November 2013 Facebook Posts

The following are Facebook posts Chris posted in November 2013.

Summary

• 4 November 2013 - Chris offers further rationalizations and recriminations concerning ShecameforCWC.jpg. It would seem as if Chris is finally accepting responsibility for his actions, but then he unintentionally back-pedals by forgiving Megan, Michael Snyder, and Mary Lee Walsh for what they did to him.
• 4 November 2013 - Chris follows up with the latest in a long line of apologies to Megan for his "wishful thinking." He misattributes a quotation from "I Hate Myself For Loving You" by Joan Jett and the Blackhearts.
• 6 November 2013 - Chris posted a link to a LEGO site and posted that he wanted LEGO's attention. It's revealed that his video is part of yet another contest.
• 12 November 2013 - Chris delivers another blanket apology. Of course, his apology is just as empty as his last one.
• 19 November 2013 - Chris posted about how he is lonely and depressed again, this time with pictures of his "steel-plated" heart and a poem.
• 25 November 2013 - Chris posts 3DS friend codes for himself and, apparently, his mother, seeking connections with other Pokemon players.
• 26 November 2013 - Chris apologizes to Megan. Again. He also mopes some more about his online reputation.

Posts by Chris

That Dang Drawing

4 November 2013 Listen, EVERYONE, that dang drawing I drew late 2007 that has been going around lately; I HAVE taken responsibility for it. I stated the details in an earlier post on here; I Tore Up the Original Drawing into pieces Years Ago; I do not possess any image files of the thing; I have long regretted having drawn the dang thing. A LOT of people draw/sculpt and have drawn/sculpted naked people and those having sex play. I have not drawn anything of the sort for YEARS, and I do not intend to draw such again. Please stop giving me grief and hatred about it, my old friends let us go back to being friends, and let us all move on with our lives. I fully forgive Megan Schroeder, Michael Snyder and Mary Lee Walsh for all of their misdeeds against me.

Apologies to Megan

4 November 2013 I sincerely and deeply apologize to Megan Schroeder, and everyone else who saw the drawing, for ever drawing and for ever wishfully thinking that way. And to quote Pat Benatar, I hate myself for (EVER) loving you (Megan).

Wanting LEGO's Attention

One day after uploading a video for the first time in years, Chris posted a link and posted that he wanted LEGO's attention. It's also revealed that his video is part of yet another contest.

6 November 2013 http://creator.us.lego.com/en-us/Creations/Details/Default.aspx?projectid=1fcaf4ab-52b3-47ed-aa0c-e1e9f72f752d&index=1

I'm interested in getting LEGO's attention as well with the full building; maybe get something for Manchester High, and for myself. Education is great, and it should be encouraged fully and more fully.

"I'm Sorry, SO LEAVE ME ALONE!"

12 November 2013 I am very sorry for EVERYTHING! Please, Either be my Friend FOR REAL In Person, or Please, Please, Please Shut the hell up EVERYWHERE ONLINE and OFFLINE and Leave Me Alone. - feeling sad, distressed and upset.

One Matt Stufano replied to Chris:

You can only apologies so much, then its time to move on. You have said your peace and that is that. My advice to you is to wipe out your " friends " list of those who don't care or continue to cause you distress. If people take pleasure in your pain then they are not someone you need around. Well all make mistakes and that's what is great about the coming of the next day; we learn from them. Hold your head up, don't feed into others warped sense of fun by acknowledging the taunts and keep moving forward. That MHS dedication is fantastic, and your looking good and things can keep going in that direction. Keep up the positivity.

Chris replied in turn, once again dismissing a friend's well-meaning advice and instead choosing to wallow in self-pity:

That is easy for you to say; your heart does not feel triple-flattened into a void of deepest sadness after losing the only closest friends you had ever before moving on into a failure of an "adulthood". Seriously, UNLESS, I actually, FINALLY, find IN PERSON and fall in love with a pretty or beautiful, and Truly Compassionate and Caring, woman who will Have To make the first move and everything, because after ALL of the emotional damage I have experienced, it will take a Honest and Truthful LOT to win me over. And I just feel total lack of true positivity, so ONLY in person consoling can help me even a smidge.

...of course, we all know how that will end up, won't we? Amusingly, Chris actually acknowledges in this response that he's a failure as an adult, which actually answers his own question as to why no women are interested in him among other things.

Hurt, Lonely and Depressed For The nth Time

Once again (unsurprisingly), Chris posted on Facebook that he's lonely and depressed. However, he posted some pictures featuring his heart, along with a poem.

19 November 2013 Feeling Constantly Hurt, Lonely and Depressed since October 29.

The Heart Gallery

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  The picture along with the poem.

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  A reposted picture of LEGO Zombie Chris for no particular reason.

Pokemon Safari

Pok'emon Safari in X/Y; name is Christian; 3DS Friend Code is 2836-0121-9073. If adding me, please leave your 3DS Name and Friend Code in the Comments Under THIS Post; do not message me.

In a comment, Chris added the following:

Here's another FC from this house: BarbarAnne, 4296-3385-2696. Gets you Gyarados, Octillary and Poliwhirl.

The definition of insanity

Listen. I do sincerely Forgive Megan Schroeder for everything she did to me and all.

The Person I Am

And Everything online that makes me look bad; none of them define me for the person I am. Do Not Judge Me on anything of that sort, or what any bad person spams or says. — feeling upset.