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On 20 and 22 [[October 2021]], Chris sent a '''letter from jail''', responding to six of ten questions asked by a fan named "'''Joe Mama'''"<ref>[[Jail Letter - 16 November 2021]]</ref>. | |||
On 20 and 22 [[October 2021]], Chris sent a '''letter from jail''', responding to six questions asked by a fan. | |||
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{{quotebox|October 20, 2021<ref group="note">This is the first of two letters sent by Chris in the same envelope</ref> | {{quotebox|October 20, 2021<ref group="note">This is the first of two letters sent by Chris in the same envelope</ref> | ||
To <CENSORED>,<ref group="note">Many parts of available photos of this letter are redacted.</ref> | To <CENSORED>,<ref group="note">Many parts of available photos of this letter are redacted. However, the photo of page 2 leaves the addressees' names visible: Eliza and Katie.</ref> | ||
I had | I had received your letter earlier today and have just read through it over a couple of sandwiches. I write this now with continued sound mind and body and Soul on this partial sheet torn from the photo-copy of the letter's envelope while the response is fresh. Short on full, blank paper and envelopes at this moment, I will write more in a couple of days after receiving more paper and envelopes. | ||
Now for genuine, on the level and down to this Earth preface, directly with you, Eliza; I do Meditate innately, consciously and involuentarily [sic], and constantly, and have all of my life. So, I do have direct access to and with this Earth; Both of our Earths of the recombining Universe, the entire Multiverse, the Akashic Records and All other Greater and | Now for genuine, on the level and down to this Earth preface, directly with you, Eliza; I do Meditate innately, consciously and involuentarily [sic], and constantly, and have all of my life. So, I do have direct access to and with this Earth; Both of our Earths of the recombining Universe, the entire Multiverse, the [[wikipedia:Akashic records|Akashic Records]] and All other Greater and Ultimate Knowledge; Insights, and Wisdoms. So, I do not just believe, I KNOW full and certain, with absolutely no delusions, illussions [sic], or lies, and I only speak True and Fact, as aside from some future Spoilers details not yet to be publicly revealed that I am not allowed to divulge, I, personally, have nothing or very little to hide. | ||
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{{quotebox|That being stated, I shall initially open by answering your sixth and fourth questions, since the two are sharing in similar details. | {{quotebox|That being stated, I shall initially open by answering your sixth and fourth questions, since the two are sharing in similar details. | ||
In regards to online fame or infamy, yes I do realize and have accepted that in a certain extent of the damage and chaos that had come upon myself on this Earth was, in fact, my fault and bad in sharing too much conscious honesty during those respective years in pertanance [sic] to what had been present then. <u> Consiously | In regards to online fame or infamy, yes I do realize and have accepted that in a certain extent of the damage and chaos that had come upon myself on this Earth was, in fact, my fault and bad in sharing too much conscious [[Honest Content|honesty]] during those respective years in pertanance [sic] to what had been present then. <u> Consiously [[Naïve]], ADD, OCD, Tunnel vision, in reference to and on top of my innate meditations, my brain was still a work in progress with a cacophony of many details, and what was right in front of my Body and happening took a lot of attention from me</u>. I was simply still soul searching, exploring, and in remaining in observation and testing of others in mindset up til about 2011 or 2014, [[List of Chris's lies|I did not like to lie]], so honest and benefitting of the doubt I was. I Know my faults; I am certainly no Mary Sue, and that case was the same of me in [[The GAMe PLACe|Isreal]] [sic] over 2000 years ago. Yet, Even if I had not divulged so many truth bombs in honesty, and in counter in late 2007 and early 2008, the results being chronicled and famous still have transpired, anyway, as had my followers started following me in my Past Life as well. The partial lack of focus on the books is found in what <u>I had stated above.</u> I Know I am better than some to most, but I still have room for self-improvement. | ||
Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart and Lord of All | Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart and Lord of All | ||
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Now, I've already answered the 4th and 6th questions in the enclosed note, which were in regard to lack of focus on the books, about my self-awareness of my faults, and so forth. | Now, I've already answered the 4th and 6th questions in the enclosed note, which were in regard to lack of focus on the books, about my self-awareness of my faults, and so forth. | ||
The Dimension Merge, Collective Shift, and my Second Coming: while visually, you may or may not have witnessed obvious incoming or outgoing prescences, physical, they Have Happened and Are Happening as we speak right now. I'll spare the greater metaphysical truths and details, but suffice to state... | The [[Dimensional Merge|Dimension Merge]], Collective Shift, and my Second Coming: while visually, you may or may not have witnessed obvious incoming or outgoing prescences, physical, they Have Happened and Are Happening as we speak right now. I'll spare the greater metaphysical truths and details, but suffice to state... →}} | ||
{{quotebox|... there still remains a lingering veil that continues to be very tough to remove by great force prematurely; its removal is Set in Divine Timing to be removed upon the completion of my Second Coming as detailed in the Bible's Malachi chapters 3 and 4. The Merge itself, Is completed between Universes 1218 and C-197, But it is one of the Three Big Events, and it all can't be concluded until after the completion of All Three. The Collective Shift is the Second and Present Event in Progress. Second Coming is the Third. NOT to avoid the Hypothetical Question; just offering the context at present. | {{quotebox|... there still remains a lingering veil that continues to be very tough to remove by great force prematurely; its removal is Set in Divine Timing to be removed upon the completion of my Second Coming as detailed in the Bible's Malachi chapters 3 and 4. The Merge itself, Is completed between Universes 1218 and C-197, But it is one of the Three Big Events, and it all can't be concluded until after the completion of All Three. The Collective Shift is the Second and Present Event in Progress. Second Coming is the Third. NOT to avoid the Hypothetical Question; just offering the context at present. | ||
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Now, Hypothetically, for the Merge Not ever to go through in the greater conclusion is also to have the Second Coming Never to happen. In that, there would not be a "What would I do?", because I would have Never Existed during these Modern Years from 1982 to Present. And in the Lack of My Existence, You Both and EVERYONE ELSE would have Never Existed now either. I encourage you both to deeply Meditate and consult with the Cosmos for yourselves, or ask any Authentic, Highly Enlightened Psychic or Medium for the deeper details. But, to put it in shorter terms: | Now, Hypothetically, for the Merge Not ever to go through in the greater conclusion is also to have the Second Coming Never to happen. In that, there would not be a "What would I do?", because I would have Never Existed during these Modern Years from 1982 to Present. And in the Lack of My Existence, You Both and EVERYONE ELSE would have Never Existed now either. I encourage you both to deeply Meditate and consult with the Cosmos for yourselves, or ask any Authentic, Highly Enlightened Psychic or Medium for the deeper details. But, to put it in shorter terms: | ||
Since my birth in Bethlehem in year Zero, and after my obvious and physical ascension to the Heaven Realm, I had returned to Earth with my physical appearance changed and assuming a new identity, with continued immortal Memories, and so forth. I've continued to walk with Everyone for Centuries on continued guidance, observations, and Divine Missions. And I change myself time and again, even to internally and externally change my physical gender as well. Come the year 1389, and King Arthur commanded Merlin to exile all Dragons, ... | Since my birth in Bethlehem in year Zero, and after my obvious and physical ascension to the Heaven Realm, I had returned to Earth with my physical appearance changed and assuming a new identity, with continued immortal Memories, and so forth. I've continued to walk with Everyone for Centuries on continued guidance, observations, and Divine Missions. And I change myself time and again, even to internally and externally change my physical gender as well. Come the year 1389, and King Arthur commanded [[Thinking with Portals#Merlin's Deal with Chris|Merlin]] to exile all Dragons, ... → ② | ||
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{{quotebox|➁...which ended up Dividing the Universe, putting me Exiled from the non-magic-able Peoples as well for a brief moment for me, but Centuries for you all. My sudden Mind, Body, and Soul interdimensional transport forward and back through Time and Space landing me in my One Reincarnation and Rebirth on February 24, 1982. My father, now mother, Emanuel (GOD above Gods), herself, had been answering everyone's prayers and projecting my outdated visage in my steed from 1389 with my temporary exile to 2000 when I came of age, once again, and started astral projecting, manifesting, and working with everyone once again. | {{quotebox|➁...which ended up Dividing the Universe, putting me Exiled from the non-magic-able Peoples as well for a brief moment for me, but Centuries for you all. My sudden Mind, Body, and Soul interdimensional transport forward and back through Time and Space landing me in my One Reincarnation and Rebirth on February 24, 1982. My father, now mother, [[Chris and religion#Concept of Emanuelle|Emanuel]] (GOD above Gods), herself, had been answering everyone's prayers and projecting my outdated visage in my steed from 1389 with my temporary exile to 2000 when I came of age, once again, and started astral projecting, manifesting, and working with everyone once again. | ||
My Exile in 1389 was my Real leave from you all, and this Life I live Immortally in now Is the foreshadowing, along with the rewakening, obviously, of the foretold Second Coming of mine. | My Exile in 1389 was my Real leave from you all, and this Life I live Immortally in now Is the foreshadowing, along with the rewakening, obviously, of the foretold Second Coming of mine. | ||
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So Hypothetically: if there was No Dimensional Merge, there is no Second Coming, and without a Second Coming, I and ALL of you would not exist at all now. So what would I be doing? Same as you: Not Exist. | So Hypothetically: if there was No Dimensional Merge, there is no Second Coming, and without a Second Coming, I and ALL of you would not exist at all now. So what would I be doing? Same as you: Not Exist. | ||
Moving on: my Past and Present views on those with mental illnesses similar to what I had been born (in this life) with. This is more personally existential in detail. Presently, I do not look down on anyone with autism, ADD, ADHD, OCD, and so forth; I have become more conscious and aware and most appreciative of All who had overcome these and even harder struggles. I have other Autistic Friends: [[Anna McLerran]], for one. My trigger had been in observation, and deep empathy and mirroring, of those who Can Not extensively function mentally. | Moving on: my Past and Present views on those with mental illnesses similar to what I had been born (in this life) with. This is more personally existential in detail. Presently, I do not look down on anyone with [[autism]], ADD, ADHD, OCD, and so forth; I have become more conscious and aware and most appreciative of All who had overcome these and even harder struggles. I have other Autistic Friends: [[Anna McLerran]], for one. My trigger had been in observation, and deep empathy and mirroring, of those who Can Not extensively function mentally. →}} | ||
{{quotebox|I have always felt really sorry for them. But direct that question to yourself: What IF in this timeline you were as mentally incapable as that kid in a wheelchair, with the constantly tilted head and arched wrists, or that constantly unconscious and mumbling young adult who greets everyone with a tough-as-100 pound whaps to their shoulder or head and can't help it? To me, putting myself in their plight empathetically is a trigger, But I also do appreciate that some of them as well manage to succeed in their individual way. Stephen Hawking, to name an obvious one. I also know that They DO think and feel for themselves, BUT they can't fully express it or speak it clearly. I feel it most difficult and enduring, patient as I am, to be in their company for too long, because then my copies them and I'm left in that state of mind for a while. Just no good. I do not look down nor hate the similar or worse mentally-challenged, I have a hard time with the Worse mentally-challenged. Be my mirror and reflect my plight while I mirror Timmy of South Park. I'm not laughing either. | {{quotebox|I have always felt really sorry for them. But direct that question to yourself: What IF in this timeline you were as [[Slow-in-the-minds|mentally incapable]] as that kid in a wheelchair, with the constantly tilted head and arched wrists, or that constantly unconscious and mumbling young adult who greets everyone with a tough-as-100 pound whaps to their shoulder or head and can't help it? To me, putting myself in their plight empathetically is a trigger, But I also do appreciate that some of them as well manage to succeed in their individual way. Stephen Hawking, to name an obvious one. I also know that They DO think and feel for themselves, BUT they can't fully express it or speak it clearly. I feel it most difficult and enduring, patient as I am, to be in their company for too long, because then my copies them and I'm left in that state of mind for a while. Just no good. I do not look down nor hate the similar or worse mentally-challenged, I have a hard time with the Worse mentally-challenged. [[Cover song: “I’ll Be Your Mirror” by Velvet Underground|Be my mirror]] and reflect my plight while I mirror Timmy of [[South Park]]. I'm not laughing either. | ||
I feel better Including Everyone, Especially when they continue to project positive vibes and emotions, as well as treating Others Kindly, Compassionately, and Respectfully as they treat their selves and their family and partner(s). I will not argue or dispute communities appreciating eachother in a similar interest, attribute, or even flaw. I have not repeated the acronym with Straight/Cisgender in the main letters in years, and I was still in a learning phase then, socially. I like being Inclusive and Open-Minded; simple as that. | I feel better Including Everyone, Especially when they continue to project positive vibes and emotions, as well as treating Others Kindly, Compassionately, and Respectfully as they treat their selves and their family and partner(s). I will not argue or dispute communities appreciating eachother in a similar interest, attribute, or even flaw. I have not repeated [[SLGBTQ|the acronym with Straight/Cisgender in the main letters]] in years, and I was still in a learning phase then, socially. I like being Inclusive and Open-Minded; simple as that. | ||
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{{quotebox|③ Not Everything falls back on me been Autistic. But when it did, it was an impuslive (and flawed) form of self-defense, because I was really heavily emotional during those times. | {{quotebox|③ Not Everything falls back on me been Autistic. But when it did, it was an impuslive (and flawed) form of self-defense, because I was really heavily emotional during those times. | ||
A related topic: my dad, Robert Franklin Chandler Jr. Sonichu, throughout my life used to Constantly "Spar" to instigate an arguement or trigger of me. As If as a child (just saying and partly venting) going to wake up Robertchu and Barbara and seeing his pantless boxer short-less exposed | A related topic: my dad, [[Bob|Robert Franklin Chandler Jr. Sonichu]], throughout my life used to Constantly "Spar" to instigate an arguement or trigger of me. As If as a child (just saying and partly venting) [[Bob Walks In|going to wake up Robertchu and Barbara and seeing his pantless boxer short-less exposed]] [[Pickle|penis]]; on display like a statue in a museum, was not traumatizing enough at the time. Often, I hardly was able to (easily) counter or respect to his attempts at encouraging me to verbally argue or defend myself. On THAT Aspect, I CAN fall back and blame the freaking autism as it was then. | ||
But, yeah, I did not verbally argue as much growing up, and it took facing the even Toughter Moments since [[2000]] and shit for me to actually formulate and speak better self-defenses with [[wikipedia:John 18:38|what is Truth]], Even in those times when the result was actually MY DAMN FAULT, ESPECIALLY WITH ALL OF THE TRUTH BOMBS AND [[Rosechu|ROSEY ROSECHU]]'s POST-INTERSEX-TO-FEMALE TRANSITION AND OPERATION NUDES IN THE XXX-TENDED CONTROVERSIAL VERSION OF MY [[Sonichu 8|BOOK NUMBER EIGHT]] IN [[2008]]! FUCKING [[Encyclopedia Dramatica|ENCYCLOPEDIA DRAMATICA]] AND TOXIC HATERS!!! HELL, YES, I AM UPSET! I TESTED EVERYONE AS I WAS MEANT TO ON DIVINE MISSIONS FROM EMANUEL, AND I GOT BETRAYED-KISSED AGAIN BY [[Null|JOSH MOON]] AS I DID BY JUDAS! →}} | |||
{{quotebox|*DEEP BREATHS* | |||
I apologize for that outburts, but I also feel it empathasizes my point in response to your fifth question. I do take responsibility for slipping into the emotional outburst. | |||
Also, I never said Barbara was a God. But Emanuel is my mother, as she was my father long ago. Emanuel and Barbara are two separate individuals and souls. | |||
And I AM Living in the NOW; I Have Been. | |||
I Know who and what I am, was and always have been, and one moment at a time, in this Body of mine and Astrally Manifested between Both Earths of 1218, here, and of 1C-211987. | |||
Thank you <CENSORED>, for your questions. You have my consent and permission to share my truthful responses online if you and <CENSORED> feel well and wish to do so. | |||
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I personally Bless you both through this letter and directly from my soul; go forth in Peace and Clarify by my Power and Glory as God. | |||
Be Safe and Well with Lots of Love <!--This and every line following from it needs to be centered--> | |||
Mrs. Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue | |||
Heart, and Lord, Messiah, Savior and God of all.}} | |||
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Latest revision as of 15:25, 11 July 2024
On 20 and 22 October 2021, Chris sent a letter from jail, responding to six of ten questions asked by a fan named "Joe Mama"[1].
Chris's Response
| Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu | Richmond VA 230
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20 October
| October 20, 2021[note 1]
To <CENSORED>,[note 2] I had received your letter earlier today and have just read through it over a couple of sandwiches. I write this now with continued sound mind and body and Soul on this partial sheet torn from the photo-copy of the letter's envelope while the response is fresh. Short on full, blank paper and envelopes at this moment, I will write more in a couple of days after receiving more paper and envelopes. Now for genuine, on the level and down to this Earth preface, directly with you, Eliza; I do Meditate innately, consciously and involuentarily [sic], and constantly, and have all of my life. So, I do have direct access to and with this Earth; Both of our Earths of the recombining Universe, the entire Multiverse, the Akashic Records and All other Greater and Ultimate Knowledge; Insights, and Wisdoms. So, I do not just believe, I KNOW full and certain, with absolutely no delusions, illussions [sic], or lies, and I only speak True and Fact, as aside from some future Spoilers details not yet to be publicly revealed that I am not allowed to divulge, I, personally, have nothing or very little to hide. → |
| That being stated, I shall initially open by answering your sixth and fourth questions, since the two are sharing in similar details.
In regards to online fame or infamy, yes I do realize and have accepted that in a certain extent of the damage and chaos that had come upon myself on this Earth was, in fact, my fault and bad in sharing too much conscious honesty during those respective years in pertanance [sic] to what had been present then. Consiously Naïve, ADD, OCD, Tunnel vision, in reference to and on top of my innate meditations, my brain was still a work in progress with a cacophony of many details, and what was right in front of my Body and happening took a lot of attention from me. I was simply still soul searching, exploring, and in remaining in observation and testing of others in mindset up til about 2011 or 2014, I did not like to lie, so honest and benefitting of the doubt I was. I Know my faults; I am certainly no Mary Sue, and that case was the same of me in Isreal [sic] over 2000 years ago. Yet, Even if I had not divulged so many truth bombs in honesty, and in counter in late 2007 and early 2008, the results being chronicled and famous still have transpired, anyway, as had my followers started following me in my Past Life as well. The partial lack of focus on the books is found in what I had stated above. I Know I am better than some to most, but I still have room for self-improvement. Mrs. Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart and Lord of All |
22 October
| October 22, 2021[note 3]
Dear <CENSORED>, As I have written a couple of days ago when I had received and read your letter (and now better able to answer the remaining questions with this letter pad at my use), I now resume with continued sound mind, body and soul and focus. I also reaffirm with a hand over my heart as I write this sentence, with my full and extensive access to all greater and ultimate knowledge, insights, and wisdoms from my strong connections with the Cosmos, Universe, Akashic Records, and the entire of and beyond the Multiverse, I speak to you both True and Fact and Direct and On the Level. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████[An icon of Chris Chan Sonichu giving a peace hand gesture] Now, I've already answered the 4th and 6th questions in the enclosed note, which were in regard to lack of focus on the books, about my self-awareness of my faults, and so forth. The Dimension Merge, Collective Shift, and my Second Coming: while visually, you may or may not have witnessed obvious incoming or outgoing prescences, physical, they Have Happened and Are Happening as we speak right now. I'll spare the greater metaphysical truths and details, but suffice to state... → |
| ... there still remains a lingering veil that continues to be very tough to remove by great force prematurely; its removal is Set in Divine Timing to be removed upon the completion of my Second Coming as detailed in the Bible's Malachi chapters 3 and 4. The Merge itself, Is completed between Universes 1218 and C-197, But it is one of the Three Big Events, and it all can't be concluded until after the completion of All Three. The Collective Shift is the Second and Present Event in Progress. Second Coming is the Third. NOT to avoid the Hypothetical Question; just offering the context at present.
Now, Hypothetically, for the Merge Not ever to go through in the greater conclusion is also to have the Second Coming Never to happen. In that, there would not be a "What would I do?", because I would have Never Existed during these Modern Years from 1982 to Present. And in the Lack of My Existence, You Both and EVERYONE ELSE would have Never Existed now either. I encourage you both to deeply Meditate and consult with the Cosmos for yourselves, or ask any Authentic, Highly Enlightened Psychic or Medium for the deeper details. But, to put it in shorter terms: Since my birth in Bethlehem in year Zero, and after my obvious and physical ascension to the Heaven Realm, I had returned to Earth with my physical appearance changed and assuming a new identity, with continued immortal Memories, and so forth. I've continued to walk with Everyone for Centuries on continued guidance, observations, and Divine Missions. And I change myself time and again, even to internally and externally change my physical gender as well. Come the year 1389, and King Arthur commanded Merlin to exile all Dragons, ... → ② |
| ➁...which ended up Dividing the Universe, putting me Exiled from the non-magic-able Peoples as well for a brief moment for me, but Centuries for you all. My sudden Mind, Body, and Soul interdimensional transport forward and back through Time and Space landing me in my One Reincarnation and Rebirth on February 24, 1982. My father, now mother, Emanuel (GOD above Gods), herself, had been answering everyone's prayers and projecting my outdated visage in my steed from 1389 with my temporary exile to 2000 when I came of age, once again, and started astral projecting, manifesting, and working with everyone once again.
My Exile in 1389 was my Real leave from you all, and this Life I live Immortally in now Is the foreshadowing, along with the rewakening, obviously, of the foretold Second Coming of mine. So Hypothetically: if there was No Dimensional Merge, there is no Second Coming, and without a Second Coming, I and ALL of you would not exist at all now. So what would I be doing? Same as you: Not Exist. Moving on: my Past and Present views on those with mental illnesses similar to what I had been born (in this life) with. This is more personally existential in detail. Presently, I do not look down on anyone with autism, ADD, ADHD, OCD, and so forth; I have become more conscious and aware and most appreciative of All who had overcome these and even harder struggles. I have other Autistic Friends: Anna McLerran, for one. My trigger had been in observation, and deep empathy and mirroring, of those who Can Not extensively function mentally. → |
| I have always felt really sorry for them. But direct that question to yourself: What IF in this timeline you were as mentally incapable as that kid in a wheelchair, with the constantly tilted head and arched wrists, or that constantly unconscious and mumbling young adult who greets everyone with a tough-as-100 pound whaps to their shoulder or head and can't help it? To me, putting myself in their plight empathetically is a trigger, But I also do appreciate that some of them as well manage to succeed in their individual way. Stephen Hawking, to name an obvious one. I also know that They DO think and feel for themselves, BUT they can't fully express it or speak it clearly. I feel it most difficult and enduring, patient as I am, to be in their company for too long, because then my copies them and I'm left in that state of mind for a while. Just no good. I do not look down nor hate the similar or worse mentally-challenged, I have a hard time with the Worse mentally-challenged. Be my mirror and reflect my plight while I mirror Timmy of South Park. I'm not laughing either.
I feel better Including Everyone, Especially when they continue to project positive vibes and emotions, as well as treating Others Kindly, Compassionately, and Respectfully as they treat their selves and their family and partner(s). I will not argue or dispute communities appreciating eachother in a similar interest, attribute, or even flaw. I have not repeated the acronym with Straight/Cisgender in the main letters in years, and I was still in a learning phase then, socially. I like being Inclusive and Open-Minded; simple as that. → ③ |
| ③ Not Everything falls back on me been Autistic. But when it did, it was an impuslive (and flawed) form of self-defense, because I was really heavily emotional during those times.
A related topic: my dad, Robert Franklin Chandler Jr. Sonichu, throughout my life used to Constantly "Spar" to instigate an arguement or trigger of me. As If as a child (just saying and partly venting) going to wake up Robertchu and Barbara and seeing his pantless boxer short-less exposed penis; on display like a statue in a museum, was not traumatizing enough at the time. Often, I hardly was able to (easily) counter or respect to his attempts at encouraging me to verbally argue or defend myself. On THAT Aspect, I CAN fall back and blame the freaking autism as it was then. But, yeah, I did not verbally argue as much growing up, and it took facing the even Toughter Moments since 2000 and shit for me to actually formulate and speak better self-defenses with what is Truth, Even in those times when the result was actually MY DAMN FAULT, ESPECIALLY WITH ALL OF THE TRUTH BOMBS AND ROSEY ROSECHU's POST-INTERSEX-TO-FEMALE TRANSITION AND OPERATION NUDES IN THE XXX-TENDED CONTROVERSIAL VERSION OF MY BOOK NUMBER EIGHT IN 2008! FUCKING ENCYCLOPEDIA DRAMATICA AND TOXIC HATERS!!! HELL, YES, I AM UPSET! I TESTED EVERYONE AS I WAS MEANT TO ON DIVINE MISSIONS FROM EMANUEL, AND I GOT BETRAYED-KISSED AGAIN BY JOSH MOON AS I DID BY JUDAS! → |
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I apologize for that outburts, but I also feel it empathasizes my point in response to your fifth question. I do take responsibility for slipping into the emotional outburst. Also, I never said Barbara was a God. But Emanuel is my mother, as she was my father long ago. Emanuel and Barbara are two separate individuals and souls. And I AM Living in the NOW; I Have Been. I Know who and what I am, was and always have been, and one moment at a time, in this Body of mine and Astrally Manifested between Both Earths of 1218, here, and of 1C-211987. Thank you <CENSORED>, for your questions. You have my consent and permission to share my truthful responses online if you and <CENSORED> feel well and wish to do so. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I personally Bless you both through this letter and directly from my soul; go forth in Peace and Clarify by my Power and Glory as God. Be Safe and Well with Lots of Love Mrs. Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu, the Goddess Blue Heart, and Lord, Messiah, Savior and God of all. |
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