C-Log 03182026

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We are ALL perverts!

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C-Log 03182026 is a video uploaded to Chris's YouTube channel on 18 March 2026. He is still curious about a supposed video he remembers titled "Chris-Chan Sucks" which he claims is from 2006, he had posted about it a month prior.

Summary:

• Chris blames his past behavior on SSRI meds.
• Chris has been a bad person before.
• Chris is dumb sometimes.
• The CWCki needs to stop with the bigfoot photos.
• This supposedly isn't a rant video.
• We are all perverts.
• Chris is annoyed of leaked phone calls with theoretical exes.
• Chris gives a shoutout to Otaku King, seemingly keeping up with him and his videos (Chris tells him he can reach out). He is sorry about his phone. He asks us to help him out.
• Chris tripped and fell on 13 February due to being in a hurry, and he also stubbed his right toe. Bad luck!
• Chris came down with a cold last week and is still recovering.
• Prerecorded video will be posted on 20 March, and Chris will open more slots on Cameo soon.

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C-Log 03182026
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Stardate	18 March 2026
Subject Matter	Autism Autism, Trolls Trolls, Sex Sex, Television Television, Galpals Gal Pals, Conventions Conventions
Performance Style	Tragedy Tragedy, Rage Rage, Reason Reason
Shirt	The Classic 4.0 The Classic 4.0 (w/ Superdry shirt & HarmonyCon hoodie)
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Transcript

Hey everyone, Jesus Christine Weston Chandler Sonichu Prime here once again, and I'm just, uh, gonna give you all a serious moment, serious powwow, serious talk to. Guys, it's been on my mind for quite a while now, it's been a concern with me...just I kind of want to talk it out bit, but...

[sigh]

Well kind of like a...potentially a big deal, where...

[removes glasses]

I kind of realized and, uh, well learned, it's still a mystery to me for some parts, but...the I've so-...I have been made aware of the new ground...on the video that was uploaded to Newgrounds, I think in 2006 if I understand correctly, it's called "Chris-Chan" with a hyphen between "Chris" and Chan", "Chris-Chan Sucks".

So that made me realize...why did people hate me as early as in 2006? What did I do? What did I do wrong at that point? What did I do to offend? I don't understand. I really don't...I really don't...I'm still baffled about it.

And then of course, um, I am aware, quite aware of myself and everything just...

[sigh]

Especially even more so now than I was under the SSRIs...that those medications.

So...obviously, and I'm now going to just come out with a few...choice words here.

Uh, people have labeled me as, well, narcissistic, up to potentially being arrogant. Well, okay, you know what? That's fair, I'll...I'll grant you all some of that.

But as early as 2006, ps...people hated me for something like that when they don't...when they didn't know me personally...just...I don't know. I don't know.

And then obviously it's like people were just picking l-random labels based on something from the pages that I had drawn and written in the Sonichu comic books or...whatever!

Any...did I even have any videos posted online by 2006? I'm not sure. Maybe not, I don't think so, as far as I can recollect anyway, so just...

[long pause]

...still blank to me. And then people just get an...all...people...[mumbles]...some of you are watching this as well. The people that did, you know, these...mees...mis...mislabelings, if I also called it, because yes, it was essentially mislabeling me and then just forcing a label upon me that might have been a...not necessary thing, for over those years.

Mm, I will siphon that, just quick powwow, so what I've written and drew and just how I behaved and everything over the...over the years especially in those earlier days just...

[raises right hand to temple]

...and when I was under the SSRIs, the Paxil, the Paracetine, then much later the Fluoxetine.

Well, I definitely was not totally well in my mind at that point, or, or rather I was just so dumbed down and everything, now I'm not, so I just feel like I have a more clear picture in my head.

But yeah just...and then the autism.

[points at his head, then raises both hands]

The autism, despite me being high-functioning. I can come off as, uh...[raises voice]]' an emotion, or, something else that I never intended to, like, even just potentially I could come off as even a sociopath or something like that, I mean what, am I the American Psycho or something?

I never intended to be that way whatsoever, even if that may come out me sounding like that. That just never, I mean, if you listen to other autistic people and some of them have actually talked about this in their own way as well, just, where, they explained how they talk, and they may come off like that but, obviously, they're not, and I'm not, okay? I never was.

[long pause]

But still...I felt like I've been victimized with the...mis...with this gross mislabeling among all the other mislabelings and everything.

[sigh]

Just still that bothers me. That's been bothering me. That's been bo...that's been worrisome and concerning. I mean what does it say about this world when you have people like that just doing that to not only me but just random people in gerald...in general...in general...

Somebody in the common public [raises one finger], somebody as a celebrity [raises two fingers], somebody in the government [raises three fingers, then both hands, before putting them down].

[takes a breath and sighs]

Right? I don't know. But yeah, just regard...also just something else to comment as well. I try to be good, as good as an individual as possible, and I have been victimized and everything, but...just because I have been victimized and I've been misabled and everything, people felt sorry for me and everything, well...

[pause]

That doesn't mean I'm not bad person. I'm allbit this. I have been a bad person. I'm all...all things considered, I still am a bad person. But...I simply want to be good, and I want to do good. And I pray every day for that. Just...that's what I want.

And I want people to try to like understand, appreciate that, and not just be like, uh, [raises hands] "Oh, Christian is pulling another act or something". No. Do I sound like I'm pulling on an act?

Seriously, I'm not, I'm being open and honest here. Open and honest. I can tell you that most directly here. That...but still...

[long pause]

I feel like also I never really appreciated my fans who were kind and approached me before, I mean, I kind of a long time for so many years I pretty much been going with the flow of events and everything. I mean, shoot, being on the SSRIs, and...not really...and just me being well, well, I'll go ahead and say this about myself, just a lot of times...

I'm stupid. I'm dumb. I'm just dumb. I'm not tally stupid, but I'm dumb.

Social etiquette, online etiquette, the memes people have become aware of.

[shrugs]

Where, what rock have I been hiding under to keep myself from seeing these memes and shit that people from as ...as early as 2000 or whatever have been going online and looking at and then watching. Where have I been, hmm?

I don't know. Being sheltered in that in the master bowl that was that house in Ruckersville. Or whatever. Watching cable television, playing video games.

[Sigh, followed by a long pause]

I mean, I don't know, I just...don't...know, okay?

And then obviously, hey, I suddenly just being famous. There he is. 2004 or six or something. Me being famous. It just fell into my lap. It fell into my lap and just...I'm still grasping with how to handle that my own way, I mean, hey, any person just neurotypical, having gone through all this exposure to the hatred and people on the Internet and everything, but...anybody else?

They would have dropped off the Internet some time ago. But not me.

May...I don't totally know why...but...I feel like also remain optimistic of that which is good of the people, the kindness of others, just the actual kindness within, and that's out...that's just outside of the obvious hatred and hate comments posted on the comments boards, the comment section, and so forth, just...that's a whole thing. That's a whole thing.

Am I reading those comments?

[shakes head]

Not as much as I end up being used to or sometimes where I was forced to, or even when I just read them out of curiosity, I felt like I need to just be updated like you know, just see look at the CWCki. See, oh look, have I been spotted like Bigfoot again?

[points at the screen with both hands]

That's another CRI-TI-CISM!

NO MORE BIGFOOT HUTS!

Stop with the Bigfoot huts!

[pause]

I've had it with those sharp bug...Bigfoot hunts posed upon me because ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

[punches at the screen] PFF!

[pause]

And you can go ahead and meme that or anything I've said this video, whatever, but I am being gen...authentic and direct right here. All right?

And just anything else that paint me as a, well, somebody that was evil over the years. Well, I don't expect anybody to like me based on all that. I don't expect anybody to be kind to me or anything. And then the allegations that people have misinterpreted me as over the years and they made worse on the Internet. I mean, shoot.

You know, you draw something, you write something. Soommeeetimes...people are going to that SE-RI-OUS-LY!

That is not meant to be a joke. People are going to...literally direct m...pay attention to that and be like, [does a voice impression] "Oh, it, I don't know. This is serious. This is serious. Okay. Well, I guess I always just listen to this and be like...Illjustgolike 'oh, this this just paints me a picture of this individual. Oh, uh, this guy, this guy...[slurring words]...Nazis and shit!"

[long pause]

If you're going to coast...if you're going to post and comment on anything...make sure it's serious. You could not...you got to expect a whole bunch of people just be taking that literally. Not everybody is going to realize that it's a joke. I end up realizing that...such things, such the impersonal comments and details and everything for the [['makes a face]...lulz. I'm trying to replicate that meme face.

[long pause]

[singsong] For the lulz...pisses me off! Okay?

[sigh]

This is not so rant video, but this is becoming just down to earth and everything. I may disappoint a lot of you by saying that you know, I'm not totally good, but here's another ultimate truth I'm going to tell all of you. Just everybody. E-VERY-BO-DY. [points at the screen repeatedly] You, YOU, YOU, YOU [repeats "You" a number of times], YOOOUUU! And me!

ALL OF US! Every single one of us, we have the capability, each of us, we each have the capability of being and doing good. But at the same time, we all are are capable of doing bad and evil, especially if we end up having to or under pressure. Okay?

So just keep that in mind when you're like judging others, and if when you're thinking about that, maybe perhaps you're judging yourselfswith that as well.

Do not judge others for that you are yourself.

And you know what? Here's another word choice were that...

[waving his hands at camera] EVERY SINGLE INDIVIDUAL, ALL OF YOU, ME! We are all PERVERTS! Good, neutral, bad, light-powered, evil, good, light-powered, good, light-power, neutral, bad, evil. That range, all of you, no matter what.

We are all perverts!

It's not that great. In fact, I'm ashamed. I'm ashamed of myself for being a pervert. And then I'm just ashamed of just people who are perverts and how they exhibit themselves and just, there's too much sex on TV. There's too much sex media. I mean sure, it's fine and all, but if you don't want to have future generations be perverts, then why is this SHIT on the Internet, on the TV, and everything?

[long pause, then stress sigh]

But it is. So what are we going to do about this? There has to be a way to tone this down or something. I don't know. Maybe I went to a rant there, but I'm staying a truth...I'm stating truth here. All right?

[sigh]

There's another thing about me. I have attention deficit disorder, so I have my focus, I can shift off focus from the topic I'm talking about and my thought process. So it's like sometimes I might have to consider just having notes in front of me so I can get back on track. Obviously I'm don't, I go off-script so I can be more direct and honest that way. All right?

[sighs several times]

But in any event, I'm trying to be good. I have made all y mistakes, especially that which became exposed when everything involving the theoretical exes. I'll even throw in with Megan Schroeder and Catherine Sorrentino in that. Okay?

The way I behaved...was I totally aware how I behaved socially and everything? Did I have any actual romantic relationships? did I have nay relationship experience?

[shakes head]

And with that being said, even despite what I've heard and learned from television media, sex ed class, whatever. Does it resonate? Does it stick when tried to put in practice for the first x number of times?

No, it does not. Okay?

It may be like, [imitates holding a phone with his hands] OH HA HA HA FUNNY. LOOK HOW CHRISTIAN WAY HE REACTED IN THIS RANDOM PHONE CALL WITH HIS [unintelligible] EXES. OH, SO YOU'RE A [mumbles gibberish] LOOK AT ME, [more gibberish], look at me...[trails off]

What I do. I just went with the flow and whatever spewed out of my mouth at the time or whatever. But still...I think perhaps [points at the camera] all of you, all of you, have been similar or worse. Ever thought about that? So yeah.

[sigh]

So just, that's one thought process I have in this moment. Just I want to share that. Let that out. And I don't expect everybody to like me. I know people have their reasons to hate me and think me in such bad ways, but...I really really want people to be forgiving of me despite everything. I mean, I know. Oh, is it in the purple in, in Chris Chan's world that, uh, that everybody be forgiven...whatever, even the worst of things? No [shakes head], no.

But if you look in any religious aspect and that which is good, holy, light-powered, then eventually they should. I mean, gods and goddesses, Emmanuel himself, herself, themself, they forgive. They forgive those who have sinned and especially those who have sinned and repented and realize they did wrong and have been...hurting over it and, just, strive to do better for and with themselves and for everybody else, all around them and all around the world and all throughout the universe. Give something good.

All right.

Huh, and just I'll mention this as well, but I'll talk about this is another video, but, if you think there was a curse from the Son...from a Sonich medallion that you have purchased or even from mine or even interacted with me, well...

[shakes head]

If there's that...intention with each and every Sonichu medallion. Right if it be made by me or my partner and just, even if it was mi, mis...and then it's just even worse if it's...just manifested by somebody else then sold for profit, even 3D printed, just...[shakes head] that's worse.

But, main manifestation details that I put into...into every single medallion, and they end up being coming through through your own hands if you had make them yourselves. But, the intention is pulling out, exposing that which is darkest within you. Pulling out those evils from within you so that you can be cleansed and even better with your lives. So that is your...that is the [makes air quotes] "curse" if you will.

But they are not cursed. They are meant to be blessed. They are meant to be blessing you and giving you good fortune and blessings and every blessing counts. [emphasizes with his hands] Every...blessing...COUNTS! Count...every single blessing. If it was...if you were end up in a bit of a downfall or anything.

Oh, and also I'll give a shoutout to Otaku King and I've heard his, uh, recent videos. I mean, and...and if he wants to reach out to me, he can, it's all good. Just, dude, you really think coming up to me and knowing me, that I give you bad luck? No, dude. No.

If that's just...just whatever the bad for...bad misfortunes happen to you just, maybe there's just something within yourself. It's just bad...it's just, just had bad luck. Who's had bad misfortune, maybe it was like meant to you. It just...you're supposed to learn something from this and learn to appreciate what blessings you have, which you dev...you have. You even took...like you'dve used your old phone to still make a video where you talked out and you're finding your ways through it, you're regaining yourself, you're working your way back up.

That's good. That's actually light-powered, man. That's the right path you're on. You're doing well. Yeah, and in the end, you're going to get something...and in the end you're going to get something better, and you'll be able to do better with that tech. It's just whatever hap...what you happened your phone, man.

I'm sorry that happened to you. I just, that would not want that happen to me anybo...anybody whatsoever. But you're going to get a better phone eventually, and it will work out and will last you a long time. And your Prius, damn, I'm really sorry about that. But you're able to do your own Uber with another car. So you're still able to earn money. And you know what, people? Help him out. If he has like his own, uh, whatever you can give him money to, if he's got his own fans and everything, give him some kindness, too. He really needs it. I just, I can appreciate that.

And I'll admit this as well. I have had bad luck recently. And at one point, literally February 13th this year, I was in a bit of a hurry, I tripped and fell.

I got boo-boos on... [raises arms to show] I got scrapes on my elbow, my right elbow, and a damn...and I got a couple of holes, AND, I stubbed my right toe. And that day and over the weekend, I put ice on it. It healed up. It became a lot less purple. It's cleared up, except for maybe a few damages here and there, but it's...it does not hurt anymore.

And also, past week, I came down with a cold. Bad, [raises hands to nose], man. I'm still recovering from it.

[sniffles a few times]

Ugh, I've had to blow nose quite a bit, but I am doing a lot better, by the way. So I'm just praying and keeping faith. And that's another thing. The blessings and manifestations of which I have been praying for, they're coming around. They've been coming around.

And just, that's another detail. If you really want something good, all you got to do is just pray for it, and do that. Repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. And then guess what? It will happen. I'm serious about that. Okay? Have faith. Pray. Do as you will. Follow that which is light powered to good from your intuition and god will. And stay away from anything that's bad, okay? Or just resonates as dark and evil.

You'll be all right. You'll get your wish, as long as a good wish and it's doable in this timeline, but you will get it. Once your girlfriend, once your boyfriend, regardless of sexual orientation, you'll get your partner. Okay?

You will find your partner. And you'll find somebody that will actually be there within...your intentions, your personality, your quirks, and everything. All right? It's gonna work out. There'll be a mutual beneficiary...between both of you. Or even anybody else involved in your little group, and it will be good.

The important thing is experience [raises one finger], counting your blessings along the way [raises two fingers], and just...having faith [raises three fingers']]. All right?

There is fa...there is goodness and light-powered and everything. I said that time and again. It's still true. Okay?

[pause]

I pro...I align myself with light power because I want to be good. I strive to be good for the sake of being good and not for...anything else selfish, although there are selfish details in there, but, mainly, just for goodness sakes. I'm serious.

That's another thing I become aware, my voice shift and even the monotone speak, just my emotions and my intentions may come off differently that way, but just try to take that with a grain of salt when I tell you true and true words like that, I do mean the emotions behind it...okay?

[rubs nose] Okay, ugh...

[takes a breath]

Excuse me, an itch. Anyway.

[sigh]

I...I feel like I said my piece for now. And, uh, Friday this week, you can the next part of the Chaos Crystal Control reading video that will be up. And I'm also...and also not long from now, I'm going to open up some more slots on Cameo. So those have actually, uh, DM'd me a few requests. Pay me the bigger money there, I will record it. All right? It will be good.

[raises finger and sighs]

Now there is anything that should be memed and brought forth...over and over again, it's promoting that which is light-powered, holy, righteous, and just simply good...and spreading that holy light from within you, and that which is good, the white light that comes all the way from not only the habits but the very core of this universe and beyond. Because it's pure, it's light, it's good.

So everybody, including myself as well as I heed from myself. Go forth with that which his light-powered and good. You shall not go wrong. And also throw in the Lord's prayer as I've mentioned before as he taught us to pray, saying...

[sigh]

[starts reciting the Lord's Prayer]

Our mother and father

God who art in heaven

Hallowed be thy name

Thy kingdom come

Thy will be done

On earth as it is in heaven

Give us this day our daily bread

And forgive us our trespasses

Forgive us our debts

And forgive us of our sins

As we forgive those who have trespassed against us

As we forgive those who are indebted to us

And as we forgive those who have sinned

And lead us not into temptation

But deliver us from evil

For thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever

That we strive to have and manifest on this undividing earth

Amen

And I do this with manifes...with prayer, after my prayer and manifestation that will happen shortly enough consistently every night.

[breathes out]

I connect with everything, everyone. And you should be sensing the shifts like I am resonating right now in this very moment as I'm recording this.

As I also connect with the ultimate emerald, the Chaos Gems, the Master Emeralds, and all the other magic gems and crystals on the earth and locations everywhere of both the C-197 and 1218 halves of this earth in this universe 211987 in this prime timeline 1C.

And I do this in the manifestation and prayer, so everybody, feel this shift as I do...as I perform this right now on the ultimate god of god level where there is that which is slightly more powerful and even those who are less or even just basic, but I do this on that level in the manifestation and prayer and sharing that which is good and light-powered and getting everybody all of you on goodstead and righteousness and cleansing of the worst, darkest, toxic, sif...sinning, evil individuals...and events and everything so that we can all live as peacefully as possible together, and feel safe and well around and with each other. And I pray all of you will feel that way around me as well.

I don't expect it, but I pray that so into being.

And that being said...

[sigh]

Ultimate, god of god, ultimate miracle, chaos, rainbow, CONTROL!

[video fades out]

References

⇐ Reading Chaos Crystal Control Act Plus, Part 5, Ultimate Miracle Chaos Control

Chris's videos

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