BlueSpike PSN Chat 3

The third of the BlueSpike PSN chats involving Chris.

Summary

• Julie wants to learn about Chris's "random thoughts"
• Chris would "randomly" have an image of a penis in his head
• Wasn't necessarily Chris's penis
• Random audio thoughts in his photographic memory "Christian is gay"
• Chris bought the dolls for practice
• Dildo/beads were free gifts
• Julie wants to know if Chris used them
• Chris put a condom on the dildo and put it up his ass
• Chris didn't enjoy it
• Chris used the beads but they got "covered in poo" so he didn't use them again (Julie laughs here)
• Chris wants Julie there ASAP for a hug
• Julie masturbated in school
• Chris has only masturbated in his room, edge of bathroom sink
• Julie wants his sexual history
• Ages 15-17 he had a child block, figured out the code, saw his first porno 'I like to play games 2'
• The people in it were sexing in a pool
• Chris first learned about his sperm from this experience
• (audio dims, returns)
• Chris didn't date
• Chris lays down naked on his bed with a washcloth and masturbates..pre-cum...
• He watched softcore
• After he turned 18 moved to Ruckersville he started getting playboy, owns several porns
• He was 17 before figuring out the rubbing up and down part of masturbating
• He is still a virgin
• He has talked with his mother about his masturbation
• Bob is more strict on the subject because he is more older
• After he turned 21, he realized he needed a sweetheart
• He found adamandeve.com
• Bought love doll at Spencers
• Then he bought his first hardcore
• He has a box full of porn
• Gets a message from Sarah May on Wii
• Julie has Wii, wants to play Mario Kart
• Chris lacks Mario Kart
• Chris lists all of his Wii games
• Julie wants to talk about his credit card debt of 2000 dollars
• His PS3 contributed, as well as his impulses, and a flat tire
• Chris trusts Julie in the short month they've known each other
• Julie asks him to do something about his weight
• He says he will stand up more
• Julie tells him that isn't exercise, he says it is but she cuts him off, he agrees to exercise more
• Julie wants him to come up with a topic to talk about
• Julie asks about his PC-Games, he doesn't play PC-Games much anymore
• Julie asks if she got a 360 Chris would too
• He says he would but not right away, he'd need a month + to save
• Chris is excited about them being together soon, Julie is alludes to the letter she sent
• Much sighing from Julie
• They 'Yep' and 'uh-huh' back and forth
• Chris struggles to come up with a topic, he decides they should talk about Julie and she declines
• Julie is a good cook studying to be a doctor
• Chris wonders if she is a better cook than doctor, proposes that she could be a cook if being a doctor fails
• Julie likes both
• Chris wants to know about what about being a doctor fascinates her
• Julie wants to help people live longer
• Chris learned that couples live longer than singles
• They will be helping each other live longer
• PSN Spring Fever? Julie wants to share Chris' PSN. He yields up his password
• Chris wants Julie to give him her password as a trade off
• Chris went offline, Julie proclaims that they broke the Chris, Code Red
• Trolls mock Chris

Transcript

Bluespike psn chat 3: J: Julie/Bluespike C: Christian Weston Chandler

J: Tell me about the random thoughts you've been having, please.

C: *Sigh* Just basically told you the ones, that, uh, try to trick you want to send the turn me off because they're -- they're gay, like I would get randomly an image of a penis in my head.

J: Aww, can you describe more to me, please? I wasn't listening.

C: *Sigh* Okay, well sometimes, 'myeah, I'm not sure whether it's mine or not, it looks like a random... penis, like, uh, you know, because it could have been mine or it could have been some of, like some of the porno videos, one of the porno movies I've seen. And uh, anyway aside from that, I uh, get random... audio and word thoughts in my, between my audio and my telepathic memory... It's ur, ah, like other people saying, "CHRISTIAN IS GAY."

J: What do they say?

C: "Christian is gay."

J: Do you really think you're gay?

C: No, I do not. I'm sure...

J: Then you are straight. Tell me more about these thoughts, please.

C: Mmm, that's just basically it, the... uh, between audio, uh, between audio accusations, from others, and the test accusations and the accusations on the ED page, and the uh, slanderous lyings, and the excuses...

J: Uh, Chris, can we talk about something else?

C: ...yeah, they pop up randomly, yeah.

J: Because I was able to listen in to the Skype conversation between you and Clyde, can you tell me why did you buy the dolls and the beads and everything?

C: *Sigh* Ok, well I got the love dolls for like practice when I actually do it with a real woman.

J: Alright.

C: And the anal beads was one free gift. That came with one of the dolls. Cause on the Adam & Eve they give you like a free gift or a free DVD. With uh, with uh, with uh every over $20.

J: Chris...

C: And the dildo was another free gift.

J: You can tell me the truth.

C: I am telling the truth.

J: Did you ever use any of those things? It's ok if you did. I just want you to be able to come clean to me.

C: Alright, I'll tell you in confidentiality. I did put a condom on the dildo and did actually put it up my A-hole. And uh, in my humble opinion, it just did not feel right to me. And uh, the anal beads, I just put 'em in there and it's like... in. So not just there, it was just that one time, then they got covered in poo, and I put them in the trash can.

J: (stifles laughter) Sorry.

C: That's ok. And that's about it there.

J: Wait, did you tell me about the beads?

C: Yeah, uh, I put 'em up my A-hole the one time and uh, didn't really know how they work, so you know, uh, like you know, I was just winging it, and it uh, still really uh, didn't turn me on or anything, so I pulled 'em out with the string and the beads were covered in poo, and I put 'em in the trash can and forget about 'em.

J: Chris... thank you for telling me this. I'm happy that you're able to share these secrets with me. I mean in that I'm happy that we have a trusting relationship between you and I.

C: Can you see me smile? Because I'm smiling.

J: I can see you smile. I truly love you, Chris.

C: I love you too, Julie.

J: So is there anything else you wanna talk about?

C: [pause] I want to see you here as soon as possible, and I'd like to... hug you.

J: I would like to hug you too, but... can I share with you a secret of mine?

C: Julie did you hear that?

J: Yeah. Yes I did. Can I share with you a secret of mine?

C: Yes, I'm listening.

J: Once, in school, I masturbated.

C: Hmm. That's no surprise. What'd you masturbate over?

J: Not really over anything. I just went into one of the stalls and y'know...

C: Aah. You just felt horny.

J: Yes.

C: And that's ok. And I respect you for tellin' me that, for sharing with me.

J: Have you ever done something like that?

C: Masturbate in the bathroom stall? No I've never masturbated in a public place, mostly it's been confined in my bedroom, and at least from there I've found a good place to masturbate is, uh, sitting on the front edge of the bathroom sink. It's uh, like you get your feet off the ground, of the floor, and uh it's like you're in air and it just feels good.

J: Yeah. Chris, I know this may be hard for you but I want you to tell me your entire sexual history.

C: Sure sweetheart, to the best of my recollections... um, I rose... well uh I think it started about sometime while I was 16 or 17, this is when my family and I were still living in Simpson county, and uh, it was uh, let me see, I believe it was in my Sophomore or Junior year of when I was in high school, basically one night I was just channel surfing and I uh, got the code that was blockin' out the channels like HBO and Cinemax that we had at the time there... and I just tuned in and I found the first porno movie I ever watched. Called "I Like to Play Games... 2." And basically I tuned into the part where the guy and the woman, were having sex in the pool. The swimming pool.

J: Ok.

C: And it was at that point I first learned about, I first learned about stuff that would ooze out of my uh... penis. Mmm... that's an interesting thought from this point on, but anyway, the stuff that oozed out of my duck, after seeing those things, and uh... it's like uh... [audio fades out at this point, something about threesomes in pornos] I wasn't into dating that much as I was in, uh, because I was naive about dating and all that. And... mmm. Anyway. Yeah and uh anyway and I just start lying face-down on my bed naked with a washcloth, uh... in front of my uh... duck. And uh... and the stuff would just uh, the stuff would just come out. And I figured that this was only precum. The clear stuff that comes out before the white. So anyway over the years I over the years I just been watching more softcore... porn. And uh, after I turned 18 I uh, after I turned 18, after I moved back to Ruckersville, after I graduated from Manchester high, and I uh, found, I finally got into the Playboy magazine, and I found porno... DVDs, I'm not sure which one was my first one, but I had a bunch of softcore recorded onto VHS. And uh, over the years. And I think it was the first time I actually uh, figured out the masturbation part where it's like you know, I'm rubbin' my duck, instead of just me lying face down with a washcloth in front of my duck on the place on my mattress, want to wash my duck. Make a sandwich there. Anyway, at uh, like 17 was when I actually figured out about masturbating rubbing it up and down.

J: Huh.

C: And aside from that, aside from that I am still a virgin, and uh, over the course of time I did confide in my mother and tell her about my, uh, masturbation history there. And uh, how often, and that's where it's nice. Uh, and my mom is more open-minded about the subject, but my father, because he's much older, and uh, possibly more strict, with minded on the subject.

J: Ahh.

C: Talk about it like him [audio craps out again] I did not realize that I really needed to be dating until after I turned 21. And I turned 21 and was like "oh my god I need to be with a better woman to become my sweetheart!" And that's when the sweetheart search started. [long pause] And then eventually I found adamandeve.com. After I got that... after I turned 21 I got my first female love doll at Spencer's, and then I learned about adamandeve.com and ordered them off of the, uh, internet.

J: Huh.

C: And after that, I think it was then I got my first porno DVD. My first hardcore porno DVD.

J: Mmm-hmm.

C: I forget which one it was, though. I like have, I have it up in a box. Usually it's like... I got a message on my Wii.

J: Alright.

C: I have to switch the input and take a look. It could be from Sarah Mays.

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