This chat took place on September 25.
1. Hey, Jackie. :) h
2. Jacklyn Romy 7:36 pm
3. hi!
4. CWC 7:37 pm
5. I saw you were online. :-* h
6. Jacklyn Romy 7:37 pm
7. yeah, sorry i didnt talk to you about rescheduling the chat
8. but we caught each other
9. :-)
10. CWC 7:37 pm
11. rescheduling?
12. Jacklyn Romy 7:37 pm
13. cause i had to cancel yesterday
14. CWC 7:37 pm
15. oh. It's cool.
16. Jacklyn Romy 7:37 pm
17. hey can you hold on for a moment sweetie?
18. CWC 7:38 pm
19. sure.
20. CWC (ChrisChanSonichu) is offline 7:38 pm
21. IMs are delivered when the buddy signs in. Send CWC (ChrisChanSonichu) a text message
22. Jacklyn Romy 7:38 pm
23. ok, i'm back
24. CWC 7:38 pm
25. cool.
26. Jacklyn Romy 7:38 pm
27. :-*
28. so how has your day been?
29. CWC 7:39 pm
30. First thought: how did you like the speech (as it may be called) I typed up for you?
31. Okay, but it got better now. :) h
32. Jacklyn Romy 7:39 pm
33. i thought it was very emotional
34. heartfelt
35. CWC 7:39 pm
36. I meant it that way.
37. Jacklyn Romy 7:40 pm
38. i noticed you mentioned excel saga as an inspiration for sonichu
39. CWC 7:40 pm
40. Mainly in the part where I was able to include myself in the comic as an "Intrusive Director".
41. Jacklyn Romy 7:40 pm
42. what exactly did you mean by "intrusive director"? i was a little confused on that
43. CWC 7:41 pm
44. But, yes, there were other obvious instances where the anime was an inspiration.
45. You haven't watched "Excel Saga" have you?
46. Jacklyn Romy 7:41 pm
47. nope, never seen it
48. CWC 7:41 pm
49. Well, I have the 6 DVD set, so that'll be something I'll be happy to share with you then.
50. Jacklyn Romy 7:42 pm
51. look forward to it!
52. CWC 7:42 pm
53. In a nutshell about the I.D., Shinichi Watanabe was the Director of the Anime, while Koshi Rikdo was the author of the original manga.
54. in the episodes, Shinichi, A.K.A. Nabeshin, put himself into the show out of, to put it plainly, self-ego.
55. Jacklyn Romy 7:43 pm
56. so thats why you put yourself in sonichu?
57. CWC 7:44 pm
58. Anyway, following that, I put myself into the comic series.
59. At least I gave myself a good role as Mayor of Cwcville, VA.
60. And then some with other things there.
61. Jacklyn Romy 7:44 pm
62. you kind of made yourself the hero of the series, right?
63. CWC 7:45 pm
64. I could have just left myself to be Mayor, but I had to give myself a bunch of my own adventures.
65. Jacklyn Romy 7:45 pm
66. because of ego
67. ?
68. CWC 7:45 pm
69. Sonichu was purposed to be the Main Hero, but yes I did get carried away with myself.
70. Jacklyn Romy 7:46 pm
71. you sure do love yourself
72. CWC 7:46 pm
73. I realized that over a year ago, about right before I drew myself into the different dimension for a couple of books.
74. so-so, but I am not a blantant self-lover like Vanity Smurf.
75. CWC 7:46 pm
76. I care a lot of others as well. ;) h
77. Jacklyn Romy 7:47 pm
78. are there any characters you ever thought about putting in the comic that you didnt?
79. CWC 7:47 pm
80. yes, as a matter of fact.
81. CWC 7:48 pm
82. I had an idea of making Naitsirhc leader of a Power Ranger-like group (for Team Rocket), to capture Sonichu, Rosechu and take over a bunch of things as well. They would even have a Zord that changes from Sonichu to Robot.
83. One zord
84. Jacklyn Romy 7:49 pm
85. so you were going to parody power rangers?
86. CWC 7:49 pm
87. I was a really big Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers fan, but they lost me When They Killed Zordon.
88. yes.
89. Jacklyn Romy 7:49 pm
90. you know, you have mentioned some "man in a pickle suit" a lot, i always thought that was a character in your comic, but i couldnt find him in there
91. CWC 7:50 pm
92. NO, not a character; a Real Troll.
93. Jacklyn Romy 7:50 pm
94. oh, i see
95. Jacklyn Romy 7:51 pm
96. but you put a lot of real people in your comic, i thought you might put him in too
97. CWC 7:51 pm
98. He started by being the one pretending to be Blanca Weiss (and/or someone else after her), then he later revealed himself to be a Black Man in a Pickle Suit.
99. I did not.
100. Jacklyn Romy 7:51 pm
101. how come?
102. CWC 7:51 pm
103. I just did not want to.
104. Anyway
105. Jacklyn Romy 7:52 pm
106. anyway?
107. CWC 7:52 pm
108. this dude came up with the idea after the one-panel joke I drew where I make it obvious through Sonichu that I did not like pickles (the vegetable), followed by the line of a Meatwad, "The Bun is in your mind."
109. Jacklyn Romy 7:53 pm
110. so you took a line straight from aqua teen hunger force?
111. CWC 7:54 pm
112. Then they decided to exaggerate it by adding the fact that some women use a vegetable like a pickle for a dildo.
113. Partially, it was from an episode of Space Ghost Coast to Coast, Guest Starring the ATHF.
114. Jacklyn Romy 7:54 pm
115. but you took the line from that, then
116. CWC 7:54 pm
117. yes
118. Jacklyn Romy 7:54 pm
119. how come you didn't just write your own joke?
120. CWC 7:56 pm
121. I felt it was an appropriate parody, since I portrayed eating from a fast food restaurant, and if you take a close look at the panel, I drew in Shake for the cup, Frylock for the fry box, and the Salad was a character they could have had on ATHF; Ce-Lad.
122. Jacklyn Romy 7:56 pm
123. well, its not really a parody if you lift it verbatim
124. i mean, you just took the characters straight from the show
125. those are intellectual property of other creators
126. CWC 7:58 pm
127. I did what I did; I put it together the way I did; I didn't think of such details when I drew it.
128. CWC 7:58 pm
129. I was doing it for Parody's sake.
130. Jacklyn Romy 7:58 pm
131. really? isnt that why you got mad at asperchu, though?
132. CWC 8:00 pm
133. Alec portrayed Sonichu as a "Gay Cousin" of Asperchu; Sonichu is Straight; I felt really angry at the wrongful portrayal.
134. Jacklyn Romy 8:00 pm
135. well, that's what parody is though
136. Jacklyn Romy 8:01 pm
137. you know, i read through both comics, sonichu and asperchu. they're definitely different in a lot of ways but i like them both for their strengths
138. CWC 8:01 pm
139. Sonichu is Straight; I meant my comic series to be a Straight Series; I did not like this direction of Parody.
140. That's cool.
141. Jacklyn Romy 8:01 pm
142. like, asperchu was always kind of a darker, serious comic, with gripping stories and excellent artwork;
143. sonichu had kind of a kiddy art style, which i guess was your point.
144. CWC 8:02 pm
145. I guess my anger towards the homosexuality aspects and their portrayal of killing my person and taking side with the brown-striped impostor over me blinded me to the strengths.
146. CWC 8:03 pm
147. It is MY Drawing Style; I can't help it if it looks "kiddy".
148. I meant it to be a better style.
149. Jacklyn Romy 8:03 pm
150. oh, it wasnt intentional?
151. CWC 8:03 pm
152. yes, not intentional.
153. Jacklyn Romy 8:03 pm
154. i thought you meant it as an avant-garde thing, to make a statment
155. like, ironically bad
156. CWC 8:04 pm
157. no.
158. Jacklyn Romy 8:04 pm
159. oh
160. i love silvana
161. its a very funny comic though
162. a lot of good humor points
163. CWC 8:05 pm
164. I took a lot of art classes in my lifetime throughout ALL of my schools, and I've been thought of as a kiddy artist. I guess it's okay.
165. I meant it to be humorous.
166. Jacklyn Romy 8:05 pm
167. like your exaggerated death scenes, like when ivy died in an elevator shaft
168. CWC 8:05 pm
169. And Silvana was among the first Troll-Inspired Characters; they gave me the idea to make her a hermaphrodite.
170. Jacklyn Romy 8:05 pm
171. or when you had that building collapse and kill hundreds of innocents
172. CWC 8:05 pm
173. Those Trolls were NOT innocent.
174. Jacklyn Romy 8:06 pm
175. and when the jerkops attacked you at the Get-Tar region
176. that was hilarious
177. CWC 8:06 pm
178. That actually happened to me in real life.
179. Jacklyn Romy 8:06 pm
180. well, was everyone in the 9/11 building a troll?
181. they probably had secretaries and temps and such
182. they would be innocent working people.
183. CWC 8:07 pm
184. 9/11? I did not mean it to be portrayed of that event.
185. The secretaries and temps were of Hell-Order, employed by the devil.
186. Jacklyn Romy 8:07 pm
187. oh. a lot of people thought it was supposed to be related to the 9/11 bombings.
188. anyway
189. i also love the dramatic parts of the comic
190. CWC 8:08 pm
191. Look at the guy at the front desk, an obvious portrayal of satan.
192. thank you.
193. Jacklyn Romy 8:08 pm
194. like when you had alec benson leary have those rosechu sex slaves in his basement, it was like from pulp fiction or something
195. you should have had bruce willis come chop his head off with a sword to rescue them from the anal rape
196. like what happened to ving rames in that movie
197. CWC 8:09 pm
198. Alec made me angry with his portrayal of me and my characters. I've heard of Bruce, but I have not seen that movie.
199. BTW, Silent Hill was a good movie.
200. Jacklyn Romy 8:09 pm
201. but your breaking and entering of his house and destroying all his property
202. Jacklyn Romy 8:09 pm
203. was that supposed to be like an ironic over-reaction?
204. that you went to such extreme, illegal lengths
205. CWC 8:10 pm
206. Good portrayal of people misunderstanding an individual and treating her wrongfully. it made me think of what the trolls have understood and done to me.
207. Jacklyn Romy 8:10 pm
208. her? alec benson leary is a guy
209. CWC 8:10 pm
210. yes, That was like an ironic over-reaction.
211. I was talking about the girl in the Silent Hill Movie.
212. Jacklyn Romy 8:11 pm
213. was it a statement about the imperfections of our legal system?
214. please elaborate
215. CWC 8:12 pm
216. It was more of a statement of A) my anger of and seeking satisfaction of Alec. B) ways that the Trolls could have hacked into my console. And C) The portrayal of the Sick, Twisted things the Trolls think about often.
217. Jacklyn Romy 8:13 pm
218. oh, so it wasnt an ironic statement
219. isnt alec a parodic artist though? i thought he wasnt a troll
220. CWC 8:13 pm
221. Maybe I misspoke of the irony. In my mind, Alec was a Troll.
222. But I may have been mistaken then.
223. about him
224. Jacklyn Romy 8:14 pm
225. so you dont believe he is a troll now?
226. CWC 8:14 pm
227. I guess not.
228. Jacklyn Romy 8:14 pm
229. who was that lawyer you gave him at that show trial? he was high at the time. that would never fly in an American court of law
230. what country is CWCville in?
231. CWC 8:15 pm
232. brb
233. CWC 8:17 pm
234. The Attorney at Law there was Marvey Blaziken (a parody of Harvey Birdman). Cwcville is in the State of Virginia in the United States of America.
235. Jacklyn Romy 8:17 pm
236. no, i mean the defense lawyer you gave alec
237. he was high on the marijuana
238. CWC 8:19 pm
239. That was Sean; among the Four comic artists on the past Asperpedia; I believe he drew the "Moon Pals" comic.
240. excuse me, Three comic artists.
241. Mao was the Admin of the Asperpedia website.
242. Jacklyn Romy 8:19 pm
243. well, that wasnt a fair defense. grounds for a mistrial right there
244. CWC 8:20 pm
245. When I drew those pages, I didn't really care; I was angry at those four for what they were drawing in their comics, and Mao was supporting them.
246. Jacklyn Romy 8:20 pm
247. and then you had cruel and unusual punishment, and the execution was carried out right away, with no opportunity for appeal
248. oh, and by a little girl too
249. CWC 8:21 pm
250. I was filled with anger.
251. Jacklyn Romy 8:21 pm
252. why so angry?
253. i thought you were all about parody
254. i mean, if you were in control of how other people parodied your work, it wouldnt be a true parody
255. CWC 8:22 pm
256. Because of their portrayal of me and my Electric-Hedgehog Pok'emon; we're NOT Gay, and we did not care for being horrifyingly killed like they did, and we're certainly NOT Drug-heads.
257. But upon retrospect now, I'm not as angry at them anymore.
258. Jacklyn Romy 8:22 pm
259. maybe you should apologize to Alec.
260. and the rest
261. CWC 8:23 pm
262. I did apologize to them.
263. Jacklyn Romy 8:23 pm
264. but you murdered them in an unjust trial
265. CWC 8:23 pm
266. AFTER the trial.
267. I apologized to them.
268. Jacklyn Romy 8:23 pm
269. when? in a video?
270. CWC 8:23 pm
271. yes, in a video.
272. i think
273. Jacklyn Romy 8:24 pm
274. could you show me the specific video?
275. CWC 8:24 pm
276. let me see...
277. Jacklyn Romy 8:25 pm
278. oh, i looked it up
279. its that video where you're wearing the asperchu medallion, right?
280. CWC 8:26 pm
281. Yeah, I believe so.
282. I was looking it up, but I had uploaded a LOT of videos; glad you found it.
283. Jacklyn Romy 8:27 pm
284. do you still have that medallion? you said you had it hanging on the wall but i didnt see it in your room photos.
285. CWC 8:27 pm
286. yes I still have it; it's in that box that's hanging on the wall next to the doll.
287. Jacklyn Romy 8:27 pm
288. oh
289. why is it turned around?
290. CWC 8:28 pm
291. what, the doll?
292. Jacklyn Romy 8:28 pm
293. the asperchu medallion
294. CWC 8:28 pm
295. the Asperchu medal is INSIDE the box.
296. Jacklyn Romy 8:28 pm
297. but why is the box turned over
298. you're hiding it?
299. CWC 8:29 pm
300. it's not turned over.
301. Jacklyn Romy 8:29 pm
302. but a box is covering it
303. CWC 8:29 pm
304. you can see the address label
305. Jacklyn Romy 8:29 pm
306. but you cant see the medallion
307. so its hidden
308. CWC 8:29 pm
309. yes, it is hidden in the box.
310. Jacklyn Romy 8:29 pm
311. why?
312. you said it would be up for display
313. CWC 8:29 pm
314. The was I felt, I did not care to look at it.
315. Jacklyn Romy 8:29 pm
316. oh
317. CWC 8:30 pm
318. Well, it is up for display; the box is openable on the wall.
319. Jacklyn Romy 8:30 pm
320. well, now that your anger has faded away, you should uncover it again
321. Jacklyn Romy 8:30 pm
322. you said you would display it openly as a show of good will. to hide it is dishonest
323. CWC 8:30 pm
324. I feel uncertainty about unhiding it, but I will think about it.
325. Jacklyn Romy 8:30 pm
326. :-\
327. CWC 8:31 pm
328. I displayed it in the video; isn't that enough?
329. Jacklyn Romy 8:31 pm
330. you should just open the box.
331. no its not
332. you said it like you would leave it up for open display
333. to not follow through is dishonest
334. CWC 8:32 pm
335. alright, I'll take it out of the box and hang the medal for open display later.
336. Jacklyn Romy 8:32 pm
337. yay!!
338. :-) :-) :-)
339. i cant wait to see it on your wall in the next video
340. CWC 8:32 pm
341. on October 1st.
342. Jacklyn Romy 8:32 pm
343. yep
344. Jacklyn Romy 8:32 pm
345. but lets talk about other stuff
346. CWC 8:32 pm
347. okay. Actually, there's something of interest I'd like to ask you about.
348. Jacklyn Romy 8:32 pm
349. oh? please ask
350. CWC 8:34 pm
351. I have just received an e-mail from the Trojan condom company; I'm on their e-mail list. They've started making vibrators, and they had a picture and offer for it, and I thought you'd might like that. Would you like me to forward you the e-mail?
352. Jacklyn Romy 8:34 pm
353. no, thank you
354. Jacklyn Romy 8:34 pm
355. my vibrator needs are covered :-*
356. CWC 8:35 pm
357. okay, Sweetheart. :) h
358. I wanted to ask you anyway.
359. Jacklyn Romy 8:35 pm
360. ever seen this dildo? its called thor
361. http://www.zoofur.com/image.php?id=123&type=D
362. CWC 8:35 pm
363. DAMN. I hadn't before.
364. Jacklyn Romy 8:35 pm
365. yeah, its nuts
366. no pun intended
367. CWC 8:36 pm
368. but DAMN, that thing is big.
369. you don't have anything that big, do you?
370. CWC 8:36 pm
371. among your dildos.
372. Jacklyn Romy 8:36 pm
373. well, i borrowed my friends to try it out
374. CWC 8:37 pm
375. and what did you think of it?
376. Jacklyn Romy 8:37 pm
377. i was sore that day...
378. CWC 8:37 pm
379. oh.
380. Jacklyn Romy 8:37 pm
381. just a little too big for me
382. CWC 8:37 pm
383. That is understandable.
384. Jacklyn Romy 8:37 pm
385. anyway
386. did you hear that video game you like was delayed?
387. CWC 8:38 pm
388. which one?
389. Jacklyn Romy 8:38 pm
390. little big planet
391. CWC 8:38 pm
392. LBP2 has been delayed? huh. Did you read why?
393. Jacklyn Romy 8:38 pm
394. i dont know, just got pushed back
395. CWC 8:38 pm
396. I see. I'll have to check GameStop.com for the new Release date then.
397. Jacklyn Romy 8:38 pm
398. yeah, delayed til like january
399. CWC 8:39 pm
400. ah. I see.
401. Jacklyn Romy 8:39 pm
402. well, that gives you that much more time to do without
403. CWC 8:39 pm
404. yes.
405. Didn't you want to talk to me about your ex, Lars (correct me if I got the name wrong)?
406. Jacklyn Romy 8:40 pm
407. ugh...
408. i forgot about Lars
409. but yes, we can talk about him
410. CWC 8:40 pm
411. so, talk to me. what happened?
412. Jacklyn Romy 8:41 pm
413. he did a lot of bad things to me during our relationship
414. CWC 8:41 pm
415. like what?
416. Jacklyn Romy 8:41 pm
417. he always accused me of picking fights with him when i was just trying to talk to him, for one
418. CWC 8:41 pm
419. sounds like my father; picks fights more than there are flies at a garbage dump.
420. Jacklyn Romy 8:41 pm
421. like, he would just say "you're picking a fight" and that was his excuse to shut his ears off
422. even when i was just trying to make little suggestions or get him to do something food
423. good i mean, not food
424. so thats one thing he did.
425. CWC 8:43 pm
426. I see. he copped out often.
427. Jacklyn Romy 8:43 pm
428. and then whenever he shut himself off from me, he would just go into his room and build his stupid toy boats
429. he had hundreds of these useless toy boats all over the room, these expensive fucking models. half of them were built really shoddily because he didnt take care of his work, and the other half just sat unopened in their boxes
430. and that was his escape from me.
431. i hate boats now
432. CWC 8:44 pm
433. I see; my dad has a bunch of unopened models too, but most of them are model planes.
434. Jacklyn Romy 8:44 pm
435. wow, lars and your dad kind of sound a lot alike
436. CWC 8:45 pm
437. except my dad is a LOT older than him.
438. CWC 8:45 pm
439. When I get the chance, I'll probably sell off the unopened models on eBay or Craigslist.
440. Jacklyn Romy 8:45 pm
441. another thing about him: he refused to get a job. he never applied himself
442. so because of that he never had money to take us out
443. CWC 8:46 pm
444. I see.
445. Jacklyn Romy 8:46 pm
446. he wasnt really abusive, persay
447. but i guess he was abusive-by-neglect, if that makes senes
448. *sense
449. CWC 8:46 pm
450. I hear you.
451. at least he didn't physically attack you.
452. Jacklyn Romy 8:47 pm
453. he couldnt if he tried, he was too weak and feeble
454. CWC 8:47 pm
455. skin and bones?
456. Jacklyn Romy 8:47 pm
457. no, he had some meat on his bones
458. Jacklyn Romy 8:47 pm
459. oddly shaped though, kind of like a pear
460. or maybe a gourd
461. but no muscle
462. CWC 8:48 pm
463. Well, I've got Muscle.
464. Jacklyn Romy 8:48 pm
465. oh yeah? :-)
466. CWC 8:48 pm
467. yes.
468. Jacklyn Romy 8:48 pm
469. maybe you could show me in your first video for me...
470. CWC 8:49 pm
471. There was a video where I lifted two twelve packs 51 times each.
472. Jacklyn Romy 8:49 pm
473. well, i saw that video, but you were just kind of swinging it
474. little donnie does that for fun
475. Jacklyn Romy 8:49 pm
476. i want to see a new one for me.
477. CWC 8:50 pm
478. Well, I can definitely show off my strength more than that anyway.
479. I'll come up with a few heavy things to lift for you.
480. Jacklyn Romy 8:50 pm
481. maybe you could take your camera to a park or something where there are hanging bars
482. CWC 8:50 pm
483. I could even pick you up and cradle you if you wanted me to.
484. Jacklyn Romy 8:50 pm
485. and show yourself doing some pull-ups for me?
486. CWC 8:51 pm
487. good idea; I will think about that.
488. Jacklyn Romy 8:51 pm
489. i wanna see 10 pull-ups!
490. CWC 8:51 pm
491. So, what happened recently when you communicated with Lars?
492. I can do that.
493. Jacklyn Romy 8:51 pm
494. well
495. as i was saying, we had a rough break up
496. one day i just told him, its over
497. Jacklyn Romy 8:52 pm
498. we were sharing rent for an apartment, but he came home one day with a box full of those goddamned boats
499. and couldnt make his half of the rent
500. so i went back to stay with my parents
501. had my friends go get my stuff
502. and he didnt take it well.
503. CWC 8:52 pm
504. I see.
505. Jacklyn Romy 8:53 pm
506. he tried to get me back for a while, it got bad
507. finally decided i had ruined his life, even though it was all his fault
508. CWC 8:53 pm
509. I can understand that; that'd be like if my dad bought something frivolous and couldn't make a payment.
510. then what?
511. Jacklyn Romy 8:53 pm
512. nothing, for a long time.
513. Jacklyn Romy 8:54 pm
514. then, all of a sudden, some troll sends you an email with a naked photo of me that only lars had.
515. and then i found he's been spreading it all over the internet
516. CWC 8:55 pm
517. hmm-mmm
518. so you told him off in an e-mail?
519. Jacklyn Romy 8:55 pm
520. eventually, yeah
521. but he just laughed at me
522. he's gotten me so angry...
523. RRHRHHGHGHGGHH
524. he robbed me of my dignity
525. CWC 8:56 pm
526. oh. But the point was you stood up for yourself, and I'm proud of you being able to be the strong-willed woman you are.
527. Jacklyn Romy 8:56 pm
528. thank you :-)
529. but it's not enough...
530. do you know what he got me for our final anniversary?
531. CWC 8:57 pm
532. a model boat?
533. Jacklyn Romy 8:57 pm
534. yep. with my name painted on it
535. CWC 8:57 pm
536. I'd be mad too.
537. Jacklyn Romy 8:57 pm
538. this was after i told him to keep all his goddamned boats in his room so i didnt have to look at them
539. we got in a fight and i smashed the damn thing
540. CWC 8:57 pm
541. wow.
542. Jacklyn Romy 8:58 pm
543. anyway, he's still sending me stupid emails, taunting me
544. he thinks i cant do anything
545. and i dont know what to do
546. someone needs to scare him
547. CWC 8:58 pm
548. because you don't know where he's residing now, and he can hide behind the anonymity of the internet?
549. Jacklyn Romy 8:59 pm
550. i think its more because he thinks no one will defend me.
551. but you'll defend me, right?
552. CWC 8:59 pm
553. I don't know what else I can do against my trolls either, but at least I can make other people aware of them, so they don't end up in the similar situation.
554. I will defend you, Jacklyn Romy. I will defend you to the last bead of sweat or breath.
555. Jacklyn Romy 9:00 pm
556. would you be willing to help me get back at Lars?
557. CWC 9:00 pm
558. yes; more information on him would be helpful.
559. CWC 9:01 pm
560. But I would be very willing to help you get back at Lars.
561. Jacklyn Romy 9:01 pm
562. I think he lives in Maine right now
563. i need to scare the crap out of Lars so he doesnt bother me again.
564. CWC 9:01 pm
565. If anything, this can make a statement to the Trolls that if you Troll me and my friends, you will be punished.
566. Jacklyn Romy 9:01 pm
567. maybe you could make a statement to Lars?
568. make fun of him and his toy boats
569. CWC 9:02 pm
570. yes, at the moment, that seems to be the best option, since Maine is farther away than I thought; I just checked my US Map.
571. Jacklyn Romy 9:02 pm
572. yeah, no point in going there
573. CWC 9:03 pm
574. I'll make one of his boats sink worse than the Titanic.
575. Jacklyn Romy 9:03 pm
576. ooh!
577. show him one of his stupid boats sinking!
578. show his boat in a tub of water, and then it hits an iceberg and smashes and sinks
579. CWC 9:04 pm
580. send me a photo of one of the boats he had, and I'll put something together.
581. Jacklyn Romy 9:04 pm
582. http://www.rjmodelships.com/store/images/big/titanic-model-ship-9.jpg
583. thats a giant one, but its like what one of his favorites is
584. CWC 9:05 pm
585. Maybe build one out of legos that will looks most similar to that boat, THEN smash it into an iceberg, make it sink, and smash it with my foot.
586. Jacklyn Romy 9:05 pm
587. yeah!!
588. and then mock Lars
589. mock him with a funny voice, make fun of his stupid boat toys
590. CWC 9:05 pm
591. Wow, similar to the Titanic?
592. Jacklyn Romy 9:06 pm
593. kind of
594. CWC 9:06 pm
595. It's no problem, I can do it.
596. Jacklyn Romy 9:06 pm
597. you're the iceberg that will crash his silly little boats and dreams
598. CWC 9:06 pm
599. *build one
600. Works for me.
601. Jacklyn Romy 9:06 pm
602. and then after that, tell him to leave me alone, or else the consequences will never be the same
603. CWC 9:06 pm
604. OOH! I'll have it smash into my LEG, pretending THAT is the iceberg.
605. "the consequences will never be the same?"
606. Jacklyn Romy 9:07 pm
607. could you use like an actual block of ice from your freezer or something? use that in the tub?
608. and then smash it underfoot
609. Jacklyn Romy 9:07 pm
610. yeah, the consequences will never be the same
611. CWC 9:07 pm
612. Ice would melt very quickly; I was also thinking of building an iceberg from lego bricks.
613. Jacklyn Romy 9:07 pm
614. its something he used to say
615. oh, i guess a lego iceberg would work too
616. CWC 9:08 pm
617. I'm not sure I understand that catchphrase.
618. Jacklyn Romy 9:08 pm
619. if you make sure it's obviously an iceberg
620. CWC 9:08 pm
621. yes.
622. Jacklyn Romy 9:08 pm
623. its a stupid phrase, from a stupid little man
624. it doesnt really make sense. but if you say it, he'll know that you're definitely with me, because i'm the only one that could have told you
625. CWC 9:08 pm
626. Okay. :) h
627. Jacklyn Romy 9:08 pm
628. :-)
629. :-) :-)
630. yay!!
631. Our anniversary was actually going to be September 25th, tomorrow
632. could you do it tomorrow?
633. to really stick it to him
634. a big "fuck you" to him
635. CWC 9:09 pm
636. Still, though, when you break it down, it does sound stupid; with one Action, the Reaction would be same as before.
637. Jacklyn Romy 9:09 pm
638. tell him that on our former anniversary, jackie is with a REAL man now
639. CWC 9:10 pm
640. I'll build something good.
641. Jacklyn Romy 9:10 pm
642. yay!!!
643. he'll think twice if he sees i have someone defending me.
644. CWC 9:11 pm
645. Yes.
646. Jacklyn Romy 9:11 pm
647. he's a pussy who wouldnt willingly pick a fight with someone who could actually stand up to him
648. CWC 9:11 pm
649. LOL
650. Did he wear glasses too?
651. Jacklyn Romy 9:11 pm
652. sunglasses, all the time
653. thought he looked cool
654. looked like a miami vice reject, though
655. CWC 9:12 pm
656. LOL
657. Jacklyn Romy 9:12 pm
658. well, i'd love to see it tomorrow!
659. CWC 9:12 pm
660. Hiding behind the veil of "Cool Shades"; what a wimp.
661. Jacklyn Romy 9:12 pm
662. yeah, exactly
663. thats what he does
664. CWC 9:12 pm
665. I will have it for you tomorrow.
666. Jacklyn Romy 9:12 pm
667. hides behind whatever he can
668. CWC 9:13 pm
669. Just like the Trolls, "Hiding behind their Mother's Skirt of the Internet.
670. "
671. Jacklyn Romy 9:12 pm
672. lol
673. so how is samantha?
674. CWC 9:13 pm
675. Actually, my father turned me on that phrase of "hiding behind their Mother's Skirt" in relation to the Trolls hiding behind the internet.
676. She's emotional right now.
677. Jacklyn Romy 9:13 pm
678. why is she mad?
679. CWC 9:16 pm
680. Which was something else that bothered me today; she left me a message on my voicemail. Essentially, she yelled about how angry she feels on me holding off on talking to her on the phone because of her earlier reaction to me informing her about how she raises her voice. I was only telling her the truth, which was what she wanted me to do.
681. She had asked me to compile a list of the few lies I told her.
682. Jacklyn Romy 9:16 pm
683. She told me a little about that
684. i think she was more upset than anything else that you said you didnt want to talk to her on the phone
685. CWC 9:17 pm
686. That is the jist of the situation, yes.
687. Jacklyn Romy 9:17 pm
688. but also that she thinks you're kind of avoiding your problems
689. i think she's scared is all, chris
690. CWC 9:18 pm
691. You see, throughout my life, my father has raised his voice around me often, and hearing a raised, angry voice frightens me.
692. Jacklyn Romy 9:18 pm
693. she told me she was just trying to sound stern, she wasnt yelling
694. CWC 9:19 pm
695. scared of what? If it's on the friendship between her and me, there's no worry about that; I've informed her that we're still friends (from my Perspective).
696. Jacklyn Romy 9:19 pm
697. but think from her perspective. she sees that all of a sudden you just dont want to talk to her on the phone anymore
698. CWC 9:19 pm
699. yes.
700. Jacklyn Romy 9:20 pm
701. i think you should talk to her and say this to her.
702. Jacklyn Romy 9:22 pm
703. not just in email, but talk to her on the phone and explain your feelings.
704. because i think part of what bothers her is that you seem to not voice what you're thinking a lot, and would rather just avoid talking about it
705. CWC 9:23 pm
706. I think I see your point. Without me on the phone with her, she feels like she doesn't have anyone to project her aggression upon.
707. Actually, often my mind is blank when time comes around to talk to her.
708. CWC 9:24 pm
709. The only other option for me, I feel, is to watch the news for a topic that I can agree or feel for and talk to her about that.
710. Jacklyn Romy 9:24 pm
711. just talk to her about how you feel
712. isnt it about the time you normally talk to her? you should answer her call tonight
713. CWC 9:24 pm
714. Because she doesn't want to talk about video games, I can guarantee that.
715. Jacklyn Romy 9:24 pm
716. she's had time to cool off
717. CWC 9:25 pm
718. She's not calling me right now; I have my cell right next to me.
719. Jacklyn Romy 9:25 pm
720. well she might
721. give it a few minutes
722. CWC 9:25 pm
723. yes.
724. Jacklyn Romy 9:25 pm
725. just let her know what you feel about raising voices. you two can have a nice discussion
726. Jacklyn Romy 9:26 pm
727. explain about how your father made you feel about it
728. CWC 9:26 pm
729. She has also expressed concerns to my current lifestyle of playing video games, not having a job and being fat. But I am looking for a job, I intend to lose this belly, and with you by my side to spend my time with, I'll have less gametime.
730. I have already told her about my father and his raised voice.
731. Jacklyn Romy 9:27 pm
732. well, she cares about you, just like i do
733. CWC 9:27 pm
734. yes.
735. Jacklyn Romy 9:27 pm
736. maybe she didnt get the message the first time. sometimes people need things explained several times
737. CWC 9:27 pm
738. Don't get me wrong, I have been and still do appreciate her caring feelings towards me and my health. And I appreciate yours very much too.
739. Jacklyn Romy 9:27 pm
740. i know you do
741. CWC 9:28 pm
742. hold on.
743. Jacklyn Romy 9:28 pm
744. did samantha call?
745. CWC 9:29 pm
746. yes
747. Jacklyn Romy 9:31 pm
748. is it going well?
749. CWC 9:31 pm
750. a bit. hold on
751. Jacklyn Romy 9:31 pm
752. sure
753. just tell her that you understand why she worries about you
754. CWC 9:40 pm
755. I'm back
756. Jacklyn Romy 9:40 pm
757. ok
758. how'd it go
759. ?
760. CWC 9:42 pm
761. She seems to have calmed down some, and yes she was feeling what I had thought, about sharing her thoughts and emotions with me over the phone, and the cutoff from that bothering her.
762. Anyway, we've got that straightened out, and I will be talking with her again tomorrow night.
763. Jacklyn Romy 9:42 pm
764. yay!!!
765. see? it's getting better. all you had to do was pick up the phone
766. CWC 9:42 pm
767. BTW, let me ask you a few things, to get your response versus hers.
768. Jacklyn Romy 9:42 pm
769. oh, ok
770. quickly though, i kind of want to go to bed
771. CWC 9:43 pm
772. I've told you about my recent activity of getting Borderlands for 20, then taking it to Best Buy getting 40; how do you feel about that transaction?
773. including considering morals and such.
774. Jacklyn Romy 9:43 pm
775. i dont recall if you told me about that specific thing. you got it somewhere other than best buy first?
776. CWC 9:44 pm
777. yes
778. Jacklyn Romy 9:44 pm
779. so you falsely claimed to best buy it was theirs and returned it there?
780. what did samantha tell you?
781. CWC 9:44 pm
782. I told you about it in an e-mail, in response to your question of what you read on the Cwcki.
783. Jacklyn Romy 9:44 pm
784. oh, right, i'm looking at it
785. maybe i missed it
786. CWC 9:45 pm
787. She told me that it was dishonest, and while I considered the action to be wheeling and dealing, she calls that expression a disguise of the devil to cover dishonesty.
788. She does not go to church, but she says she has her own personal relationship with God.
789. Jacklyn Romy 9:46 pm
790. well, i would agree with her. its wrong to do that, because you claimed to best buy that you had bought it there
791. CWC 9:46 pm
792. She is often stern.
793. Jacklyn Romy 9:46 pm
794. "wheelin and dealin" would be if you were making honest deals to make money.
795. CWC 9:47 pm
796. Not really, I claimed I received the item I bough for less from the first store "as a gift from someone else".
797. Jacklyn Romy 9:46 pm
798. thats a lie.
799. CWC 9:47 pm
800. yes it was.
801. Jacklyn Romy 9:47 pm
802. so, i think it was wrong.
803. because best buy didnt know all the facts of the deal
804. CWC 9:48 pm
805. yeah.
806. Jacklyn Romy 9:47 pm
807. so i dont think you should do that sort of thing again.
808. CWC 9:48 pm
809. okay, Jackie, I promise you I won't do anything like that again.
810. Jacklyn Romy 9:48 pm
811. :) h
812. well, i'm gonna go to bed
813. but thank you for being honest with me about that
814. and thank you for picking up for samantha. it took strength to face up to her, and now things will be better because you did
815. and i had a really great time talking to you tonight!!
816. CWC 9:49 pm
817. okay, I'll bug ya later. We'll decide later on our next AIM date.
818. Me too. :) h
819. I Love You.
820. Jacklyn Romy 9:49 pm
821. :-* :-* :-*
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