Yay!
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| Bright Green Hair: [thinking of Bee Movie] Is that the one with Seinfeld?
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| Blue Character: No, no, Transformers.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: No, not the Bee Movie
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: Transformers.
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| Bright Green Hair: OH, okay, not the- not Bee Movie, the Bumblebee, okay. I was- I'm having a slow moment.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: [on top of Bright green hair] I was talking about the latest Transformers movie.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: [in reference to Bee Movie] That is a DreamWorks movie.
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| Blue Character: [also in reference to Bee Movie] That's a favorite of mine too.
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| Bright Green Hair: [chuckles] Well, once they- once they got things away from Michael Bey. . . that's always a good starting point.
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| Blue Character: Yeah.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: [in reference to the Michael Bey Transformers franchise] Too many explosions, patriotism, and not enough focus on the Autobots and Decepticons. Too much-
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| Bright Green Hair: Exactly.
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| Blue Character: Yeah.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: -too much hate against them as well.
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| ===Past anti-LGBT views===
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah, exactly. Uhh- why- uhh, next one. Why do you- why do you think people perceived you to have anti-LGBT views/racist views. . . in the past.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: [Tired] Ughhh, that would definitely be going to- at any time- at most times before mid- before June 2014. . . Mama. . . [[JERKS|really, really, REALLY disliked the majority of all other males]]. . . All other male humans. Because they were- cause from her point of view, she was like, they were taking away all the. . . [[Noviophobia|other potential women who could be her partners, and essentially leaving her with nothing to choose from]]. . . and she was- and she felt like- and she had think- she had thought back then as well that those online trolls that were pickin' on her- that they were gay men, cause she was also being constantly mislabeled as a homosexual dude, and all that- so, she just kinda like- dis- she kinda like disassociated and just [groans] [unclear] everybody until 2014 when she started coming- when she was coming out more to her [[Transgender|trans-womanhood]], and realized she was [[bisexual]]. She needed to realize she was bisexual. So, she started. . . cooling down in 2014-
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| Bright Green Hair: That's good.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: -on that. Sooo- all- that's a whole bunch of past details that's LONG outdated these days.
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: And see, the one thing- [cut off by Bright Green Hair]
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| Bright Green Hair: Well, it's a- it's all a link- it's all a link in the chain, so it all, y'know, leans backward and forward, that's why it's good to clarify these details, especially for those who only have an outsider perspective and not a, y'know, True and Honest, y'know, insight- especially when, y'know, as you know, certain people will go out of their way to misrepresent things, and that's one of the reasons why [[Lainchu]] and other chroniclers where brought in to set the record straight-
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah.
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| Bright Green Hair: -and to get the- nuh, all the- sort of knock some sense into people.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah. Especially for what's left of this timeline, anyway, before I go back and undo- [cut off by Bright Green Hair]
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| Bright Green Hair: Okay, yeah, okay- um, this is applicable to all the timelines and to everything, but the way that this person asked the question, it just brought up- uh, i- it brought up what- uh, Josh said earlier. . . uhh, about. . . they- they're asking about the [[Tugboat]], and it just reminded me that [[Null|Josh]] was saying- uhh, you know, like, if you- uh, you know, if you or Mama are interested in it- uh, at any time, at any point- uh, if you wanna come- come up with a schedule, if you wanna go on streams, if you wanna. . . do whatever, make- uh, make one page, make any art- uhh, you know, Josh has an LLC and an LLP ready to go- with your name on it. . . And, you and Mama will receive- uh, a stipend to the point where you will be able to keep your social security, your Tugboat and everything, and you will be able to receive all the money that you- that you would get. So, as long as you're able to to stick to- uh, stick to a plan and create a- a budget. . . and possibly. . . you know, just show up every once and a while on the stream here-there, because remember, people will pay for you to show up, and we would make sure- we would 100% make sure that it's not anybody troll-ish- uh, no [[BraveryJerk Interviews|bravery jerk]] nonsense. None of- uh, nothing like that. It would always be- it would always be legit.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: [oblivious] Yeah, that question is *very* complicated.
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| Bright Green Hair: [heatedly] YEAH THAT WAS MORE OF A- A- yeah, it's just- uh, yeah, think- uh, *go ahead and think on that,* and just remember that- remember that that's there.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: I was thinking about it as I was listening to it, I mean, just essentially, I DON'T THINK- I don't feel that even with Mama's technology- we have the cult, we have a totally. . . bright. . . modern. . . current. . . amount of technology or cameras- an inability to be able to. . . do that as easily- plus this- plus this brain doesn't totally- doesn't totally- it's not totally tech savvy with that, even with the technology she has, and, you know, the best you can do is what she was- what I was able to do a few months ago within the- I've been watching the first three parts of Analysis & Anarchy: Red Vs. Blue- Violet Car Force [possibly Violet Card Force] coming out- uh, early September, so I'll be doing-
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: [surprised] Really?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: -a reaction video then as well. But yeah, that's essentially the best and- um, it's just like, you know, she would need like, a whole- a local team here. . . in order to help. . . to help this brain to understand what can be done, what- what needs to be done, how she can use this camera or that piece of tech with- uh, this and then. . . and all that, and all that, and aside from that, the scheduling- the way things have been working around here, it's just an erratic scheduling because so many. . . things just. . . spring up spur of the moment and we have to be ready for anything that spurred the moment- especially concerning- with the. . . shifts between dimensions and timelines- here, there, everywhere. . . and this has been that way around, so- and Mama's not even noticed subconsciously for a long time that she's been just working by. . . you know, just doing things as she felt. And. . . pretty much both runs too for today, just- you know, just doing as we feel and and are able to do it during this point in time. . . because, you know, cosmic energies- cause just like you know, one day, it can be like, you know, totally putting a whole massive amount of energy into this body, so it could be like, dude, a whole bunch of things for- I don't know, maybe for one more than twelve hours in the span of- though, that's another thing- or like, you know, just like sort of- or just like totally drain it and totally disable it, and then the day- and then the whole day is ruined. . . so, it's just. . . anyway.
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| ===Is being a deity too much responsibility?===
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah. Okay- umm, wha- uhh- dudududududu. . . ye- uh, somebody asked- uh, you had to retire from- the mayor- the mayorship of [[CWCville]] because it was too much responsibility. Are you sure you want to become a deity? It has a lot more responsibilities than being mayor.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Um-
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| Bright Green Hair: That person obviously doesn't understand the lore, but- go ahead.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: What- okay- but. . . uhh, that was actually- okay, well that- firstly, that. . . fell on Christine-Chan, Mama's- uh, self-counterpart in [[C-197|C197]], and. . . she liter- she literally fell into that- and this goes along with the past. . . uh, dislike of the LGBT where. . . you know, that- uh, that- where Christine-Chan went forward in time to obviously an alternate timeline where they literally had come up with this- uh, anti-gay serum and then she literally came back in time with that. . . and obviously. . . and this was not put in book ten, but, yeah, Magi-Chan just knew that that was coming, and wasn't going to be able to stop Christine-Chan from doing that. . . but- and, you know, she was about to essentially gonna put it in the water system, but that's- and then she got stopped by Magi-Chan and she had to res- and she had to resign from being mayor at that time. . . And- uh, aside- and that- and aside from that- from all the other. . . exampl- all the other. . . specimens of that- of that. . . particular. . . substance that might have been brought back in time, or just essentially neutralized and properly disposed of. All of it.
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| Bright Green Hair: Huh. Interesting.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Except for that- except for that which was. . . ejected into [[Naitsirhc]]. . . cause that did happen, but- but obviously he. . . came back around- it just like, you know, it- it hit him at first, but- uhh, he was essentially immune to it.
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| Green Hair: Hm.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: So, go figure, paradoxes, all timelines and the effects, yada yada yada yada yada yada yada yada. . .
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| Bright Green Hair: Okay- uh, there's- there's a second part to-
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: YES, I- yes, I am getting to that.
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| Bright Green Hair: Okay, okay.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: So, right, so again, that was on Christine-Chan. Uh, this- this did not affect the Mama as much. . . because, you know, she- the bigger head, even above Christine-Chan and. . . uh, and just rest of us in- in our area of CWCville and all that, along with everybody, all the others, like, we- you know, in our dimension, we also have everybody else, including Donald Duck, Homer Simpson, Peter Griffin, Eric Cartman, Gumball Waterson- uh, Kim Possible, yada yada yada yada yada. Everybody else that's- that's liv- living in our dimension on Earth and then- uh, in our space and all of that. . . uh- but, alright, so meanwhile, back here to. . . your- to your Christine- your Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu of 1218- your Chris-Chan. . . the OG one. . . yeah, she's always been a deity, and she had been trained to be a deity throughout her entire life without realizing it, and just this bit with- uh, being signed as mayor- well, that was mainly on Christine-Chan's part- that was- I was just more- also, kind of in part to Chris-Chan as well, but. . . yeah. Uhh, it was just a whole bunch of- but when it came to her just feeling- being off and on in this dimension, it was essentially. . . due to the faded events and the. . . cosmic differences between dimensions and timelines and so forth- [irate] it was also the EMOTIONAL BULLSHIT SHE WAS GETTING FROM ALL THOSE FREAKING HATERS AND FOLLIES OVER THE YEARRRS.
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| Blue Character: [laughs]
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: And all that- and then- so it just- she needed some- more time to toughen up and then. . . she did and within a- throughout the months with [[Idea Guy]], we ended up with her finally stepping- going- just- make- taking her real first steps into. . . becoming a deity, with- uh, getting help from [[CPU Blue Heart|Scarlet]], the original CPU of the Commodore consoles, thus promoting Mama to that- to that bunch of responsibility as well, cause we all felt that it was time for her to take up that part and it was a time of me- concerning what the shit Idea Guy was doing at the time. . . So yeah, Mama's been- actually been progressing and doing a whole lot better since then. So yeah. . . essentially she. . . has stepped up and earned- is earning, more so- the right to be a- the literal deity that she is. And that was a brain-flow and a mouthful.
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah-
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: But you did good. That was a lot-
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| ===Why not give the CPU Blue Heart role to someone else?===
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah- um, okay, this is- uh, yeah, this is the second part to it, and it- uh, it makes sense in a way, it says- uh, 'to reduce stress over being a deity, why not give someone else the mantel of CPU Blue- Blue Heart, like you gave [[Allison Amber]] the mayorship of CWCville?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Um. . . we already have somebody for that, that's- uh, literally our CP- our present CPU. . . uh, our secondary CPU of CWCville, the {{CPU Battery Heart|CPU Battery-Charged Blue Heart]]. . . yeah. Okay, why is this brain being- well, the one- the l- the little girl that was formerly known as s- uh, formerly known as. . . Anurbus[?]. . . why is the current- her current name escaping this memory? Jeez! [thinking sounds] Mmh, mm, hmm. . . yeah. That's something- I'll have to look it up later, but anyway- so, she is our second- she's like our CPU. . . younger sister, like, you know. . . purple sister is to- uhh, Purple Heart. You know, as- as-
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: Like-
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: As, you know, Neptia to Neptune. And-
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: Like a CPU candidate?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Yeah, there you go, that's the right term. Although during the time when Mama was stepping towards becoming an official CPU herself, we had. . . uhh, Battery-Charged Blue Heart fillin' in that role. And-
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| Blue Character: [cellphone vibration buzz]
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: first- and Mama stayed that time. . . to fill out the role that we needed at the time during those frickin' [[Idea Guys]].
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| Bright Green Hair: Hm.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: [sigh]
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah. Umm. . . does-
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| Christ: I will answer one more question.
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| ===How is Brendan Fraser doing as mayor of CWCville?===
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| Bright Green Hair: Okay. Uh, how- [laughs] how is [[Brendan Fraser]] doing as mayor of CW- CWCville?
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: Well, he's holding- he's holding up okay, he does as much as- uhh. . . he mainly just does the short office work, while the executive dec- decisions are mainly made between the CPUs, so he's like the. . . yeah, he's definitely like the. . . third heartbeat in line. Like, you know, second vice-president to be- to use the term in a fair comparison- a fair comparison. . . yeah, but mainly- but mainly Sabrina's been able to- uh, fulfill the role as well, and- and, you know, in. . . [clears throat]. . . in the [[Chris-Chan Sonichu]] that's present in this timeline that we have. . . now, that's she- there's existence- I mean, that is here in [[1218]] along us, her body along with her [[Magi-Chan]]. As opposed to- as opposed to one that was originally from here- this timeline- that is now waiting for me to COME BACK IN TIME to April tenth, 2020 with this body to deliver it to her while she's still waiting there in MY BODY I miss so much- I MISSA MY SPEED [speaking quickly] and I miss being in the same dimension as Rosie! [angry growl] NNnnGH!
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| Bright Green Hair: It's okay. You're good- you've been doing good.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: And I definitely-
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: Mmhmm.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: drained all my-
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: my energy there.
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| Bright Green Hair: Yeah.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: So, great- so yeah, just Brendan Fraser in his role and paper-pushing and wha- what he does- and just- yada yada yada. He's doing his job.
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| Bright Green Hair: That's good.
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| Dark Green Hair 3D Render: That's good.
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| Bright Green Hair: Hm.
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| <font color="#0033FF">'''Chris'''</font>: [sigh]
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| [end of Q&A]
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One's personality is a set of mental, emotional, and behavioral qualities that make up an individual's character. Studying personality is a key aspect of psychology, allowing experts to know what makes people the way they are. There are many methods for testing one's personality, with some backed by decades of scientific research, and others created by random people on Facebook to show ads.
Chris's personality is quite eclectic. It is what draws countless people around the globe to study and follow his antics. He has spoken quite a bit on his own idea of his personality, but his own insight doesn't always jive with reality.
His personality has undergone quite the change since Bob's death, with some traits undergoing a full 180.
Disclaimer
The Myers-Briggs type indicator is a popular personality test system.
Personality testing is a controversial field, with few tests used universally within the scientific community. Even the famous Myers-Briggs test, while useful for rough workplace assessments, is somewhat vague. It misses key areas like creativity and openness, and people who take the test often get different results over time. The closest thing to a gold standard is the Big Five, or OCEAN test.
This article discusses various aspects of Chris's personality, but is not to be taken as a substitute for an actual psych-eval.
Chris has shown traits of both introversion (reservedness, solitude) and extraversion (people-seeking, sociability) over the years. It should be be noted that no person is a true introvert or a true extrovert, rather it is more akin to a spectrum which people fall on, and people can behave differently in different contexts.
At high school, Chris appears to have been fairly introverted, though with a drive to be extroverted. A leaked icebreaker worksheet shows that Chris only talked to 7 of his class-mates. They were all female. Despite trying to later hold a high school reunion, in the Song of Christian, a 16-year old Chris describes having few friends and how his "loneliness is off the scale”. Even with the social prestige of being a water-boy to the school basketball team and his Gal-pals, Chris took his mom to the school prom. Nearly 10 years after the prom, Chris talked about feeling like an outcast at the prom, however his highlight of the evening was when one of his gal-pals felt sorry for him and "pulled [him] onto the dance floor". This dance "felt like hours" to Chris.[1]
Around the time of discovery by Encyclopedia Dramatica, Chris was mainly an introvert. He kept to himself and barely spoke to anyone but his sweetheart. He joined most public chats in both text and voice forms only after being goaded by his current sweetheart[2] or a troll. And even in these chats, he didn't converse a lot, and only answered questions directed towards him. Even while playing video games, he mostly stuck to playing single player games such as God of War, Pokemon, Sonic and Animal Crossing. Any multiplayer game he did play was mostly with his sweetheart like LittleBigPlanet and Burnout Paradise. Before his discovery, when he frequented the THe GAMe PLAce, he mostly kept to himself (and Megan), and rarely interacted with other people except during card games.[3]
Classic Chris, therefore would clearly fall on the introvert side of the spectrum but he isn't a full on introvert as he did visit an anime expo in 2004 and 2005. New Chris however would easily fall on he extrovert side since 2017 as he started publicly responding to people, started playing multiplayer and co-op games such as Tetris 99 and PayDay 2, visited multiple conventions like Bronycon, Omegacon, BABScon and the TooManyGames expo. He has also started streaming videos, and answering questions his fans have. He has also joined public and private discord groups, though his interaction with other humans in them is limited. On Twitter, he has started interacting (although poorly) to a ton of people ranging from artists to enablers.
Kindness vs resentment
- Main article: Kindness
While Chris may strive to be kind, his efforts often fall flat and instead come across as annoying, overwhelming or creepy. Chris at least shows he makes an effort to look like a kind person, and he has referred to himself as the "kind and compassionate Christine Chandler".[4] But saying you're kind and actually being kind are two different things.
Many of Chris's attempts at being kind, from calling complete strangers "darling" to kissing guys he just met, are a clear violation of other's boundaries and easily make people feel uncomfortable. Ironically, his attempts can be quite unkind.
Empathy vs antipathy
- Main articles: Remorse and Anger
Anger, or tard rage as trolls call it, is a defining feature of Chris's personality. Also notable is his lack of empathy, beyond the point where it can be autism-related.
Chris uses apologies as a performative tool for making amends and not as a genuine expression of guilt.
Openness vs obstinacy
In psychology, openness is a person's receptivity to new or unfamiliar experiences and ideas, including changes.
It is to be noted that no person is completely open to change and no person is completely against it. People tend to be open regarding views to things that don't matter to them and like to remain closed about topics that is close to them. Chris is no exception.
Chris is not very open to thoughts that differ from his, he rejects opinions and actual scientific facts if they do not match his beliefs. When he used to hate the LGBT community, he would reject anyone trying to convince him otherwise how much ever sense they made. He had also gone to the point where he rejected the fact that Asperger's syndrome is a form of autism just because he didn't like it.
His hatred for the xbox too was due to him being closed on the subject, how many ever great games and features people showed him on the xbox, he would reject it and fixate on minor flaws the system had.
However, after he came out as a transgender, he became much more open to the LGBT and accepted people as equals, but his obstinacy has merely shifted topics, for example he completely believes in the Dimensional merge and anyone telling him otherwise is rejected as a troll. He openly rejects proof that the merge isn't happening and cherry picks minor incidents that seem to support his agenda.
A lot of his close mindedness can be blamed on his autism, as autistics are generally scared of change.
Chris and personality tests
Chris chose the blue option
Being a social media addict who also likes magical thinking, it's no surprise that Chris is a fan of personality tests. He has taken many over the years, here are a few of them:
- A Magic: The Gathering quiz to find out that he is most like the white color typing, as each color associated with certain personality traits, the white type is associated with law and order, being the good guy beating up the bad guy.[5] This seems to indicate that Chris held to his idealistic views of good and evil, and wasn't being very true and honest in the test, since he is very anti-law when it stops him from doing what he wants.[6]
Dissociative identity disorder
Due to Chris's more recent behaviours, such as a belief in spirit possession and the manifestations of cartoon characters, Chris may indeed now have a mild trauma-induced strain of Dissociative identity disorder, a mental disorder characterized by the maintenance of at least two distinct and relatively enduring personality states.[7] This is most likely connected to manipulation from the Idea Guys and other traumas in his youth due to the mistreatment of those with ASD in a clinical and social environment. It is unknown how real the characters are to Chris, but he seems very adamant that they are real and manifest physically.
The main indicators of DID that Chris displays are:
- Daydreaming - Chris often mentions daydreaming as a form of meditation, during which Chris can "visit Cwcville", Chris's imaginary city where he is the overlord.
- Imaginary friends - Chris has a belief that all comic book characters are real people, as autonomous as any human, and that these characters exist in the real world and speak to him in his head.[8]
- Reality/Fantasy overlap - Chris not only believes that the fantasy world of cartoons is real, but that one day it will merge with reality, and that already characters like Sonichu, Mewtwo, and Magi-chan have manifested themselves physically.
- Transitional Objects as Self - Chris has often emotionally attached himself to objects, resulting in hoarding, but the place in which this behaviour is most prevalent is with his character Sonichu. Chris identifies as Mother (previously Father) of Sonichu, and indeed all Sonichus, which results in him being protective of them, causing making things like putting them in danger in the comics seem immoral to him.
- Time Loss - Due to Chris's reportedly long daydreaming sessions, and poor memory associated with them, and his frequent and aggressive habit of lying it can be suspected that this is a result of DID.
- Ability to Cut Off from Pain and an Awareness of Danger - Chris's peculiar approach to emotional pain, namely that he'll randomly cut off from it totally, can be ascribed partially to ASD, but there is also a chance it is also a symptom from some form of DID. Chris will produce very random responses, trolls efforts to destroy things that are close to him[9] or kill those close to him[10] sometimes result in Chris showing little to no signs of caring in the slightest.
With this evidence, particularly noting the trauma that Chris must have received from the Idea Guy's manipulations, and Chris's current beliefs about the existence of imaginary places and people, and their ability to possess him, one may conclude that Chris having a mild form of DID is likely.
"Christian" vs "Christopher"
For two days in August 2009 Chris tried to convince Kacey and the rest of his fans that he had Dissociative identity disorder, a mental disorder characterized by the maintenance of at least two distinct and relatively enduring personality states. One of these "personalities" was named "Christopher" and the other named "Christian", as demonstrated in a video from the time.
The video's original subject was quickly derailed by "Christopher", Chris's more "repressed" personality, by interrupting "Christian" mid-sentence, and having a free-flowing sentence with "Christian", something which is almost impossible for somebody with DID to do, due to usually not sharing memories, or surfacing at the same time. Chris did not end up managing to fool anyone into believing he had the disorder, and Kacey reprimanded him for pretending to have DID and lying to her. Chris apologised and said he made it up to "fuel" the trolls, which still leaves one to wonder why he tried to convince Kacey it was true.
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