Null DMs

This page contains DMs between Chris and Null. Their messages are quoted below, Chris's in blue and Null's in kiwi green.

Personal space talk

June 2018^[1]

“	I need not be reminded of the worst part, but my hedgehog-defensive state and all of the tears and leaking mucus and whole body paralysis that happened to me then and there will haunt me in reminder of that.	”
Chris

After Chris got kicked out of TooManyGames for violating personal space boundaries, Null had a talk with Chris about the incident in which he warned Chris about the possible ramifications of his behavior. Notably, the moment he exceeded the hurtful truth level, Chris reacted by drifting off into his imaginary land, posting a lengthy diatribe about CPU Goddesses (which is translated here).

**Null**
Did you remember to ship those items from Mercari people bought

**Chris**
Good Afternoon, Josh. I will be shipping out the three photographs today. I need to get three bubble envelopes. Have you heard back from the people at BronyCon about upgrading my weekend pass on the complimentary? I feel better, but getting up was rough.

**Null**
I've not heard back from BronyCon. Though you need to be aware that what happened at TooManyGames might get you banned from BronyCon preemptively. If it happens again you might end up on a global con blacklist, stopping you from going to any con ever again. The touchy feely stuff is very serious and if it happens to the wrong person getting banned from a con is the least of your concern. They might press sexual assault charges which is sometimes years in prison.

**Chris**
I am more aware of that now. My lips are kept to myself. Hey. I am feeling better, yet still recovering. I want to let you know about something, I was sent to TMG to learn more about the possible return of Tari and Rei Ryghts being up to something with the Atari VCU. The CPUs' suspicions were correct from what we were able to get from what I learned during my time there. Amy Rose stayed the remainder of the convention to attend the remaining events and listen on the talk and gossip. We need to make the presence of the Nation of Comma, and the CPU of the Commodore Consoles, Scarlet, spread far and wide everywhere. Her Memories HAVE been bestowed to someone in this world of ours; Scarlet is Kind and Compassionate; she is the counter to Rei Ryghts, should and when Rei attempt something to resurrect her lost Nation. Scarlet Will help us against Rei Ryghts. Remember to share some prayers with the CPUs. Also, tell everyone to give their Full Support to Commodore on their Next Console, which will be named the Commodore CW. Let Commodore know that the console SHOULD have a Serial Port for the Floppy Driveand Printer, a port for the Cassette Drive, a Cartridge Port for their old Cartridges, as well as a Blu-Ray Drive for all media discs. As well as an HDMI Output AND Input, and a Component Output. Their old Cartridges, as well as a Blu-Ray Drive for all media discs. As well as an HDMI Output AND Input, and a Component Output. Their controller should be reminiscent of the Commodore Logo in shape, with pattern of the typical controller, I like the Xbox controller scheme the “C” half facing outward from the player, following the controller for it, and it should be wireless with the USB cable port. And a USB input and output ports for media input and backup, and even hooking up to a PC or Laptop for using either as a monitor. The console should take the shape and form of the Classic Keyboard Console, Complete with the Keyboard. Online functions, downloadable games, and plenty Independent game Titles for the CCW. And the media of their new games should be Physical And Downloadable; I really like using the Cartridges for their games. And the price should be less than $400 on the finished console product. And they should take their time in fully developing, designing, assembling, testing and getting all the bugs out before making it available for sale. Versus the Atari VCU, the Commodore CW Should be a Greater Success! Please, help me spread the word to the current people of Commodore in this world. We need LOTS of this world's people to voice all of this to Commodore.

**Null**
It's not just kissing. Someone claims, I don't know if it's true, but someone claims you squeezed their butt as well. That kind of thing, even the rumor, puts you at risk of being banned from BronyCon and all other cons in advance. I can't help you if that happens. It also scares away people who buy stuff from you. No one will buy medallions or drawings if they think you don't respect personal space. Just keep it in mind. This is something I can't magic away and is way, way more serious than trespassing or bumping Snyder.

**Chris**
Good Morning, Josh. I assure you that I never squeezed or even touched anyone's butt at all. And I do understand all that. Believe me, and I need not be reminded of the worst part, but my hedgehog-defensive state and all of the tears and leaking mucus and whole body paralysis that happened to me then and there will haunt me in reminder of that.

**Null**
Alright. Just be careful in the future and if it's anything other than putting a hand on the waist ask first. People will forgive and forget if the next con goes well. Hopefully BronyCon still lets you go.

**Chris**
No problem. I am positive it will still be good.

Trying to convince Chris to inform his therapists

19 July 2018^[2]

Null attempts to get Chris to talk about the Idea Guys extortion scheme to his Region Ten therapist in order to get the ball rolling on an official investigation. Chris hesitates.

**Null**
I have an idea to get police involved but I need you to trust me on my plan When you went to court they set you up with a therapist to see if they can help. That therapist works with the police all the time. They might be able to get them to do something soon, but you have to be completely honest with them about what happened. If you hide things or lie about things, they can't help at all. They'll challenge you on what you believe but stay honest. I can give them more information when they need it.

**Chris**
Good morning, Josh. This is some thinkary to wake up to. I can bring the event up next time I go to [REDACTED] and meet with my respective people there. They are aware of my loves and I and Cwcville, as of right now, but I will have to be cautious in telling them what Wise and Boyd pretended to be to extort out of me. I don't want to tell them about my Reality Stone.

**Null**
What is the Reality Stone?

**Chris**
Anyhow, I'm about to have my breakfast, and my itinerary is Colouring the remaining NINE pages in an estimated four hours time today. You don't know? I thought Captain Jack told you about that time between him and Magi-Chan, and Magi-Chan telling me to use the energy of the stone inside me, linked to the stone in my ring there, to undo Wise and Boyd's damages to our dimension there. Well, I recommend looking up Marvel Infinity Wars for starters. The Reality Stone is one of the few powerful stones in the Infinity Gauntlet. It literally controls and distorts reality to a point and extent. But, the stone I have is only a Portion of the full Reality Stone. See, some time after the events, the stones of the gauntlet shattered, and I got a piece of the Reality Stone. This piece is able to control at least the Nation of Cwcville, but I also already had some power and links of my own to Cwcville and our sister dimension So, this stone piece in my ring is sort of an amplifier, at this point.

**Null**
It would probably be best to be totally upfront with the people you talk to in real life, otherwise they might be confused. I do remember this now, you're referring to the class ring that you and Jack met over initially.

**Chris**
I still have a lot to learn about the Reality Stone for myself. Yes Anyway, I will be back at [REDACTED] next Monday. I'll let all this process in my brain Meanwhile: Cereal, then Colouring.

**Null**
You should be asking these people you talk to how to do two things. This is what I would ask. 1. How do you get police to concern themselves with the extortion, and 2. How you can seal off people from accessing what you believe without your permission so this never happens again. Did they tell you about alternate dimensions or did you find it some other way

**Chris**
I already had known of the sister dimension LONG before Wise ever came along. Magi-Chan came over and meditated, self-stat boosting to sessions, and shared prayers months beforehand. Also, he was my bodyguard at last year's BronyCon, and 'he and I danced at the Grand Galloping Gala that weekend. It was magical. I'll check you later. Thank you, Josh.

**Null**
Take it easy, good luck

Watchmen drama

26 June 2021^[3]

Chris texts Null about Naught and other Watchmen members and discusses the infighting resulting from Naught doxing fellow Watchman The WCT.

**Null**
Naught is the same name as a mega asshole on the kiwi farms. I don't know if he's the same person. Does he use an anime avatar? I had to ban the one on the forum

**Chris**
Yes. That's him. From what I've heard of his recent voice clips, he not only sounded like he was heavily defending himself and covering something up (I felt those emotions and vibes as well), but I also sense a slight vibe of external influence; possibly someone controlling him.

**Null**
He's in a group of two or three other people and they plan stuff together. Mentally ill anime people. Don't give them access to anything private

**Chris**
Yep. More than just anime, though. They've also talked of racism, and Nazi type things. Definitely two others. Kyle and MKR; Kyle is definitely worse; talks soo damn much, boasting his smart-talk, interrogating my intentions and present mentalities. Damn, he's seriously tiring.

**Null**
Yeah he's a weirdo. Keep him at a distance. If you have any issues with him let me know.

**Chris**
I am planning on silently leaving the place Discord server, but on the right and fated timing in the near future. I don't want to pull out prematurely. I've also muted their respective phone numbers.

**Null**
Good idea. Careful with discords, see people trying to invite you to their clubs all the time. It's a lot of drama.

**Chris**
Side-note, I will have to confirm Nightvee's safety and being from Meghan. But, I'm certain Nights and Reala have his back during uncertain moments. No shit. Too much drama. But what's been recently happening, it is another level. Even potential worse "Big Boy" Doxxing from Naught.

**Null**
Who is he doxing?

**Chris**
Neko/Wildcat. I have foreseen this potential outcome when I joined the group a couple of years ago, but I was uncertain at the time which were the toxic ones. I had felt it was well and good to be part in later confirmation.

**Null**
It probably started with good intentions but then people get their personal politics.

**Chris**
I was not surprised at all that they were wanting to take advantage of my less mature mentality of yesteryears, but how much they've should have know I have been maturing and doing better since coming out in '14. Right on. There were background happenings that saw other kind individuals banned from the group as well. Anaxis, Silvia, Nigel Uno, Aquadiamond, to name a few. "Ran them out of town", supposedly, too.

**Null**
If you're looking for some kind of outlet for talking to people let me know. Not sure what kind of socializing you're into these days. It seems like you want to have fans around.