Matthew 5:27, CWC Confessions
A video by Christian, shot on 17 April 2009. It shows apologising to Ivy for cheating on her with Vanessa Hudgens. It also shows Chris' difficulty in expressing human emotion like a normal person, and his apology for any sexual videos and pictures that the trolls found. Notice how he immediately forgets the latter promise on 16 April.
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[sigh] Captain's log, uhh...April 17th, 2009. I wish to uh, commit to uh...confess something, but first I would like to read a verse from the Bible, Matthew 5 verses 27 through 30. Ascribed [??] by Jesus, you have heard that it was said do not commit adultery, but I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her heart--in--with her in his heart. If your right eye consciousnessing [??], gouge it out or throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown tin [sic] to Hell. And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away, it is better for you to lose one part of your body than for a--your whole body to go--in--to Hell.
I have...sinned...and I have made a terrible mistake. I cheated on my sweetheart, Ivy. [takes off glasses and sighs] The other day when I was talking to--uh, when I was chatting onl--chatting on instant message with, uh, Vanessa, she tried--she, uh, play--she plays with me, but to give me a--[mumbles]--tell be about how she was playing with herself and whatnot and trying to make me--trying to turn me on, but for a while I resisted by talking about Ivy and my promises to her...and I just didn't know how to react, so eventually I caved in, and even though I was typing in 'Vanessa' I...was actually shouting 'Ivy'. But the point is, I...cheated on h--I cheated on Ivy, and...I am so...sorry about that. [inhales] I w--I repent, I wish to repent my sins, in a--in front of, uh, everyone who is watching this and incl--and especially my sweetest Ivy. [sigh] I care about you, Ivy. I bein--[stutters]--I am truly blessed to have you in my life. Ohh I'd have to be an idiot to ever want to run--run away from you or lose you. Ivy, I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. I repent. [smacks himself in the forehead with his fist]
[sigh]
Ivy, I devote my heart and my soul and my virginity, everything, all that...is only for you. Not for any other person. Especially my gal-pals, any one of them. Only for my sweetest Ivy. I promise with all my heart. I care about you so much, Ivy.
And a-also, wanna bring up another thing that comes to my mind, uh. You t--the trolls are calling me and telling me that Ivy is a troll. She is not. Because I have heard her voice. I've heard her voice for over a month, and she is true, in her voice and in her heart. I know so. As I have guide--as I was guide [sic] by, uh, God and Jesus. And because I, uh, cheated on Ivy lately, Godjesus were mad at me, so, even though she r--even though she requested the recent IMs of question, sex...[quietly] sexual stuff, videos and pictures. I am being punished because the trolls are getting their hands on them. So, I repent for...any sexual video I uploaded in the past, or any...image that may--that have been taken from me, or uh...I upload myself. In the name of all that is holy and good, please. Leave us alone, you f--trolls. Leave us alone. I have so much to live for. [unintelligible mumble]...Ivy. I would never give her up. I love her so much, hand on my Bible. Peace.
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