Goddess Log

The Goddess Log is a journal Chris has kept in Central Virginia Regional Jail while held on his charge of incest. It was mentioned in several of Chris's letters from jail. Chris's 27 November 2021 letter to Kenneth Engelhardt mentions that he began keeping the journal on or before 7 August 2021, although it is not known when he began calling it the "Goddess Log". The logs are separated into eight known volumes, and each consist of roughly 100 pages. Whenever Chris wrote enough, he would send the pages off to 14 Branchland Court for Barbara to look after. This resulted in the fifth volume being lost due to irrevocable water damages that occurred under her care.

Chris also makes mention in a November 2021 letter of the Akashic records, a compedium of all universal thoughts, events, words, and emotion recorded for all time in the religion of theosophy. Chris claims to have gotten several of the things he has recorded in the logs from the Akashic Guardian, who is the scribe of these records.

Chris was released from jail on 27 March 2023. In an October 2023 livestream, he mentioned that his crew was working on transcribing the Goddess Log's pages for publication. According to Praetor the Goddess Log is hundreds of pages long and must be censored to remove names and addresses within it.

On 9 February 2024, Chris read nine days worth of passages from the Goddess Log starting from the date 5 February 2022.

On 20 September 2024, the newly released Cwclight website revealed excerpts from the Goddess Log dated 23 November 2022.

On 11 April 2025, TheGamerFromMars revealed that he has full access to the Goddess Logs, and showed excerpts in part 5 of The Chris Chan Conspiracy.

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Vol. 1

pg 6

The bond was denied, for now, due to the minority number of fakers and Haters among my flock and followers of the collective.

pg 44

Goddess Log - 08312021, Part 1 Chris Chan Sonichu It's a cloudy morning, but good enough for this day in this alternate, Beta Timeline. What Magi-Chan wrote yesterday is very much true and fact, y'all. I, too, have known of this paradox event and my physical jump from the timeline I am supposed to be on and shall return to. I was not yet fully prepared to face and counter Sockness, in person, much less the curse he had placed on China about less than two years ago that ended up spread worldwide in this Beta timeline

But, regardless of this timeline slipping downward to fail, I still wish to take in as much good out of it, and help it, for as long as I am here. Also, know that by Jesus Christ's (of this timeline) Personal word and duty, he has entrusted unto me all of his powers and energy, and has stepped down as your Lord. That honor, duty, and title has been entrusted unto me now. So, FEEL his presence alongside my own, and strongest from within my body and aura. I, Chris Chan Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart, am also your Guiding Lord. My brother, Jesus Christ, leaves one final decree and guidance, personally, to you all, now.

pg 87

A real wild card aggresive human named Charlie Sprouse constantly Bang, BAng, BANGS on his cell door at least ten times, yelling, rooster noises, and whatnot; not peace-bringing at all.

pg 91

Chris - Body/Physical ~ God Body Well, I've had a hell of an evening: since Christine was needed extensively in Cwcville and in Both all of 1C-211987 and 1218 Earths, she left me; took all of her self, lock, stock, and barrel. I ended up on the floor and unconscious/comatose for over an hour, literally, and the Jerkops, present, Mocked and Jested my serious plight.

Vol. 2

pg 11

Goddess Log October 6, 2021 Ember McLaine Dear Diary, Well, it has happened: Barbara has come to visit.

I believe, from Barbara's trip to Henrico Jail and Regency Inn, Christine's two phones and iPad are safe at home. The video game consoles; I believe, stayed at home as well. Regardless, by Heaven's Armies, ALL that had been confiscated from the Sonichu Temple Shall be immediately be returned there, and the Police who stole these items, and their entire Police Station, and whoever has these items at present, shall all be punished or slaughtered by Heaven's Soldiers.

pg 56

After returning to my Body shortly after its second dream's conclusion, I started the day, one more time for now, with making and eating the last pack of instant chicken ramen noodle soup. With part of R.P.'s great donation, I've ordered three more chicken soups, as well as a "sampler platter" with the beef, shrimp, chili soups, and an easy mac & cheese, with a jalapeño cheese squeezer. Look'n forward more to this coming Friday the 29th.

It's been another long day with more Solitaire, more self healing meditations, and more astral manifested work on my part, and more Universe, Cosmos, and Akashic Connections with my Body. I ended up feeling some bored and sleepy at one point. I will write more insights shortly enough.

pg 69

Goddess Log - 11042021, Part 1 Jesus Christ Chan Sonichu Well, aside from continued events and progressions, today had started off well with becoming acquainted with High Rank Officer Kitchen (she wears a fuzzy labcoat and brown slacks.) But later into now, I did have to put my mask over my Body's nose. The Possessed Screaming Lady inmate made a massive poop mess all over her cell that the officers are now working on cleaning up. The smell was rank enough to fume into this cell.

pg 89

Well, this morning, we had a very short court date in rescheduling the Next court update (MOOT with my Second Coming and all). I also spoke with David Heilberg, he mentioned the idea of sending me to a facility in Pennsylvania to "help me"; my Body was all "Hell No! Send Me Home to the Sonichu Temple, Now, Or Premature Apocalypse." Said that out loud to the Judge as well. My Body reacted and went ritualistic in the temp jail cell at Ruckersville Sheriff's Office.

Needless to say; that Bitch Literally Stole From I, God, and She is going to be majorly punished by the Heaven's Armies Soldier(s) tonight. Let ALL Know These Divine Revelations and Truths about Me and these Present Events in the Loss of this one Thieving Jerkop, now.

Vol. 3

pg 13

<REDACTED TEXT VIA BLUR> The observed dream featured another vision of the Left Behind 1218 Earth, after our Second Coming and Shifting the Collective to 1C-211987 Earth, as well as some dream segments of fighting and neutralizing some Demons, and finding and hooking up with Tiffany Gowen.

pg 52

This inmate's self-counterpart in C-197 was three months pregnant but died six months ago; she and the child 's soul migrated here, but they Both went into the baby, so the baby has Three Souls in it upon arrival. Also, with the events, Demons have been scouring this Jail building

<REDACTED TEXT VIA BLUR> that baby arrived with a demon inside it, too. And this child is literally a ticking Paradox Bomb not set to stick around long.

pg 78

Also, we ended up making a new inmate friend with our neighbour Travis, in cell 3; decent Neutral Good individual; also Jewish, and possibly autistic. He wanted some coffee, for he was put on a diet; I shared some in an extra zip-lock tea bag, and he gave me his Kosher Tray, which was good.

Vol. 4

pg 13

<REDACTED TEXT VIA BLUR> with my further heightened psychic senses, we ended up sensing blood pressure spikes a few times as the Body suddenly literally Lit Up like a Light Bulb, and I had to consciously focus and ground myself well to hold on.

<REDACTED TEXT VIA BLUR> Partly virus effects, BUT As later confirmed on WTOP 107.7 FM Radio News Station, a rocket was launched during that time, and a literal Rift and a solar storm, shocked the rocket and Knocked 40 Sattelites out of orbit into the Earth's Atmosphere. Yep, another Meta Sign of Putin's WWⅢ attack on Ukraine.

Vol. 7

pg 2

Barbara, as of yesterday, is not only still alive and well enough, But she is Redneck Stubbornly Still at the Sonichu Temple, Suffice to state, this news had put our Body and Mind into a bit of a frenzy mental state that I had to expel the energy and entity of that further frustration. <REDACTED TEXT VIA BLACK CENSOR>

pg 12

Barbara Is in her Rosechu form/body on the C-197 Earth half, and the (human) body that lives at the Sonichu Temple in lingering is a Partial Soul former shell of her self.

<REDACTED TEXT VIA BLUR> we and our Body still can't help but weep once again for the pending loss of Barbara's human body.

pg 44

So, yeah, another emotional upset. Paradox aside, Deep Down, Body had actually Wanted to return Home with Barb still there; good grief.

Frankly, we KNOW to be in Barb's presence once again would not only be heavy emotional, but extremely awkward and deeply discomforting, especially with what Little of Barbara still remains in Barb.

pg 56

Finally able to resume after the big gamble's result. As foreseen, I was arrested,

I played it honest and natural, because I was counting and appreciating my blessings.

I did not fight, argue, or yell at the police; I've happily complied.

As I had foreseen for the long run and bigger picture for I, and the Collectives between both Universe Halves, This particular outcome, and I had my choices, I felt this was the safest and most healing for I, and everyone.

Vol. 8

pg 26

Well, Now, Josh "NULL" Moon had directly attacked a famed-enough Transgender individual, and They Fired Back Immensely! They reported the KiwiFarms And NULL; the KiwiFarms forum site that started as purely a "CWC-Hate" Forum site... Gone; Completely. Clean. Good Holy Bye. And Nothing was backed up from KiwiFarms, so they can Never Ever comeback with the Past Hatred and Toxicity against me.

Misc.

Goddess Log September 24, 2021 Ember McLaine Dear Diary, Last night, after freaking Ramos finally shut the hell up, I managed to have a few dreams that were cool. Including this one held in Equestria. This body and I, on behalf of Christine, were invited by Twilight Sparkle, and her family, to a Bonding ceremony. I witnessed the dragons, Spike and Ember, being bonded with Twilight, and even myself. I also saw the appearance of Christine's cutie mark/icon, [drawn Neo Spiritual Christianity symbol]. Outside the dream, this is a Holy combination of her heart with two bolts, her Sharicate Crystal, and the cross she had been affixed to in her past life over 2000 years ago. But, in the dream, I ended up asking Cadence what the open loop under the cross meant; she told me it had meant and symbolized a Destination. Perhaps even Destiny

Central Virginia Regional Jail Institutional Classification Committee Date: 12/15/2021 Inmate's Name CHANDLER CHRISTINE Block: BOOKING Sentence: NOT SENTENCED I.C.C. Recommendations: IT IS RECOMMENDED THAT THIS INMATE REMAIN IN ADMININSTRATIVE SEGREGATION FOR THE INMATE'S SAFETY, AND TO ENSURE THE SECURITY AND CONTROL OF THE FACILITY. ... greater the resonance and spiritual recognition with therein lies the

According to TheGamerFromMars, Chris allegedly got into "multiple arguments" with guards, in which he "[demanded] to have [his] technology returned to [him]."

Anyone who attempts to deny Christine and/or body of their technology, Internet, and phone shall each fall immediately with heavy gases and fall spontaneously. Praise Jesus Christ Chan Sonichu!

Presumably 8 September 2021

Also, another Restriction, due to the separate issue when I had replied to Jordan's letter in regard to a theory of my internet and phone restricted. I have Plans that MUST have me keep and use my phone and the internet, so I had asserted that with a suicide threat. Valid Move/Bad Move; I now have a Will that is Noterized, I made my impact, and during this Observation time, razors are not permitted to me. And, thus, my Beard of Jesus will Complete the Obvious Image and Fact about me and my past life. ➞

TheGamerFromMars also revealed that Chris allegedly pretended to be possessed by Ember McLain, a character from the cartoon show Danny Phantom, while in jail.

Hello, 1218 Earth! Your lovely ghost of Rock and Roll has arrived! It's your girl of flames on the scene telling you all the haps! On my redemption tour, you know me; You Remember My Name! It's me, Ember McLaine

Chris allegedly wrote more commandments for followers of Neo Spiritual Christianity to obey.

*Updated & Expanded (Sentient Creatures are okay to have sex with, as long as they can verbally consent and are not toxic.) 11 All forms of sex and soul bonding, including Masturbation (since that is shameless Self-Love and Self-Healing), Polyamory, Orgy, Bondage, Sado Machoism, satisfying most Fetishes and Pleasures for yourself and for your partner(s), and even Incest (As long as thou take birth control preventative measures, and if any birth is to happen, and thou deeply, extensively feel unable to care, support or cope with the child being present, thou must abort it. And unless thou art adopted or in-laws, that are non-biological, thou shalt not marry or be wed) is all very well and good, as long as all involved fully consent. Thou shalt not have sex or soul bond with another who is Toxic or heavily Demonic, legally underage Minors or children, or with the fully Deceased or Comatose/unconscious

TheGamerFromMars claims that there are multiple instances of Chris praying to be teleported back home.

The Shifts, Events, and Progressions continue onward. What is on our Body's Mind once again? GET ME HOME TO THE SONICHU TEMPLE RIGHT NOW, PLEASE!!! GET ME HOME TO THE SONICHU TEMPLE RIGHT NOW, PLEASE!!! GET ME HOME TO THE SONICHU TEMPLE

Chris wrote mundane things such as his card pulls and other random numbers.

Goddess Log - 11222021 Jesus Christ Chan Sonichu First Solitaire Game of the Day Layout: 5♥ K♧ 6♧ 8♦ 4♧ Q♧ 7♥

*Today's razor had the number 22 X 4 and 5 on the butt.

Chris allegedly wrote about an incident where he was scolded for repeatedly signing court documents with "Chris Chan Sonichu".

Before the night was at midnight, we had finally received a new letter from Heilberg and Overstreet. They sent us more forms to sign as "Christine Weston Chandler", because some people were so dumb not to accept her signature, "Chris Chan Sonichu".

Chris wrote about a person named Cary.

The shifts continue on in greater stead; the meteors are on their paths over this Earth. In their wake, rifts are being torn open in the veil between the two Univ-erse halves. The details are being confirmed today. Event Horizons. Also, we have made further friendship time with our friend next door, Cary. Goddess Log - 021?2022 Jesus Christ Chan Sonichu The Shifts and Events continue on. The Russian Troops still encircle Ukraine, and Putin continues to play Decepticon, with emphasis on "Deception". The two Universe Cores of 1218 and C-197 are in further recombination; I am connected with both of them as the one Universe Core of 1C-211987. My Body and I shall be cleared of the charges and legally released from this Jail Building and return straight back Home to the Sonichu Temple very shortly from now.

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References

The writings of Chris-Chan

Poetry: "Valentines Day Hymn" | "For My True Love, I Would…" | "Hard Love Quest" | "I Want a Girlfriend for Christmas" | "Saddest Heart in the World" | "Song of Christian" | "Sonichu's Ode to Rosechu" | "An Inspired Poem for Jackie" | "PAIN Enduring since October 29, 2013" | "Ride or Die" | "Weston Haiku" Prose: "How the Pokémon Came into Our PokéBalls" | "A Week With Christian Chandler" | "My big 18th party" | "Bionic the Hedgehog" | "Sonichu & Rosechu… The Genesis of the Lovehogs" | Sonichu's News Dash | "Chris + Sarah's Life-Shares" | "Story of My Current Days" | "The High School Story" | "A Sonichu and Rosechu Christmas Story" | Chris's Response to the Terrorism Attacks in Paris | Chris's letter to Cathy Weseluck | Chris's letter to Kelly Sheridan | "The Awakening of a CPU, AKA The Idea Guy Corruptions" | THE DIMENSIONAL MERGE IS HAPPENING NOW! | Psychic California Trip | Sonichu Journal Pages | Whispering Spell (Restore Magic) | Dimensional Barrier Shatter Spell | Goochland Library Sermon | SNT Vs Sonichu 2.5-Plus | Weston Haiku | Jail letters | Goddess Log See Also: Signature