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{{quoteboxgreen|Chris [[BlueSpike PSN Chat 3|told Julie that he'd imagine dicks]], not necessarily gay thoughts. The way I interpret that is that Chris believes that he's in the driver's seat when it comes to imagination, when that's not exactly how it works. For example, if I'm having a conversation with you about apples, images of apples pop up into your head. [...] That's just how language and visualization intertwine. It's pretty difficult (or impossible) to resist that effect.<ref>https://kiwifarms.net/threads/random-thoughts-questions.49854/post-1899862</ref>}} | {{quoteboxgreen|Chris [[BlueSpike PSN Chat 3|told Julie that he'd imagine dicks]], not necessarily gay thoughts. The way I interpret that is that Chris believes that he's in the driver's seat when it comes to imagination, when that's not exactly how it works. For example, if I'm having a conversation with you about apples, images of apples pop up into your head. [...] That's just how language and visualization intertwine. It's pretty difficult (or impossible) to resist that effect.<ref>https://kiwifarms.net/threads/random-thoughts-questions.49854/post-1899862</ref>}} | ||
Some fans speculated that, based on his [[Homos|homophobia]] and his usage of methods to stay straight, Chris might have been in the closet instead. However, the theory is inconsistent with the rest of Chris’s personality. Gay people keep to the closet from social pressure, but due to his autism, Chris has difficulty discerning and conforming to social pressure. Chris is also the type to do as he wants and justify it as feeling right to him regardless of social stigma, such as with going [[transgender]], resisting the pressure from his parents to stop | Some fans speculated that, based on his [[Homos|homophobia]] and his usage of methods to stay straight, Chris might have been in the closet instead. However, the theory is inconsistent with the rest of Chris’s personality. Gay people keep to the closet from social pressure, but due to his autism, Chris has difficulty discerning and conforming to social pressure. Chris is also the type to do as he wants and justify it as feeling right to him regardless of social stigma, such as with going [[transgender]], resisting the pressure from his parents to stop – which didn't manifest with bisexuality. | ||
At any rate, as Chris got older, and from osmosis from the [[SLGBTQ|LGBT]] community he joined after identifying as a transgender lesbian, he began to mellow out on some of the beliefs he had held in his 20s, relaxing his hardline stances against straight and gay men. | At any rate, as Chris got older, and from osmosis from the [[SLGBTQ|LGBT]] community he joined after identifying as a transgender lesbian, he began to mellow out on some of the beliefs he had held in his 20s, relaxing his hardline stances against straight and gay men. |
Revision as of 14:26, 10 February 2020
“ | I realized with my sweethearts [Cryzel Rosechu and Magi-Chan Sonichu] that I am a Bisexual | ” |
Chris, unaware Cryzel and Magi-Chan were being portrayed by the Idea Guys to manipulate him[1] |
“ | [The Idea Guys] screeched at Chris to say he was part gay. | ” |
Guard Dog Marvin, on unreleased chat logs between Chris and the Idea Guys[2] |
Bisexuality is the sexual attraction to both men and women. For most of Chris’s life, he identified as heterosexual, attracted only to women. In April 2018, the Idea Guys manipulated Chris into believing himself to be bisexual by brainwashing him into thinking he was in a polyamorous marriage with the fictional male character Magi-Chan.
Background
For most of his life, Chris had identified as straight, attracted to women while feeling repulsion towards other men whether straight or gay. The roots of his intense dislike of men can be traced to the severity of his autism - Chris had a strange perspective on sexuality, viewing it as requiring continuous maintenance (noted by usage of the term “falling off the straight path” and using mysticism in the form of the Sailor Moon Poster to stay straight) and being corruptible simply if another person utters a word for genitals. The Man in the Pickle Suit described how Chris perceived the matter:
He freaks out when the thought of penis occurs, like if it came up on television or someone made a joke or something, because he's a moron who doesn't understand how an inner monologue works. If one person says to another, in Chris' presence, "lol suck my dick", Chris imagines that and freaks out and thinks he can catch the gay from that. Because he's a moron.
(For the same reason, because of his inner monologue, Chris thinks he's psychic and that cartoon characters are real because he can think in their voice in his head.)[3] |
Chris told Julie that he'd imagine dicks, not necessarily gay thoughts. The way I interpret that is that Chris believes that he's in the driver's seat when it comes to imagination, when that's not exactly how it works. For example, if I'm having a conversation with you about apples, images of apples pop up into your head. [...] That's just how language and visualization intertwine. It's pretty difficult (or impossible) to resist that effect.[4] |
Some fans speculated that, based on his homophobia and his usage of methods to stay straight, Chris might have been in the closet instead. However, the theory is inconsistent with the rest of Chris’s personality. Gay people keep to the closet from social pressure, but due to his autism, Chris has difficulty discerning and conforming to social pressure. Chris is also the type to do as he wants and justify it as feeling right to him regardless of social stigma, such as with going transgender, resisting the pressure from his parents to stop – which didn't manifest with bisexuality.
At any rate, as Chris got older, and from osmosis from the LGBT community he joined after identifying as a transgender lesbian, he began to mellow out on some of the beliefs he had held in his 20s, relaxing his hardline stances against straight and gay men.
Brainwashed into bisexual identity
A key technique the Idea Guys used to manipulate Chris's beliefs was posing as fictional characters in Chris's escapist fantasy land, CWCville. Examples include posing as Cryzel to pressure Chris into complying with their demands,[5] posing as Magi-Chan to inform Chris to draw himself raping Sonichu to ensure Crystal's birth,[6] and even posing as CWCville Chris to trick Chris into thinking CWCville Chris is a Satanist.[7]
The Idea Guys then began to brainwash Chris over his sexual identity. They told Chris about his supposed sexual partners:
“ | I would have sex with my Cwcville counterpart, and even my Equestria Counterpart, Nightstar. Her sweetie, Kun T’Nyuget, was so handsome, he made me realize I was Bisexual. He was like, WOW! | ” |
Chris[8] |
On 26 March 2018, the Idea Guys led Chris to believe he was in a polyamorous marriage with fictional characters Cryzel and Magi-Chan.[9] From Chris's perspective, the characters were as real as him – just located in another dimension.
The Idea Guys then "screeched at Chris to say he was part gay", according to a Guard Dog who later viewed the chat logs.[2] Two weeks later, on 10 April 2018, Chris relented to the psychological manipulation and publicly declared himself to be bisexual, stating he had "realized" it with his "sweethearts".[1] The Idea Guys had Chris include a story of the coming out and marriage in Sonichu #13.
Having been convinced he was bisexual, Chris began to act out his newfound sexual identity – even in ways that surprised the Idea Guys, and lasting well after the Guard Dogs removed them from power.
On 15 April, Chris, while chatting with the Idea Guys, took it on his own initiative to scribble an image of Magi-Chan's penis on a wall.[5] He then recorded Dick Licker; that is I., in which he licked the penis drawing to give Magi-Chan a blowjob.
Chris updated his Facebook to note that he is a bisexual transwoman, "interested in men and women".[10] Chris also got over his long-held psychological dislike of shirtless men and pickles, buying a Pickle Rick toy in June 2018 and placing it in his bedroom.
In April 2018, Chris wrote a gay poem on Bryanfrogboy, calling him sexy. In May, when male fans Copitz and his friend visited Chris at 14 Branchland Court, Chris greeted them with "Great Big Kisses (on the CHEEK)".[11] Chris also drew a "thank you" drawing for Null in which Chris says to Null, "Oh! My goodness!!! You are sooo handsome and cute!!!".[12] In June, Chris kissed men on the cheek at TooManyGames (leading to his ban from there). In December, Chris still believed he was bisexual:
“ | Hell, I even ate the whole box of penis-shaped gummy candy someone glitter-bombed me a year or so ago, with no regret and appreciation. And I would eat more if I got some, not to mention vagina-shaped candy too. | ” |
Chris, December 2018[13] |
Further grooming
In July 2019, Jacob Sockness, a gay man, self-described worshipper of Chris and an enabler of Chris's delusions, started communicating with Chris and began designs to manipulate him into a sexual relationship. In the Sockness impersonates Magi-Chan chatlog, Sockness borrowed a page from the Idea Guys' playbook and role-played as Magi-Chan in order to dangle the Dimensional Merge over Chris's head and threaten that it won't go forward unless he and Chris meet. Sockness also had Magi-Chan state that adding Sockness to the polyamorous marriage would be a good idea, which Chris believed to be legitimate feedback from Magi-Chan. By October 2019, Chris was more open to the idea of a relationship with Sockness, saying "we can kiss at the future time".[14] However, due to intervention by MKRNightVee and her group, who countered Sockness's role-paying with their own, Chris was led away from Sockness and eventually dropped contact with him.[15]
See also
References
- ↑ 1.0 1.1 April 2018 social media posts#I'm bisexual
- ↑ 2.0 2.1 https://kiwifarms.net/threads/twitter-12-14-chris-reflects-on-nsfw-drawings-reaffirms-that-hes-bisexual.50977/post-4090932
- ↑ https://kiwifarms.net/threads/sonichu-12-9.51991/post-4180067
- ↑ https://kiwifarms.net/threads/random-thoughts-questions.49854/post-1899862
- ↑ 5.0 5.1 The Bad Beginning
- ↑ Idea Guy Q&A#Trolling Jessica Quinn, drawing of Chris fucking Sonichu
- ↑ Idea Guy Q&A#Pretending to be Chris to Chris, religion in CWCville
- ↑ April 2018 social media posts#Brainwashing from Idea Guys
- ↑ File:OurWedding preview2.jpeg
- ↑ April 2018 social media posts#Updated Facebook profile to note bisexuality
- ↑ https://tweetsave.com/cwcsonichu/status/997957259182227458
- ↑ File:CWC drawing for Joshua Moon.jpg
- ↑ https://twitter.com/CWCSonichu/status/1073704209831350273
- ↑ https://twitter.com/CPU_CWCSonichu/status/1185683452282261505
- ↑ Chris blames Magi-Chan for Sockness, 30 November 2019
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