November 2013 Facebook Posts

The following are Facebook posts Chris posted in November 2013.

Summary

4 November 2013 - Chris offers further rationalizations and recriminations concerning ShecameforCWC.jpg. It would seem as if Chris is finally accepting responsibility for his actions, but then he unintentionally back-pedals by forgiving Megan, Michael Snyder, and Mary Lee Walsh for what they did to him.
4 November 2013 - Chris follows up with the latest in a long line of apologies to Megan for his "wishful thinking." He misattributes a quotation from "I Hate Myself For Loving You" by Joan Jett and the Blackhearts.
12 November 2013 - Chris delivers another blanket apology. Of course, his apology is just as empty as his last one.
19 November 2013 - Chris posted about how he is lonely and depressed again, this time with pictures of his "steel-plated" heart.


4 November 2013 Listen, EVERYONE, that dang drawing I drew late 2007 that has been going around lately; I HAVE taken responsibility for it. I stated the details in an earlier post on here; I Tore Up the Original Drawing into pieces Years Ago; I do not possess any image files of the thing; I have long regretted having drawn the dang thing. A LOT of people draw/sculpt and have drawn/sculpted naked people and those having sex play. I have not drawn anything of the sort for YEARS, and I do not intend to draw such again. Please stop giving me grief and hatred about it, my old friends let us go back to being friends, and let us all move on with our lives. I fully forgive Megan Schroeder, Michael Snyder and Mary Lee Walsh for all of their misdeeds against me.


4 November 2013 I sincerely and deeply apologize to Megan Schroeder, and everyone else who saw the drawing, for ever drawing and for ever wishfully thinking that way. And to quote Pat Benatar, I hate myself for (EVER) loving you (Megan).


12 November 2013 I am very sorry for EVERYTHING! Please, Either be my Friend FOR REAL In Person, or Please, Please, Please Shut the hell up EVERYWHERE ONLINE and OFFLINE and Leave Me Alone. - feeling sad, distressed and upset.

One Matt Stufano replied to Chris:


You can only apologies so much, then its time to move on. You have said your peace and that is that. My advice to you is to wipe out your " friends " list of those who don't care or continue to cause you distress. If people take pleasure in your pain then they are not someone you need around. Well all make mistakes and that's what is great about the coming of the next day; we learn from them. Hold your head up, don't feed into others warped sense of fun by acknowledging the taunts and keep moving forward. That MHS dedication is fantastic, and your looking good and things can keep going in that direction. Keep up the positivity.

Chris replied in turn, once again dismissing a friend's well-meaning advice and instead choosing to wallow in self-pity:


That is easy for you to say; your heart does not feel triple-flattened into a void of deepest sadness after losing the only closest friends you had ever before moving on into a failure of an "adulthood". Seriously, UNLESS, I actually, FINALLY, find IN PERSON and fall in love with a pretty or beautiful, and Truly Compassionate and Caring, woman who will Have To make the first move and everything, because after ALL of the emotional damage I have experienced, it will take a Honest and Truthful LOT to win me over. And I just feel total lack of true positivity, so ONLY in person consoling can help me even a smidge.

...of course, we all know how that will end up, won't we? Amusingly, Chris actually acknowledges in this response that he's a failure as an adult, which actually answers his own question as to why no women are interested in him among other things.

Once again (unsurprisingly), Chris posted on Facebook that he's lonely and depressed. However, he posted some pictures featuring his heart.


19 November 2013 Feeling Constantly Hurt, Lonely and Depressed since October 29.

PAIN Enduring since October 29, 2013 My Heart: Lost of Past True Friendships and the (theoretical) LOVE from it... Ironed Front Flat, and Steel-Plated/Bolted, to keep it Flat...constantly Bleeding Love and Emotions LOST!! Brusing to constant Heart Pain and Ache! With caving in of the (breast) chest space in front of it. Irreparible...caused by the hurtfullest truth of [close] High School Gal Pal ("Hired Help"), Sarah Bevel. Total Adult, Condensating B***H
A reposted picture of LEGO Zombie Chris for no particular reason.