Goddess Log

The Goddess Log is a journal Chris has kept in Central Virginia Regional Jail while held on his charge of incest. It was mentioned in several of Chris's letters from jail. Chris's 27 November 2021 letter to Kenneth Engelhardt mentions that he began keeping the journal on or before 7 August 2021, although it is not known when he began calling it the "Goddess Log". The logs are separated into volumes, and each consist of roughly 100 pages.

Chris also makes mention in a November 2021 letter of the Akashic records, a compedium of all universal thoughts, events, words, and emotion recorded for all time in the religion of theosophy. Chris claims to have gotten several of the things he has recorded in the logs from the Akashic Guardian, who is the scribe of these records.

Chris was released from jail on 27 March 2023. In an October 2023 livestream, he mentioned that his crew was working on transcribing the Goddess Log's pages for publication. According to Praetor the Goddess Log is hundreds of pages long and must be censored to remove names and addresses within it.

On 9 February 2024, Chris read nine days worth of passages from the Goddess Log starting from the date 5 February 2022.

On 20 September 2024, the newly released Cwclight website revealed excerpts from the Goddess Log dated 23 November 2022.

On 11 April 2025, TheGamerFromMars revealed that he has full access to the Goddess Logs, and showed excerpts in part 5 of The Chris Chan Conspiracy.

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Vol. 1

pg 6

The bond was denied, for now, due to the minority number of fakers and Haters among my flock and followers of the collective.

pg 87

A real wild card aggresive human named Charlie Sprouse constantly Bang, BAng, BANGS on his cell door at least ten times, yelling, rooster noises, and whatnot; not peace-bringing at all.

Vol. 7

pg 2

Barbara, as of yesterday, is not only still alive and well enough, But she is Redneck Stubbornly Still at the Sonichu Temple, Suffice to state, this news had put our Body and Mind into a bit of a frenzy mental state that I had to expel the energy and entity of that further frustration. <REDACTED TEXT VIA BLACK CENSOR>

pg 12

Barbara Is in her Rosechu form/body on the C-197 Earth half, and the (human) body that lives at the Sonichu Temple in lingering is a Partial Soul former shell of her self.

<REDACTED TEXT VIA BLUR> we and our Body still can't help but weep once again for the pending loss of Barbara's human body.

pg 44

So, yeah, another emotional upset. Paradox aside, Deep Down, Body had actually Wanted to return Home with Barb still there; good grief.

Frankly, we KNOW to be in Barb's presence once again would not only be heavy emotional, but extremely awkward and deeply discomforting, especially with what Little of Barbara still remains in Barb.

pg 56

Finally able to resume after the big gamble's result. As foreseen, I was arrested,

I played it honest and natural, because I was counting and appreciating my blessings.

I did not fight, argue, or yell at the police; I've happily complied.

As I had foreseen for the long run and bigger picture for I, and the Collectives between both Universe Halves, This particular outcome, and I had my choices, I felt this was the safest and most healing for I, and everyone.

Vol. 8

pg 26

Well, Now, Josh "NULL" Moon had directly attacked attacked a famed-enough Transgender individual, and They Fired Back Immensely! They reported the KiwiFarms And NULL; the KiwiFarms forum site... Gone; Completely. Clean. Good Holy Bye. And Nothing was backed up from KiwiFarms, so they can Never Ever comeback with the Past Hatred and Toxicity against me.

Misc.

Goddess Log September 24, 2021 Ember McLaine Dear Diary, Last night, after freaking Ramos finally shut the hell up, I managed to have a few dreams that were cool. Including this one held in Equestria. This body and I, on behalf of Christine, were invited by Twilight Sparkle, and her family, to a Bonding ceremony. I witnessed the dragons, Spike and Ember, being bonded with Twilight, and even myself. I also saw the appearance of Christine's cutie mark/icon, [drawn Neo Spiritual Christianity symbol]. Outside the dream, this is a Holy combination of her heart with two bolts, her Sharicate Crystal, and the cross she had been affixed to in her past life over 2000 years ago. But, in the dream, I ended up asking Cadence what the open loop under the cross meant; she told me it had meant and symbolized a Destination. Perhaps even Destiny

Central Virginia Regional Jail Institutional Classification Committee Date: 12/15/2021 Inmate's Name CHANDLER CHRISTINE Block: BOOKING Sentence: NOT SENTENCED I.C.C. Recommendations: IT IS RECOMMENDED THAT THIS INMATE REMAIN IN ADMININSTRATIVE SEGREGATION FOR THE INMATE'S SAFETY, AND TO ENSURE THE SECURITY AND CONTROL OF THE FACILITY. ... greater the resonance and spiritual recognition with therein lies the

References

The writings of Chris-Chan

Poetry: "Valentines Day Hymn" | "For My True Love, I Would…" | "Hard Love Quest" | "I Want a Girlfriend for Christmas" | "Saddest Heart in the World" | "Song of Christian" | "Sonichu's Ode to Rosechu" | "An Inspired Poem for Jackie" | "PAIN Enduring since October 29, 2013" | "Ride or Die" | "Weston Haiku" Prose: "How the Pokémon Came into Our PokéBalls" | "A Week With Christian Chandler" | "My big 18th party" | "Bionic the Hedgehog" | "Sonichu & Rosechu… The Genesis of the Lovehogs" | Sonichu's News Dash | "Chris + Sarah's Life-Shares" | "Story of My Current Days" | Chris's letter to Blanca | "The High School Story" | "A Sonichu and Rosechu Christmas Story" | Chris's Response to the Terrorism Attacks in Paris | "Poetic Letter" | Chris's letter to Cathy Weseluck | Chris's letter to Kelly Sheridan | "The Awakening of a CPU, AKA The Idea Guy Corruptions" | THE DIMENSIONAL MERGE IS HAPPENING NOW! | Psychic California Trip | Sonichu Journal Pages | Whispering Spell (Restore Magic) | Dimensional Barrier Shatter Spell | Goochland Library Sermon | SNT Vs Sonichu 2.5-Plus | Weston Haiku | Jail letters | Goddess Log | "The Life and Times of Jesus Christ" | Breaking the Veil See Also: Signature | Sonichu (comic)